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Let there be light. And there was light.




I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. Truth be told, I never graduated from college. and, this is the closest I’ve ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That’s it. No big deal. Just three stories. The first story is about connecting the dots. I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out? It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: “We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?” They said: “Of course.” My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college. And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents’ savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn’t see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting. It wasn’t all romantic. I didn’t have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends’ rooms, I returned Coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example: Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn’t have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and sans serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it fascinating. None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But 10 years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, it’s likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backward 10 years later. Again, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backward. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in somethingyour gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life. My second story is about love and loss. I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents’ garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4,000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating. I really didn’t know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down — that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over. I didn’t see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life. During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the world’s first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple’s current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together. I’m pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn’t been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don’t lose faith. I’m convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You’ve got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, youll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle. My third story is about death. When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday youll most certainly be right.” It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something. Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everythingall external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure — these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart. About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn’t even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor’s code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you’d have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes. I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I’m fine now. This was the closest I’ve been to facing death, and I hope it’s the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept: No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true. Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary. When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960s, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors and Polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: It was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions. Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: “Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.” It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. Thank you all very much.










The person to ‘blame’ for the massive i-trend is Ken Segall. After presenting the see-through drop-shaped monitor, Jobs was in desperate need for a name that would suit it, and its follow-ups. The key importance of the new product was that it would be easily used for internet work – that was the design. And they wanted to incorporate the Macintosh brand in the name. So Segall proposed iMac – an internet-Mac. The ‘i’ as a prefix could also incorporate other adjectives such as individual, innovative, imaginative etc, depending on the product.



ちなみに、Apple Watchが慣習に則ってiWatchと命名されなかった理由については、Why the Apple Watch isn't called the iWatchでは商標問題だとかApple Watchは、なぜ「iWatch」ではなかったのかではコンセプトの問題だとかいろいろ憶測が流れている。






A prime example of a good product with a really bad name. Formerly Google Personalised Homepage, in a rare mistake by Google they chose to rename it using the faux Apple and now meaningless 'i' prefix, meaning 'Internet'.

(Urban Dictionaryより)

Urban Dictionaryなので信憑性はない。当初の名前が「Google Personalized Homepage」であったことを考えると、「私」の意味での「i」だと言われた方がしっくりくるけど、由来が何であれ、この名前はださい(愛用はしていた)。


Interactive Python

そういえばirbもInteractive Rubyか。


Inline Frame。





When we were in junior high school, my friend Rich and I made a map of the school lunch tables according to popularity. This was easy to do, because kids only ate lunch with others of about the same popularity. We graded them from A to E. A tables were full of football players and cheerleaders and so on. E tables contained the kids with mild cases of Down's Syndrome, what in the language of the time we called "retards."

We sat at a D table, as low as you could get without looking physically different.








Error 404 (Not Found)!!1


404. That’s an error.

The requested URL /entry/https%3A%2F%2Fanond.hatelabo.jp%2F20181121xxxxxx was not found on this server. That’s all we know.






November 11, 2018


The Simon Wiesenthal Center denounced BTS, an internationally popular Korean band whose live performance on Japan TV was cancelled.


“Wearing a T-shirt in Japan mocking the victims of the Nagasaki A-bomb, is just the latest incident of this band mocking the past,” charged Rabbi Abraham Cooper. Associate Dean and Director of Global Social Action of the Simon Wiesenthal Center, a leading Jewish Human Rights NGO.


Members of the band posed for a photo shoot wearing hats with the Nazi SS Death Head logo. The SS was a key component of the Nazi mass murder of 6 million Jews during the WWII Holocaust. “Flags appearing on stage at their concert were eerily similar to the Nazi Swastika. It goes without saying that this group, which was invited to speak at the UN, owes the people of Japan and the victims of the Nazism an apology.”


“But that is not enough. It is clear that those designing and promoting this group’s career are too comfortable with denigrating the memory of the past. The result is that on young generations in Korea and around the world are more likely to identify bigotry and intolerance as beingcool’ and help erase the lessons of history. The management of this group, not only the front performers, should publicly apologize,” Rabbi Cooper added.




この2点はかなり気になる――なぜなら日本人でも知らない「長崎広島キノコ雲の違い」を明らかにして非難していること、Mocking the victimsという表現を使って「被爆者侮辱している」とSWC認識していることを明らかにしていることから、決して「ナチの方は謝るけど、原爆部分は言いがかり」というメッセージを受け入れないという姿勢が伝わるからだ。はっきり言ってこのメッセージナチ部分がかすむほどに反核的に読み取れる。謝罪すべき対象については「日本の人々(被爆者)とナチズムの犠牲者」と「日本の人々」を最初に置く念のいりようだ――これはそういう流儀なのかもしれないが。




Good Thursday, How are you today? Thanks a lot of kind words to me in your letter,

telling me about your blog-I can't open-here very old computers!

I never travel to another countries,but dream.

I like comedy & romantic movies. what about you? I don't have boyfriend,here mostly all men at war.

I had a boyfriend,but he died at war 1,5 years ago.I will be happy to have family with kids & marry with man older than me.

Today no lessons in college,I write you letters from library,because no private computer at home.

I had before a small smartphone,but change it for food 5 month ago. Now we use old nokia together with mom,Ha-ha!

Soon I will finish institute. But here very hard to find any job,all from war here.I know about sushi from TV programs,

but never eat sushi,because sushi restaurants very expensive here.

I don't have boyfriend now,here all men at war.

I have good news: yesterday evening was stopped fire between Ukraine & Russia.

We have big hope that this time it will be true words from Presidents & peace will come,

Because this "stop war" was many times,but it was only words...

I want to tell you that from yesterday really was no hear shots, bombings.

But situation with electric, water & mostly with food still very, very hard. It is very difficult to sell something or to exchange for food, many have no money, and rich people left from Ukraine.

It's a pity that without meat, meat here terrible expensive long ago. When was no war we could buy meat, not often, but we could.But we are happy that we have some vegetables.

Usually here very cold winter, normally-25, - 30, much snow,now autumn +10.

I like to cook very much! Today, I will tell you how to cook borsch:take piece of beef to weld in water, then to cook there potatoes, carrots, cabbage,

it is a little haricot, then we add a little tomato paste, salt, parsley.

Give a borsch very hot with sour cream and garlic. Its very good for health hot dish & you not catch a cold.

Of course garlic isn't good for kisses, but when we will meet I cook borsch for us & we will eat garlic together & then could easy kiss...

May be on today will come my friend Maria.I send you summer photo with my friend Maria.

She lost family at war & have no possible to live in this hard war period,

I was invite her for dinner. I wish you happy, warm day.


Why I like England.

First, the forests of England is very beautiful.

Peole lives in England like gardening. They create botanical garden.

And National Trust is famous project in England.

Second, I am interested in custom in England. They have a cup of tea in evening or afternoon.

I like tea,too. Tea which was sold in England tastes good.

Last, There are lots of English pubs.

In my last trip to England, I went pub. It is cleanly than Japanese one.

Ale is so dellicious, and I enjoyed talking with my friend.



左様。欧米こそ至高 の はてなーに習い、オックスフォード辞典より、

(in Japan) a young person who is obsessed with computers or particular aspects of popular culture to the detriment of their social skills.
‘every other otaku can run on about their hobby endlessly’



では英語圏オタク意味のあるgeeknerd はどうだろう?

1 An unfashionable or socially inept person.
1.1 usually with modifier A knowledgeable and obsessive enthusiast.
‘a computer geek


1 A foolish or contemptible person who lacks social skills or is boringly studious.
‘I was a serious nerd until I discovered girls and cars’
1.1 A single-minded expert in a particular technical field.
‘a computer nerd















I heard that the Spanish league recently will notify all teams to prohibit Rising-sun by Korean protest.


If the reason is you are willing to keep a distance from the dispute between Asian countries, we can understand and endure it.


However, If you equate rising-sun with hooked-cross by believing Korean's one-sided argument, many Japanese will be offended.


Because it is an act to collaborate with racial discrimination against the Japanese.


I would tell you about this reason.



First of all, these warrants of the claim by Korean groups are not a truth.


Hooked-cross was the symbol of NATIZ party, however, Rising-sun hasn't political means like that.


It is the traditional symbol to pray for the safety of the voyage and success of fishing*, since the 19th century, it used by the naval ensign.


Please search images with "tairyouki".


It still has been Japanese naval ensign, comparatively speaking, it likes Iron-cross have been used in Germany.


As shown below, The United States Forces Japan use it as insignias, and Rising-sun flags participated in the international parade of Bastille day in this year.


Thus, it is approved in countries other than Korea, including Asian countries.


Even Korea hadn't refused Rising-sun flag until 2011, hadn't liked it.



By the way, during Japan-Korea soccer match, Korean players and audiences often do performances that ridicule the Japanese or make political claims.


FIFA picked up some of those as problems, so you can easily know.


Each time, the Korean-side tried to justify their actions caused that they were ruled by Japan in the past or the Japanese-side provoked earlier.


However, in many of these cases, provocations from the Japanese-side are not confirmed even at later verification.



On January 25, 2011, at the AFC Asian Cup 2011 semi-final Japan-Korea, Korea's Ki Sung-Yueng did a performance treating the Japanese as a monkey after his goal.


"Island Monkey" is a discriminatory term to the Japanese widespread used in Korea.


When Japanese and European fans blamed him that this performance is a racial discrimination, he made an excuse as follows.


Japanese audiences waving Rising-sun frag. It reminded me of the Japanese Army. So, I couldn't help doing that by anger.”



However, the existence of the Rising-sun flag hasn't been confirmed in the video of that audience seat of the game.


In Interview after the game, He said that he had thought the idea of that performance before the game.


So, the Japanese consider that he tried to accuse japan falsely in order to escape from this blame.


Despite these facts, Korean media and politicians overall joined in his excuse, tolerated his racism, condemned Japan-side severely.



In Korea, Kinds of news criticizing Japan are very popular,


and when something happens each time, many politicians and celebrities are eager to blame Japan to show their patriotism.


Therefore, Rising-sun flag not existing in this stadium was suddenly gotten to the symbol of the invasion of Korea by Japan.


Girls singers who wore designs of Rising-Sun were forced to apologize, The architecture of a design resembling Rising-Sun was torn down, Furthermore, using Rising-sun by the Japanese has also been attacked hardly from Korea.


They insist that the Japanese love this symbol is an evidence that the Japanese are morally inferior.



In the English version Wikipedia, it is stated that the incident was returning to the relentless harassment of Japanese racists, but there is no evidence for such abuses existing.


Indeed, the article is not accompanied by a source of information which is the basis of the description.


Even if you write about that, It will be rewritten immediately by VANK (Korean patriotic web surveillance organization).


So please do check not only the English version but also the Japanese version article and its sources when you investigate this incident.



Eventually, I add a link to an article of a patriotic (anti-Japanese) painting contest of the children held by Incheon City, Korea.


In this contest, Elementary school teachers let the children draw pictures of dying Japanese people, city officers exhibited these in a public place, and the mayor gave a prize to excellent works.


In Korea now, they can't recognize that is discrimination against Japanese people.


Hate to Japan has become a matter of course too much.


I'm afraid that this attitude of Spanish league justifies and promotes such Korean trend.



It's up to you if you avoid this design which has troublesome problems.


Although, please make decisions based on facts and inform reasons for the decision.


I strongly hope that the Spanish league won't be in synchronization with Korean falsehood and won't participate in racial discrimination against Japanese people.

※「するかどうかはあなたたちの自由」をit's up to you if ~にしていいか






He said that that that that that she used was wrong.


Watching "Angolmois".

Lost memory is reviving.

Long time ago, in Sarajevo, I'd met a boy and we'd become friends.

He was a picture of Amushi.

He died by sniper's shot.

At that time Sarajevo was a battlefield.

I wish Amushi would survive.


In 2001 Kofi Annan received the Nobel Prize in conjunction with the United Nations.

The focus of his speech was global inequality.

"Ladies and gentlemen,

Today in Afghanistan a girl will be born.

Her mother will hold her, feed her and comfort her and care for her just as any mother would anywhere else in the world.

In those most basic acts of human nature, humanity knows no divisions.

But to be born a girl in Afghanistan today, is to begin life centuries away from the prosperity that one small part of humanity has achieved.

Even thought her mother would do all in her power, to protect her and sustain her.

There is a one in four risk that the girl will not live to see her fifth birthday.

Whether she does is just one of the tests of our common humanity of our belief in our individual responsibility for our fellow men and women.

But it is the only test that matters.

Remember this girl then our large aims to fight poverty, prevent conflict or cure disease will nothing distant or impossible.

Indeed those aims would seem very near and very achievable as they should.

Because beneath the surface of stats and nations, ideas and language lies the fate of individual human beings in need.

Answering their needs will be the mission of the United Nations in the century to come.

Thank you very much."



Today’s weather is cool.

Recent weather was crazy hot so I like today’s weather.

I went to English school today

It’s been long time I went to there because I was recently disease..

I’m really glad to got better my health.

And I decided about I try to write diary everyday by English

It’s practice

I don’t know that I can get English skill but i will try it for now





史記 司馬遷



アエネーイス ウェルギリウス

Arma uirumque cano


ガリア戦記 カエサル

Gallia est omnis divisa in partis tres.






ウルガータ版聖書 創世記 1章1節

In principio creavit Deus cælum et terram.

ウルガータ版聖書 ヨハネ伝 1章1節

in principio erat Verbum



Freude, shcoenell goetterfunken, Tochter aus Elysium.wir betretn Feuertrunken himmlishce dein heinligtum.

Deine Zauber binden wider was die Mode streng geteil.Alle Menshcen werden Brueder,wo dein sanfter Fluegel weilt.


我輩は猫である 夏目漱石



雪国 川端康成



ロードス島戦記 水野良






夏休みで初の金沢一人旅。昼間から日本酒真琴飲み放題(超おすすめ、2,000円で地元の美味い日本酒文字通り飲み放題) でいい感じになってちょっと寄ってみるか、蓄音器とか知らないけど自称音楽にはうるさいし、てなわけで割引250円で入ってみる。




The Styx / Kilroy Was Here (遊&愛のヘビーユーザーだったのに初めて2,800円払ったアルバム)

Men at Work / Cargo (Overkillのイントロで涙)

Journey / Frontiers

Billy Joel / An Innocent Man

Paul McCartney / Pipes of Peace (個人的ポールと言えばこれ)

Kenny Loggins / Vox Humana (!!!!!!)

Wham! / Make it Big

Hall and Oates / Rock ‘N’ Soul Part 1

Queen / The Works

勿論、本業の蓄音器実演も良かったです。むちゃかわいい (+多分結構巨乳) お姉さんが楽しく解説してくれるし。



the expendables was so manly i fucked the shit out of the little pussy boy next to me! the boys are back in town!






















死刑制度を存続させているのは私たちだという意識がない。残酷で野蛮だという意識もない。人権意識が低い。ププぺ、かもよは!なんとか!食べさせて頂きたいとしてないという現象が起こるのはどうやってみようか?^_^ wasナた楽チンです私たちにも関心を持つのはどうあれから何年も前の話を聞くことができるようになっている。


Listening "Button".

Listening this song many times.

Fate may yank us far apart,

But the start was the same for all of us.

Even if it all disappears

That one thing will still remain.

We are going together.

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