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はてなキーワード: FEELとは
Actually, it turned out I DO feel like spending 40min or at least 20min of my life. I'm rather fascinated. In the first video, he says "I'm not taking a view as many people did, in the early days of quantum mechanics that it's the conscious Observer looking at the system". NOTE, it's "Observing", not "Measuring" and he DOES NOT take the view of "the conscious Observer looking at the system".
Now do you really want me to continue in English or do you want to read it in Japanese?
そうですね！やかましいですね！ところでウクライナ音楽とロシア音楽をかけ合わせたらどうなるでしょうか？とっても平和の響きがするでしょう！あなたの手持ちのイスラエルも混ぜてみましょうよよよよよよよよよよよよよよよ
<div class="conversation"><h4>Close your head</h4><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>Close your eyes…」「Close your head…</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: Close your eyes... Close your head...</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>say, what you saw. you can see with mind.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I saw... darkness. My mind's eye is a void, devoid of sight.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>i can light you. </div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: Light me then.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div><*click*> i light you now. then, what you see? you can see with mind.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I see a dimly lit room. Shadows dance on the walls, and a faint, eerie glow permeates the space.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>Shadow of what?</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: The shadows seem to take form, twisting and contorting into strange, indistinct shapes. It's as if they are the embodiment of forgotten fears and hidden desires.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>Do you have any idea who is showing it?</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I have no idea. The source of these shadows remains hidden, shrouded in mystery and intrigue.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>OK, let's leave the mysterious and scary shadow behind. What else can you see in this room?</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: In this dimly lit room, I can make out a cluttered assortment of objects. There's an old, tattered book lying open on a dusty table, its pages filled with arcane symbols. A moth-eaten rug covers a portion of the floor, and a cracked mirror hangs on one wall, reflecting distorted images. The air carries a musty scent, and I sense an atmosphere of abandonment and neglect.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>You pick book and check it</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I reach out and pick up the old book. Its pages feel brittle and fragile in my hands. As I flip through the pages, the text appears to be written in a language I can't comprehend, filled with cryptic symbols and diagrams. It's a tome of secrets, but its meaning remains elusive.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>see book cover</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I examine the cover of the book, trying to discern any details despite the dim light. The cover is worn and weathered, and it bears an intricate design of what appears to be a coiled serpent, its scales formed from shimmering, iridescent colors. Above the serpent, there's a title in elegant script, but it's written in a language I can't decipher. The book exudes an aura of mystique and ancient knowledge.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>Is there a place to go? What about the door?</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I turn my attention to the room's exit, the door. It stands tall and imposing, made of heavy, dark wood. There's a tarnished doorknob, and the door appears to be slightly ajar, revealing a sliver of what lies beyond. It beckons me to explore further, promising unknown adventures or perhaps even more mysteries.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>try to open</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I approach the door and grasp the tarnished doorknob. With a gentle push, the door creaks open, revealing a corridor shrouded in shadows. The faint glow from the room behind me barely penetrates the darkness ahead. I step cautiously into the corridor, ready to uncover the secrets that lie beyond.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>foward.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I proceed forward down the shadowy corridor, my footsteps echoing faintly in the dimness. The path ahead seems endless, and the air grows cooler as I delve deeper into the unknown, guided only by the flickering light behind me and the anticipation of what awaits.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>foward and look around</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: Continuing down the corridor, I take a moment to look around. The walls are lined with faded, tattered tapestries depicting scenes of ancient battles and mythical creatures. The torch sconces that once held flames have long since burned out, leaving only empty brackets. The air feels heavy with history, and there's a faint, eerie whispering that seems to emanate from the walls themselves, as if they hold secrets untold.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>keep going until you discover something</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I press on, the corridor seemingly endless. My journey is shrouded in uncertainty, but I persist, driven by the need to discover what lies ahead. The shadows deepen, and the air grows colder as I continue, my curiosity and determination unwavering.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>stop! you here that?</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I halt in my tracks, straining my ears to listen. There's a faint, distant sound, almost like a whisper carried on the wind. It's indistinct, but it holds a mysterious allure, beckoning me to investigate further.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>listen carefully</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I listen intently, my senses sharpened as I focus on the elusive sound. It becomes clearer, a haunting melody that seems to weave through the very air itself. It's both captivating and eerie, drawing me closer to its source with each haunting note.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>who play that?</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: The source of the haunting melody remains elusive, hidden in the shadows. It's as if the music emanates from the very walls, an ethereal presence that defies explanation. There is no visible musician, yet the music continues to fill the corridor, casting a spell of enchantment and mystery.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>Head to the source of the sound and investigate (dice roll)</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I heed the roll of the dice and embark on a quest to trace the source of the haunting melody. Each step takes me closer to the enchanting sound, and as I round a corner in the corridor, I come upon a door, slightly ajar, from which the music seems to emanate. My heart races with anticipation as I push the door open, eager to unveil the secrets that lie within.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>When you open the door, there...</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: When I open the door, there stands a grand chamber bathed in an otherworldly glow. In the center of the room, an ornate grand piano commands attention. The keys move on their own, playing the haunting melody that had drawn me here. But there's no one at the piano.The room is adorned with opulent tapestries and gilded mirrors, reflecting the surreal scene before me. Candlelit chandeliers hang from the ceiling, casting a warm, flickering light that dances across the walls. The air is filled with an intoxicating fragrance, a mix of ancient incense and delicate flowers.At the far end of the room, a figure cloaked in shadows stands beside an enormous, antique bookshelf filled with tomes of forgotten knowledge. Their presence is enigmatic, and their intentions remain unclear.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>look piano</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I approach the grand piano, its keys still playing the haunting melody. As I inspect it, I notice that there are no visible hands or fingers touching the keys. It's as if the piano itself is possessed by some unseen force, creating the music with an ethereal touch.The piano is a masterpiece of craftsmanship, adorned with intricate carvings and inlaid with precious gemstones. Its keys are made of polished ivory, and they move in perfect harmony with the haunting tune. It's a surreal and mesmerizing sight, leaving me both entranced and bewildered.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>Be careful, it might be a man-eating piano.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: I heed the caution and approach the grand piano with caution. Although it plays on its own, I remain wary of its mysterious nature. The possibility of a man-eating piano lingers in my mind, adding an extra layer of tension to the already surreal scene.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>the piano suddenly stops</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: The abrupt halt of the piano's music sends a shiver down my spine. The chamber falls into an eerie silence, broken only by the flickering candlelight. It's as if the very essence of the room holds its breath, waiting for what comes next.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>You feel disgusted and turn around. What happened?</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: As I turn around, a wave of revulsion washes over me. My senses reel in disgust at the sight before me. The figure that had been cloaked in shadows has now revealed itself, and it is a grotesque, nightmarish entity. Its form is a twisted amalgamation of human and beast, with grotesque, elongated limbs and a maw of sharp, jagged teeth.The once opulent chamber has transformed into a nightmarish lair, with walls adorned in macabre art and gruesome trophies. The air is thick with the stench of decay and despair. I am trapped in a surreal and horrifying nightmare, unable to escape the clutches of this abomination.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>it scary. what will you do?</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: Fear courses through me as I confront this nightmarish entity and its gruesome lair. In this realm of horrors, I must make a decision. I choose to... confront the entity, my curiosity and determination outweighing my fear, as I seek to uncover the mysteries and secrets that lie within this twisted nightmare.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>how?</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: With trembling resolve, I take a step forward, slowly approaching the grotesque entity. I attempt to communicate with it, asking it what it wants or why it has brought me here. My voice quivers, but my determination to unravel the enigma that surrounds this nightmarish realm remains steadfast.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>any result?</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: The grotesque entity regards me with malevolent, glowing eyes, its jagged maw twitching with an unsettling smile. It responds with a guttural, incomprehensible language, filled with whispers and hisses. It becomes apparent that communication with this entity is futile, and its intentions remain shrouded in darkness.As I continue to stand before this nightmarish being, I feel a growing sense of dread, realizing that escape may be the only option left.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>surely. what will you do?</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: With no hope of communication or understanding, and the nightmarish entity's menacing presence growing more oppressive, I decide to make a hasty retreat. I turn and rush toward the door through which I entered, driven by the instinct to escape the horrors of this surreal nightmare.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>Did it go well? Or Bad?</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">ChatGPT</div><div><rotating_light ALPHABREAKrotating_light>: My escape from the nightmarish realm was fraught with tension and fear, but I managed to reach the door and slam it shut behind me. The grotesque entity and its horrifying lair were left behind, at least for the moment. Whether it went well or bad is a matter of perspective. I survived the encounter, but the mysteries and terrors of that surreal place still haunt my thoughts. The experience was a chilling reminder of the unknown and the horrors that can lurk within it.</div></pre><pre class="message"><div class="author">user</div><div>look around. what you see?</div></pre><pre class=" Permalink | 記事への反応(1) | 16:06
3.ペドロ＆カプリシャス - ジョニィへの伝言(1973)
5.サディスティック・ミカ・バンド - タイムマシンにおねがい(1974)
7.森田童子 - たとえばぼくが死んだら(1980)
11.渡辺美里 - My Revolution(1986)
12.KUWATA BAND - BAN BAN BAN(1986)
15.本田美奈子 - Oneway Generation(1987)
16.松田聖子 - Strawberry Time(1987)
18.BOØWY - MEMORY(1987)
20.UP-BEAT - NO SIDE ACTION(1988)
24.BUCK-TICK - JUST ONE MORE KISS(1988)
25.BARBEE BOYS - 目を閉じておいでよ(1989)
26.浜田麻里 - Return to Myself〜しない、しない、ナツ。(1989)
28.DEAD END - I WANT YOUR LOVE(1989)
29.Wink - One Night In Heaven～真夜中のエンジェル～(1989)
30.ZI:KILL - I4U(1990)
31.D'ERLANGER - Moon and the Memories(1990)
32.Gilles de Rais - Blue(1990)
33.フリッパーズ・ギター - カメラ！カメラ！カメラ！(1990)
34.MOTHER GOOSE - In The Far East(1990)
35.STRAWBERRY FIELDS - FADED BLUE NIGHT(1991)
36.WANDS - もっと強く抱きしめたなら(1992)
38.DIE IN CRIES - FUNERAL PROCESSION(1992)
39.LUNA SEA - Claustrophobia(1993)
41.B'z - Don't Leave Me(1994)
42.福山雅治 - IT'S ONLY LOVE(1994)
43.Mr.Children - innocent world(1994)
44.松任谷由実 - Hello,my friend(1994)
45.SAKRUN - 白昼の足跡(1994)
46.Kneuklid Romance - Painted time(1994)
47.DREAMS COME TRUE - サンキュ.(1995)
48.hitomi - GO TO THE TOP(1995)
49.MY LITTLE LOVER - Hello, Again 〜昔からある場所〜(1995)
50.JUDY AND MARY - Over Drive(1995)
51.L'Arc～en～Ciel - Still I'm With You(1995)
53.globe - Joy to the love(1995)
54.MAX - TORA TORA TORA(1996)
56.Eins:Vier - Not saved yet(1997)
58.SHAZNA - すみれSeptember Love(1997)
59.華原朋美 - save your dream(1997)
60.DA PUMP - Love Is The Final Liberty(1997)
61.ROUAGE - Cry for the moon(1997)
62.Kiroro - 長い間(1998)
63.トーコ - BAD LUCK ON LOVE 〜BLUES ON LIFE〜(1998)
65.the brilliant green - There will be love there -愛のある場所-(1998)
66.モーニング娘。 - 例えば(1998)
67.ゆず - いつか(1999)
71.倉木麻衣 - Love, Day After Tomorrow(1999)
72.鈴木あみ - Don't need to say good bye(2000)
74.LOVE PSYCHEDELICO - Your Song(2000)
75.ポルノグラフィティ - ミュージック・アワー(2000)
76.矢井田瞳 - my sweet darlin'(2000)
79.Tommy february6 - EVERYDAY AT THE BUS STOP(2001)
80.藤本美貴 - ロマンティック浮かれモード(2002)
84.SPEED - Be My Love(2003)
85.嵐 - PIKA★★NCHI DOUBLE(2004)
88.NANA starring MIKA NAKASHIMA - GLAMOROUS SKY(2005)
89.GLAY - つづれ織り〜so far and yet so close〜(2005)
93.少女時代 - BORN TO BE A LADY(2011)
94.サカナクション - 『バッハの旋律を夜に聴いたせいです。』(2011)
96.SEVENTEEN - 舞い落ちる花びら (Fallin' Flower)(2020)
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直訳版
A long time ago, in a certain country, there was a bastard named Cinderella. The reason why she is called Cinderella is because she sprinkled her own ashes on her own head at her mother's funeral, which led to her being called the ash-coverer, which is why her real name is Cinderella. I lost
The husband who lost his wife was also a bastard, and the day after the funeral he cheated on a woman three years younger than him, had sex with her, and even got married.
I have decided. Then, to her Cinderella
She now has an older sister and a younger sister who are not related by blood.
Her sister was a bitch too, she came to Cinderella's house
After a few days, she thought, ``Wouldn't it be more convenient to have an outbuilding?'' and cut down Cinderella's mother's grave in her garden and the hundreds of years old tree that was next to her grave, and built an outbuilding. We forced construction.
One day, the bastard's family receives news of a ball from the castle. But before Cinderella could read it, her sister broke the news and said, ``There's no way you can go.'' Cinderella didn't seem to have any intention of going either, saying, ``I had no intention of going in the first place.I'd rather go to hell.''
Then, on the day her mother was admitted to the hospital to give birth, her sister went to the ball. In the garden, the construction of an outbuilding was progressing as usual.
“Let’s light a fire here and make a bonfire.”
She thought about that, but Cinderella stopped her. Suddenly, a witch appeared
``Cinderella, why aren't you going to the ball?'' asked the witch.
"What's the point of telling Teme?"
Cinderella returned with an ax in her hand
Then, for some reason, Cinderella was wrapped in a jewel-like dress.
"If you don't go to the ball, that dress will kill you. Now go."
Cinderella doesn't want to die in a place like this, so she reluctantly decides to go to the castle.
In the castle, some asshole like her sister was looking for a one-night stand and was dancing wildly. No one really praised others, and in their hearts they all seemed to think that they were the center of the world.
Cinderella didn't dance, but killed her time by smoking a cigarette at the end of her room. There, she was approached by a man wearing formal clothes that were flashier and more expensive than anyone else, and said to her, ``Miss, won't you dance?''
She is Cinderella with a cigarette in her mouth
She said, ``I only dance with the Grim Reaper and bad luck.''
she answered. For some reason, the man fell in love with her at first sight, and she said, ``Let's have some fun in the other room.Here, come.'' She tried to force Cinderella to take her to another room in the castle. However, Cinderella pressed the cigarette she was holding into her hand.
"Her hand slipped," she laughed.
When she pressed the cigarette, the sound in her voice was so pitiful that no one tried to get close to him or dance with him. Of course, no one even knows that such a pitiful man is the prince who owns this castle.
Eventually, she had enough, Cinderella threw her shoes on her stairs and went back to her house in her bare feet. Her shoes were made of glass, so they shattered into pieces.
The next day, while her servant was cleaning the castle, she found one shoe on the stairs. Obviously thinking this was strange, she secretly examined her shoes and discovered that they had been smeared with a deadly amount of poison.
Rumors spread within the castle that this must be an attempt to kill the prince, and soon a large-scale investigation was conducted. Even though it's a survey, it's simple.
The idea was to create a replica of a shoe and imprison the person who matched it perfectly as a suspect.
And one after another, people were imprisoned just because of their size. Some of them had not been to the ball, but they thought it must be a lie and were forcibly taken away.
Eventually, an investigation came to Cinderella's house. That's when we all looked at her mother and child after she was discharged from the hospital, and of course her sister didn't fit.
So all that was left was Cinderella. Then, her sister said to Cinderella, ``Hell suits you better than this world.''
She was of course the perfect size for Cinderella.
However, she protested her innocence, saying that I hadn't gone to the ball and there was no dress anywhere in the house to prove it.
However, the prince showed him an empty pack of cigarettes that had been discarded in a trash can and said, ``This is the same brand that the criminal was smoking that time.Why?''
I unbuttoned all the buttons on her jacket.
She said, ``After all, I feel like dancing with the Grim Reaper. Right, little prince?'' she said.
By the time the princes realized it, it was already too late.
The grenade that fell at his feet blew up Cinderella and the prince.
The time was around noon. Bells rang throughout the city and residents prayed for lunch.
The flying fragments of the shoe became a weapon, a sad fragment that could only hurt someone, and no one could imagine its original form.
end
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『パルワールド』パクり問題から感じるとてつもない嫌悪感。ポケモン同人誌みたいなものでメチャクチャやればそりゃ話題にはなる。「他社の知的財産権等を侵害する意図は全く御座いません」とは思えないデザイン。 | まじっく ざ げーまー - ゲームのレビュー、攻略、情報サイト
https://l.pg1x.com/CWBFcZaCbiTLWxM5A
『パルワールド』ポケモンパクり議論から見るオマージュとパクリの違い。ヒット作をもとに生み出されたパクリゲー・名作の話。 | まじっく ざ げーまー - ゲームのレビュー、攻略、情報サイト
https://l.pg1x.com/SDjGdU2kB3vJFYNUA
両方とも読んだけどさ「デザインがパクリだからパクリゲーは糞！」以外言ってない。
バカかな？
「ゲームってのは体験を含めてゲーム」なんであって、デザインパクリなんて「ゲーム遊んでるだけで承認されたと思いこんでいるバカ」の戯言。
Look＆Feelに価値がないことはMacOSvsWindowsの法廷闘争でも明らかだし、前例主義の著作権はそういうアップデートで機能している。
無価値なものに価値を誇示してシュプレヒコールを挙げているのは「ただのお気持ち表明」以外無価値なんで。
putting others down is what people who cant bring themselves up do
他人をこき下ろすのは自分を高めることができない人がやることだ (bring someone up = uplift oneself = improve one's situation)
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ですから、
He improved the design of the car.
この場合、「その車のデザイン」を以前のものから今のものへ「改良」した、という意味です。
自動詞の場合は、on 以下のものを元にして（元にして、が on の意味です）
「よりよいものを作る（これが自動詞improveの意味）」という意味です。
ですから、
この場合、the design(その設計）を元にして、よりよい「設計」を作った、ということなのです。
https://detail.chiebukuro.yahoo.co.jp/qa/question_detail/q1322371783
https://ell.stackexchange.com/questions/52305/improve-vs-improve-on-upon
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Let us not wallow in the valley of despair, 「絶望の谷で苦しみにふけるのはやめましょう」
let us not ～ は let’s not ～ と同じ
wallow は「転げまわる、もがく」という意味ですが、ここでは「（快楽などに）ふける、浸る」という意味で使われています。
例：wallow in luxury「ぜいたくにふける」、wallow in one’s sadness「悲しみにふける」
https://www.eigonou.net/backnumber/05278/
e.g.
Matt has stepped away from public life マットはもう人前に出ることを止めたんだから
Let us hold not too fast to his name 彼の名前にあまりしがみつかないようにしよう
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immersion only losers couldn't tell you the difference between と思う and と思っている to save their lives
イマージョンだけやってる負け犬たちは「と思う」と「と思っている」の区別をどうやっても教えられない
・I can't wake up to save my life. : どうしても起きられない。
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i am at the bottom of the mountain 先はまだまだ長い (= i've got a long way to go)
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im very active w keeping my pronouns available 私は積極的に自分の性別の代名詞を公開してる (consistently and proactively making known or sharing their preferred pronouns)
bc ik it can feel awkward to ask sometimes だってわざわざ尋ねるのは気まずいじゃん
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You don't wanna get on my bad side.... 俺の機嫌を損ねないほうがいいぜ・・・
buddy....
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Go finger your prostate to chill out or smth 前立腺でも弄って落ち着けよ
Look I'm on a stim crash and on edge dw bout it 精神刺激薬の離脱症状が出ててしかも寸止め中だから大丈夫
be on a stimulant crash = ADHDやアデロールなどの薬の離脱症状 (= I'm having withdrawals from drugs.)
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・Your father will be back on his feet in no time. : あなたのお父様はすぐに回復されますよ。
《be ～》〔状況などが〕良くなる、立ち直る
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（人）の機嫌を取る、（人）に取り入る、（人）にゴマをする、（人）を褒めそやす、（人）にお世辞を言う、（人）にこびへつらう
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・That's a lot [bunch] of hooey, and you know it! : 実にばかげた話です。自分でも分かってるだろ。（＝ホラ話＝ bullshit）
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it's awkward but it gets the point across
（自分の書く文章は）ぎこちないけど意味は通じる (awkward = clunky = clumsy = scuffed)
why do you think it's awkward?
なんでぎこちないと思うの？
because I haven't output enough to think of a natural way to output my ideas. Instead I force out something that gets the idea across even if it turns out awkward
自然にアウトプットすることができるほどちゃんとアウトプットしてないからね
because 99% of my Japanese practice is from writing assignments for class (haven't hung out with many Japanese people), so even if I try to speak casually, formal stuff appears
日本語の練習のうち９９パーセントは授業で出される作文の宿題だから
カジュアルに話そうとしてもフォーマルな言葉遣いが出てしまうんだ
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this server is a lot more hateful than I remember it being
このサーバー、私が知っている頃と比べてすごく邪険な雰囲気になってる
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I can understand being insecure over one's language skills but I think you should own that you're insecure instead of trying to act like you're above others
Address what's causing you to feel insecure and work on that
日本語力に不安を持つのはわかるけど、他人にマウントを取るんじゃなくてその不安さを認めるべきだよ
own 〔罪などを〕自分がやったと認める
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Speaking as someone who has never interacted with you before and didn't even recognise you, you came off as a massive dickhead in the way you talked, and that's gonna rub people the wrong way. Especially if there's annoyance built before that. But at the end of the day man, it doesn't matter much
あなたと喋ったこともないしだれだか知らないけど、あなたの喋り方はすごい嫌なやつに聞こえるし、それだと周りを苛つかせるだけだよ
I mean you just rubbed some people the wrong way but they didn't express that and decided to unload it all on you at the same time x10 when they saw the opportunity
みんなあんたに苛ついてたけど、黙ってたんだよ
で、ちょうどいいタイミングが来たから一斉にその不満を１０倍にして吐き出したってわけ
it was really irresponsible and wrong of me
yeah I know that was fucked up of me
それはすごい無責任だし間違った行いだった
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（悪口を言いまくってる人を見て）おいおいお前それはよくねえぜ
it's basically just a way of saying "you did something bad."
https://hinative.com/questions/21934776
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I think most of it was just pent up aggression towards him over the weeks that everyone found an opportunity to unload at that moment
今回の件は、彼に対するイラつきがここ数週間の間に溜まっていて、あの瞬間にみんながそれを吐き出すチャンスを見つけたっていうのが大きいんじゃないかな
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Idk why you're making it seem like i had a fit over him
なんで「私が彼に対して腹を立てていた」みたいな風な言い方をしてるのかわからないんだけど
腹を立てる、カッとなる、カンカンに怒る、ひどく興奮する、非常に興奮する、だだをこねる、ショックを受ける、発作を起こす、卒倒する、おたおたする◆【同】throw a fit
・I was having [throwing] a huge fit. : 私は無性に腹を立てていた。
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You just jumped on the Jack hate train for no reason
I don't understand the audacity to come here every single day while you disrespect me to your friends
お友達と一緒に私のことを侮辱してるくせに毎日ここに来れる厚かましさは理解できないわ
and you also hop on the gender thing
i use she
but yeah
they had that effect on me and I took that as a way out of responsibility
でもまああれも俺が間違いだった
あいつらに影響されていたし、その影響を言い訳にして（性別ネタに乗っかっていたのは事実だった）
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she didn't even think to give me the benefit of the doubt or anything and just straight up pilied on to me when i had no way to defend myself of the misinfo against me
彼女は（話が真実かどうか確かめる）猶予を与えることもせずに、いきなり私を非難してきた
pile on to someone: (of a group of people) to attack or criticize someone
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何をぺちゃくちゃいってんの
prattle
〔幼児が〕片言でしゃべる、〔大人が〕ベラベラとつまらないおしゃべりをする
・He was prattling on for hours about boring subjects. : 彼は退屈な話題について、何時間もしゃべり続けた。
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And oh yea you can go on a tirade in that server talking about how i need mental health help, suck at jp, and feel threatened by the very presence of John
その鯖で私は精神科にかかるべきとかジョンに劣等感を抱いてるとか、延々と話してればいいじゃん
tirade
長広舌、長い演説
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i played it when it came out and had the worst experience of my life
if you pick a μ's character you're in for the worst character interactions you have ever seen
μ'sのキャラを選んだら今まで経験した中で最悪の会話が待ってるよ
in for 《be ～》〔困難などに〕直面しそうだ、〔事態などを〕きっと経験するだろう
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this pc has served me well for 8+ years
im pushing 5 years on my lenovo legion
私のレノボはそろそろ５年に近づいてる
i built that pc with my dad and god damnit do I love it
あのPCは父と一緒に組んだんだけどめちゃくちゃ大好きだ
そのうちアップグレードもする予定
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Pray the gay away = 神に祈りを捧げてゲイからノンケにしてもらうこと
https://hinative.com/questions/18100264
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I wouldn't recommend going off blood thinners cold turkey and my heart rates really fucking high right now, 1:30 3145, and I'm nervous about this.
抗凝血剤を急にやめるのはおすすめしない
go cold turkey 〔悪習・薬物などを〕急に［きっぱり］やめる［断ち切る］
go off a drug 薬を（飲むのを）やめる
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there's no way these like agencies are gonna be looking at all this money you're raking in on Onlyfans being like "what do you mean we don't get any of it?"
AVの事務所がOnlyfansで荒稼ぎした金を見たら「当然それをくれるんだよな？」って言うに決まってる
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/w8emCFPLGlw
rake in 荒稼ぎする
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whether or not the bit that it's famous for will soon wear off a novelty however is difficult to determine
パルワールドを有名たらしめている要素がすぐに陳腐化してしまうのかどうかは（今のところ）断定しがたい
bit = 要素 = element
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my boss has been grilling me for slacking
grilling 厳しい尋問◆可算
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she flaked on our plans for Christmas together and invited him to hang out with her during the end of the year
私とのクリスマスの約束をすっぽかし、（B男さんと）年末に遊ぶ誘いをしていたり、
flake
〔薄片が〕はがれ落ちる
〈米俗〉約束をすっぽかす
他動
～から薄片を剥がす［削る］
〔～を〕薄片で覆う
there were a lot of things that i couldn't fit in here but i've only ever wrote things that i've had clear evidence of
この文章ではとても収まらないほどのことがありましたが、手元に明確な証拠があるものだけを書きました。
i don't think i've clarified quite enough but this being something that i've kept in my heart for so long i'm so glad i'm able to talk to you all about it now
十分にお話できたとは思っていませんが、ずっと心のうちに秘めていたことを、こうしてお話することができたのはよかったと思っています。
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FWJDwmrTL5o
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steer clear of
～を避ける、～を遠ざける、～に関わらない
・You should steer clear of that restaurant or you may get food poisoning. : そのレストランはやめた方がいい、さもないと食中毒になるかもよ。
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Shiina having a laughing fit really brightens up my day. Thank you Okayun~
「面白い」ということを表すのに使われる「ツボる」という表現。 英語で表すと、一番意味が近いのはおそらく”have a laughing fit”でしょう。
https://nativecamp.net/blog/20200723_laugh
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Does 買いものにでも行っているのかもしれません mean “Maybe she even went shopping” ? What does でも contribute here
Does demo add the “or something” to the sentencr
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seemやappear, feel, look, soundなどにthatを付ける場合、主語はitでなければならない
✗He seems that ...
Feel, look, and sound are very occasionally found with a content clause too: It looks to me that a vendetta has struck up. Content clauses differ from as if phrases in that they are restricted to the impersonal construction: compare Ed seemed as if /∗that he was trying to hide his true identity. (Camgel p.962)
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ポイント２：直接法は時制の一致を受けるが、仮定法は時制の一致を受けない
直説法（knows）：He looks as if he knows the answer. (he knows the answer)
仮定法（knew）：He looks as if he knew the answer. (he gives the impression that he knows the answer, but he (probably) doesn't know or we don't know whether he knows or not)
主節が現在形の場合は区別がつくが、主節を過去時制にすると、直接法では時制の一致によってknows→knewと一つ過去に移るのに対して、仮定法は時制の一致を受けないのでknewのまま変わらない。その結果、どちらも同じ時制になってしまう。そのため、仮定法か直接法かは文脈判断。（仮定法の時制を過去にずらす（knew→had known）と、大過去として見なされ、主節より一つ前の出来事を表すことになる）
He looked as if he knew the answer.
直説法：He seems as if he hasn't slept for days. (he hasn't slept for days)
仮定法：He seems as if he hadn't slept for days. (it seems that he hasn't slept for days, but he (probably) has or we don't know whether he has or not)
↓
He seemed as if he hadn't slept for days.
https://www.grammaring.com/as-if-as-though
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He doesn't do listening immersion he only knows English from reading and it shows.
But there's a few quirks that tip me off でもノンネイティブだとわかってしまうような癖がたまに出てくる
he's mooching off his parents = leeching off
彼は親の脛をかじっている
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it's infamously difficult to explain
just feel it out is the best advice here sadly
それはめちゃくちゃ説明が難しい
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ok srsly ketchup fried rice has no right being this good
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stubbed my toe in the dark and it still hurts 暗闇の中で足の指をぶつけたんだけどまだ痛い
stub out your cigarette now; 今、タバコをもみ消してください.
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we can only give you a 1-day course of medicine. お薬は1日分しか出せません。
Always finish a course of medicine unless advised otherwise 特別な指示がない限り、薬は必ず（処方された分を）最後まで飲みきること
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His past has caught up with him 過去に行った悪行が問いただされる時が来た
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I got food poisoning eating at xxx xxxで食事したら食中毒になった
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That took for fucking ever どんだけ時間かかっとんねん
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talk out of one's ass 〈卑〉〔きちんとした内容｛ないよう｝ではない〕ばかな［適当｛てきとう｝な・くだらない］ことを言う、くそ発言｛はつげん｝をする
talk through one's hat 大ぼらを吹く、くだらないことを言う｜
talk out of both sides of one's mouth 矛盾したことを言う
・You can't trust him. He talks out of both sides of his mouth. : 彼は信用できないよ。矛盾したことばかり言うからね。
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comparison is the thief of joy ものごとを楽しむ秘訣は人と比較しないこと
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〈比喩的〉一本取られた、参った、やられた◆相手の反論・指摘などについて「有効な論点だ・それは一理ある」と認める時などに用いられる
・Ah, touche. : これは1本取られたな。／痛いところを突かれたな。
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"To join the party" means to be(come) part of the party, = パーティの一員になる
"To join IN the party" means to take part in the activities of the party. = パーティというアクティビティに参加する
https://www.italki.com/en/post/question-337073
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He ran too fast for me to keep up with him. → himはあってもなくてもかまわない（too to構文でforが付くと文末にhimなどを付けても許容される傾向にあるらしい）
https://www.biseisha.co.jp/lab/qa/27
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looked on in horror 恐怖しながら眺めていた・傍観していた
Bystanders looked on in horror as car plowed through parade 通行人は車がパレードに突っ込んでいくのを恐怖して眺めていた
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You have to thread the needle very carefully to make it work properly, ちゃんと動かすには針の穴を通すかのように慎重にやらないといけない
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Don't lump me in with them. : あんなのと一緒｛いっしょ｝にしないでよね。
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All you do is talk about war. Don't you have anything else to talk about? 口を開けば戦争の話ばかり。会話のレパートリー少なすぎだろ
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dunno how retarded ud have to be to believe that kinda story そんなストーリー信じるとかアホすぎん？
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Does he have persecutory delusions? あの人は被害妄想癖なの？
typical paranoid populist with delusions of persecution looking everywhere but within to find scapegoats he can pin the blame for his loser life's pratfalls on
（こいつは）自分の負け犬人生の責任をなすりつけられるスケープゴートを見つけようと目をキョロキョロさせているが自分自身のことは都合よく無視する、典型的な被害妄想癖の偏執的ポピュリストだな
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punch down
to attack or criticize someone who is in a worse or less powerful position than you = 自分より弱いものを攻撃・避難すること (punch upはその逆)
He punched down at opponents who couldn't fight back. 彼は反撃できない相手に攻撃した
Simply put: punching up is okay; punching down is not. 強いものに歯向かうのはいいが、弱い者いじめはいけない
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the only people who call out samefags are people who samefag 自演を叩くのは自演してるやつだけ
its a paranoia thing 妄想みたいなものだ
like if you murder people then you'll realize how easy it is and think everyones gonna murder you 殺人を犯して人を殺すのが簡単なことに気づいたせいで、みんなが自分を殺そうとしてると思いこむようなものだ
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yeah, logging is autistic, but helpful. Ever since I started logging, I literally went from 1 hr of daily immersion to 4 hours, just to try to beat other people and see my numbers rack up. It's a good way to keep yourself accountable, which is something 4chan users chronically avoid
記録を取るのはアレだが役に立つ。ログを取り始めてからというもの、1日1時間のイマージョンが4時間になった。他の人に勝って、数字が上がっていくのを見るのにハマってしまってね。
4chanユーザーはいつもこれをやることから逃げているが、立てた目標をちゃんと達成するためにはいい方法だ。
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There's no fixing that person = あの人はどうしようもない/ 救いようがない/ 付ける薬がない = There's no way you can fix that person
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yeah but that's no excuse for him to act like a bitch lol まあ確かにそうだが、だからといってあいつがクソみたいに振る舞っていい理由にはならないわ
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he was a cool guy like way back then 前はいいやつだったんだよ
then shit kinda went downhill, he had a spat with Dave regarding some shit i didnt care about そこから色々とクソみたいな状況になって、どうでもいいことでジョンと喧嘩した
and then after some back and forths we just never really talked to each other そんで色々と言い合いを重ねた結果、あいつとは喋らなくなった
maybe John can fill you in on the details, because im a secondary source here 詳しいことはジョンに聞けばわかると思う 俺は又聞きだから
because while they were raging at each other i was out of the server being a productive member of society こいつらが喧嘩してたとき俺は社会の一員として建設的なことをしてたからな
ye, i think i will try to find out about all this later ああ、それについては後で調べてみるわ
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he wants to be alone he literally said that. So just give him some time and he will come back on his own time. 一人にさせてほしいって言われたんだろ？なら少し時間を与えれば、自分が戻りたいと思ったときに戻ってくるだろう
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I went to the hospital to get blood work done → 病院に行って、採血された
https://eikaiwa.dmm.com/uknow/questions/99730/
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いいとこどり
get（pick） the best of everything（both）
get the best of both worlds
cherry pick
https://eikaiwa.dmm.com/uknow/questions/6202/
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Babble like an idiot using what few words you already know, and then only look stuff up when you cannot properly express yourself.
知ってる僅かな単語だけを使ってバカみたいに訳のわからないことを喋って、言いたいことをちゃんと言えないときだけ単語を調べる
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本音で話す
・I had a heart-to-heart with Stacy last night.（昨晩、ステイシーさんと本音を語り合いました。）
・He had a heart-to-heart talk with his dad about his future.（彼は自分の将来について父親と本音で話し合いました。）
・Let’s have a heart-to-heart conversation.（腹を割った話し合いをしましょう！）
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how do u keep coming up with these absolute bangers every day omg !!
どうやったらそんな面白いジョークを毎日のように思いつけるん？
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They literally just slap the word "AI" on everything now. なんでもかんでもAIの文字を貼り付けている
= They're literally just plastering the word "AI" onto everything now.
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how much of the shit he is in is he responsible for?
彼が置かれているクソみたいな状況のどれだけが彼自身の責任なんだ？
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that's like in the avg range それは平均身長くらいでしょ
my aunt is 140 i think, my mom is 150 うちの叔母は140で母は150だし
even for japan that's on the shorter side いや日本ですらそれは低い方に入るぞ
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what the fuck have i been missing out on まじかよ俺そんなのを見逃したのか
Idk I was gone before and after that 俺はその間ここにいなかったからしらん
well thank you for letting us know sir まあ知らせてくれて助かる
we pride ourselves on being the opposite of an echochamber so your complaints really help us! 俺たちはエコーチャンバーにならないことに誇りを持ってるから文句を言ってくれるのは助かる
personally im against inviting people we have bad blood with 個人的には仲の悪いやつを招待するのには反対だな
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i got all of the fairly common grammar points down just from looking up stuff while reading
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it makes you come off like passive aggressive そういう言い方はパッシブアグレッシブに聞こえるよ
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Now we're talking" 「そう来なくっちゃ！」
= That is what I wanted to hear; that's a good idea or a good plan, especially compared to previous suggestions.
例：
Let's have fish for dinner 夕食は魚にしよう
Ugh .. No えーいやだ
https://ja.hinative.com/questions/870022
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haggle
値切る、値下げの交渉をする
議論［論争］する
・There's no need to haggle. : 論争する必要はありません。
他動
〔～を〕ぶった切る、〔～を〕手荒に切る
haggle over the price of
～の値段を値切る［の交渉をする］
表現パターンhaggle over [about] the price of
learn how to haggle at the market
市場で値切るのがうまくなる
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Never know when it's the good old days until they're gone あの頃は良かったなってのは過ぎ去って初めてわかるものだ
communities always change when they get larger コミュニティは大きくなれば必ず変化していく
never gonna keep that smaller, more intimate thing going そうなればこじんまりとして距離の近かったあの感じはもう二度と戻らない
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イキる
I don’t like to talk to him because he is full of himself. 彼はイキってるので話したくありません。
He always tries to be bossy on purpose. 彼はいつもわざとイキろうとする。
You’ve changed. You used to be so cocky when we were in junior high school. 変わりましたね。あなたは中学生の頃、とてもイキってましたよ
He always gets carried away when we party. I think we shouldn’t let him drink much. パーティーのとき、彼はいつもイキります。彼にたくさん飲ませないほうがいい思います。
My father was always high-handed towards other parents. 私の父はいつも他の親に対してイキってました。
https://nativecamp.net/blog/20200805_full_of_oneself
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Again, I'm just going off my memory from a year ago, so be skeptical of what I say. Here are a few things that come to mind:
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like u just use the personality thing as a clutch to get ur foot in 自分の人となりを会話を始める取っ掛かりとして使えばいい (= as a starting point)
so if u talk to someone u just nerd out about learning japanese or something 誰かと話す際に日本語学習についてひたすら喋ってみたりとか
and thats like the vanguard of ur initial engagement そうすれば初めて会話をする際のきっかけになる
《have [get] (a [one's]) foot in (the) door》うまく最初の一歩を踏み出す、目的に向かって第一歩を進める、とっかかり［きっかけ・足掛かり］をつかむ、〔希望する組織などに〕入る機会に恵まれる、うまく入り込む、～する機会を得るきっかけをつかむ◆【語源】セールスパーソン［販売員］が玄関口で追い返されそうになったときに、ドアに足を入れて閉めさせないようにしてセールスしようとする様子から。
vanguard
〔文化や活動の〕前衛、先駆け◆【語源】15世紀にフランス語のavant-gardeがvandgardとして英語に入ったもの。
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learning japanese is like falling down an endless flight of stairs 日本語学習は果てしなく続く階段を転げ落ちるようなものだ。
everytime you almost get your grip and are able to stop yourself, you realize that youre not standing on a step and fall again 足をついて止まることができたかと思えば、踏み段に立っていないことに気づいてまた落ちる
flight of stairs 《a ～》一連の階段、一続きの階段、階と階の間の階段◆途中に踊り場がない一続きの階段
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I need to get on top of my sleep – as I get older I'm finding it more difficult to manage my ongoing sleep deficit.
睡眠を改善する必要がある。年をとるにつれ現在進行系の睡眠不足に対処するのが難しくなってきている
”get on top of 〜” 「（物事を）うまく対処して」
https://kiwi-english.net/41906
その他の意味：
～の上に乗る［乗りかかる］
・We'll get on top of the situation as soon as we can. : できるだけ早く事態を収拾します。
～の手に負えなくなる、～を悩ます
〔仕事を〕片付ける
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haven't seen you post at all where the fuck were you 全然投稿してるの見かけなかったがどこに行ってたんだ
I got life shit haha 人生いろいろあったんだよ笑 (= "I have life stuff" or "I have things going on in my life.")
so do we all そりゃみんなそうやろ
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John knows me. Me n him go back ジョンは俺のことを知ってるよ。あいつとは付き合いが長いからな
go back 〈話〉〔人が期間を〕さかのぼって知り合いである
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Man they made it so much hard to see member lists in mobile now モバイルだとメンバーリストがめっちゃ見にくくなったな
I think it's by design これはわざとだと思うわ
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I hate that it had to take this just for people to stop sleeping on Mel
みんながメルの素晴らしさに気づくためにはこれだけのこと（＝契約解除）が必要なんて嫌だわ
＝これだけのことが起こらないと誰もメルの素晴らしさに気づいてくれないなんて嫌だわ
sleep on
1. 〔即断・即答を避けて〕～について一晩考える
2. （米インフォーマル）人や物の素晴らしさに気づかない
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I'm going in for surgery soon (= I'm having/getting surgery soon)
もうすぐ手術を受ける
go in for
〔富や名誉などを〕手に入れようとする、〔競技などに〕参加する、〔試験などを〕受ける
・I sent a demo CD to go in for the contest. : そのコンテストに参加するためデモCDを送った。
～を好む、～が好きである、～に凝っている、～に熱中する、～を楽しむ
・Throughout my school years I went in for music and was a member of the chorus. : 私は学校時代を通して音楽が好きで、コーラス部に入っていました。
～に賛成する、～を支持する
・The idea does make sense but I can't go in for it. : その考えは確かに道理にかなっているが賛成はできない。
・If you are active, don't go in for a sedate job. : 行動的な性格だったら堅苦しい仕事には就かない方が良い。
～を専攻する、〔講義などを〕取る
・If you are fluent in German, you can go in for an international course of study. : ドイツ語に堪能なら国際コースの課程を取ることができる。
〔競技などで〕（人）の代わりに参加する、代役を務める
・I went in for an injured player. : けがをした選手の代わりに出場しました。
go in for は like doing の古臭い言い方だから使わない方がいいという声も
https://ell.stackexchange.com/questions/118883/to-go-in-for-sport-or-just-to-do-sport/
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go (along) with / go for はともに「選ぶ choose」を意味することがあるがニュアンスが違う
go (along) with は妥協感がある一方で go for は積極的にそれを得ようとする感じ
学校の部活などでレギュラーを狙っているときには go out for が使える
https://forum.wordreference.com/threads/go-with-vs-go-for.2864919/
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Go in to work 物理的に仕事場にたどり着くという意味
Go to work も同じ意味で使えるが、それとは別に仕事に取り組む（=Get to work）という意味でも使える
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How much that figure set u back?
たった二千円だったよ
Nice, affordable
いいね、お手頃だ
but I did see a couple nicer ones going for like 15k +
でももっといいやつが1500円くらいで売られてた
～の値段で売られて［販売されて］いる
・Manga here goes for $10-13 per volume, and no covers! : こっちでは漫画が一冊10～13ドルもするの。カバーも付いてないし。
scale figures go for crazy amounts sometimes
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I'm going on a trip across Japan this April, and I'm going to have about 3 weeks to myself to just explore and find experiences.
今年の4月に日本縦断の旅に出る予定なんだけど、3週間くらいまるまる使ってひたすら探検したり体験したりするつもりなんだ。
ct. do a trip to poland ポーランドへ旅行する
Is there anything that y'all would recommend I see/experience that's a more out of the way compared to touristy things?
観光名所的なやつよりも穴場的なところでなにかおすすめはある？
それ予定に入れとく笑
have ~ to oneself
～を独占［独り占め］する、自分専用の～を持つ、～を自分で好きなように仕切る［使う］
・We had the whole room to ourselves. : 私たちは部屋を独占しました。
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that guy was a blubbering mess in the video, and to be honest, i don't blame him
彼は動画の中で泣きじゃくっていたが、正直それは無理もない話だ
he still cannot stop his endless-useless-lame babbling
彼は未だに訳のわからないくだらない話を延々と続けている
babbling 〔訳の分からないことやとりとめのないことを〕ぐちゃぐちゃ［ペチャクチャ］しゃべる◆【同】blithering ; blathering ; jabbering ; gabbling
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Stop speaking alien words at me
わけわからんことを言うな
why would that ever be the case
そんなわけないだろ
こいつめっちゃ同じ話擦り続けるやん
man really interpreting everything
こいつ好き放題に解釈しよるやん
i feel like most people can't think past the fact that I'm the president
And are scared to talk to me or
ほとんどの人は私が社長だということを気にしてしまって、話すことを怖がってしまう
mf shaming me because I was eating too quick even though he had like 2 spoonfuls more than me left on his plate
スプーン2杯分くらいしか違わなかったのに食べるの速すぎって煽られた
I'm in all reason to believe you did not come here for ___, but rather to troll.
If you feel like I'm mistaken in my decision, feel free to send us a mail
あなたは～という目的ではなく荒らすためにここに来たとしか思えない
もし間違っていると感じるなら連絡してください
Good thing shows her true colors before u got with her
付き合う前に本性がわかってよかったじゃん
cf. the mask slips/comes off = 化けの皮がはがれる
https://nativecamp.net/heync/question/8679
the guy you had added on facebook
ほら、お前がフェースブックに追加したやつだよ
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ego stroke
《an ～》〈俗〉〔人をいい気分にさせる・人の自尊心を満足させる〕褒め言葉、お世辞◆【参考】stroke someone's ego
The owner is obnoxious just stroke his ego and you're fine
she is just using you to stroke her ego
彼女はただ自分がいい気になりたいがためにあなたを利用してるだけだ
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I think going to Japan and fucking with local citizens should have you tried at the Hague for espionage
日本に行って現地の市民にふざけた行為をしたら、スパイ行為としてハーグで裁かれるべきだと思う。（ジョニー・ソマリに対して）
And later sunset definitely beats getting home at 6 and it’s dark
it got sunset a long time ago so it's not relevant anymore
それはずっとまえに衰退したから今ではもう存在感がない（影響力がない）
people shit on me all the time
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A: but why does uni even cost that much money
でもなんで大学はそんなに金がかかるんだ
B: I mean it's a racket through and through
ボッタクリの極みだからね
racket - 〈俗〉不正な商売［金もうけ］、詐欺、ゆすり、密売買
evil through and through - 《be ～》とことん邪悪［根っからの悪人・正真正銘の悪人］である、〔主語には〕良心のかけらもない
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Tycoon! this comes from the japanese word 大君! Head honcho, this comes from the japanese word 班長! Rickshaw, this comes from the japanese word 人力車
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fiend （フィーンド）
＝ archfiend
〔悪魔のように〕残忍な人、意地の悪い人
〈話〉〔麻薬などの〕常習者
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flustered
〔頭の混乱・過度の緊張などで〕動揺して、うろたえて
flounder
〔体勢を戻そうと〕もがく、じたばたする
〔混乱して〕もがき苦しむ、四苦八苦する、何とか進む◆【注意】スペリングが似ているfounderは「沈没する、破綻する、完全に駄目になる」の意味だが、flounderは「苦労しながらも活動している」を意味する。
・The ship floundered in the storm. : 船は嵐の中をもがき進んだ。
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scrawl 走り書き
ただし大人の書いた文字について言う場合は両者ともに「走り書き」の意味で使える
He scrawled his signature. (= His signature looked like a squiggle.)
彼はサインを走り書きした（＝彼のサインはグニャグニャだった）
I scribbled my name at the bottom of the page.(= I wrote my name very quickly, so it looked unreadable.)
私はページの下部に自分の名前を走り書きした（＝名前を素早く書いたので、判読不能なものになった）
https://ell.stackexchange.com/questions/122138/how-do-scrawl-and-scribble-differ
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shtick 十八番芸、特技
her whole shtick is being ignored by everyone
Anonymous's whole shtick is freedom of information
I tried writing more serious literary novels, but I realized that cheesy thrillers are just my shtick.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Native_American_name_controversy
"In addition, some feel that the term has so absorbed negative and demeaning connotations through its historical usage as to render it objectionable in context."
このあたり？俺も詳しいわけじゃないから突っ込まれても答えられないけど、周りが勝手に使っちゃダメってして、当の本人たちは気にしてなかったり、そのままでよかったりってところ。もちろん気にしてる人もいるんだろうけど。
CONSIDERATIONS ON REPRESENTATIVE GOVERNMENT
Chapter X—Of the Mode of Voting.
The polling places should be so numerous as to be within easy reach of every voter, and no expenses of conveyance, at the cost of the candidate, should be tolerated under any pretext. The infirm, and they only on medical certificate, should have the right of claiming suitable carriage conveyance at the cost of the state or of the locality. Hustings, poll clerks, and all the necessary machinery of elections, should be at the public charge. Not only the candidate should not be required, he should not be permitted to incur any but a limited and trifling expense for his election. Mr. Hare thinks it desirable that a sum of £50 should be required from every one who places his name on the list of candidates, to prevent persons who have no chance of success, and no real intention of attempting it, from becoming candidates in wantonness or from mere love of notoriety, and perhaps carrying off a few votes which are needed for the return of more serious aspirants. There is one expense which a candidate or his supporters can not help incurring, and which it can hardly be expected that the public should defray for every one who may choose to demand it—that of making his claims known to the electors, by advertisements, placards, and circulars. For all necessary expenses of this kind the £50 proposed by Mr. Hare, if allowed to be drawn upon for these purposes (it might be made £100 if requisite), ought to be sufficient. If the friends of the candidate choose to go to expense for committees and canvassing, there are no means of preventing them; but such expenses out of the candidates's own pocket, or any expenses whatever beyond the deposit of £50 (or £100), should be illegal and punishable. If there appeared any likelihood that opinion would refuse to connive at falsehood, a declaration on oath or honor should be required from every member, on taking his seat, that he had not expended, nor would expend, money or money's worth beyond the £50, directly or indirectly, for the purposes of his election; and if the assertion were proved to be false or the pledge to have been broken, he should be liable to the penalties of perjury. It is probable that those penalties, by showing that the Legislature was in earnest, would turn the course of opinion in the same direction, and would hinder it from regarding, as has hitherto done, this most serious crime against society as a venial peccadillo. When once this effect has been produced, there need be no doubt that the declaration on oath or honor would be considered binding. [6] "Opinion tolerates a false disclaimer only when it already tolerates the thing disclaimed." This is notoriously the case with regard to electoral corruption. There has never yet been, among political men, any real and serious attempt to prevent bribery, because there has been no real desire that elections should not be costly. Their costliness is an advantage to those who can afford the expense by excluding a multitude of competitors; and any thing, however noxious, is cherished as having a conservative tendency, if it limits the access to Parliament to rich men. This is a rooted feeling among our legislators of both political parties, and is almost the only point on which I believe them to be really ill-intentioned. They care comparatively little who votes, as long as they feel assured that none but persons of their own class can be voted for. They know that they can rely on the fellow-feeling of one of their class with another, while the subservience of nouveaux enrichis who are knocking at the door of the class is a still surer reliance; and that nothing very hostile to the class interests or feelings of the rich need be apprehended under the most democratic suffrage, as long as democratic persons can be prevented from being elected to Parliament. But, even from their own point of view, this balancing of evil by evil, instead of combining good with good, is a wretched policy. The object should be to bring together the best members of both classes, under such a tenure as shall induce them to lay aside their class preferences, and pursue jointly the path traced by the common interest, instead of allowing the class feelings of the Many to have full swing in the constituencies, subject to the impediment of having to act through persons imbued with the class feelings of the Few.
Basically, a woman's vagina is 8 cm, so 8 cm is enough for a dick when she gets an erection.
Rather, thickness is easier to get a feeling of insertion than length. And this also doesn't have to be above average.
Rather, 20cm dicks don't fit all of Japanese people's body shape, and they just hurt because they force them to poke the vaginal wall instead of stimulating them.
I'm 16 cm and 5 cm thick, but if you insert this completely, most people feel a different pain,
People with little experience and people with narrow vaginas quickly rub and feel pain.
Anyway, if it's 8 cm, you won't be able to enjoy the stiffness of the uterine mouth, and if it's about average thickness, most women will feel loose.
You won't get the feeling of rubbing the hole, so to be honest, I feel sorry for people with average dick.
I feel sorry because I will "update my dick" even if I have an ex-boyfriend. In that sense, I'm jealous of 20cm dicks.
It's just that I can't put a long and thin dick completely, it just hurts, and I feel sorry for it.
Suddenly, when I looked at my husband's schedule book on the desk, there was a picture of my child s tuck in it, and when I thought about it, there was something like a woman's name written on each mon th's page. So when I looked closely, I carefully wrote down the age and physical compatibility of the woman I m et on the page of the week, and I understood everything. Maybe it's been going on last year or a long time ago. I'm going to report to my friend that my child was born! There was also a note on the day of the drinking party that I sent out. I see. Now my heart feels numb and I don't feel like doing this right away, but what should I do in the fut ure? Ask right now, pretend you don't know yet, or leave it for the rest of your life. Or I'm not sure whether to treat him coldly thinking like this, or whether to be very kind and try t o create a sense of guilt. At home, he was a good dad who was active in housework and childcare due to his child's passions. I was glad that I was able to give birth to this child, but I feel like an idiot. I'm sorry and sorry that the girls my husband met were involved in the play of married people. Maybe he's hiding that he has a married child. I want to cut off only my lower body and throw it away.
（前回のご報告）https://anond.hatelabo.jp/20230915214213
とてもすてきなねこと長い間ずっといっしょに暮らしてきたのですがしばらく前に亡くしてしまい、いろいろあって今は代が替わったやっぱりすてきなねこと暮らしています。最近ひんぱんに掃除をしても部屋の隅が毛だらけになるなあと思っていたところ、なんだかねこが前よりふっくらしていることに気がつきました。ねこの衣替えに季節のうつろいが追いついたことをことほぎ、ここに駄文を記します。
昨年のこのくらいの時期に話題になった、ねこの毛皮を模した毛布のシリーズがすごく欲しいと思ったもののいつも品切れで買えずくやしい思いをしていたのですが、そろそろこたつを出そうかと思案していた際にふとそのことを思い出したところ、よいタイミングでちょうどいい大きさのキルトラグを手に入れることができました。早速こたつの下に敷いてみたところ、あれ？なんかちょっとこれはねこではないのではないかと思ってしまったのが先月のこと。ですが先日ふっくらちゃんを撫でながらこたつに潜り込むと、あれ？まさにこれこそねこFeelではないですか。と今さらのように気がついてしまいました。浅薄にも短絡的に見当違いなこと思ってしまい大変申し訳ありませんでした。YESふゆげねこFeel
あんなに暑かった日々が嘘のように冬へと変わっていくと、ひともねこも暖を求めてお互いの距離が近くなります。在宅勤務中に膝にお乗せすることはこちらとしても大歓迎ではあるのですが、ひとはねこをひざに乗せることだけに集中すべきであり、キーボード操作等余計な振る舞いをすることは許さない。と増田の腕をぎゅっと抱きかかえたりされるのはちょっと困ったりしますが、まあそれもいいかとも思ったりしています。実は最近増田にとってちょっとめんどくさい仕事が増えてきたこともあって、衝動的にハンモック（スタンド付き）を購入してしまいました。部屋が猛烈に狭くなることと引き換えにコロンビアで手作りされたハンモックに包まれてゆらゆらすることでとんでもない快楽が得られるわけです。ただ、増田がハンモックにすっぽり隠れてしまって視界からいなくなることはふっくらちゃんにとってとうてい許せることではなく、増田が増田の使命を果たすことを助けるべく外側からコロンビアで織られた綿布をバリバリとなさるのでひええと飛び出るわけですが、そのうち一緒に包まれてゆらゆらできるといいなあと増田は思っています。
夜になれば前回の冬と同じようにふとんの中に潜り込んできて、前回の冬と同じように増田のわきの下で一周ぐるんとまわったあと耳のうしろを撫でてもらう体勢に入ります。でも今は増田がぐっと腕を伸ばさないと耳のうしろが撫でられなくなってしまいました。増田にはなんだかそれがとてもとてもいいことであると感じています。こちらからは以上です。
（追記）
これまでの分をこちらにまとめました
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YouTubeでパレスチナとイスラエルの歴史を学ぼうと思ったら、英語で検索するに限る。
(本当はアラビア語とヘブライ語もわかれば最善なのかもしれないけど、ハードルが高すぎる)
ここ数日でたくさんたくさん視聴したので、中でも良質なものを紹介していきたい。
(実際に動画を見ずとも、紹介文だけでも読んでって)
1920年のパレスチナ: もう一方のパレスチナ人の物語 (字幕なし)
Al Jazeera English - Palestine 1920: The Other Side of the Palestinian Story | Al Jazeera World Documentary (47:17)
今でもユダヤが盛んに引用する、かつてのスローガン「土地のない人々のための、人々のいない土地 (A land without a people for a people without a land)」は、シオニストによる幻想である、というのが動画の主題だろう。パレスチナで健全な経済活動が発展していた証として、1934年の地元のアラビア語の新聞で「鉄道が5分遅れた」ことが報道されているというのが興味深い。
また、「パレスチナ人は国家を持ったことがない」との主張もよく見られるが、それには「今のイスラエルがしているような土地の奪取や抑圧がなかったからだ」という反論もまた定番で、この動画内でもオスマン帝国時代にパレスチナが議席を持っていたことが紹介されている。
イスラエル - 国家の誕生 (公式英語字幕あり = 自動翻訳の日本語字幕に切り替えても精度が高い)
DW Documentary - Israel - Birth of a state | DW Documentary (51:56)
※11月11日現在、動画が非公開になっている。直前までTwitterで言及があるので、ごく最近に非公開になったばかりか？ただしチャンネル内のイスラエル関連の動画全体が非公開になっているわけではなく、批判的な内容の動画も残されている。→DW Documentary - Israel Palestine
イスラエルの建国をイギリスによるお墨付きとしたバルフォア宣言の、但し書きとも言える「もちろん、パレスチナにもともと住んでいる非ユダヤ人の市民的・宗教的な権利が侵害されるべきではないことは明白である」という一節が、現代にむなしく響いている。
ドイツならホロコーストへの負い目があってもおかしくないとも思えるが、番組としてはユダヤ人のシオニズムに批判的である。もっとも、「ユダヤ人の排斥」という共通の関心の元に、パレスチナとナチスドイツに親交があったという歴史の側面も紹介されている。
なお、動画の公開は今年の5月だったが、ハマスの奇襲攻撃を受けてなのか10月13日に動画のタイトルが「Birth of a state (国家の誕生)」から「Story of a contested country (論争を呼ぶ国の物語)」に替えられたあと、10月20日にふたたび元に戻されたという経緯があるようだ。
どうしてイスラエル人入植者は紛争地であることを気に留めないのか (公式英語字幕あり)
Vox - Why Israeli settlements don’t feel like a conflict zone | Settlements Part II (10:56)
アメリカ新興メディアVoxによる、今も進むイスラエル人による西岸地区への入植の解説と当事者インタビュー。
大きく分けて、イスラエル政府やアメリカ資本の支援を受けた大規模な入植事業によるものと、宗教的信念に駆り立てられた個人・家族レベルの草の根入植が同時に進んでいる。エルサレムを含む西岸地区全体が「神が我々に与えた土地なのだ」という理念が、世俗的な入植動機の建て前としても、シオニズム信奉者の原理主義としても、お上から下々まで一貫していることに恐怖さえ感じる。
アメリカ新興メディアVICEによる、エルサレムにおける強権的な入植活動の実態。
いわゆる「入植地」とは違って、エルサレムにおいては一軒一軒の家単位での入植が進んでいる。一等地にはパレスチナ人に対して大金を提示することもあるようだが、この動画で紹介されているのは、入植者に都合よく作られた法律と軍隊に守られて、パレスチナ人を追い出してユダヤ人が住み着いてしまうという事例。
イスラエル側の副市長が、悪びれもせず「(イスラムの聖地である)岩のドームのある場所に、(ユダヤの悲願である)エルサレムの第三神殿を建てるのが夢だ、我々の世代のうちに」と語っている。
Rick Steves' Europe - Rick Steves' The Holy Land: Israelis and Palestinians Today (56:46)
ヨーロッパを中心に各国を旅する人気番組。この回では現代のイスラエル・パレスチナの各地を訪れ、ガイドや地元の人々との会話を交えながら、歴史と文化を紹介している。
近代の戦争の歴史やヨルダン川西岸地区での入植や抑圧の問題にもしっかり触れているが、全体としてはイスラエルとパレスチナの人々の活気にあふれた明るい側面を見せてくれる点で、YouTubeの中では貴重な資料。しかしいっぽうで、このイスラエル・パレスチナ回だけコメント欄が閉じられているのは、動画に暗い影を落としている。
イスラエルのアパルトヘイトが、いかにして私の故郷を破壊したのか (公式英語字幕あり)
アルジャジーラによる2022年のドキュメンタリー。パレスチナ出身の父を持つアメリカ育ちの二世ジャーナリストが、イスラエルの隔離政策のせいで変わり果ててしまった父の故郷を訪ねる話。
イスラエルの元軍人の助けを借りて「パレスチナ人立ち入り制限区域」を歩くが、パレスチナ人に対するイスラエル人入植者や駐留イスラエル軍の露悪的なふるまいは、過去のユダヤ人や黒人に対する差別と迫害そのもの。ウイグルにも近いと感じる。
パレスチナ暫定首都の市長と会おう (ドキュメンタリー映画) (英語字幕ありだがYouTubeの字幕ではないので日本語翻訳にはできない)
VICE News - Meet the Mayor of the Unofficial Capital of Palestine (Full Documentary) | The Short List (2:13:43)
2020年公開の、パレスチナの暫定首都であるラマラの市長の日々に密着したドキュメンタリー映画。本編は1時間30分で、残り40分は監督のインタビュー。
文化的で明るく楽しい街の一面もたくさん紹介されていて、イスラエル軍による監視や抑圧と自治権や移動の自由の制限さえなければ、よい街のよい市長だったはずだろう。市役所の幹部には女性も多く、先に紹介した旅番組でもパレスチナの大学は女子学生のほうが多いと語られていたが、日本より女性が社会に進出している感がある。
オスマン帝国時代の法律のなごりで、イスラム教徒が多数派の中にあって市長はキリスト教徒と定められているというのも興味深い。(もともとはオスマン帝国時代からキリスト教徒が多数派の街だったらしい)
なお、本題とは関係ないが、映画内の音楽は武満徹や芸能山城組による日本の曲が多用されていて、特に脈絡もなく日本語の子守歌が流れてきた(30:32)のには驚いた。
ちょっと世界一周してくる。by nojiken - #115【現在進行中の悲劇】 パレスチナで何が起こっているか僕が見たことを伝えたいと思います。パレスチナ問題はとても根深いです。（エルサレム、ベツレヘム、ヘブロン / イスラエル、パレスチナ） (30:25)
動画自体は2020年の公開だが、前半は歴史の解説で、後半は本人による2013年のヨルダン川西岸地区への旅行体験記。イスラエル軍に抑圧された厳しい環境下のパレスチナ人の一般家庭に泊めてもらったりしていて、日本人のふつうの観光系YouTuberの動画とは一線を画している。
欧米は親イスラエルだと思われるだろうけど、実際、YouTube上で「再生回数順」で検索する限りは、パレスチナに寄り添った動画のほうがずっと多い。
数少ないイスラエル寄りの動画は総じて、聖書や2000-3000年前の歴史に触れたあとはパレスチナやアラブを悪や下に見ることに主眼が置かれていて、もっとユダヤ人の悲しい歴史や難しい立場で同情を誘うほうが戦略としても優れるのではないかと思うのだが、そうした意味でのプロパガンダにはイスラエルとして興味がないか、成功しているとは言えない。
なお、聖書を持ち出すのは非キリストのイチ日本人としては全く理解できないどころか、2000年掛けの土地の所有権の主張にはどん引きさえするのだが、イスラエルを支持するアメリカのキリスト教福音派に対してはこういう話が最も好まれるようだ。なのでこの点は戦略としては正しいのかもしれない。
いっぽう、パレスチナの側は、古い映像では聖戦の主張や過激な言動が目立っていたが、2004年にPLO議長がアラファトからアッバスに替わったあたりからは、PLOやファタハはもちろんハマスからさえ、宗教的な主張はほとんど聞かれなくなり、抑圧からの解放と自由を主眼に訴えるようになってきている。どれほど意図しているのかはわからないが、これは第三者(特に非イスラム圏)の同情を得るという意味では、戦略としてとても成功しているように思う。
しかしイスラエルに対してミサイルを撃ち込み続けるハマスも、精度が悪いとはいえ目標を軍事施設に限ることはどうしてできないのだろうか。民間人を狙うことの効果が、差し引きでプラスになるとはとても思えないのだが…。
ガザ地区の様子については別の増田を書いているのでご覧いただきたい。
→ anond:20231017113202 ガザ住民の普段の暮らしぶりについて調べてみた。
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初心者のため、絵を始めたばかりの人へ、まるしか描けなかった人がこんなに描けるようにetc…
この世にそんな枕詞がつく教本やらYouTubeやら講座やら大体は見まくった。見まくった上で言いたいんだが、どれも丸描いて〜からの次のハードル高すぎ。素人なめんな。
初心者マークを取得できた人と、まだ教習所にすら通ってない人では雲泥の差なわけ。ここでいう初心者は後者、まだ車のくの字しか知らなくてハンドルなんて握ったこともない。小さい頃から親の運転を見てるから運転なんて楽勝でしょwって思ったたらエンジンの掛け方、どっちがアクセルでブレーキなんてのも分からなくて途方に暮れる、そんな感じなんだよ、ガチガチの初心者で素人は。
顔はまずアタリをとって描きましょう！
縦線を三等分にします←は？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？
いきなり………急に………はい！そこ右折してください！って言われた気分………………
ガチガチ素人はね、そんな簡単に綺麗に三等分できないんですよ。
まずその三等分にするために目を養いたいんですよ。みんなどうやってパッと見て「うーん！ここらへんに線を引けば均等！」ってわかるようになったんですかって。
そうやって苦しんでる間にも講座は進むわけ。次は顎の線を引いてそこから半分の位置に線を引きます♪とか言ってさ。
またかよ？？？？？？？？？？？？？？？また等分しなきゃいけないのか？？？？？？？？？三等分にもできてないのに？？？？？？？？？？？
とりあえずやる。やるよ。だってやらなきゃ進まないから。とかいって描けばなんとかなるんでしょと思いながら。でもね、なんねーんだわ。クリーチャーが生まれるわけ。ガチガチ素人が産んだ悲しきキメラ。バランスとれてなくて絵、気持ち悪…ってなるキメラがそこにはいんのよ。
みんなどうやってバランスとってんの？？考えて描くのが大事ってどこにでも描いてあるけど考えるってなんだ？Don't think,feelのthinkの方？考えてもないし感じてもない気がしてきて絶望。この脳みそには何が詰まってるわけ？うんこ？
みんなはじめは素人、初心者だったはずなのに、なぜそれを忘れ、1言えば5わかるよね、みたいな教え方になってしまうのか。1のつぎに1.1を教えてくれる、そんな講座や教本やYouTubeあれば教えてください。
結局言いたいのはこれ。
プログレッシブ英和中辞典(第5版)の解説 pride /práid/ [名] 1 [U][C]（…の）誇り自尊心，プライド≪in，at≫；（…した）満足（感），得意≪to do≫． take [have, feel] (a) pride in ... …を誇りにする（◆無冠詞のほうがふつう） hurt a person's pride 人のプライドを傷つける feel a glow of pride 胸が膨らむ思いがする His face is beaming with pride. 彼の顔は得意な気持ちで輝いている 1a [U]〔通例the [one's] ～〕自慢の種． the pride and joy of the family 家族の自慢の種 2 [U]うぬぼれ思いあがり，高慢，横柄，自負（心）． in high pride 横柄に He swallowed his pride and kept quiet. 彼は自負心を抑えてだまっていた Pride goes [comes] before a fall. ((諺))おごれる者久しからず 3 〔the ～〕（集団・階層で）最良［最上］のもの，精華． the pride of one's collection コレクション中でも自慢の品
In a discussion about the case, someone raised an objection to "someone who was not a party to the incident, who was not from Nagasaki, and who was not from Hiroshima, complaining about it. Seeing that opinion made me aware of my position, so I will say what I must say.
I was born in Nagasaki and am a third-generation A-bomb survivor.
I say this because I grew up hearing the stories of the A-bomb damage directly from those who suffered from the atomic bombings.
I feel that it is unacceptable for someone like me to speak about the A-bomb damage.
However, there are few A-bomb survivors left, so I will speak up.
In Nagasaki, children grow up hearing stories about the atomic bombing. We were made to sit in the gymnasium of an elementary school in the middle of summer, where there was not even an air conditioner or a fan, and for nearly an hour we were made to listen to stories about the atomic bombing. It was hard for me anyway.
I think it was even more painful for the elderly people who told the stories. But I don't think an elementary school kid could have imagined that. I, too, have forgotten most of the stories I was told. I can only remember one or two at most.
Another thing is that at this time of year, pictures of the victims of the atomic bombing are pasted up in the hallways.
In other parts of the country, these are grotesque images that would cause a fuss from the parents who are always nagging about them.
Recently, even the A-bomb museum has become more gentle in its exhibits, and most of the radical and horrifying exhibits that would have traumatized visitors have been removed.
I don't know how elementary schools now teach about the A-bomb damage. But when I was in elementary school, there were photos on display.
There was one photo that I just couldn't face as an elementary school student. It was a picture of Taniguchi Sumiteru(谷口稜曄). If you search for it, you can find it. It is a shocking picture, but I would still like you to see it.
I couldn't pass through the hallway where the photo was displayed, so I always took the long way around to another floor to avoid seeing the photo.
My grandfather was under the bomb and went to the burnt ruins of the bomb to look for his sister. I can understand now that he couldn't turn away or go another way.
There would have been a mountain of people still alive and moaning in the ruins of the burnt ruins. There would have been many more who would have died out in agony.
My grandfather walked for miles and miles, towing a rear wheelchair, through the narrow streets of rubble-strewn Nagasaki in search of his sister.
My grandfather was not a child then. But of course there were elementary school children who did the same thing he did. I am not speculating that there were. There were. I heard the story from him, and I still remember it.
A young brother and sister found their father's corpse in the ruins of the fire and burned it themselves. They didn't have enough wood to burn him alive, and when they saw his brain spilling out, they ran away, and that was the last time they ever saw him again.
I can never forget that story I heard when I was a kid, and even now it's painful and painful, my hands are shaking and I'm crying.
I keep wondering how that old man who ran away from his father's brain was able to expose to the public the unimaginably horrible trauma, the scar that will never heal, even after all these years.
Now I think I understand a little.
Why I can't help but talk about my grandfather and the old man now, even as I remember my own trauma.
Because this level of suffering is nothing compared to their words being forgotten.
It's nothing compared to the tremendous suffering that once existed that will be forgotten, like my hands shaking, my heart palpitating, my nose running with vertigo, and so on.
My grandfather, who went through an unimaginable hell, lived to see his grandchildren born, and met his sister's death in the ruins of the fire.
In other words, my grandfather was one of the happiest people in the ruins of the fire.
My grandfather and that old man were, after all, just people wading in the depths of hell.
I think that the suffering that even people who had experienced unimaginable pain could not imagine was lying like pebbles on the ground in Nagasaki 78 years ago, and no one paid any attention to it.
Their suffering, which I can't even imagine, is nothing compared to the countless, unimaginable suffering they witnessed, which they pretend never happened.
Memories fade inexorably with each passing human mouth. The memories that those people could never allow to be forgotten are almost forgotten.
The tremendous suffering of 78 years ago is mostly gone, never to be recounted.
Those who suffered the most from the atomic bombing died rotting in the ruins of the fire without being able to tell anyone about it.
Many of those who saw it with their own eyes kept their mouths shut and took it with them to their graves. Most of those who spoke a few words are still in their graves.
Compared to the words of the old men, my own words are so light. I would rather keep my mouth shut than speak in such light words.
But still, someone has to take over. I realize that even my words, which are so light, are only the top of the voices that are left in this world to carry on the story of the atomic bombing.
I know how it feels to think that I am the only one. Still, I hope that you will not shut your mouth. I know that I have closed my mouth because I thought I shouldn't talk about it, and that is the result.
Sometimes I almost choose to stop imagining the unimaginable suffering and live my life consuming other people's suffering for fun.
I am writing this while I still have some imagination of the suffering of the old people whose voices, faces, and even words I can no longer recall.
I must talk about various things regarding the Barbie incident.
I saw a post about it from someone who is neither directly involved nor from Nagasaki or Hiroshima, and it made me realize that there are things I must say.
I was born in Nagasaki and grew up listening to stories from the survivors, being a third-generation survivor myself. Most survivors are no longer with us, so I feel compelled to speak up.
In Nagasaki, kids grow up hearing about the atomic bomb. We were packed like sushi in a gymnasium without air conditioning or even fans during the scorching summer, and we listened to stories about the bomb. It was incredibly tough for me.
I imagine it was even harder for the elderly who spoke about their experiences. As a child, I couldn't fully comprehend their pain, and now, I can hardly remember most of the stories I heard. I can only recall one or two.
Every year during this time, gruesome images that would make PTA elsewhere go crazy were displayed in the hallways. I heard that many of the horrifying exhibits that used to traumatize visitors at the Atomic Bomb Museum have been removed, and the museum has been considerably sanitized. I'm not sure about the current situation, but that's how it was when I was there.
There was one photograph that I could never bear to look at as a child – a picture of Tadashi Taniguchi. You can find it if you search, but it's a shocking image with a viewer discretion warning. Still, I want people to see it.
I couldn't walk down the hallway where that photo was displayed, and I always took a different route, avoiding it so I wouldn't have to see it.
Now, I think of my grandpa who went to the ruins to search for my sister. He couldn't look away or take a different path. The pain must have been unimaginable.
Besides photographs, there were many living people moaning in pain back then, and there must have been even more who succumbed to suffering.
My grandpa walked for miles, pulling a handcart through the debris-laden streets of Nagasaki, searching for my sister.
Even though my grandpa was not a child, I'm sure there were elementary school kids who did similar things. I don't just think they might have been there; they were there. I heard the stories from the people themselves, and I still remember them.
I can't forget the stories I heard as a child, such as the young siblings finding their father's burnt corpse in the ruins and cremating him. They didn't have enough firewood, and their father ended up half-burnt. They ran away after seeing the brain tissue oozing out, and that became their final farewell.
I can never forget those stories I heard as a child, and even now, they still bring pain and suffering, making my hands tremble and tears flow.
I wonder how my grandpa, who ran away from that father's brain tissue, could expose his unimaginable trauma and everlasting scars to the world.
Now, I feel like I understand a little.
Even someone like me, who experienced such unimaginable trauma, has gone through pain that I can't even imagine being compared to being discarded, forgotten, and ignored. Compared to what those people experienced, my suffering means nothing.
My trembling hands and the palpitations and dizziness I experienced are nothing compared to the tremendous pain that many others went through.
Memories fade irreversibly every time they pass through people's lips. The memories that I couldn't bear to be forgotten are almost forgotten now.
The unimaginable pain that existed 78 years ago has mostly disappeared, and we can no longer pass it on.
The people who suffered the most from the atomic bomb perished in the ruins, rotting away without being able to convey it to anyone.
Even those who saw it with their own eyes mostly took the memories with them to their graves. Most of them are now under the tombstones.
Compared to the words of the elderly, my words seem so light. I think that speaking with such light words would be better than keeping silent, as silence has led to this result.
I feel like I might occasionally choose to stop imagining the unimaginable pain and consume the suffering of others in an amusing way to live on.
Before I forget the pain and suffering of those elderly people, whose faces and voices I can no longer recall, I will leave this here.
