My parents taught me to say "Yoshie" to myself who are only looking at the neighboring children playing from where they are playing. It means that if you write in kanji "wanna be", I want you to put it in a group. At last I never said it.
I was just playing inside the house. I did not get bored because the books and games were given as such. Although I was only watching TV when I was doing animation or special effects, I did not get interested in dramas and song programs.
Kindergarten and elementary school were pitch dark jungle. There are lurid animals lurking around, and it gets bitten when it gets out of hand. They are laughed at by "friends" who do not know their faces and names, are faced with confusion, have remembered remembered.
When I went to public middle school as it is, I decided to pursue an advanced school at my parent's discretion that he must be killed. I did not know exactly what the school was going to do, but as a result of trying hard as I said, I caught somewhat over there.
I do not know whether public was a good because I do not know public. The classmate was still a flock of beasts, but there was no prominent bad group. There was a big library, so I arrived at the vacant time. The secondhand bookstore in the way back was also a favorite place. It took about an hour from the house by bus, but it was exactly good to read a book and sometimes got over it.
Although it is an advanced school that entered with great difficulty, I do not remember having worked hard on my studies. During the class we did nothing but graffiti in the textbooks and drew the accumulated delusions in secret notes. Although I had the opportunity to choose club activities after enrollment, I was told that my partner in the department I tried to join was left with a promise for the first time as it was. Since it was consistent in middle and high level, there was no break and only the number of the grade increased.
Although I heard that it seems that they will go to university after going out of high school, I did not understand the mechanism of the exam and so on, so I did not distinguish between the mock test and the center exam. Because I was not particularly conscious of which university I wanted to go to, I received the appropriate undergraduate properly for my grades.
I went to the national state of the neighboring prefecture and got a remittance and started living by my own apartment. It was quite a city compared to the mountain and the rural family of the rice fields, but the main use was Super, Hundred Hundred, and a secondhand bookstore old game store. I was thinking only how to live within a given amount of money without doing a part-time job.
Every lecture was interesting, and the library was big. I also touched on computers and the Internet for the first time. However, it was only in truics that gathered up, and I did not know what to aim for.
People around me were no longer beasts at this time, but I could not feel like approaching from myself. Some people call me out and I also tried circle activities, but eventually I did not last long for any relationship. It seemed to be crushed by a feeling of disgust for myself who flew in association with people and inferiority complex to a person advancing with dreams and goals.
The graffiti of the note was continued, but the more I wrote the more I could show my emptiness. The setting and design I thought was original was only imitation of someone. Both love and ideal were words alone, I did not believe anything.
While taking a stroller while taking a unit, I could not write a thesis. I can not think of any theme I want to study. I could not see anything I wanted to do, I should do, I could do nothing. I knew there was no head like I could go to the hospital and I could not do anything that could help society with what I learned.
I smuggled without meaning suddenly in my assigned laboratory, graduated after two years of retirement. I submitted a graduation thesis that just briefly gathered texts gathered with books and the net as it was given to the professor, and escaped to my parents house.
Because I can not just stay in bed at home, I started job hunting, but there is no reason to find a company that only has a college graduate title, there are companies that hire people who do not even know the jobs that I want to do but I do not know. I decided to work hourly as a food warehouse in the neighboring town according to the advice that it is good anywhere as it is supposed to work after trying it. It was supposed to be for the moment, but it has been ten years as it is.
Physical labor was painful but I got used to it for years. Basically it's not necessary to use your head as it just moves boxes according to written numbers. There are people in the surroundings, but there is no talk except a morning greeting and trouble report. Many boxes are shipped everyday, but the buyer knows only the name written on the label. I just keep carrying boxes.
The salary is also about that, as it is a job that also works for student part-time jobs. Thanks to my hometown my savings were somewhat sad, but if there is a big expenditure due to sickness etc. it will easily be erased. I should have searched for another job, but I could not move my mind if I thought that I could do other work for myself struggling even such an easy job.
There is no dissatisfaction with the daily life itself. I do not have to worry about eating and if I am playing games with candy at home if I have stress on work I can solve it. There is no reason to stick to clothes and grooming as I never see anyone outside the company. Especially there are no places to go and nobody wants to see. I do not drink it, do not hit it, do not buy it.
It turned 40 years old. Although I told you to be a fairy when I was alone after passing 40, this may actually be such a fairy town. Instead of struggling, new things do not happen. Like a light rainy afternoon, quietly just waiting for the night.
This week was a similar week as last week. It will be the same next week. Every day next month and next year, days that do not change will continue. In the meantime parents fall down. And then. There is only a big event left in life anymore.
ガタガタ ガキがでしゃばってくんな (やれやれ)
(HA HA HA HA HA)
何がALRIGHT チャンス到来(head shot)
もう勝負ならばついてる 終了(HA HA HA)
Under the smoking chimney, a bumpkin upstart president and his wife are putting a lot of firewoods, plywood chips and chemical building materials into a big blazing fireplace. They suddenly got rich by selling geothermal generation system, arguing forcefully have to cut greenhouse effect gas.
|むらびと||Villager||Villager Comes to Town!||-||-||-|
|ロックマン||Mega Man||Mega Man Joins the Battle!||-||-||-|
|Wii Fit トレーナ||Wii Fit Trainer||Wii Fit Trainer Weighs In!||weigh in||計量する、割って入る、仲裁に入る||計量する→体重測定？|
|ロゼッタ＆チコ||Rosalina ＆ Luma||Rosalina ＆ Luma launch into battle!||launch into||始める、門出する||Launch:（ロケットなどを）打ち上げる→ほうき星の天文台|
|リトルマック||Little Mac||Little Mac Punches In!||punch in||打ち込む||ボクサー|
|リザードン||Charizard||Charizard Fires it Up!||fire up||火をつける、始動させる、駆り立てる||ほのおタイプポケモン|
|ゲッコウガ||Greninja||Greninja Makes A Splash!||make a splash||音を立てる、あっと言わせる、水しぶきを上げる||みずタイプポケモン|
|パックマン||Pac-Man||Pac-Man Hungers for Battle!||hunger for||切望する||Hunger←ゲーム性から|
|ルキナ||Lucina||Lucina Wakes Her Blade?!||-||-||ファイアーエンブレム 覚醒(Awakening)とかけてる？|
|ルフレ||Robin||Robin Brings the Thunder!||-||-||サンダーソードという武器を使う|
|シュルク||Shulk||Shulk Foresees a Fight!||foresee||見越す、予見する||未来視という能力がある|
|クッパJr.||Bowser Jr.||Bowser Jr. Clowns the Competition!||clown||ふざける||いたずら|
|ダックハント||Duck Hunt||Duck Hunt Takes Aim!||take aim||狙いを定める||カモを狙い撃つゲーム性から|
|ミュウツー||Mewtwo||Mewtwo Strikes Back!||strike back||殴り返す、反撃する||ミュウツーの逆襲|
|リュカ||Lucas||Lucas Comes Out of Nowhere!||come out of nowhere||突然やってくる||リュカはノーウェア(Nowhere)島に住んでいる|
|ロイ||Roy||Roy Seals the Deal!||seal the deal||契約を結ぶ、取引を固める||ロイは封印(seal)の剣の主人公|
|リュウ||Ryu||Here Comes A New Challenger! Ryu||-||-||ストリートファイターの乱入時のメッセージ|
|クラウド||Cloud||Cloud Storms into Battle!||storm into||押し入る、突入する||Storm Clouds（凶兆、悪いことが起こる前兆）|
|カムイ||Corrin||Corrin Chooses to Smash!||choose to do||決める||ファイアーエンブレムifの「運命の分岐点」で選択肢を選ぶから|
|ベヨネッタ||Bayonetta||Bayonetta Gets Wicked!||-||-||-|
|リドリー||Ridley||Ridley Hits the Big Time!||hit the big time||成功する、一流になる、大当たりする||Ridley is too big.というネットミーム|
|シモン||Simon||Simon Lashes Out!||lash out||暴力で攻撃する、食って掛かる||Lash（ムチ）→メインウェポンがムチ|
|リヒター||Richter||Richter Crosses Over!||cross over||クロスオーバーする、枠を超える||Cross→横必殺技がクロス（十字架のブーメラン）|
|クロム||Chrom||Chrom Joins the Battle!||-||-||-|
|ダークサムス||Dark Samus||Dark Samus Joins the Battle!||-||-||-|
|キングクルール||King K. Rool||King K. Rool Comes Aboard!||come aboard||（船に）乗り込む、参加する||船に乗り込む→キャプテン|
|しずえ||Isabelle||Isabelle Turns Over A New Leaf!||turn over a new leaf||改心する、心機一転する||「とびだせ どうぶつの森」の英語タイトルが「Animal Crossing: New Leaf」|
|ケン||Ken||Ken Turns Up the Heat!||turn up the heat||温度をあげる、強火にする、勢いを増す||ケンはリュウと違い、昇龍拳で火を噴く|
|ガオガエン||Incineroar||Incineroar Enters the Ring!||enter the ring||リングに入る||プロレス技を使うキャラクターなので|
|パックンフラワー||Piranha Plant||Piranha Plant Pipes Up!||pipe up||しゃべり（歌い）始める、甲高い声で話す、汲み上げる||土管|
《 訂正 》
【 後日記 】
Satoshi: I’m here （着いたよ）
食事の前に『いただきます』と唱える日本の習慣が私は好きで、サトシと一緒に食べるときはいつもこうして唱えることにしている。この素敵な言葉は、『I will eat （私は食べます）』と『I will receive （私は受け取ります）』のダブルミーニングになってるのだと、いつかサトシが教えてくれた。『Receive what?』（なにを受け取るの？）といえば、『The blessings of Nature』（大自然の恵み）だと言うから、いっそう素敵。彼は普段は唱えないで黙って食べるそうだけど、私といっしょのときは合わせて唱えてくれる。