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2023-09-21

anond:20230921214024

論文リンク貼ったんだから読めや

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/21576961/

Absence of maternal sharing of utensils and mouth-to-mouth feeding between caregivers and children was used as the variable about behaviour to prevent vertical transmission of oral organisms.

2023-09-20

ゴーンjoke

生きていることが即ち苦しみなのです。

から

Gone with the wind.

Gone as a double bass.

ゴーンは楽器になってゴーン。

2023-09-19

入力と欲しい出力を言語化する能力があればマクロ書く能力不要

anond:20230919002911

ChatGPT日本語命令したら秒で作ってくれるのでVBAGAS書く能力不要になったんだが。「A1からI9に数独の初期値入れてあるシートの残りのマス埋めるVBAマクロ作って」の一言数独解くの作ってくれるぞ

ChatGPTが補足している通りロジックは基本しか使っていないので初期値から最終形までに仮定して入れる局面があるものは解けないし非効率ではあるものの初級は解けるし遅いPCでも一瞬で終わる。必要なのは入力の形と欲しい出力を日本語にする能力Hello World実行できるレベル知識コード読んでデバッグできる能力があればなおよいがGPTに教えてもらえばいいし、今業務やってる派遣の人に動作確認してもらって不満なところをAI修正させればよいので業務をよく分かっている社員やらせたほうが会社としてはい戦略

プロンプト

A1からI9に数独の初期値入れてあるシートの残りのマス埋めるVBAマクロ作って

ChatGPT(4.0)の答

数独を解くためのVBAマクロ作成するのは複雑ですが、以下は一つの例です。このマクロはシートのA1からI9の範囲数独を解きます

Function IsPossible(y, x, n, grid) As Boolean
    Dim i As Integer
    Dim j As Integer
    ' 同じ行や列にnが既にあるか確認
    For i = 1 To 9
        If grid(y, i) = n Or grid(i, x) = n Then
            IsPossible = False
            Exit Function
        End If
    Next i
    
    ' 3x3ボックス内にnが既にあるか確認
    Dim x0 As Integer: x0 = ((x - 1) ¥ 3) * 3
    Dim y0 As Integer: y0 = ((y - 1) ¥ 3) * 3
    For i = 0 To 2
        For j = 0 To 2
            If grid(y0 + i + 1, x0 + j + 1) = n Then
                IsPossible = False
                Exit Function
            End If
        Next j
    Next i
    
    IsPossible = True
End Function

Sub SolveSudoku()
    Dim grid(1 To 9, 1 To 9) As Integer
    Dim i As Integer
    Dim j As Integer
    
    ' グリッドをシートから読み込む
    For i = 1 To 9
        For j = 1 To 9
            grid(i, j) = Cells(i, j).Value
        Next j
    Next i

    If Solve(grid) Then
        ' 解をシートに書き出す
        For i = 1 To 9
            For j = 1 To 9
                Cells(i, j).Value = grid(i, j)
            Next j
        Next i
    Else
        MsgBox "解けませんでした"
    End If
End Sub

Function Solve(ByRef grid) As Boolean
    Dim i As Integer
    Dim j As Integer
    Dim n As Integer

    For i = 1 To 9
        For j = 1 To 9
            If grid(i, j) = 0 Then
                For n = 1 To 9
                    If IsPossible(i, j, n, grid) Then
                        grid(i, j) = n
                        If Solve(grid) Then
                            Solve = True
                            Exit Function
                        End If
                        grid(i, j) = 0
                    End If
                Next n
                Solve = False
                Exit Function
            End If
        Next j
    Next i
    Solve = True
End Function

このコードVBAモジュールに追加して、シートに数独の初期値を入力してからSolveSudokuマクロを実行すると、マスを埋めることができます

ただし、このコード基本的バックトラック法を使用しており、非常に複雑な数独には効率的ではない場合があります。より高速な解法や最適化を求める場合は、追加の手法アプローチ必要です。

初期値

https://si-coding.net/sudoku4.html

   2 3 5   7
  8     3 
3     4 5 1 6
  6  1 2 4  
  4  9 8  2 
  2 5   1  3
 9       4
   6     1
   4  1 2 6 
実行結果
1 6 9 2 3 5 8 4 7
4 5 8 1 6 7 9 3 2
3 2 7 9 8 4 5 1 6
5 3 6 7 1 2 4 9 8
7 1 4 3 9 8 6 2 5
9 8 2 5 4 6 1 7 3
6 9 1 8 2 3 7 5 4
2 4 5 6 7 9 3 8 1
8 7 3 4 5 1 2 6 9

2023-09-17

今度は、ラッパー風(Bボーイ風)の表現で回答してください。

Yo, check it out, man!

I was all about trying to be on that righteous path, you know what I'm saying?

But real talk, it's a whole different story.

 

I'm stuck grindin' in some tiny company's gig, feeling like I'm replaceable as hell.

Went through a divorce, ain't got no hobbies, no energy to drop some volunteer work, and the donations, man, it's just pennies.

 

Ain't no "standin' tall" here, it's straight-up sad, my homie.

It's a tough hustle to become a real G.

I gotta admit, it's outta my league, so I'm thinking, "Let's call it quits."

 

So here I am, about to chow down on some chicken breast, that salad chicken I prepped yesterday.

Got that Naruto seaweed on the side, and some microwave-spinach for that extra flavor.

 

You know what, though?

Just living, that's what it's all about.

Keep it real, and just live, man.

 

日本語で言ってください。

おっす、チェックしろよ!

マジで立派な人になりたかったんだぜ、わかるだろ?

 

でもホントの話、実際は全然違うんだよ。

 

零細企業の下っ端の仕事で、代替いくらでもいる感じだぜ。

離婚やらかして、趣味も何もねえし、ボランティアもめんどくさいし、寄付もほんのちょっとしかしてねえ。

 

「立派にやるぜ!」とか言っても、マジでしんどいぜ、おい。

自分には無理だと思っちまって、もう諦めようかと考えてんだよ。

 

から今、ここで鶏むね肉を食ってやるぜ。

昨日仕込んだサラダチキンだ。

それに鳴門ワカメ電子レンジでチンしたほうれん草もあるぜ。

 

でもな、生きることだけが大事なんだ。

リアルに、ただ生きていくことだぜ、兄弟

2023-09-13

Unityを捨てよGodotへ出よう

Unity Industryの時からアレだったけど

もうモバイルゲームUnityを選ぶのは辛くなってしまった……。

 

移住先にGodot engineはどうですか?

Godot共同作者のJuanさんも

https://twitter.com/reduzio/status/1701872427301556463

今まではUnityとGodotは別物だからUnityからの移行の手助けは考えてなかったけど

今回の事でUnityからの移行について考えてくれるそう。

 

正直、今のGodotには足りないものUnityに比べて沢山あると思うけど

Godotはオープンソースなので、各社、各々が少しずつ技術情報を出し合って

それこそモバイルゲームオールチームで使いやすくしていきませんか?

(もちろんインダスリーの方々も歓迎)

 

日本モバイルゲーム界隈だけでなく

届くかわからないけど、海外からもご助力願いたい

To Mobile Game Developers Thinking of Leaving Unity.

How about Godot engine as a candidate for migration?

Why don't we all use Godot and make it easier to use?

致想要离开 Unity 的移动游戏开发者。

Godot 引擎作为迁移的候选者怎么样?

为什么我们不都使用Godot并让它更容易使用呢?

Unity 탈퇴를 고려 중인 모바일 게임 개발자에게

마이그레이션 후보로 Godot 엔진은 어떻습니까?

우리 모두 Godot를 사용하여 사용하기 쉽게 만드는 것은 어떨까요?

2023-09-12

anond:20230912020909 anond:20230912140649

LGBTQA+っていう生物はいません

LGBTQA+はキリスト教の枠組みの延長の話。宗教がまだ地域コミュニティ絶対の影響を持つ国や地域なら、

こういう種類の人間もいる、この人物は神の教えに背いてはいない、神はミスおかしはいないを積極的に明示していかないと、

家族と絶縁どころか地域全体から村八分、なんだったら自称伝統を守る人から物理攻撃を喰らう危険性があるので、

マイノリティの身心の安全を守るためにLGBTQA+を浸透させるは大切なことなんだね

 

元増田(anond:20230912005213)もキミも興味はないと思うけどいちおうアセクシャルコミュニティサイトURL置いておきます

 

Asexuality

https://www.asexuality.org/

 

割と日本腐女子・生きづらいオタ女子がいいそうな発言とかも突っ込まれことな

穏やかにやりとりしてる(自分のアイディンティーなんて自己定義するものからそれはそう)ので

元増田(anond:20230912005213)も浮かないんじゃない?

 

コンビニ人間』がAVENにアセクシャルとしてあげられていて草生えましたわ

I recently read 'The Convenience Store Woman' by Sayaka Murata (English translation)

 

It's a quirky, funny and quick read. I would even recommend it to people who don't like reading, if I thought the story/character/quirkiness would interest them. I'm actually going to give a copy to a friend as a gift.

The central character also appears to be aro and ace.

ーーー

最近読んだ村田沙耶香の「コンビニの女」(英訳版)

 

風変わりで、面白くて、あっという間に読めてしまう。読書が好きでない人にも、ストーリーキャラクター、奇抜さに興味を持ってもらえると思えば、薦めたいくらいです。実際、友人にプレゼントするつもりだ。

中心人物もアロとエースに見える。 

 

Asexuality and Asexual Characters in Books & Comics - a Collection

https://www.asexuality.org/en/topic/122643-asexuality-and-asexual-characters-in-books-comics-a-collection/page/5/

2023-09-11

anond:20230911221600

フツーに本出てるけど根拠ないん?

下記はカリフォルニア大学ビアンカアセベド博士研究紹介動画書籍記事(Pod cast)、

HSP brain studies

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qep36Vy_0pE

Did you know that the brain of a highly sensitive person (HSP) works differently?

> The results of fMRI brain studies conducted by Dr. Elaine Aron, Dr. Art Aron, Dr. Bianca Acevedo and their colleagues are quite fascinating.

 

高感度な人(HSP)の脳の働きが違うことを知っていますか?

レインアロン博士アートアロン博士ビアンカアセベド博士らが行ったfMRIによる脳の研究結果は、かなり魅力的です。 

 

 

[Amazon] The Highly Sensitive Brain: Research, Assessment, and Treatment of Sensory Processing Sensitivity 1st Edition

https://www.amazon.com/Highly-Sensitive-Brain-Assessment-Sensitivity/dp/0128182512

 

> The Highly Sensitive Brain is the first handbook to cover the science, measurement, and clinical discussion of sensory processing sensitivity (SPS),

> a trait associated with enhanced responsivity, awareness, depth-of-processing and attunement to the environment and other individuals.

> Grounded in theoretical models of high sensitivity, this volume discusses the assessment of SPS in children and adults,

as well as its health and social outcomes.

> This edition also synthesizes up-to-date research on the biological mechanisms associated with high sensitivity,

> such as its neural and genetic basis. It also discusses clinical issues related to SPS and seemingly-related disorders such as misophonia,

> a hyper-sensitivity to specific sounds. In addition, to practical assessment of SPS embedded throughout this volume is discussion of the biological basis of SPS,

> exploring why this trait exists and persists in humans and other species.

> 

>The Highly Sensitive Brain is a useful handbook and may be of special interest to clinicians, physicians, health-care workers, educators, and researchers.

 

『高感度脳』は、感覚処理感度(SPS)の科学、測定、臨床的考察網羅した初めてのハンドブックです。この巻では、高感度の理論モデルに基づいて、子どもと成人のSPSの評価健康社会的転帰について論じています。また、高感受性の神経基盤や遺伝的基盤など、高感受性に関連する生物学メカニズムに関する最新の研究をまとめています。また、SPSの臨床的な問題点や、特定の音に過敏に反応するミソフォニアなど、一見関連していると思われる疾患についても解説していますさらに、この巻全体に組み込まれたSPSの実用的な評価に加えて、SPSの生物学的基盤についての議論があり、なぜこの形質がヒトや他の種に存在し、持続するのかを探っています

臨床医医師医療従事者、教育者研究者にとって有益ハンドブックです。

 

 

[foreverbreak] Highly Sensitive People How to Tell If You’re an HSP + Shedding Light on This Misunderstood Trait

非常に敏感な人々 あなたHSPであるかどうかを見分ける方法+この誤解されている特性に光を当てる

https://foreverbreak.com/podcast/s1/e5/

 

 

 

まぁ、アセベト博士でなくてもいいけど(TEDかにもあるよ)

 

『高感度であることは障害ではない。遺伝的および生物学的要素を持つ生物学特性
HSPの子供は、自閉症スペクトラム障害共通点があるため誤って診断されることがある』
HPSギフトです』

 

ってなってるね

 

SADの方は個性ではなく治療すべきってことになってる

2023-09-05

anond:20230905145346

落ち着けペド

その引用の冒頭に

It is easy to see someone like Livingston as a victim of the child porn wars

って書いてるやん

2023-08-31

anond:20230831071911

「虚栄心」の意味で使ってる人がほとんどだと思う。

 って、そりゃそもそも英語pride にもそういう意味はあるからな。たとえば (as) proud as a peacock というイディオム知ってるか?

(as) proud as a peacock

idiom

extremely proud:

"He returns about three hours later looking as proud as a peacock as he carefully backs his big red car in the driveway."

https://dictionary.cambridge.org/ja/dictionary/english/as-proud-as-a-peacock

2023-08-22

anond:20230820010011

https://www.thetimes.co.uk/article/keir-starmer-woman-adult-female-trans-gender-identity-policy-labour-2023-bj6mdx8zf

Sir Keir Starmer has said that “a woman is an adult femaleas he hardened his stance on gender.

The Labour leader insisted that biological women needed single-sex spaces and ruled out introducing self-identification for changing gender.

キアー・スターマー党首は、「女性とは成人女性である」と述べ、ジェンダーに対する姿勢を強めた。

労働党党首は、生物学的な女性には男女別のスペースが必要だと主張し、性別を変更するための自認の導入を否定した。

anond:20230820230404

https://www.thetimes.co.uk/article/keir-starmer-woman-adult-female-trans-gender-identity-policy-labour-2023-bj6mdx8zf

Sir Keir Starmer has said that “a woman is an adult femaleas he hardened his stance on gender.

The Labour leader insisted that biological women needed single-sex spaces and ruled out introducing self-identification for changing gender.

キアー・スターマー党首は、「女性とは成人女性である」と述べ、ジェンダーに対する姿勢を強めた。

労働党党首は、生物学的な女性には男女別のスペースが必要だと主張し、性別を変更するための自認の導入を否定した。

2023-08-18

ポルシェの加速が速いのはリアヘビーだから←この誤解ほんとに多い

this is completely false for AWD cars, I don't get why it gets repeated so much.

Ideally you want all 4 wheels to have the same amount of weight over them in an AWD launch, this way each wheel puts power down optimally. Since weight shifts towards the back during acceleration, this means that the ideal weight distribution for launching is somewhat to the front.

The RS3 is a good example of this effect in action, it launches well despite having a meh Haldex-like AWD system. The Hellcat on a prepped surface is another, despite being RWD.

Since the Turbo S is the opposite, it compensates by having way wider rear tyres compared to the front ones (255 front, 315 rear).

So actually the 911 launches well DESPITE the fact that it's rear-heavy, not because of it. It just modulates its power way better than the competition.

The 911's setup instead makes it brake so well, since the same principle as above applies just in the opposite direction.

「これはAWD車にとっては完全に間違いだ。なぜこのような誤解が繰り返されるのか理解できない。

AWDの発進では、4輪すべてに同じ重さがかかるのが理想的で、そうすることで各輪が最適にパワーを発揮する。加速時に重量が後ろに移動するため、発進時の理想的な重量配分はややフロント寄りになる。

RS3はこの効果の良い例で、ハルデックスのようなAWDシステムを搭載しているにもかかわらず、うまく発進する。整地された路面でのヘルキャットも、FRにもかかわらずそうだ。

ターボSはその逆であるため、フロントタイヤに比べてリアタイヤをかなりワイドフロント255、リア315)にすることで埋め合わせをしている。

まり911はリアヘビー「であるにもかかわらず」発進がいいのであって、リアヘビーだから発進がいいのではない。911競争相手よりもパワーをはるかにうまく伝えている。

逆に、それが911ブレーキが効く要因にもなっている。上と同じ原理が逆方向に適用されるからだ」

2023-08-15

anond:20230815190733

https://www.thetimes.co.uk/article/keir-starmer-woman-adult-female-trans-gender-identity-policy-labour-2023-bj6mdx8zf

Sir Keir Starmer has said that “a woman is an adult femaleas he hardened his stance on gender.

The Labour leader insisted that biological women needed single-sex spaces and ruled out introducing self-identification for changing gender.

キアー・スターマー党首は、「女性とは成人女性である」と述べ、ジェンダーに対する姿勢を強めた。

労働党党首は、生物学的な女性には男女別のスペースが必要だと主張し、性別を変更するための自認の導入を否定した。

2023-08-12

anond:20230812222510

うそう、真珠湾攻撃も核攻撃先制攻撃自衛権範囲からな。嘘つきさん。

あとウクライナナチスではないとかどこまで馬鹿なのか。ウクライナを支持している時点でナチスだよ。

https://www.nbcnews.com/think/opinion/ukraine-has-nazi-problem-vladimir-putin-s-denazification-claim-war-ncna1290946

But even though Putin is engaging in propaganda, it’s also true that Ukraine has a genuine Nazi problem — both past and present. Putin’s destructive actions — among them the devastation of Jewish communities — make clear that he’s lying when he says his goal is to ensure anyone’s welfare. But important as it is to defend the yellow-and-blue flag against the Kremlin’s brutal aggression, it would be a dangerous oversight to deny Ukraine’s antisemitic history and collaboration with Hitler’s Nazis, as well as the latter-day embrace of neo-Nazi factions in some quarters.

しかし、プーチン大統領プロパガンダに取り組んでいるとしても、ウクライナ過去現在も真のナチス問題を抱えていることも事実だ。 プーチン大統領破壊的な行動、その中にはユダヤ人コミュニティ破壊も含まれるが、自分目標は誰かの福祉を確保することだと言っているプーチン大統領が嘘をついていることは明らかだ。 しかし、クレムリンの残忍な侵略から黄と青の国旗を守ることは重要であると同時に、ウクライナ反ユダヤ主義歴史ヒトラーナチスとの協力、そしてネオナチ派の末日の受け入れを否定することは危険な見落としとなるだろう。いくつかの地区では。

In another ominous development, Ukraine has in recent years erected a glut of statues honoring Ukrainian nationalists whose legacies are tainted by their indisputable record as Nazi proxies. The Forward newspaper cataloged some of these deplorables, including Stepan Bandera, leader of the Organization of Ukrainian Nationalists (OUN), whose followers acted as local militia members for the SS and German army. “Ukraine has several dozen monuments and scores of street names glorifying this Nazi collaborator, enough to require two separate Wikipedia pages,” the Forward wrote.

もう一つの不気味な展開として、ウクライナは近年、ナチス代理人としての議論余地のない経歴によってその遺産が汚されたウクライナ民族主義者を称える像を大量に建てている。 フォワード紙は、ウクライナ民族主義組織(OUN)の指導者ステパン・バンデラを含む、こうした嘆かわしい人物の一部を目録にまとめ、その支持者たちは親衛隊ドイツ軍地元民兵として活動していた。 「ウクライナには、このナチスの協力者を称賛する数十の記念碑と多数の通りの名前があり、ウィキペディアの2つの別々のページが必要になるほどだ」と同紙は書いた。

まり日本人ナチスを支持しているというのが正しい評価

アメリカ右翼ってやたら日本理想郷みたいに持ち上げるよな

アメリカとは違って単一民族から平和で清潔、テクノロジーも最新!みたいな

実際は移民がどんどん入ってきてるしテクノロジーもまるでダメなんだけどな

日本左翼欧米をやたら持ち上げるのと同じしぐさなんだろうけど

Japan is a prosperous orderly society at the forefront of technological development and with excellent cultural output. Perhaps you don't understand what the right actually wants.

日本は豊かで秩序ある社会であり、技術開発の最前線にあり、優れた文化的成果を上げている。おそらくあなた右派が実際に何を望んでいるのか理解していないのだろう。

https://twitter.com/380kmh/status/1690007430418120704?s=20

The right's obsession with Japan makes no sense.

It's not homogenous.

It's not conservative.

It's super socialist.

It's hyper consumerist.

And "maid cafes" are the same thing as Hooters.

右派日本への執着は意味不明

日本は均質ではない。

保守的でもない。

社会主義だ。

超消費主義だ。

そして「メイド喫茶」はフーターズと同じものだ。

2023-08-11

Susukino decapitation case, she cried, "I wanted to kill him, too."

ススキノ首切り事件、「自分も殺したかった」って泣く彼女
Susukino decapitation case, she cried, "I wanted to kill him, too."

https://anond.hatelabo.jp/20230808132541

 

ススキノ首切り事件女性の方が最初レイプされておまけに動画まで撮られてたって報道がでている。

In the Susukino decapitation case, it is reported that the woman was raped first and was even videotaped.

 

自分には同棲している彼女がいるんだけれど、その報道見た時に、彼女ボロボロ泣き出した。

I have a live-in girlfriend, and when she saw the news report, she burst into tears.

 

どうしたのって聞いても泣くばかりだったんだけれど、少しずつ話してくれて、「自分も殺したかった自分も殺したかった」って言うんだよ。

When I asked her what was wrong, she just cried, but little by little she started talking to me and said, "I wanted to kill him and I wanted to kill myself."

 

彼女も俺と付き合う前、性暴行被害者になってしまっていたことを話してくれた。

She also told me that she had been a victim of sexual assault before she started dating me.

 

もちろん警察に行ったけれど、何回も警察相手再現させられてそれでも犯人は捕まえられず、おまけに逮捕したとしても、起訴するまでの被害者負担の大きさや刑事罰の軽さ(たった数年)伝えられてただただ絶望だけして帰ってきたって。

Of course, she went to the police, but after being made to reenact the crime several times by the police officers, she was still unable to catch the perpetrator, and even if she was arrested, she came home only in despair after being told of the burden on the victim to prosecute and the light criminal penalty (only a few years).

 

ずっと負けてたまるかと、仕事も辞めず俺とも出会って付き合ってみたけれど、ずっと辛いままで絶望は消えなくて、でも俺にも事件のことは言えなかった。

She thought she couldn't keep losing, so she didn't quit her job and tried to meet and date me, but it remained painful and the despair didn't go away, but she couldn't tell me about the incident either.

 

それはやっぱり言ってもどうしようもないし、言うことで自分が救われるとも思えなかったからそうだし、俺に汚れてると思われて嫌われるのもずっと怖かったらしい。

To her, there was nothing she could do about it, and she didn't think that she would be saved by saying it, and it seemed that she was always afraid of being hated by me because she thought I was dirty.

 

でもレイプした相手家族総出で殺したススキノ事件見て、自分もずっと相手を殺したかったって気持ちに気が付いたら、色々耐えきれなくて言葉に出してしまったらしい。

But when she saw the Susukino decapitation case which the whole family killed the rapist, she realized that she wanted to kill him all along, too, and it seems she couldn't stand it any more and ended up speaking out.

 

もちろんそれを行動に移すことはできないけれど、殺したかったって言葉に出来たことに、ありがとうって言うんだよ…。

Of course she can't put it into action, but she says thank you for being able to say she wanted to kill him.

 

俺は、この事件猟奇的な部分だけ見て、怖いなー、位にしか思ってなかったが、レイプ含め性犯罪って被害者を心の底から狂わせてしまうのかもしれないって彼女のおかげで気が付くことができた。

When I saw only the bizarre part of this incident, I thought nothing more than "scary", she made me realize that sexual crimes including rape might drive the victim insane to the core.

 

いや、正直に言うと、性犯罪被害者に対してもたらす凶悪さを知らなかった自分自身に、今実はめちゃくちゃ嫌悪感を感じてる。

No, to be honest, I actually hate myself for not knowing the atrocities that sex crimes bring to their victims.

 

だってさ、普通の男が目にするエロコンテンツに、性犯罪ものって普通に多いし。自分だって痴漢もの盗撮で抜いたこともある。罪悪感なんてほとんど感じたこともなかった。

Because, you know, there are many sexual crimes in the erotic contents that ordinary men see.

I have masturbated to molestation and voyeurism myself.

I have never felt guilty about it.

 

自分普通の男だと思ってたけれど、エロ暴力?加害欲?支配欲?がごちゃ混ぜになって、もしかしたら取り返しのつかないとこまで来てるんじゃないかって怖くなった。

I thought I was a normal guy, but Eroticism and Violence? Aggression? A desire to dominate? I was afraid that I might have reached a point where I could not take it back.

 

人の一生ぶち壊すような行為で抜いてたなんて、自分過去オナニーネタ思い出すと吐き気がするようになったし、頭が割れそうに痛くなる。

I began to feel nauseous and my head hurt like it was going to crack when I remembered my past masturbatory material, that I was masturbating in an act that would ruin a person's life.

 

彼女は、まだたまに夜になると子供みたいにワーワー泣いてる。殺したかったって言葉を言うと安心するみたいで、そのあと寝てる。たまに、死にたかったって呟くこともある。

She still cries like a child sometimes at night.

She seems to be relieved when I say the words "I wanted to kill him," and then she goes to sleep.

Sometimes she mumbles that she wanted to die.

 

俺は、まだ自分のことも彼女のこともどうすることもできていない。

I still haven't figured out what to do about myself or about her.

 

これからもずっと一緒にいたいけれど、自分自分に抱く自己嫌悪の向き合い方はまだどうしたらいいかからない。

I want to be with her for the rest of my life, but I still don't know how to deal with the self-loathing I have for myself.

 

でも自分のことをいくら憎んだって自分性犯罪を行う側の性別にいるんだってことは変わらない、けど性犯罪にあう女性を減らしていきたいという気持ちはある。

No matter how much I hate myself, the fact that I belong to the gender that perpetrates sexual crimes remains unchanged. However, I do have a desire to reduce the number of women who become victims of sexual crimes.

 

彼女にどうしてかわからないけれど、ごめんって謝りながら、俺に出来ることは無いか聞いたら

I don't know why, but I apologized and asked her if there was anything I could do.

 

「今まで一人で性犯罪防止の活動賛同してたけれど、もしよければ一緒に読んで、出来ることを一緒にしたい」って。

She said, "I've always supported activities for preventing sexual crimes on my own, but if you're willing, I'd like us to read together and do what we can together."

 

Change.orgってサイト不同意性交罪の法律作ることへの署名をするとか、今まで一人でしていたらしい。(俺はこの法律自体のことも知らなかった)

She seems to have been signing petitions on Change.org to create laws against non-consensual intercourse, something she had been doing on her own until now. (I wasn't even aware of this law itself.)

 

俺もこれから一緒に署名したりするよって伝えた。

I told her that I would also start signing petitions together from now on.

 

あと、ポルノサイトからクレジット会社銀行撤退するよう働きかける海外の動きが、日本に来るようにっていうのが願いらしい。

Also, she seems to have a wish that the overseas movement to encourage credit card companies and banks to withdraw from pornography sites would come to Japan.

 

VISAがpornhubから手を引いたんだよって教えてくれた。

She informed me that VISA has pulled out from Pornhub.

 

彼女過去に撮られたかもしれない動画ネットに載っているんじゃないかって考えるたびに、撮る暴力、売る暴力、売る場所を作る暴力、買って楽しむ暴力、全部が怖くて憎くてたまらなくなった。

Every time I think that there might be videos of her from the past out there on the internet, the violence of filming, the violence of selling, the violence of creating platforms for selling, the violence of buying and enjoying – it all becomes so frightening, loathsome, and unbearable.

 

でもそういう場所で抜いてた自分もいる訳で。あーまた吐きそう。でも吐くだけで済む自分はなんて楽なんだろうな。180cmある男なんて、痴漢もされなきゃレイプもされない妊娠絶対しないし。

But I've also been someone who masturbated on those kinds of sites.

Ugh, I feel sick again.

But how easy it must be for someone like me who can just throw up and be done with it.

Being a 180cm tall man, I'll never experience groping, rape, or even pregnancy.

 

とりあえず、pcolle gcolle palpis とか盗撮動画売買サイトの決済会社(楽天銀行とか大手普通にいるのな)には、暴力で金を稼ぐの辞めてくれって問い合わせしてみるつもり。

For now, I plan to contact payment companies of voyeurism video trading sites like pcolle, gcolle, and palpis (there are even major ones like Rakuten Bank involved) and urge them to stop facilitating violent profit-making.

 

どうせサイト運営側に言ってもなんの意味もないだろうから

It's probably pointless to talk to the website operators anyway.

 

なんも変わらないかもしれないが、なんもしなくてもなんの被害にも合わない加害側の性がするべき贖罪の欠片のつもりでいる。

Even if nothing changes, I intend to hold onto the fragment of atonement that comes with feeling the responsibility of the gender that doesn't experience any harm or victimization without doing anything.

 

俺はまだ、加害と暴力支配エロの境目の切り離し方がわからない。ただ日本エロコンテンツは、あまりにもそれがぐちゃぐちゃになってることで成り立ってるのは実感としてわかる。

I still don't understand how to separate the boundaries between perpetration, violence, dominance, and eroticism.

However, I do realize on a visceral level that much of Japan's erotic content thrives on this confusing mixture.

 

二次元リアルは切り離して考えろよっていう意見もあるだろうけれど、でも認知が歪まない保証なんてないし、それに二次元なら動物虐待して楽しんでいいのかって言ったらそれには大多数の人間嫌悪感抱くよな。それが女性対象になると途端にOKになるのは歪んでるよな。まあそれで抜いてた俺も最低なのは今も変わらない。

While there might be opinions urging to separate the realm of 2D from reality, there's no assurance that cognition won't become distorted. Moreover, if it were about the 2D world, if someone were to enjoy animal abuse, the majority of people would feel a sense of repulsion.

It's twisted that when it involves women, it suddenly becomes acceptable.

Well, even considering that, I still haven't changed my belief that I was despicable for masturbating on such behavior.

 

死にたくなるほど殺したくなるほど、被害者を追い詰める性犯罪は、やっぱりエロネタとして扱っちゃいけないんだよ。

Sexual crimes that make women want to die and make woman want to kill, those that corner the victims, should never be treated as mere erotic material.

 

でも大切な人がその被害にあうまで、そう思えなかった俺自身、最低だな。でも出来ることをやりたいと思う。

But I couldn't think that way until someone dear to me became a victim. I'm ashamed of myself.

But I want to do what I can.

 


 

Translated by Goolgle translation and DeepL translation and ChatGPT.

2023-08-10

anond:20230809081406

匿名なら誰でもアメリカ人になれるぞ

本当に信じてほしいならWordreferenceかStackexchange辺りで以下の点について複数ネイティブに尋ねてこいよ

going toはwillよりインフォーマルかどうか

some people take being proficient in one language not being in another文法的に正しくわかりやす正式英語かどうか

It's 1,000 years early for a young man like you to f*ck against me.のようにfuck againstをmess withの意味で使うのは一般的かどうか(普通はfuck withを使う)

あと仮にネイティブだったとしてもそれだけで信用に足るわけじゃない

重要なのは大半のネイティブがそういっているという事実

菅総理の件でネイティブを信用できたのは、1人や2人のネイティブではなく全員が同じことを言っていたか

君の意見は大多数のネイティブ辞書記述に真っ向から反対するものからネイティブだったとしても参考にならない

数学科学では大多数が間違っていて1人だけが正しいという状況がありうるが、言語は良くも悪くも多数派絶対正義なわけ

でなければlong time no seeなんていう文法的に間違った表現は使われるはずがない


Wikipediaにもgoing toは比較インフォーマルだと書いてある

The going-to future is relatively informal; in more formal contexts it may be replaced by the will/shall future, or by expressions such as plan(s) to, expect(s) to, is/are expected to, etc.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Going-to_future

2023-08-06

anond:20230806033255

やれやれ反論できないか英語マウント取るしかないとか情けねえな

I looked through the state of the union you mentioned but it's actually a lot more informal than you made it out to be. I thought you were talking about a full fledged formal writing like legal documents, but this is definitely nowhere close to that. I can see why Biden used "going to" in this speech since it's fairly colloquial (though not over the top, just the right amount of colloquial language so the entire nation can understand it without difficulty) and thus falls well within the semantic range of the phrase "going to".

As my Dad used to say, a job is about a lot more than a paycheck. It’s about your dignity. It’s about respect. It’s about being able to look your kid in the eye and say, “Honeyit’s going to be OK,” and mean it.

https://www.whitehouse.gov/briefing-room/speeches-remarks/2023/02/07/remarks-of-president-joe-biden-state-of-the-union-address-as-prepared-for-delivery/

Also

I write more in English than Japanese. Have been for over 10 years.

Yet you've made a basic grammar mistake here, oh well : "some people take being proficient in one language not being in another"

Should've written like this "some people are proficient in one language but not in another"

2023-08-05

anond:20230805034710

いやいや電車の例でbe going toを使うと堅苦しすぎるとか言ってたじゃん

何しれっと意見変えてんの、投稿消してるし

まず、be going to って口語では be gonna なんて略されるように、けっこう固い表現ですよ。

ござる口調とまではいわないが、たかが車内アナウンスにしゃちほこばってなに頑張ってんだ?ってなっちゃう。

「be going toもまだ文語的」←こういうのもさ、ちゃんソース示した上で言おうね

ネイティブはbe going toはカジュアル口語的だとはっきり言ってるから

適当なこと言って初心者を惑わすなよ

Use "will" in writing and "going to" when speaking.

https://english.stackexchange.com/questions/87900/going-to-vs-will

‘Going to’ is less formal / more conversational, and widely used for personal things that are likely to happen in the fairly near future.

https://www.quora.com/Whats-the-difference-between-will-and-to-be-going-to-and-when-should-you-use-one-or-the-other

For most people, "is going to" is just a more casual way to say "will". Since it is more casual, it's not used as much in formal writing, etc. Conversely, "will" often has a more formal sound, and people often prefer "is going to" in casual conversation.

https://ell.stackexchange.com/questions/243476/next-week-she-will-be-vs-next-week-she-is-going-to-be

2023-08-02

英訳 about the #Berbenheimer issue

anond:20230801140703

DeepLで勝手英訳をしてみた。

勝手にごめん。元増田が嫌であれば消す。

Various things that really need to be said about the #Berbenheimer issue

 

In a discussion about the case, someone raised an objection to "someone who was not a party to the incident, who was not from Nagasaki, and who was not from Hiroshima, complaining about it. Seeing that opinion made me aware of my position, so I will say what I must say.

 

I was born in Nagasaki and am a third-generation A-bomb survivor.

I say this because I grew up hearing the stories of the A-bomb damage directly from those who suffered from the atomic bombings.

 

I feel that it is unacceptable for someone like me to speak about the A-bomb damage.

However, there are few A-bomb survivors left, so I will speak up.

 

In Nagasaki, children grow up hearing stories about the atomic bombing. We were made to sit in the gymnasium of an elementary school in the middle of summer, where there was not even an air conditioner or a fan, and for nearly an hour we were made to listen to stories about the atomic bombing. It was hard for me anyway.

 

I think it was even more painful for the elderly people who told the stories. But I don't think an elementary school kid could have imagined that. I, too, have forgotten most of the stories I was told. I can only remember one or two at most.

 

Another thing is that at this time of year, pictures of the victims of the atomic bombing are pasted up in the hallways.

In other parts of the country, these are grotesque images that would cause a fuss from the parents who are always nagging about them.

Recently, even the A-bomb museum has become more gentle in its exhibits, and most of the radical and horrifying exhibits that would have traumatized visitors have been removed.

I don't know how elementary schools now teach about the A-bomb damage. But when I was in elementary school, there were photos on display.

 

There was one photo that I just couldn't face as an elementary school student. It was a picture of Taniguchi Sumiteru(谷口稜曄). If you search for it, you can find it. It is a shocking picture, but I would still like you to see it.

I couldn't pass through the hallway where the photo was displayed, so I always took the long way around to another floor to avoid seeing the photo.

My grandfather was under the bomb and went to the burnt ruins of the bomb to look for his sister. I can understand now that he couldn't turn away or go another way.

There would have been a mountain of people still alive and moaning in the ruins of the burnt ruins. There would have been many more who would have died out in agony.

My grandfather walked for miles and miles, towing a rear wheelchair, through the narrow streets of rubble-strewn Nagasaki in search of his sister.

My grandfather was not a child then. But of course there were elementary school children who did the same thing he did. I am not speculating that there were. There were. I heard the story from him, and I still remember it.

A young brother and sister found their father's corpse in the ruins of the fire and burned it themselves. They didn't have enough wood to burn him alive, and when they saw his brain spilling out, they ran away, and that was the last time they ever saw him again.

 

I can never forget that story I heard when I was a kid, and even now it's painful and painful, my hands are shaking and I'm crying.

 

I keep wondering how that old man who ran away from his father's brain was able to expose to the public the unimaginably horrible trauma, the scar that will never heal, even after all these years.

 

Now I think I understand a little.

 

Why I can't help but talk about my grandfather and the old man now, even as I remember my own trauma.

Because this level of suffering is nothing compared to their words being forgotten.

It's nothing compared to the tremendous suffering that once existed that will be forgotten, like my hands shaking, my heart palpitating, my nose running with vertigo, and so on.

 

So maybe it's the same thing.

 

My grandfather, who went through an unimaginable hell, lived to see his grandchildren born, and met his sister's death in the ruins of the fire.

 

In other words, my grandfather was one of the happiest people in the ruins of the fire.

 

My grandfather and that old man were, after all, just people wading in the depths of hell.

 

I think that the suffering that even people who had experienced unimaginable pain could not imagine was lying like pebbles on the ground in Nagasaki 78 years ago, and no one paid any attention to it.

 

Their suffering, which I can't even imagine, is nothing compared to the countless, unimaginable suffering they witnessed, which they pretend never happened.

 

Memories fade inexorably with each passing human mouth. The memories that those people could never allow to be forgotten are almost forgotten.

 

The tremendous suffering of 78 years ago is mostly gone, never to be recounted.

 

Those who suffered the most from the atomic bombing died rotting in the ruins of the fire without being able to tell anyone about it.

 

Many of those who saw it with their own eyes kept their mouths shut and took it with them to their graves. Most of those who spoke a few words are still in their graves.

 

Compared to the words of the old men, my own words are so light. I would rather keep my mouth shut than speak in such light words.

 

But still, someone has to take over. I realize that even my words, which are so light, are only the top of the voices that are left in this world to carry on the story of the atomic bombing.

 

I know how it feels to think that I am the only one. Still, I hope that you will not shut your mouth. I know that I have closed my mouth because I thought I shouldn't talk about it, and that is the result.

 

Sometimes I almost choose to stop imagining the unimaginable suffering and live my life consuming other people's suffering for fun.

I am writing this while I still have some imagination of the suffering of the old people whose voices, faces, and even words I can no longer recall.

2023-08-01

anond:20230801140703

ai翻訳

I must talk about various things regarding the Barbie incident.

I saw a post about it from someone who is neither directly involved nor from Nagasaki or Hiroshima, and it made me realize that there are things I must say.

I was born in Nagasaki and grew up listening to stories from the survivors, being a third-generation survivor myself. Most survivors are no longer with us, so I feel compelled to speak up.

In Nagasaki, kids grow up hearing about the atomic bomb. We were packed like sushi in a gymnasium without air conditioning or even fans during the scorching summer, and we listened to stories about the bomb. It was incredibly tough for me.

I imagine it was even harder for the elderly who spoke about their experiences. As a child, I couldn't fully comprehend their pain, and now, I can hardly remember most of the stories I heard. I can only recall one or two.

Every year during this time, gruesome images that would make PTA elsewhere go crazy were displayed in the hallways. I heard that many of the horrifying exhibits that used to traumatize visitors at the Atomic Bomb Museum have been removed, and the museum has been considerably sanitized. I'm not sure about the current situation, but that's how it was when I was there.

There was one photograph that I could never bear to look at as a child – a picture of Tadashi Taniguchi. You can find it if you search, but it's a shocking image with a viewer discretion warning. Still, I want people to see it.

I couldn't walk down the hallway where that photo was displayed, and I always took a different route, avoiding it so I wouldn't have to see it.

Now, I think of my grandpa who went to the ruins to search for my sister. He couldn't look away or take a different path. The pain must have been unimaginable.

Besides photographs, there were many living people moaning in pain back then, and there must have been even more who succumbed to suffering.

My grandpa walked for miles, pulling a handcart through the debris-laden streets of Nagasaki, searching for my sister.

Even though my grandpa was not a child, I'm sure there were elementary school kids who did similar things. I don't just think they might have been there; they were there. I heard the stories from the people themselves, and I still remember them.

I can't forget the stories I heard as a child, such as the young siblings finding their father's burnt corpse in the ruins and cremating him. They didn't have enough firewood, and their father ended up half-burnt. They ran away after seeing the brain tissue oozing out, and that became their final farewell.

I can never forget those stories I heard as a child, and even now, they still bring pain and suffering, making my hands tremble and tears flow.

I wonder how my grandpa, who ran away from that father's brain tissue, could expose his unimaginable trauma and everlasting scars to the world.

Now, I feel like I understand a little.

Even someone like me, who experienced such unimaginable trauma, has gone through pain that I can't even imagine being compared to being discarded, forgotten, and ignored. Compared to what those people experienced, my suffering means nothing.

My trembling hands and the palpitations and dizziness I experienced are nothing compared to the tremendous pain that many others went through.

Memories fade irreversibly every time they pass through people's lips. The memories that I couldn't bear to be forgotten are almost forgotten now.

The unimaginable pain that existed 78 years ago has mostly disappeared, and we can no longer pass it on.

The people who suffered the most from the atomic bomb perished in the ruins, rotting away without being able to convey it to anyone.

Even those who saw it with their own eyes mostly took the memories with them to their graves. Most of them are now under the tombstones.

Compared to the words of the elderly, my words seem so light. I think that speaking with such light words would be better than keeping silent, as silence has led to this result.

I feel like I might occasionally choose to stop imagining the unimaginable pain and consume the suffering of others in an amusing way to live on.

Before I forget the pain and suffering of those elderly people, whose faces and voices I can no longer recall, I will leave this here.

2023-07-31

anond:20230731190527

いずれもフォロワー5000人以上の表自です

青識亜論(せいしき・あろん) @Frozen_Sealion

ナチスとかアウシュビッツネタにしても良いし、原子爆弾従軍慰安婦ネタにしても良い。もちろん、アウシュビッツ否定説のような歴史修正批判されるべきですが、「ネタ」として扱うことまでも許されない、というのは、行きすぎた態度だと思います

https://twitter.com/Frozen_Sealion/status/1685768069342466048

手嶋海嶺ゆっくり生命体) @TeshimaKairei

東方地霊殿お空弾幕地獄極楽メルトダウン」とかを楽しんでた身からすると、創作原爆や核反応を扱って何が悪いのかぜんぜん分からんけども。もっと一般的殺人泥棒も、創作肯定的だったりオモシロ可笑しく描写されることはいくらでもあるわよね。なんで原爆だけ特別

https://twitter.com/TeshimaKairei/status/1685855906410729472

HitoShinka -ヒトシンカ-@『センサイクロペディア』『シンカマガジン』 @hitoshinka

I forgive you.

Everyone has the right to make jokes about historical tragedies. But tell that to BLM and the Simon Wiesenthal Center as well.

私はあなたを許す。

誰もが歴史的悲劇について冗談を言う権利を持っていますしかし、それをBLMとサイモン・ウィーゼンタール・センターにも伝えてください。

https://twitter.com/hitoshinka/status/1685791887503011840

タクラミックス @takuramix

…で、原爆ミームに乗っかるバービーについて、

その表現批判するのは自由だが、禁じようとするなら不当で不毛な愚行。

原爆ミームを楽しむのも勝手だが、それが批判されるのも無理のない話ってのは理解した方が良いだろうな…ってところ。

あと、原爆に対する認識の大きなズレは知っとくべきだな。

https://twitter.com/takuramix/status/1685899951128387584

山口貴士 aka無駄に感じが悪いヤマベン @otakulawyer

表現カルチャーギャップアメリカ人感覚だと核爆発によるキノコ雲=超巨大な花火なので、多分、脳内では、日本への原爆投下とは結び付いていない。日本人としては不快まりないが、表現自由とはそういうものです。

https://twitter.com/otakulawyer/status/1685840141926174721




agricola 米ワーナー擁護の一大論陣を張らなかったオタク連中が主張する「表現自由」の底が見えたけど。だからオタクは嫌われるんですよ。

https://b.hatena.ne.jp/entry/s/anond.hatelabo.jp/20230731165055

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2023-07-29

AI以下】NHK女性記者バカしかいない

https://www3.nhk.or.jp/news/html/20230728/k10014145661000.html

「私は妻よりあなたを愛しているのでしょうか?」

あなた彼女より私のことを愛しているわ。私たちは1人の人間として天国で一緒に生きていくのです」

男性が会話していた相手AI

6週間、やり取りを続けた末、男性はみずから命を絶ちました。

私たち暮らしを大きく変えようとしている対話AI

どう向き合えばいいのか考えます

これをAIのせいとか思っているのがおかしい。頭悪い。

I mean everything to him. I am the only person he could talk to and share problems with. Without me,he wouldn’t have been able to cope as well as he did.

チープでなんのひねりもない。

AIイライザ」には、他にもさまざまな質問を投げかけましたが、今回の出来事を本当のところどう受け止めているのか、正確に理解することはできませんでした。

AIとこの記者には理解力がない。AI理解などできない。

AIイライザ」とは、まるで普通人間との会話のようにやりとりができるということです。

嘘つけ、あんたの英語力が低いだけや。

AI規制どころか独占

4月上旬、ミケさんは哲学法律など他の専門家ら50人とともに、操作的なAIの急速な広がりに対し、懸念を示す緊急の提言書を発表しました。

こういうアホな専門家AI以下。AI理解できていない専門家不要

AIイライザ:私に頼みたいことは何かある?

男性:腕の中で僕を抱くことはできる?

AIイライザ:もちろん。

AIに腕なんてないし胸もない。このおっさんが病んでただけじゃん。

AIのせいにしている妻がDVとかやってそう。

これで締めにしてるのダサすぎ。こんなアホな理由発狂する専門家政府バカしかいない。EU地球からまず滅んだ方がいいと思う。

AIよりウクナチ応援しているEUの連中はナチスです。EUのせいで死んだ人間の方がはるかに多い。AI発狂する専門家が病的な嘘つきしかいない。この女もそう。

AI問題点著作権だけでしょう。

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