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It is really a bad sign when someone starts claiming HPC leadership with benchmarks that are skewed to certain classes of apps. That’s marketing and not proper engineering.
And if you cannot show any reason which can be widely accepted in the society, using the word "radioactive" here can be seen as just a racism. If you use the word "radioactive" for daily joke, please stop it.
Приветствую всех и с добрым временем суток. Меня зовут Юра. Я из России. Это не моё настоящее имя, действую в целях анонимности, прошу любить и жаловать. В мире, как мы все знаем, 24 февраля началась и продолжается по сей день "Спецоперация на Украине". Воистину это ужасное событие, которое влечёт за собой тысячи и тысячи жертв с обеих сторон конфликта. Цель "Спецоперации на Украине" - Денацификация Украины. Если вам в новостных каналах и в средствах массовой информации говорят, что цель спецоперации - не денацификация - значит таковы новости, таковы их источники, ничего не поделать. Каково моё мнение на этот счёт? Начну с того, что лично я против любой войны. Для меня война - это зло, это насилие. И то, что всю Россию и россиян в целом считают агрессором и просто ужасными людьми - это плохо, потому что ужасные люди и аггресоры - это те люди, которые ведут себя подобным образом и хотят тем самым разжигать пламя войны ещё сильнее дабы получить с этого удовлетворение в виде ещё одного убийства, прощения со стороны жертв, которые молят о пощаде и прочего. В России и так находятся миллионы людей, которые категорически против войны и которые не хотят, чтобы их считали последними тварями только потому, что так всё получилось. У меня, например, есть несколько друзей с Украины, которые сейчас находятся там и переживают эти взрывы, бомбы, ракеты и всё остальное, что перечислять не хочу. Я продолжаю держать с ними контакт и мы, слава богу, не думаем обо всём этом и стараемся поддерживать друг друга благодаря весёлым мемам, смешным видео, просто хорошим новостям из разных индустрий, чтобы хоть как-то разрядиться. Ведь самое главное, самое главное - война не изменила наши умы потому, что мы знаем что война не должна быть тем препятствием, благодаря которому наша дружба должна рухнуть. За это я их и ценю. Что держатся и не падают духом даже в такие тяжёлые дни и не "ищут предателей среди своих друзей, только потому что они русские", так сказать. Конечно же, есть и обратные примеры, что с начала войны некоторые мои знакомые начали отстаивать свою позицию как русских, что украинцы не люди и вообще спецоперация всё сделает к лучшему, что "мы сравняем города с землёй" и "денацифируем всё"... К сожалению, с такими людьми уже и общаться стыдно, что уж говорить, всё очевидно. В моём городе, например, я пока не наблюдаю сильной пропаганды, что "мы должны верить в то, что мы следуем справедливой цели", что всё образуется именно так как надо. Ну, даже если пропаганда и существует у нас, то я её и не наблюдаю. Да и не хочу наблюдать, потому что, как мне кажется, такую информацию стоить игнорировать и жить дальше, следуя своей цели в жизни. Я никогда не считал себя патриотом своей страны. Это звучит странно, да, но и врать мне нет смысла в этом. Я родился в России - значит так должно было случиться. Тем более я б хотел, что бы один из моих друзей на Украине, вот как раз один из них, смог пережить эту войну и смог поиграть в ту же самую Kingdom Hearts 4, т.к. я его с этой серией игр и познакомил. Я бы очень хотел, чтобы он увидел продолжение данной серии игр, чтобы он смог это вё увидеть. Я очень на это надеюсь. Ведь я, он, и многие другие такие же обычные люди - ходим на работу, спим, едим, играем, отдыхаем. И также я просто хочу, чтобы те, кто слушает меня сейчас не считали всех русских и россиян плохими, потому что я в вас верю, абсолютно всех. И неважно какой вы расы, неважно какой религии верите, это неважно. Главное, что вы остаётесь теми людьми, в которых можно верить, на которых можно надеяться и которые продолжают думать о том, что всё будет хорошо. И даже если у кого-то есть силы на то, чтобы исправить эту всю ситуацию, у кого есть эти возможности - то они смогут это изменить к лучшему и всё сделать мирно, что очень очень важно для нас сейчас. Поэтому я верю в мир, который обязательно наступит. И он наступит именно таким, что украинцы, что русские смогут пожать руки и сказать, что "Всё. У нас будет мир, у нас будет всё." Спасибо за внимание.
Greetings to all and with a good time of day. My name is Yura. I'm from Russia. This is not my real name, I act for the purposes of anonymity, I ask you to love and favor. In the world, as we all know, on February 24, the "Special Operation in Ukraine" began and continues to this day. Truly, this is a terrible event that entails thousands and thousands of victims on both sides of the conflict. The purpose of the "Special Operation in Ukraine" is the Denazification of Ukraine. If you are told in the news channels and in the media that the purpose of the special operation is not denazification, then this is the news, these are their sources, nothing can be done. What is my opinion on this? To begin with, I personally am against any war. For me, war is evil, it is violence. And the fact that the whole of Russia and Russians as a whole are considered an aggressor and just terrible people is bad, because terrible people and aggressors are those people who behave in this way and thereby want to kindle the flames of war even more in order to get satisfaction from this in the form of another murder, forgiveness from the victims who beg for mercy and other things. There are already millions of people in Russia who are categorically against the war and who do not want to be considered the last creatures just because everything turned out that way. For example, I have several friends from Ukraine who are currently there and are experiencing these explosions, bombs, rockets and everything else that I do not want to list. I continue to keep in touch with them and, thank God, we don't think about all this and try to support each other through funny memes, funny videos, just good news from different industries to somehow discharge. After all, the most important thing, the most important thing is that the war has not changed our minds because we know that war should not be the obstacle through which our friendship should collapse. That's why I appreciate them. That they hold on and do not lose heart even in such difficult days and do not "look for traitors among their friends, just because they are Russians," so to speak. Of course, there are also reverse examples that since the beginning of the war, some of my friends have begun to defend their position as Russians, that Ukrainians are not people and in general the special operation will do everything for the better, that "we will level cities to the ground" and "denazify everything"... Unfortunately, it's already a shame to communicate with such people, what can I say, everything is obvious. In my city, for example, I have not yet observed strong propaganda that "we must believe that we are following a fair goal," that everything will work out exactly as it should. Well, even if propaganda exists here, I don't observe it. And I don't want to watch, because, as it seems to me, such information should be ignored and live on, following my goal in life. I have never considered myself a patriot of my country. It sounds strange, yes, but there's no point in lying to me about it. I was born in Russia - so it had to happen. Moreover, I would like one of my friends in Ukraine, just one of them, to be able to survive this war and be able to play the Kingdom Hearts 4, because I introduced him to this game series . I would really like him to see the continuation of this game series, so that he could see it. I really hope so. After all, I, he, and many others are just ordinary people - we go to work, sleep, eat, play, relax. And also I just want those who are listening to me now not to consider all Russians and Russians bad, because I believe in you, absolutely everyone. And no matter what race you are, no matter what religion you believe, it doesn't matter. The main thing is that you remain the people in whom you can believe, on whom you can hope and who continue to think that everything will be fine. And even if someone has the strength to fix this whole situation, who has these opportunities, they will be able to change it for the better and do everything peacefully, which is very very important for us now. Therefore, I believe in peace, which will surely come. And it will come exactly like that, that Ukrainians, that Russians will be able to shake hands and say that "Everything. We will have peace, we will have everything." Thanks for attention.
私はロシア出身のЮраです。{増田注：この「ゆ」にちょっと似た形の文字はなんと発音も「ゆ」に近い……つか英語と違って一文字で「ゆ」の発音になるんだなあ面白い}これは名無しとしてふるまうための仮名です。あなたの愛と好意を願います。ご存じのとおり、世界では「ウクライナでの特別作戦」が２月１４日に始まり今も続いています。本当に恐ろしい出来事です。この衝突で双方が膨大な死者を出しています。この「ウクライナでの特別作戦」の目的はウクライナの非ナチ化です。もし「この作戦の目的は非ナチ化ではない」とメディアが言ったらそれこそニュースです。これが彼らの情報源です。どうにもなりません。
これについての私の意見は何か？ まず、私は個人的にあらゆる戦争に反対します。私にとって戦争は悪で、暴力です。また、ロシア全体やロシア人全体を侵略者や単に悪人のようにとらえるのはよくないことです。なぜなら悪人や侵略者とは、このように行動して戦火をさらに燃え上がらせることで殺人や被害者の命乞いから満足感を得る人々のことだからです。
断固として戦争に反対したり、全てが今のようになったからという理由だけで最低の生物だと思われたくないと思ったりしているロシア人がすでに何百万人もいます。たとえば私には、今もウクライナで爆発や爆撃やミサイルなど、書き並べたくもないような目にあっている友人が数人います。私はいまも彼らと連絡を取り続けており、そして、神よ、ありがたいことに私たちはそのような恐ろしいことについて考えず、面白いミームや動画、別の分野からのいいニュースを交換しています。
結局、大切なこと…一番大切なことは、戦争が私たちの友情の妨げになってはならないと知っているので、私たちはこの戦争によって心を変えられていないということです。これが彼らに感謝している理由です。彼らはあのような辛い日々の中でも耐え、心を失わず、「ロシア人だからと言うだけの理由で、友の中から裏切り者を探さない」のです。もちろん戦争が始まる時には逆の例もありました。私の友人の一部はロシア人としての立場を守り始め、「ウクライナ人は人ではなく、特別作戦ですべてはよくなる。あの街を地ならしし、すべてを非ナチ化する」と言っていました。不幸なことに、このような人々と会話することはすでに恥です。何が言えるだろう、全ては明らかです。
たとえば私の街ではまだ「我々は公正な目標に従っている、そう信じればすべてはうまくいく」のような強いプロパガンダは見ていません。いいえ、もしそのようなものがあったとしても私は見ません。見たくもありません。そのようなものは私が自分の人生の目標に近づくためには無視しなければならないもののように思えるからです。私は自分自身が愛国者だと思ったことはありません。奇妙に聞こえるでしょうが、この点において嘘はありません。私はロシアに生まれました。だからこうならなければいけなかったのです。また、私はウクライナの友人の1人に、そう1人に生き延びてキングダムハーツ４をやってほしいです。私が彼に勧めたシリーズだからです。どうしても彼にこのシリーズの続きを見てほしい。本当にそう願います。結局、私も彼も、他の皆もただの普通の人々です。私たちは働き、眠り、食べ、遊び、安らぎます、
この話を聞いているみなさん、どうかすべてのロシア人を悪と考えないでください。私はあなたがた全員を絶対に信じています。あなたがどんな人種であろうと、どんな宗教を信じていようと、関係ありません。重要なのは自分自身を信頼でき、自分自身に期待でき、全てがうまくいくと考えられるような人間であり続けることです。この状況を修復する力と機会をもつ人間がいれば、彼らはこれをよりよくし、全てを平和的に行うことができるでしょう。これが私たちにとって重要なことです。
したがって私は平和が必ず来ると信じます。そしてウクライナ人とロシア人が手を握り合い「私たちは平和を得る。全てを得る」と言えることを信じます。ご清聴ありがとうございました。
ちなみに増田はtoeic700くらいしかありません。訳文の精度はお察しください。
コロナは大したことない派（漂白剤を飲めば治る派含む）を指す用法と、マスク警察系コロナ過剰警戒派を指す用法があるのがおもしろい
英辞郎 on the WEB 〈俗〉コビディオット◆コロナウイルス感染症の予防対策や警告を無視したり、食料品や日用品を大量に買いだめて品薄状態を引き起こし、人々の不安をあおったりするばかな人(idiot)
Cambridge Dictionary someone who behaves in a stupid way that risks spreading the infectious disease Covid-19:
https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/covidiot (derogatory, humorous, neologism) A person who is foolishly reckless with respect to avoiding contracting or spreading COVID-19.
Relating to the 2020 Covid-19 virus:
Someone who ignores the warnings regarding public health or safety.
A person who hoards goods, denying them from their neighbors.
Did you see that covidiot with 300 rolls of toilet paper in his basket?
That covidiot is hugging everyone she sees.
A person who makes themselves look like an idiot, during or after a pandemic.
1. A stupid person who stubbornly ignores 'social distancing' protocol, thus helping to further spread COVID-19.
A person that flies into a pandemic zone for holiday with their children, barely is able to return and shares their harrowing experience on social media for hero points.
1. A perfect term for those spreading, creating or publishing unverified and false information about the novel coronavirus.
2. An idiot who doubts the existence of COVID-19, therefore ignoring the need for social distancing and proper hand washing.
Covidiot: an individual who in the face of dire circumstances for all, acts selfishly toward others instead of in solidarity and with generosity.
Idiots who think Covid is a real threat and idiotically cover their face with a mask fearfully.
A person who "isn't worried" about Covid-19 because they "aren't old enough." (This does not discount the Covidiot having asthma, obesity, or another major risk factor).
Someone who goes on numerous pointless excursions during the aforementioned pandemic, often against local ruling, because they are hollow inside, utterly selfish, and, most probably, lick hand railings.
On the extreme, either denies Covid-19 is an issue at all (or real) and/or completely loses their shit and buys no more soap than usual BUT every last disenfectant product & T.P. roll.**
A person who has no medical background and makes statements about the Coronavirus pandemic founded on dubious sources, i.e. social media, an acquaintance, etc
A person who ignores the governments and health organization's recommendations in regards to the COVID-19 pandemic.
People that have no brain cells and can’t understand what social distancing means. People that make others life miserable in lockdown by continually mixing with others, therefore making the lockdown last longer because it fails .
A person who does not follow guidlines, listen to advice or think about their actions during the COVID-19 pandemic
A person who deliberately coughs on other people and thinks it is funny
An idiot who can’t respect common sense and basic science enough to to help stop the spread of disease.
Someone who is freaking out too much about covid and revolves everything they do around it. Also they treat anyone who doesn’t strictly follow guidelines like a murderer
Person in ICU for weeks blocking people from getting surgery
1. A covidiot is someone who rejects overwhelming evidence, provided by scientists, while promoting his opinions as facts.
2. Someone who, during a pandemic refuses to wear a mask in Walmart.
3. Anyone who thinks drinking bleach will cure anything.
Synonyms include: anti-vaccer, flat-earther, alien conspiracy theorist, climate change denier
A person who advocates for lockdowns, mandatory masks, school shutdowns, and other infringements on liberty based on unsettled science. This kind of person has nothing going on in their life except the sweet dopamine rush they get from self-righteously judging everyone else and tattling on people who don't trust the "experts." Usually talks about "science" a lot but has no background in math or science.
Someone who believes everything they hear on TV and other mainstream media, yet chooses to ignore official CDC numbers, such as how Covid has a 99.9997% recovery rate for those under 30, and 99.92% recovery rate for those 70+. They also ignore the fact that health "experts" on TV have told us that hospitals mark just about any death as a Covid death, no matter how they died, simply because they tested positive for Covid or were merely suspected of such.
Thus, these people wear their masks everywhere they go like it's a status symbol, while believing it actually does any good.
アメリカでーとか言いながらなんで Yahoo! JAPAN ほか日本のニュースサイト(笑)を見てんねん・・・って気持ちにしかならん
下記のワードを Google に入れて検索掛けるってそんなに難しそう・想像もできない行動か？
Chris Rock Will Smith After Oscars
そうすれば秒で出てくるでしょ？ニュースやそれにコメントしている一般人のお気持ちがさ
下記のコメントがアメリカの3.3億人を代表する意見だとは思わないが、国籍問わず下記に同意出来ない人は文明人は名乗るべきでは無いと思う
というか殴られたくないので頼むから家にこもってお外に出ないで欲しい
Oy. It was not a joke about disease. It was a joke about a shaved head. Two completely different things.
And let's say it was a cruel, vicious joke about alopecia. How is strutting across the stage and assaulting Rock "defending" Jada? Smith could have shut up, glared at Rock, and made a statement later about a serious medical condition (you know, like a fully mature adult). He could have stayed in his seat and yelled for Rock to shut up. He could have gotten on his feet, walked on stage, and yelled at Rock. He did none of these things. He chose to commit a criminal act. That is not defense, that is offense. And it's a crime.
They are celebrities. They chose a life in the public eye and so along with the fame and money and celebrity, comes criticism. If they don't have thick skin they should retire from public life.
病気についてのジョークではありません。坊主頭についてのジョークだった。全く違うものだ。
仮に、それが脱毛症に関する残酷で悪質なジョークだったとしよう。
ステージを闊歩し、ロックに暴行を加えたことが、どうしてジェイダを「擁護」することになるのだろうか。
スミスは黙ってロックを睨みつけ、深刻な病状について後で声明を出すこともできたはずだ（ほら、完全に成熟した大人みたいにね）。
彼は自分の席にとどまり、ロックに黙れと怒鳴ることもできたはずだ。
立ち上がってステージに上がり、ロックに怒鳴ることもできたはずだ。
彼はそのいずれもしなかった。
彼は犯罪行為を行うことを選んだのです。
ウィル・スミスがしたことは犯罪で恥ずべき行為でそこに同情の余地はない
むしろこれに同意出来ない理由が知りたい。盗人にも三分の理じゃねーんだわ。日常で身の安全を心配する必要があったら何も出来ねーんだわ
文明人ならここで話は終わりだし終わって欲しい
あと、『ウィル・スミスがしたのは犯罪行為で稚拙ではあるが妻を守る行動だったのか？』に対しても、
ほぼ満場一致で『守るという発想自体が有毒な男らしさ(Toxic masculinity)』です
支配されたい支配したい欲望を持つ方々は生きづらい俺私さんと泥沼愛憎劇を繰り広げたくないなら、
しいて無理やり自分の身の回りのことに置き換えて話を続けようとした時に意見が割れるというか食いつかれてるのがここ
Yea, no. It was an example of lack of self control, misplaced anger, and uber Hollywood entitlement to think he can physically assault someone for comparing his wife to Demi Moore. Smith was on camera laughing at the joke. Jada, is a strong woman, she doesn’t need theatrics like what Smith did to ‘protect’ her.
I’ve seen serious Alopecia in my 30+years as a hairdresser, and those who had it didn’t consider themselves ‘diseased’ or in need of pity. It was distressing at best, but not anything they needed their husbands to defend. These millionaire entitled elitists were at their best that night showing us who they are, and Smith ruined what should have been a big night for his acting career in behaving like a thug.
自分の妻をデミ・ムーアと比較したことで、誰かを身体的に攻撃できると考えるのは、自制心の欠如、見当違いの怒り、そして超ハリウッド的権利の一例です。
スミスはそのジョークに笑っているところをカメラに撮られていた。
ジェイダは強い女性だから、スミスがやったような「守る」ための演出は必要ない。
私は美容師として30年以上、深刻な脱毛症を見てきましたが、そのような人は自分を「病気」だとも「同情されるべきもの」だとも思っていませんでした。
悩ましくはあるが、夫に守ってもらうほどのことでもない。
But the fact is that Chris Rock didn't just go after Smith's wife, he went after her appearance, which is caused by a medical condition.
That's as beyond today's current standards as it gets.
Alopecia is a painful experience that many Black women go through and should not be joked about.
クリスは “Jada, can’t wait for G.I. Jane 2,” とジョークを言ったわけでどう聞いても髪型をいじったとしか思えないけど、
意外と病状に起因する彼女の容姿をネタにしているのでけしからんという意見もあった
というかそもそも外見を弄ること自体が現代の感覚からして時代遅れであるという意見も
まぁこの感覚は日米問わず若者にはある物じゃないかな？って思う＞外見弄りのジョークは"時代遅れ"or "不快だから見たくない"
あとは少し脱線気味な気はするのだけど、脱毛症が軽く扱われていることからの『黒人女性はとにかく軽く扱われる』という意見
実際、黒人女性にはさまざまな困難があるみたいなので、有名人の話題に乗せて問題提起したい気持ちはわかるし、それが悪い行いとも思わないけど、
あと、脱毛症＞黒人女性はとにかく軽く扱われ過ぎ からの マイノリティへの差別
マイノリティの困難はなんでも鼻で笑ったり軽く扱いがちなんだみたいな
実際、その通りなんだとは思うけど、やっぱり純粋に今回の話に関係あるかないかって言ったら無いよね
以上です
Positive Spiritual Momentum
1. Get on the covenant path and stay there
Sacrament>Prayer, Repentance
Keep the Commandments >Daily Repentance
2. Discover the Joy of Daily Repentance
Discern truths of God vs Counterfeits of Satan
>>Moses temptation> DEPART FROM ME SATAN
CAST SATAN's influence out from your life
>Let God Prevail in your life
4. Expect Miracles
5. End Conflict in Your Personal Life
Humanity, Forgive, and Seek forgiveness
Seek an end to personal conflict
Sharp Tongue resentment or someone who hurt you
DeepLで翻訳してみた
The main issue...the bid price has been reaching ¥80/kWh every day since the beginning of the year.
I can finally get into what I really want to tell you.
The reason why new power companies have stopped accepting bids or have withdrawn from the business is because the days when this JEPX spot market price reaches 80 yen/kWh have been going on and on since the beginning of 2010.
The electricity market is a market. If there is a surplus of electricity, the bid price goes down, and if there is a shortage of electricity, the bid price goes up. The spot market is a blind single-price auction, which means that once a contract price is determined, all market prices are traded at that price. Even if Masuda-san bids 10 yen, if many people bid 20 yen, it will be 20 yen, and if many people bid 5 yen, it will be 5 yen.
And as I said before, if they fail to purchase, the power retailer has to pay the imbalance fee.
Then what happens? Many people think, "I'm going to buy it at the imbalance fee of 80 yen/kWh anyway, so I'll bid 80 yen for it. Here is the URL of Enexchange's website, which shows the spot market price in an easy-to-understand manner.
https://insight.enechange.jp/markets
For March 31, it's in the 20 yen range. That's bright red. It is cheaper than the 80 yen I mentioned earlier.
Imagine this. TEPCO's Standard S plan is 20~30 yen/kWh. You see, what we sell for 20-30 yen, we have to buy for more than 20 yen, or even 80 yen.
How much is the gross profit on something that sells for 25 yen? 8 yen, 5 yen, 3 yen? Let's assume that 90 out of every 100 jobs generate a gross profit of 5 yen, which is a profit of 450 yen. If 10 out of 100 sell at that price, the profit is 550 yen.
450 - 550 = -100.
This is the impact of a spot market price of 80 yen. Imagine if you had a customer base of tens of thousands of dollars, and you have to blow millions of dollars every day for a month. I think you can understand a little bit of the logic behind the suspension of acceptance and shutdown of business.
Of course, calculating the cost of procuring electricity is not this simple. I mean, I can't write about the inside story of procurement in my business because it would violate confidentiality. I wrote what I could find out just from the spot market, where the amounts are visualized by the general public. I didn't tell the whole story, if you think about it. Sorry. It's a title fraud.
Supplement... why is this happening?
To be honest, even as someone in the new power company, I am troubled by this situation. How did this happen? ......
In essence, I think "don't liberalize the infrastructure in the first place" is right. However, to put some position talk into it, I think that the various things that happened in the aftermath of Fukushima and the licking at the Kashiwazaki nuclear power plant were the result of being lenient because it was infrastructure, and I think there is some nuance to that.
However, I don't think that the designers of the system anticipated this level of instability in the power supply when the system was liberalized in April 2004. I was impressed when the supply-demand crunch warning came out. I was like, "This is it! That rumored ！！！！ Supply and demand crunch alert: ！！！！！！！" I was so excited. There's no way there's going to be rolling blackouts! It's about to happen!
However, in the extreme, retailers are wholesalers, and while they are wholesalers, the products they sell are not all that different. How can you make a difference in a commodity like electricity? It is usually impossible. It's hard to add value to a product because it's all about price. Of course it's not impossible. There are plans, decarbonization, optional services, and so on. But there is no difference in the electricity itself. I think it's possible to point out that the reason why various new electric power companies flocked to the market was because hyenas gathered in the industry that was assured of a sweet deal in infrastructure ......, and that's true for a percentage of the population. I think all electric power companies are looking for ways to add value to electricity.
I hope this case will make the market healthier.
Incidentally, there is a new electric power company that is getting a tailwind from this current situation. Where is it? The answer is after the commercial!
――ヒトラーは金融緩和を行っていた。金融緩和を行う日銀はナチスと同じだ。
――男女平等は共産主義者が言い始めた。男女平等を掲げる政治家は共産主義者だ。
――戦中日本は優良多子家庭を奨励していた。少子化対策は戦時体制に回帰している徴だ。
これらが全体的に例証として荒唐無稽なのは言うまでもないでしょう。これは特定の主張と同じ主張をしている別のグループを持ってきて「お前は〇〇だ」と対人論証を行うもので、「連座の誤謬」や「関連付けの誤謬」と呼ばれています。その中でも国際的にも有無を言わさず巨悪とされるナチスは何かを批判する際に引き合いに出されることが多く、些末な共通点だけで同一視するような詭弁が蔓延ったため特に「ヒトラーに例える論証」と特別に名前がついているわけです。本来のヒトラーに例える論証とはそういうものでした。なおこれは論証として不成立であることを批判するもので、侮辱か否かとは少しまた別のレイヤーの議論であることを留意しなければなりません。
そしてヒトラーが持ち出されることが多いのを皮肉ったのが「ゴドウィンの法則」です。議論中にこうなったら大抵建設的でないレッテル貼りになりがちですよね。
しかしつくづく思うのですが、ナチス関連の例えを出した時に”機械的”にゴドウィンの法則を持ち出して論難し始めるのはどうなんでしょうか。元来、「誤謬」に名前を付け「法則」という諧謔を作ったのは非論理的な議論を排し建設的な議論を行うための道しるべを示すためではないのでしょうか。相手の失点を指摘することで点数を稼ぐゲームを行うためのルールなのであれば私の不見識ですが、そういうものではないですよね？現代人が好きな”建設的”な議論をしたいのであれば、紋切り型に言うのではなく相手の論証が不十分である根拠を滔々と説く必要があります。そうすると必然的に根拠を示すだけで議論は成立するので特段誤謬や法則の名前を持ち出す必要も無いものです。
そもそものところ、ヒトラーを出した即ち誤謬・詭弁とするのはあまりに乱暴ではないでしょうか。いや菅直人元首相の発言が連座の誤謬に該当しないと言うつもりはありません。連座の誤謬だと言い切れる自信も自分にはありませんが…。例えばナチスが抱えていた論理的誤謬と同じ誤謬を抱えていると指摘しそれが危険な帰結を導出しかねないと論証できれば連座の誤謬とまでは言えないのではないですか。話を変えて最初に挙げた例に移れば、少子化政策として子供が多い家庭を表彰するという話が出たら戦中の優良多子家庭表彰政策を持ち出し問題点を指摘する程度であれば連座の誤謬とは言えないでしょう。もしくは少子化対策に前のめりになるあまり子供が多い家庭を理想モデルにすることの危険性に注意を促す程度に留まれば個人的には問題無いようにも思います。
こうした区別の判断は「ヒトラーに例える論証」とか「ゴドウィンの法則」とか言って即座に議論を終わらせるのではなく丁寧に反証をしようとすれば、相手の主張が誤謬と言えるものかどうかが見えてきてできるものではないでしょうか。ヒトラーと言うだけで機械的にゴドウィンの法則に該当してお仕舞の世界よりは判断基準が主観的で曖昧になりますが議論とはそういうものではないでしょうか。もちろんそんなに労力をかけられないという意見は分かるのですけれども。
正直なところ、ナチスに関連できることを見つけてすぐヒトラーだと言い出す人とナチス関連の話を持ち出したのを見てすぐゴドウィンの法則だと言い出す人の思考回路は同じようなものじゃないですかね。
と匿名の人間が書いても意味がないでしょうから、権威に訴える論証（詭弁）をしましょう。何を隠そうゴドウィンの法則の発明者であるゴドウィンはオルトライトについてナチスと比較するのを奨励しています。
By all means, compare these shitheads to Nazis. Again and again. I'm with you.― Mike Godwin (@sfmnemonic) August 14, 2017
Since it was released into the wilds of the internet in 1991, Godwin’s Law (which I nowadays abbreviate to “GL”) has been frequently reduced to a blurrier notion: that whenever someone compares anything current to Nazis or Hitler it means the discussion is over, or that that person lost the argument. It’s also sometimes used (reflexively, lazily) to suggest that anyone who invokes a comparison to Nazis or Hitler has somehow “broken” the Law, and thus demonstrated their failure to grasp what made the Holocaust uniquely horrific.
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ゴドウィンの法則はしばしば次のようにまとめられている。ある人が現在の何かをナチスやヒトラーと比較したら議論が終わったか負けたことを意味するのだ、と。またはその人が法を『破った』とされ、ホローコーストの比類ない恐ろしさを理解できてないということを示唆するとして（反射的に、怠惰に）使われている。
反射的に（reflexively）怠惰に（lazily）という修辞句を使うゴドウィン氏の心情を慮りつつ…。いわゆるトランプ政権のゼロ・トレランス政策をヒトラーになぞらえて批判した議員がいたことについてこのように記述されます。
The response has been predictable: Debate for some people has been derailed by the trivial objection that, even if it is terrible to separate children from their parents (and sometimes lose track of them, or make it impossible for their parents contact them, or even deprive them of the comfort of human touch), it’s not as awful as what the Nazis did.
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「ナチスの行いを矮小化しているからこの比較は不適切だ」という反論したことはないですか？それがいつもつまらない反論でしかも議論を脱線させるような非建設的な意見かは知りませんが、この時なされたその類の反論はゴドウィンからすればここまで大上段に切り捨てられて当然のもののようです。辛辣ですね。この後、こうした時にゴドウィンの法則の名前が出てくるという話もしています。
But I do want to stress that the question of evil, understood historically, is bigger than party politics. GL is about remembering history well enough to draw parallels — sometimes with Hitler or with Nazis, sure — that are deeply considered. That matter. Sometimes those comparisons are going to be appropriate, and on those occasions GL should function less as a conversation ender and more as a conversation starter.
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ナチスの問題は政党政治より大きなものであることを強調したい。ゴドウィンの法則は深く考察される類似性（ヒトラーやナチスとのを含む）を描くのに十分なくらいよく歴史を記憶することに関するものだ。時にそうした比較は適切であり、その場合、ゴドウィンの法則は会話の終止符ではなく会話の第一歩となるのである。
要するにナチスが現代の政党政治と比べるべくもないヤバい奴なのは前提ではありつつも、ナチスとの比較は適切な時もあるから「ゴドウィンの法則に該当するからアウト」みたいな単純な使い方はするなよってことです。もちろんゴドウィンの法則の発明者だからと言ってゴドウィンの言うことが全てではありませんが。ただ、ヒトラーに例えることで議論が脱線し行き詰まるのを防ぐためのゴドウィンの法則という言葉が議論を脱線させる一因となるのであればミイラ取りがミイラではないですか。
ネット上では新しい概念が日夜発明されています。大抵の場合は既にある概念が再発見されて流行してるだけなんですけどね。そうするととかく流行概念に合致してると言えれば即何かしらの結論を得られるという思考に陥りがちです。しかも政治においては用語や見方という枠の解釈合戦（フレーミング）が起こるものです。しかし政治家や活動家でなければ必ずしもそういった方向に行かなくてもいいでしょう。結論と同じようにもしくはそれ以上に過程こそが議論にとって重要であるという基本に立ち返りませんか。その時、数多の概念は思考を論理的に展開する際の補助輪になってくれるはずです。そう、概念は結論に直行するものではなくあくまで思考の補助線なのだと考えた方が良いのではないでしょうか。概念に振り回されず、連座の誤謬もヒトラーに例える論証もゴドウィンの法則も上手に付き合えば落とし穴に嵌らないようにしてくれるはずですから。
一昨年くらいに、初めて聞いたとき
当日本当に行くかどうかは決めてなくて、同時に複数の店に予約するような悪質行為を黙認する風潮
のことを英語風に言っているのかと思ってた。
例えば、これとか。
https://news.yahoo.co.jp/byline/toryu/20191117-00151240
居酒屋で17万円もの予約を無断キャンセルした男が衝撃の逮捕 今後に与える４つの影響
実際サークル系の大学生なんか予約の直前キャンセルは普通にやってたし。
「コロナ禍のキャンセル対応で旅行業界から悲鳴」とか「緊急事態宣言の影響でフライト自体がキャンセルになった」のほうが普通だし。
ちなみに、英文版Wikipedia だとCancel cultureは
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cancel_culture
冒頭の一行はこうなっていて、
Cancel culture or call-out culture is a modern form of ostracism in which someone is thrust out of social or professional circles – whether it be online, on social media, or in person.
キャンセルカルチャーを「社会的排除」などの分かりやすい言い換えを考えるとかあるいは補助的説明もしないで、みんなが勝手に理解すると思っているように感じられる。
そのうち、「例の件、キャンセルしといた」が怖いほうの意味に変わっていくのかもしれないけど、みんなが新しいほうを使うとは限らない。
新しい言葉に飛びついて「こんな言葉も知らないのか」と他人を失笑交じりに説教できるカルチャーのほうにも名前がほしい。その名前が今度も腹落ちしない輸入語になりましたという再帰的なオチはなしで。
I recently go to the streaming on Reality.
Probably some one knows the app that everybody get the body of 2D and do the streaming easily.
In that world, someone act a anime character, someone sing a song, someone chat with listener… etc
I was visited hers streaming and that main topic was chatting of hers life.
It's no especial, no comical, and so general, but she has good opinion, it is difficult to explain, but it has a Reality.
I don't have the feeling of love for her, but I am respecting her.
Today, we were talking long time and the topic was moved to the culture（教養）.
I searched "教養" in English at first time after hers streaming, I haven't known that meaning.
I didn't graduate the university then I don't have a school career, but she said "you have the culture（教養）".
I am not sure why she said that, I can use English a little than other Japanese people, or I can think reasons of other people.
Anyway, the topic was moved to culture.
However, I didn't know the 教養 in English. I assumed that culture has only ”文化” and if that word has other meanings, that is similar "文化".
I felt I touched "culture" in the real sense.
Maybe, all people better to think about opinion of other people beyond the scope of us opinion.
Someone itteta that Katakana-Go was muzukashii when yonderuing Nihongo's buns.
It's the onaji koto as Nihongo tangos haittekuru into Eigo buns.
I wakaru these buns are ju-bun muzukashiii, but if Anata has houfu Nihongo chishiki, it can be hikakuly kantan.
The most daiji koto is goi rather than bunpou to tukamu hitsuyo-fukaketsu gainens in the taishou buns. All Anata has to do is tada shu-chu-.
Jissai, I suisoku Anata could yomu without any doryokus. Dayone?
This is my first time to post in ANONYMOUS DIARY!
It's so wonderful and somewhat mysterious that a person who write a diary is never known to anyone.
Trying to click the button below, it inevitably makes me nervous.
Someone, please give me the push!
Finally, I have to tell you I told a single lie in this article.
I have posted articles in this diary more than a several hundreds times.
The point is I am undoubtedly Masuda.
Best regards,
"Googliness means: 1. Doing the right thing. That obviously includes not doing anything that harms someone else, or that puts somebody at a disadvantage."
グーグリネスとは、正しいことをやること。それには当然、誰かを傷つけたり、誰かに不利益を与えたりするようなことをしないことも含まれる。
https://www.businessinsider.com/the-meanings-of-googliness-2013-8
と書かれているが、Google Japanの社員がTwitter上でイキりちらして他人を見下しているのを見ると、グーグリネスとはなんだったのか...ってなる。
In the US, people usually speak street names. For example, when you ask someone "where is that great sandwich store?" they will say "It's 18th-mission." or something. This indicates the location of the store is around the crossing corner of two streets, 18th and Mission. Just an example but I mean the way of speaking locations heavily depends on the culture and conventions of the area or country. No implication in it.
まず最初に、町山氏のTweet(https://twitter.com/TomoMachi/status/1298612025535340545)はかなり微妙。引用元の要約にしてはあまりに乱暴。真実を100、嘘っぱちを0とするなら、甘めに見ても23くらい(個人の感想です)。現時点で得られる情報に基づくならね。
ちなみにネオぐら氏の一連のTweet(https://twitter.com/neogratche/status/1298882337430675458)は73くらい(個人の感想です)。
町山氏のTweetを見たとき、衝動的にブクマらなくて良かったわ。後で調べようって気持ちは大事よね。せっかくなので少し話してみようと思うわ。
要約：
・Jacob Blake氏への射撃時の状況は、情報が錯綜しており正確なところはまだわからない。
・(たぶん)右翼系の人たちが武装と集合を呼びかけたのは事実。建前上は"守るため"らしいが攻撃や暴力を示唆する発言有り。Infowarsのくそったれがこれを紹介して拡散した。
・17歳の少年カイル・リッテンハウスがライフル担いでケノーシャへ。そして3人を殺傷(正当防衛と主張するのは厳しい)。(町山氏の言うように)BLMへの攻撃を扇動した事実はない。むしろ"扇動された"側の人間である可能性の方が高い。
そういう情報もあれば、ネオぐら氏の言ってるような情報もあるわ。もっと時間を！まだ情報が足りないわ。
"女性同士のケンカの仲裁"はBenjamin Crump弁護士が報道陣に述べたものね。(ttps://www.cbsnews.com/news/jacob-blake-kenosha-shooting-wisconsin-police-black-man-protesters-gather/)
動画を撮影していたRaysean White氏の証言によるとJacob氏が到着した際に女性6～7人(2人としているサイトもあり)が口論していたらしいわ。ただしJacob氏は特に話しかけたりはしなかったそう。(ttps://abc7ny.com/2nd-day-of-unrest-after-jacob-blake-shooting-in-wisconsin/6387592/)
一方、ネオぐら氏の言うとおり、DV訴訟を受けているという情報もあり。また逮捕令状(第三級性的暴行、不法侵入、DVに関連する紊乱行為に対し)が発行されていたらしいけど、これが今回の射撃と関連しているのかは不明よ。
・運転席にナイフがあったっぽい。(Jacob氏がそれを持ったか、持ってたとして射撃[至近距離で胴体に7発]が妥当かは別として。)
・警官は一度テイザー銃を使っているらしい。
ってことくらいね。
以下のサイトで詳しく調べられてるわ。
要約するなら
① Kenosha Guard(ケノーシャ自警団)が暴動から街を守るため武装して集まれーとFacebookで号令をかける。「今夜、武器を持ち市を邪悪な悪漢どもから守ろう。やつらは今夜街を燃やすつもりだ！」
② Kenosha Guardの号令から間を置かず、"STAND UP KENOSHA!!!! TONIGHT WE COME TOGETHER"(立ち上がれケノーシャ!!!!今夜共に行こう)というFacebookグループが作成される。
③ Infowarsがこれを紹介。フォロワー外まで情報が拡散。
④ ケノーシャに武装した人々が登場。
⑤ カイル・リッテンハウス容疑者が銃撃事件を起こす。容疑者とKenosha Guardらの関係は不明(少なくともフォロー等はしていない)。ただインタビューで「守りに来た」と語っているので、触発された可能性はある。
以上。
町山氏のTweetはこれをオールインワンして形を整え、スパイスを足した感じね。ちょっと編集しすぎじゃないかしら。
カイル容疑者はトランプ支持者で警察のファンボーイでBlue lives matterの支持者だけど、アレックス・ジョーンズのくそったれの関係者ではないし、Kenosha Guardらのメンバーでも(たぶん)ない。たぶん呼びかけもしてない。
なのでまあ、町山氏はTweetの訂正なりした方がいいんじゃないかしら。
この件に関しては町山氏よりネオぐら氏の方がずっと真実に近いわね。
ただネオぐら氏のように建前を丸っと受け入れるのもちょっと微妙と思っちゃうのだけれど。
Kenosha Guardらの建前は"守護りに来た"だけど、メンバーやフォロワーが「大量の銃とパイプ爆弾あるぜ」「やつらを撃ち殺せ」「やつらに地獄をくれてやる」等々の発言をしてるのでね。右翼の過激派方面まで拡散した部分もあるし。
ネオぐら@neogratche
ちなみに、この少年―カイル・リッテンハウス氏が発砲した瞬間の動画はYouTubeに沢山アップされてるので、どういう状況での銃撃だったかは自分の目で確認する事が出来る。実際に見てみると、襲い掛かってくる暴徒から必死に逃げているのが分かる。
ネオぐら@neogratche
頭に何かを投げつけられたり、スケートボードで殴られたり、持ってるライフルを奪われそうになる等、極めて危機的な状況であり、この中での銃の使用は正当防衛が成立する可能性は十分にある。実際YouTubeで活動する弁護士のRobert Gruler氏は成立すると自身の動画で証言してる
射殺時の動画は2種類あるの。たぶんネオぐら氏が言ってるのは2番目のやつじゃないかしら？
① 1人目射殺→https://twitter.com/AnonOpsSE/status/1298627537980010504
② 2人目射殺＋3人目負傷→https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5V-wS-4adh8
二つ目の動画で彼が追跡されている理由は彼が人を撃ったから。‘He shot someone! He shot someone!’
なので二つ目の動画で撃たれてる人たちは「襲い掛かってくる暴徒」ではなく「1人撃ち殺して逃走中の犯人を捕まえようとする人々」なのね。
こっちに関して正当防衛を主張するのは、ちょぉっと厳しい気がするわ。
ただし、一つながりの動画じゃないので、私の勘違いで本当は②の方が先という可能性もあるわ。実際そう言っているTweetもあったはず。そうだったら伏してお詫び申し上げるとともに以上は撤回するわ。
“And then this guy with this huge gun runs by us in the middle of the street and people are yelling, ‘He shot someone! He shot someone!’ And everyone is trying to fight the guy, chasing him, and then he started shooting again.”
「その後、この大きな銃を持った男は道の真ん中を走り、人々は『彼が誰かを撃った！彼が誰かを撃った！』と叫びました。そして皆がその男を追いかけ捕まえようとしたとき、彼はまた撃ち始めました」
1人目に関しては情報がほとんどなくて「(射殺された)男は銃を持っていた/先に撃った/酷い挑発をしていた」みたいな話はあったけど、それを裏付ける証拠みたいなのは無かったのよね。銃を持つ相手に追いかけられていたなら、正当防衛は成立しそうだけども……。ま、情報待ちよね。
私が調べた範囲ではこんなもんかしら。役に立ったならうれしいわ。
I would like to write about what I know and understand about the Soka Gakkai because the D.C. Times published an article titled "China's Manipulation of Japan, NPOs and Soka Gakkai Act as Pipeline = U.S. Think Tank Report".
First of all, as a premise, the Soka Gakkai is a cult.
This is because there is a definition of a religious cult, and the reality of the Soka Gakkai falls under that definition in many ways.
You can read more about the definition of a religious cult and mind control in the book "Combating Cult Mind Control: The #1 Best-selling Guide to Protection, Rescue, and Recovery from Destructive Cults ".
The Soka Gakkai is also a collection of criminals, sick people and poor people.
In fact, the Soka Gakkai is similar to the mafia gangs in Italy and Mexico, and it has reigned as the largest criminal and anti-society organization in Japan in the name of a religious organization.
Many of its members have been brainwashed and are unable to recognize and judge themselves as normal human beings.
In the 1950s and 1980s, Soka Gakkai members were forcibly recruited to join the Soka Gakkai, and nowadays, it is estimated that about 10% of the Japanese people are members of the Gakkai (Soka Gakkai members).
In particular, the Soka Gakkai has infiltrated civil servants, specifically the police force, the fire department, and the Self-Defense Forces, and it has been revealed that 20 to 30% of the Metropolitan Police Department's employees are members of the Soka Gakkai.
There is always a certain percentage of Soka Gakkai members in elementary, middle, and high school classes, and in corporate workplaces, and therefore it is taboo to criticize the Soka Gakkai in those communities.
This is because the Gakkai members in each community monitor the words and actions of their community members in the same way as the mainland communists who have infiltrated Hong Kong, and if someone speaks out against the Soka Gakkai, they will target that person and initiate a campaign of sabotage.
The sabotage is similar to the CPC's repressive actions against human rights activists in Hong Kong, including obstructing, harassing, and following them around, an act that has been described as mass stalking.
For example, in Japan, if you make a placating statement in a school class or at work that the Soka Gakkai is a cult religious group because it meets the definition of a cult group, members of the Gakkai in the community get madly angry (depending on the degree of mind control they are receiving) or bite off their anger to deny the statement.
Then they label the person who made such a statement as "anti", and they also share information about the antis with other members of the Soka Gakkai, and begin to perceive them as "beings to be punished by Buddha", to be targets of surveillance and group attacks.
In reality, however, the definition of a religious cult was not defined for the Soka Gakkai but for dangerous religious groups such as Aum Shinrikyo and People's Temple, which were intended to prevent ordinary people from being harmed by them.
The Soka Gakkai falls under the definition of a cult because the Soka Gakkai has cult-like tendencies.
When Soka Gakkai members are pointed out to the Soka Gakkai, instead of thinking "Let's fix what's wrong with my religious group," they think of suppressing their critics (anti) and silencing them, which is a pattern of thinking and behavior of a fanatic of a religious cult, and the sarin gas attack (terrorism). I feel that the followers of Aum Shinrikyo at the time when it was founded must have had a similar pattern of thinking and behavior.
Believers in cult groups are unconsciously mind-controlled and brainwashed, so they don't think that they should change their way of thinking and behavior when criticism is pointed out to them. In this respect, their attitude is similar to that of the Chinese Communist Party towards the demands of human rights activists in Hong Kong, i.e., the fanatics of cult groups such as the Soka Gakkai are not normal human beings.
By the way, there is an organization called JCP in Japan, which is also anti-American and illegal in the United States.
It is well known that some anti-American organizations cooperate with each other in order to undermine this country by signing a pact called "Soko Kyodo Agreement" and facilitating agents of anti-Japanese and anti-American groups.
It is obvious that the JCP is an anti-American terrorist organization in nature and that the JCP is a cult-like organization when it signs an agreement with a religious cult.
From another point of view, the Soka Gakkai, to its followers, appears to be a huge organization that carries out fraudulent and criminal activities such as Ponzi schemes and network businesses. It also has elements of a black business, and believers who join the Soka Gakkai are becoming materially and mentally exhausted.
The following blog, run by Mr. Sinifié, exposes the reality of the Soka Gakkai. It contains the testimonies and experiences of many current and former Soka Gakkai members and ex-members who have left the Gakkai.
It is clear that this reality of the Soka Gakkai is far removed from the original role of religion, which is to provide individuals with peace of mind and spiritual support.
As the saying goes, "like begets friend," it is only natural for the Soka Gakkai to try to maintain a good relationship with the CPC.
However, many Chinese who have worked in Japan seem to dislike the Soka Gakkai and return to their countries.
Although the Soka Gakkai employs a different strategy than Aum Shinrikyo and has infiltrated many organizations such as corporations, police, fire departments, the Self-Defense Forces, and local government officials, the Soka Gakkai members who have infiltrated the Kasumigaseki bureaucracy and the Self-Defense Forces are considered dangerous to the U.S. because they are inherently dangerous.
Because they are essentially anti-American and may act as agents to cooperate with the CPC.
There are some findings that are common knowledge among intellectuals in the U.S. and Europe but have not been made known to the Japanese people in Japan because the media and bureaucrats have stopped them.
One of them is that the Soka Gakkai headquarters has been sending donations from Gakkai members to Noriega (former general, now imprisoned) in Panama for large-scale tax evasion and money laundering.
Noriega received a large amount of money from Daisaku Ikeda of the Soka Gakkai and invested it in his own drug business, spreading drugs on an international level.
Daisaku Ikeda of the Soka Gakkai has been investing and managing the donations collected from Gakkai members in Noriega's drug business as well as tax evasion and money laundering. At the same time, the Soka Gakkai and Daisaku Ikeda invested the donations they received from Gakkai members in Noriega's drug business as a means of tax evasion and money laundering, and returned the profits to the domestic market to help the Soka Gakkai executives line their pockets and build Soka Gakkai facilities and Soka University.
The fact that Daisaku Ikeda raised Noriega's profile in the Seikyo Shimbun during the same period must be undeniable to those Gakkai members who have subscribed to the Seikyo Shimbun.
In particular, there are many Gakkai members at the level of police organizations, the Metropolitan Police Department and prefectures, who have been causing social problems and covering up crimes committed by Gakkai members in Japan.
Well, if they are in a state of unconscious brainwashing and mind control, they may not believe the contents, and may assume a pattern of behavior such as getting angry, grumpy, or attacking the writer.
In other words, one can expect a lot of denial of facts like the followers of Aum Shinrikyo, which is easy to expect, but this (the issue of Soka Gakkai and drug business, tax evasion, and money laundering) is a fact that was revealed because Noriega was arrested and imprisoned for spreading drugs in the US. This is a fact that is well known as common knowledge in the U.S. and Europe.
The fact that the Soka Gakkai is a criminal organization is very difficult to deny.
んー色々
dotがあったけど、つながなかったし
Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
I know that you want someone to read this document, but I can find nothing what you want to express. This is just a piece of shit.
I am currently working at a factory in a department where I work day shift and night shift. My workplace is in the countryside, where the nearest station is a station where only regular trains stop, and I live in a cheap apartment near a station where only regular trains stop. If I work the night shift, I have to wait for the train for 30 minutes no matter when it ends.
I once hated these 30 minutes.
Factory work is boring. It just repeats the same process. The only way I can cope with boredom is to think while working, or to take advantage of the noisy environment and sing at a decent volume. I didn't want to spend 30 minutes of idle time after such boredom was over, I wanted to go home early, eat, drink and go to bed, and I had no other feelings.
About this time last year, I started writing down things I'd been thinking about in my workday when I was bored, as a 30-minute reprieve from boredom. I am not a smart man, as many factory workers probably are. The longest I've ever written is perhaps a two-page, one-line book report.I struggled to come up with the best way to express myself while I was on shift, and I wrote it down while smoking a cigarette in the smoking area near the station. I can write about 1,000 or 2,000 words, more than three times the length of two pages and one line, without any difficulty.
Thus, I started to use these 30 minutes only for writing. Since then, I've spent my days finding something to write about for those 30 minutes, figuring out how to write it during my shift, and actually writing it while waiting the train.
I got a glimpse of the joy of writing freely, writing words that no one else will ever know.
And now, for the first time, I'm writing with the intention of getting others to read it.
On the first day of December, it was decided that I would be reassigned to a department that did not have a night shift, starting in April. It's a full-time day job that I've been waiting for for the last year, but after April I might be away from writing. When I thought about this, I felt the urge to have someone else read my writing.
I started this writing on December 2, 9 night shifts = 4.5 hours, so far about 800 words. Oddly enough, it's close to two pages and one line. The moment I want someone to read my writing, I find it very difficult to write. However, I'm proud to say that this text makes a lot more sense than the two pages and one line I once wrote, and above all, I was never bored while writing it.
I wonder if I will still be writing since April. We won't know that until the time is right. However, I will say this.
I now love to wait 30 minutes for the train after my night shift.
