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はてなキーワード: Think itとは
フード・コンピューター (food computer) のプレゼンを配信していたTEDが、2点の批判についてページを公開した。
汚染水排出でMITメディアラボのオープン農業構想を州の環境保護局が調査中
Hype vs. Reality at the MIT Media Lab (The Chronicle of Higher Education)
オープン農業構想のプロジェクトリーダー Caleb Harper が建築を学んだ後この構想に至った経緯や、プレゼンで偽装するよう指示された研究員が、開発していない機器や無関係のプロジェクトに写真入りで紹介されたこと（プロジェクト担当者の水増し）も説明されている。
As research lead, Babakinejad felt it was his responsibility to raise these issues with Harper and other members of the team, and he did so in an email. He also raised his concerns with Ito. In an email, he told the director that the Open Agriculture Initiative had not been able to create a controlled environment in the food computers, and that the devices had been sent to schools and a refugee camp without being tested to ensure that they worked. He worried that Harper was misleading funders. Ito responded by asking if he could raise these issues with Harper. Babakinejad agreed to let Ito share his general concerns. (Ito did not respond to a request for comment. A Media Lab spokeswoman declined to comment.)
プロジェクトにおけるresearch leadとして、Babakinejadはフード・コンピューターの問題（光合成のためのLEDによる熱で温度が安定しない、二酸化炭素、酸素、湿度を調整できない）を提起する責任があると感じ、その問題をメールでHarperや他の研究員に提起した。その心配を伊藤穣一MITメディアラボ所長（当時）にも提起した。「オープン農業構想はフード・コンピューターの中で制御された環境をつくることができていません。その装置はきちんと動作するか検証されないまま学校や難民キャンプに送付されました。」Harperが資金提供者を誤解させていることが心配だった。伊藤所長は、その問題をHarperとともに提起できる（その問題をHarperに話していい）か、彼に質問しました。Babakinejadは自分の懸念を伊藤所長から他に伝えることを了解しました。（伊藤穣一氏にコメントを依頼したが、返答なし。メディアラボの広報担当もコメント拒否）
Harper's optimism helps raise money, and without money he won’t be able to see this dream of an international network of food computers come true. His critics, he said, “are basically jealous because I raise a lot of funding while giving away knowledge for free.” Harper also said that he doesn’t mislead the public. He’s explained his progress in great detail in a series of Medium posts, he said. Some may have misinterpreted his vision as current reality, he said, but if they listened closely they would not be mistaken. “Can you email a tomato to someone today? No,” he said. “Did I say that in my TED talk? Yes. Did I say it was today? No. I said, you will be able to email a tomato.”
Harperの楽観主義は資金集めに役立ちました。その資金がなければ、フード・コンピューターの国際的ネットワークが実現しませんでした。Harperによれば、自分への批判は基本的には嫉妬、なぜなら知識を無料で提供しているのに多くの資金を集めているから。Harperは、自分は一般の人を誤解させていない、Medium に詳細を書いた進捗状況の記事をずっと書いているから、とも言いました。自分の展望を今の現実と誤解している人がいるかも知れないが、もししっかり聞いていたなら、誤解は決してしない。「トマトにメールを今日送れますか？いいえ」「TEDトークで私は言ったでしょうか。ええ。それが今日だと私は言いましたか？いいえ。私は、トマトにメールを将来送れるようになる、と言ったんです。」
It's true that Harper didn’t quite say that food computers can email tomatoes or apples, though you could be forgiven for thinking exactly that. He frequently leaves the impression that the project has achieved, or is on the brink of achieving, an enormous breakthrough. It’s a style that has attracted the sort of high-profile attention, not to mention corporate funding, that fuels projects at the MIT Media Lab, and his willingness to showcase food computers beset with problems feels consistent with Ito’s “deploy or die” philosophy.
確かにHarperは、フード・コンピューターがトマトやリンゴにメールできるとは言っていない。しかし今できると考えてしまうのもしかたない。彼は、自分のプロジェクトがすでに大きなブレークスルーを達成したか、今すぐにも達成しそうだという印象を頻繁に残している。その方法で、いわゆる有名人やもちろん企業の投資の注目を集め、MITメディアラボのプロジェクトに資金が集まる。問題が山積している食料コンピューターをHarperが展示し続けるというのは、伊藤穣一氏の「実装なくば死を」の考えに一致しているようだ。
M.I.T. Media Lab, Already Rattled by the Epstein Scandal, Has a New Worry (The New York Times)
“You seem to think endlessly reiterating untrue claims will lend them credibility, but it won’t,” Dr. Babakinejad wrote to Mr. Harper. “By persisting in this course of action, you have been putting M.I.T. and everyone associated with you at risk and I think it’s time that you were made to face up to that and take responsibility for it.”
「正しくない主張を終わることなく繰り返していればその主張に真実味が出てくると考えているようですが、ありえません」とBarakinejadは（雇用契約の更新がされなかった後）Harperに書いた。「そういった行動を続けることで、MITとあなたに関係している全員を危険にさらし続けています。それ（正しくない主張を繰り返すこと）に向き合って、責任を取るときだと思います。」
The food computers, which researchers have envisioned selling to the public, are supposed to provide plants with just the right amount of light. But when the light function was not working, another member of the OpenAg team said, speaking on the condition of anonymity to describe sensitive events, an engineer manually rigged the device so that light would shine at the correct level during an important demonstration.
フード・コンピューターは、一般に売り込むために研究者の想像したものですが、適切な光の量をちょうど植物に供給すると思われています。しかし、光の装置が機能しないとき、匿名を条件にしたあるオープン農業構想チームの研究員によれば、大事なデモのときに技術者が装置を不正操作して、適正レベルに光らせていました。
コーネル大学教授（植物学）Thomas Bjorkman によると、オープン農業構想の論文が書いているような機能を持つ箱はあるが、操作するのに費用が掛かり、24キロワット（240個の100ワット電球を同時に光らせる）エネルギーが必要になる。
論文の学術的価値について、「制御環境を使った農業工場の現状はとても進んでいるので、植物栽培の研究や実践について影響はほとんどない。」とBjorkman教授はコメントした。
In an email exchange with Mr. Ito, Dr. Babakinejad expressed his concern about what he said were Mr. Harper’s false claims in a draft of the academic paper, the “60 Minutes” interview and lectures.
“Up to now,” Dr. Babakinejad wrote, “we have not been able to achieve a ‘controlled environment’ nor been able to create an atmosphere (Climate control) as he leads people to believe in his talks. His claims about developments such as implementations of image processing, microbiome dosing, creating different climates and collecting credible data from bots across the world are not true.”
Mr. Ito wrote in his reply: “Can I say that you have concerns about whether the food computers have been able to create a controlled environment which would put into questions some of the claims we make about the data and outcomes?”
Dr. Babakinejad replied in the affirmative, and the exchange ended.
MITメディアラボ伊藤穣一所長（当時）とやりとししたメールで、Barakinejadは論文のドラフト、ドキュメンタリー番組のインタビュー、講義でのHarperの誤った主張に関する心配を書いていました。
「現在まで、Harperが講演で人々を信じさせているような、制御された環境も出来ていないし、天候の制御も出来ていない。画像処理の実装、マイクロバイオーム、異なる気候を作ること、世界中のボットから信頼できるデータを集めること、といった開発についての主張は正しくありません。」伊藤穣一氏の返事は「フード・コンピューターが制御された環境を作れるかどうかによって、データや結果に関しての主張のいくつかに疑問が生まれる、という懸念を持っているということでしょうか」
Babakinejadは肯定的な返事を返したが、そこでやりとりは終わった。
他に「リンゴは収穫してから店頭に並ぶまで平均11か月（最近は14か月）掛かっている」の11か月という統計に根拠がないと指摘しても、Harperは止めなかった。アメリカ農務省の答え「その統計は不正確」
MIT Media Lab Kept Regulators in the Dark, Dumped Chemicals in Excess of Legal Limit (Propublica and WBUR)
以下では、MITメディアラボオープン農業構想をメディアラボ、MIT環境健康安全オフィスをMIT、マサチューセッツ州環境保護局を州と略記。
2015年 オープン農業構想 (Open Agriculture Initiative) がCaleb HarperによりMITメディアラボで開始
2016年8月 コンサルタントがMITメディアラボの施設ディレクターにメール「水耕栽培用の水の窒素量を10ppm以下に抑えるなら、排水用の貯水池が最適」
2017年6月ごろ Babak BabakinejadがHarperのグループに参加
2017年10月 Babakinejadがresearch leadに昇進し、汚染水を排出した施設での勤務を開始
2017年12月 マサチューセッツ州監査員が貯水池の利用に制限付き許可を出す。
2018年3月22日 ラボノートの記録によると、廃棄濃度を報告義務の限度を大幅に超える（水の量が多く、許可の制限内では希釈できない）。
2018年4月 （研究員→メディアラボ）BabakinejadがHarperにメールで汚染水の窒素量が制限を大幅に超えているとHarperに報告（1度目）
2018年4月16日 （研究員→メディアラボ、MIT）Babakinejadがメールで汚染水の窒素量が大幅に超えているとHarperとMITに報告。HarperはBabakinejadにMITへの直接報告を禁止。
2018年4月17日 MITのPhyllis CarterがHarper, Babakinejad, ほかのメンバーにメール「先週のサンプルにおける窒素量は140ppm。このレベルの排水は許可されない。」（MITはこの時点で州の規則違反となる環境汚染を把握）
時期不明 HarperはBabakinejadに勤務時間中の作業内容を30分ごとに記録するよう指示（Babakinejadは報復だと感じた）
2018年中旬 BabakinejadがHarperのグループから去る。
2019年1月 （州→MIT）マサチューセッツ州の担当者 Joseph CeruttiがMIT環境健康安全オフィスPhyllis Carterにメールで、貯水池に排出された汚染水の窒素量の月例報告を催促。
（MIT→州）Carterは4月から6月まで何も貯水池に排出していないと返答（1-3月、7-12月の報告を送らず、無視）
2019年2月（州→MIT、メディアラボ） 報告が届かないので、CeruttiはCarterとHarperに、2週間以内に回答がなければ、違反通知、罰金、許可取り消しを警告
（メディアラボ→州）HarperはCeruttiへ即座に返答「農業廃液は野外に捨てて、米国環境保護庁の地下注入管理プログラム (UIC) のシステムには入れていない。これはMITと合意した手続き」（貯水池のみの利用という
同級生が朝早くから夜遅くまで働いて、疲れ果てて土曜はずっと寝てて
今日の日本で全人格的労働を求められることが広く知られている中で
起業することもなく既存の企業で働いていくことを、選んだのだから
自己責任だと考えていた。
その生活を選んだのは本人であるから、自己責任であると思っていた。
Cortezの立場をとるなら、これは公民権の問題であって、自己責任ではない。
子どもを持ちたいと願いながら、それが叶わない生活の中に制限されているのは
| 【全訳】米国史上最年少の女性下院議員がキング牧師ばりの演説
| https://courrier.jp/news/archives/150572/
| Watch Alexandria Ocasio Cortez’s Inspiring Women’s March Speech | NowThis
| https://youtu.be/TNJZhuZCYow
Hello! Thank you. New York City!
Are you all ready to make a ruckus?
Are you all ready to fight for our rights?
Are you all ready to say that in the United States of America everyone is loved, everyone deserves justice, and everyone deserves equal protection and prosperity in our country.
It is such an honor to be here, and I don’t think it’s a coincidence that we’re gathering here today, the weekend before Martin Luther King Day.
Because I believe this moment and where we are right now is a resurgence from where the civil rights movement left off.
And we are here to carry the torch forward.
Because when we talked about racial and economic justice, racial and social justice, we started to really extend those issues to the issues of economic justice, environmental justice, and the intersectionality and interconnectedness of all our fights.
Justice is not a concept we read about in a book.
Justice is about the water we drink, justice is about the air we breathe.
Justice is about how easy it is to vote.
Justice is about how much ladies get paid.
Justice is about if we can stay with our children after we have them for a just amount of time – mothers, fathers, and all parents.
Justice is about making sure that being polite is not the same thing as being quiet.
In fact, oftentimes the most righteous thing you can do is shake the table.
Last year we took the power to the polls.
And this year, we’re taking power to the policy, because we have taken back the House of Representatives.
This year we’re gonna organize.
This year we’re gonna fight for voting rights.
This year we’re gonna keep pushing, because 2020, we took – in 2018 we took the House of Representatives, and through 2020, we’re gonna take the White House and Senate, too.
That’s what we’re gonna do because we need to advance and fight for an America where all people are welcome and no people are left behind.
And I know that while this year has been historic, there’s a lot more congresswomen left here in this audience right now.
There’s a lot more city councilwomen.
There’s a lot more workers that will be building businesses.
There’s a lot more – and I know that there’s a future president out here, too.
Let us remember that a fight means no person left behind.
So when people want to stop talking about the issues
that Black women face,
when people want to stop talking about the issues
that trans women or immigrant women face,
we gotta ask them, why does that make you so uncomfortable?
Because now, this is the time that we’re gonna address poverty.
This is the time we’re gonna address Flint.
This is the time we’re gonna talk about Baltimore & the Bronx, and wildfires, and Puerto Rico.
Because this is not just about identity, this is about justice.
And this is about the America that we are going to bring into this world.
江戸の春画には、まぐわってるカップルの横に子どもが描かれていたりするので、日本的といえば日本的なのだろうけど
セックスに対してあっけらかんとしていて、宗教的に愛は神聖(子作りするための性交も神聖)とされ、日本よりは性教育をしている国でも
who went as far as to call it “child abuse”.
“I think its totally wrong,” commented Kim. “It’s bordering on child abuse and social services would not be pleased.” The commenter then went on to suggest that the parents could face legal ramifications for having sex in front of their child. “What if they wake up? Revolting and I wouldn’t be able to not say anything. There’s absolutely no need to do it in the same room so the fact they do is just disgusting.”
▼ Is it ever okay to have sex with your child in the room?
https://www.mamamia.com.au/having-sex-with-child-in-the-room/
日本よりも部屋のスペース広いのに音を出して誤魔化したり、ベビーシッター雇ったり、
▼ How To Have Sex With Your Kids In The House — An Age-By-Age Guide
https://www.romper.com/p/how-to-have-sex-with-your-kids-in-the-house-age-by-age-guide-9070
What Japanese Girls Think of Chikan (molesting girls on trains)
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3yP0iGVNZmw
この動画が中々興味深い。
まず、インタビューを受けた女性のうち多くが、痴漢にあったことがあると言っている。
「電車が揺れたからかなと思って距離を置いたら追いかけられた」という話も。
痴漢被害の多さに対して、コメ欄は英語ばかりなのだが、ショックを受けた風の外国人のコメントが集まっている。
Robzilla_92
Damn, it's really sad and heartbreaking to hear how many of them said yes to being molested...
更に、「痴漢はされた方にも悪いところがある。服装とか…」と答える女性もいた。(「スカート全降ろしの子も痴漢されたので服装は関係ない」と言ってる女子高生らもいたが)
それにショックを受ける外国人も多いようだ。
The comments that were the most shocking was that they would actually take part of the blame for the situation happening. Incredible
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訳:「一番ショッキングだったコメントは、痴漢にあう方にも責任があるというコメント。信じられない」
Some Random Edgy Guy
Interesting, most women seem to think it's partly their fault, which is worrying. Maybe they're just too considerate and not wanting to give definitive judgement, but if someone molests then he (or she) is on the offensive, taking action and clearly to be blamed. It doesn't matter how short the skirt is or sth like that, if you grope - you're to blame.
2 か月前（編集済み）
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訳:「興味深いことに多くの女性は痴漢被害について自分にも非があると考えているのが心配だ。(略)スカートがどれほど短いかなんて関係ない、痴漢は悪であり、非難されるべきだ」
Taj Parker
It’s very depressing seeing the ratios. It should’ve been 100% the gropers fault. There’s things that i love about japan but the way they treat women brain washing them into thinking this is somehow their fault is unfathomable.
2 か月前
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訳:100%非があるのは加害者側だ。日本について私が愛することは沢山あるが、女性が痴漢被害者にも非があると考えるように洗脳されているのは恐ろしい。
更に、痴漢を捕まえたり訴えたりはしなかった、と皆答えている。
「手続きが煩雑だから」「周りも見て見ぬ振りで助けてくれない」「現行犯じゃないと逮捕されないから」という答えに問題が詰まっているように思う。
Justin
Culture shock. Very passive attitudes toward sexual harassment.
2 か月前
訳:「彼女達の、セクシャルハラスメントに対する受容的な態度にカルチャーショックを受けた」
この動画でインタビューを受けていた中には失礼ながらいわゆる美人とは言えない人もいた。
海外のコメントは皆真剣に受け止めた内容だったが、日本人の反応は「自意識過剰だブス！」「冤罪が専用車両が」ばかりであろうことを考えると恥ずかしくなる。
Dad. Mom.
This might be my last letter.
If you're ever reincarnated…
I would want to be your son again.
please.
I wasn't supposed to end like this.
I was supposed to find happiness, and show you I was happy.
That was the plan. So…
So, I'm praying…
that you would have me as your son again.
please.
How with that sound?
Sir, Is there anyone else you would want to send a letter to?
Yes, she's a girl I grew up with. We've known each other since we were kids. She was like a sister to me. She told me she liked me. I think I liked her, too.
But I shipped out before we started acting like a true couple. We didn't even kiss.
Do you remember the time you confessed your feelings for me?
I was really, really, really happy.
Maria. Maria, I want to go home to be by your side.
I don't want to die.
I want to go home, to be beside you.
Wait for me, please.
Are you getting everything down?
Violet. Send off the letters for me.
Thank you for helping me.
I am right here. I am right by your side.
I need touch you me. I need your touch.
I am holding your hand now, sir.
Oh I'm getting cold
"Kiss me"
"Thank you"
"Everything will be okay, sir. I promise your letters will be delivered.
I'm sorry that I wasn't able to protect him.
I don't want to anybody to die.
from the line of "Violet Evergarden"
from a battlefield with love.
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For a long time, I am in a dark box.
According to someone's comment I heard outside of the box, a tiny bottle containing deadly poison is located in this box. Although the bottle is completely sealed, a hammer is positioned in the vicinity of the bottle. And they said the hammer would fall down at a certain time.
When is "the certain time"? I don't know. In this very moment? Or distant future? Possibly, it already has come (I don't want to think about it). No one can affect the hammer. As an independent event, it will fall down with probability 50%. The probability is exactly 50%. Possibly, the bottle may be broken, or may not. About myself, dead, or, alive.
I must say, how terrible the situation is.
It is impossible for me to avoid having a furious indignation. My life, the most important issue for me, is completely away from me, and is solely dependent on the simple figure, FIFTY PERCENT! Too much terrible.
Additionally, and I think it is completely unreasonable, I am shackled in many ways to keep the probability at exactly 50%.
Visual perception. The box is completely shielded from any light. It's for avoiding me from finding and destroying the bottle and apparatus. Complete darkness. I am in the total darkness. Thus, now I can’t see even the outline of myself. Possibly it sounds strange, the darkness makes me have a doubt about the existence of my body itself.
Acoustic perception. Maybe, from the reason I mentioned above, a perfect sound insulation is used. I can’t hear even the voice of my own. I don't know the mechanism. In the first place, as I can’t see anything, how can I investigate it? So, this is only a speculation, possibly, my drum membranes were damaged before enclosure in this box, or, some special material is used for the wall of the box.
Anyway, in a dark box too much good at shielding light and sound, my visual and acoustic perception is dead just as the term indicates.
As if further confirmation are needed, a huge fatigue weighing heavily upon me is another shackle for me. It seems that they gave me some kind of muscle relaxant to avoid me from struggling. As I can’t change from the same posture, my tactile perception is almost paralyzed.
No light. No sound. Smell and taste are unreliable. Tactile perception is in malfunction. I am like a puppet. All the five senses are out of control of mine. Too much cruel. Perfect shackles. I wish if they had given a sleeping medicine. I feel I am in agony without any external injury. My life, my existence itself, is completely ignored. Such a humiliation keeps my sanity. Only such a humiliation can.
The right to control the life and death of myself is completely deprived. I hate such situation. The core determinant of the continuity of my life is completely dependent upon, solely upon, a pure probability. Completely away from anyone's will. I hate it, again, I hate it!
Why do I have to be enclosed in such a box? In such a ridiculous box, why do I have to be in fear of life and death with such perfect shackles?
I am lonely. Am I feeling empty and flat? Difficult to avoid sobbing? No. My loneliness is much deeper. I am in a sea of void. I am alone. Completely alone. As an orphan, I was thrown into this endless darkness. I am quivering in the absolute zero.
There is no perspective in this box. Only the darkness is here. I can’t feel the bottle and the hammer. I can’t feel the wall, the bottom, and the ceiling neither. They should be there. But all the five senses of mine are deprived. I feel like there is nothing. While those things have some meanings.
Speaking honestly, I am not so sure I am in a box. I am sure that what I am exists. I am thinking. I am fantasizing. It is the evidence showing the uniqueness of mine, which is called the ego or the consciousness or the mind, is solid. But, is the uniqueness is truly enclosed in the box? Is it possible that it is floating in another space? I can’t eliminate such doubts.
Possibly, what I am here is floating in the end of the universe, or is lying down at the bottom of the Mariana Trench. Or going down from a vent of the Kilauea volcano, maybe.
I don't have any method to know how the box (enclosing me) is. All the senses of mine are dead. It is impossible for me to determine whether here is inside of a box or not.
In addition to that, I am not so sure that I am truly alive. I don't have any way to confirm such a simple thing. Possibly, the 50% probability has already passed beyond me. Maybe I am already dead. I am still alive, maybe. Injected with muscle relaxant, shallow breathes, weak heartbeats. Or, cessation of all of them, simply leaving meat bolus.
I am deprived of any capability of controlling my own body. Who can say that my mind resides in the body continuing vital activities? The five senses have been poisoned with the total darkness. They can’t function as sensory organs. I don't have any chance to know the truth. Possibly, any supposition is fabricated by myself. The situation surrounding me and the uniqueness of myself are components of programmed role-play, possibly.
About the existence of mine, I can’t determine the behavior. I hate to admit it, but I am in the middle of fluctuation.
I wish someone could find me. I wish someone could open the box and observe how I am, and determine what I am. There is not enough power inside me to do so. All I can do is to continue to quiver in the loneliness.
If I were the Almighty, I could say "Let there be light". I know it is impossible. But I can‘t help feeling how nice it would be if I could say so.
My own free will! It could fix every fluctuation surrounding myself!
At the same time, longing produces shadow. If the box is opened, I will be found and observed. As a result, what I am will be determined. To tell the truth, I can’t look away from the fact I am anxious about being determined.
Although I am unable to determine whether I am alive or dead by myself, I am afraid of the death. I am afraid that I am determined as a dead. I can’t accept. Still I can’t feel, I can’t imagine the death as a specific phenomenon. Probably, that is why I am afraid of death.
No, it should not be restricted to me. King of virtue. Deadly murderer. Regular folks. All the same. Maybe, the elder people or patients of bad disease could have some imagination sufficiently close to the true death. But, even so, it is impossible to know the specific experience of death.
In the end, death is the final destination with overwhelming significance. The time and the consciousness have an absolute irreversibility. Death also has the absoluteness which can’t be changed. Even if it is a ritual pass point or an outstanding impressive event.
Myself, the mind of mine here is, will be vanished at the moment at which how I am is determined. If they deprive the lukewarm water, in which I can’t feel the temperature, it is impossible for me to avoid exposing myself to the air.
I am afraid of such an irreversible change. It is not limited to the determination of death. Also I am so anxious that I am determined being alive.
The current existence of myself is like a tiny, tiny illusion standing on an endless point. Not larger than that. Not smaller than that. Not longer than that. Not shorter than that. No expansion. No shrinkage. Standing upon a unique single point. It is mathematically correct. I am something like a ghost staying upon such a point, having confusion about identity of myself.
The point exists at every position on a plane of coordinates, at the same time, not existing at a certain position. If a certain event occurs, on that moment, it will converge me to a single point among all the space-times, in which the event has occurred, as if having me step off a bus. Without any concern. Even if the point and I have been a one. The illusion, which has stayed in such a point, has possibilities of being real and being vanished like a mist, to an equal degree.
Now, I am existing in every time-space, I have every nature. At the same time, I am suffering from the loneliness that I am away from every nature. I wish someone can find me. At the same time, I am so anxious that where I will be, and that how I will be at that moment.
I have been released from the law of cause and effect. I am undetermined ever, for ever.
せっかく書いたので、ここに吐き捨てておくことにする。
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今の悩みは以下が一番近い、むしろそのままの自分を言い表している。
# 回答がまったく助けになっていないのが酷い。
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怠け癖が再発してしまったのでしょうか？ | 教えて！goo プラス - 教えて！goo
http://oshiete.goo.ne.jp/plus/q/114966
"去年は問題なく日々を過ごせていたのですが、
今年5月あたりから仕事トラブルで一時的に仕事ができなくなり、6月には仕事も回復したのですが思うように仕事がはかどらなく、現在はいつもの4割程度しか仕事がこなせていません。
デスクワークが大半を占める仕事をしているのですが、気が付けばインターネットに集中し、時間が過ぎて仕事を思うようにこなせない後悔の日々が続いています。
自己管理がしっかりできないようであれば自営業を辞め、収入は少なくなりますが再就職を検討したこともありました。
現在は危機感を感じることが非常に弱く、以前のように仕事を数日間で切りつめてやる日々ができなくなり仕事に集中できない人間になっています。
生活は悩んでいないように振舞っていますが、いざ机の前に座ると仕事を考えたくない自分がいます。"
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うつか怠けか。それが問題。
これまでの自分の症状は明らかに「うつだ」と自分でも認識できていたから、
なんとなくこれまでの対症方法で対処できていたような気がするし、それで納得できていた。
納得できていないのは自分の問題だとしても、分かっていてそれを変える（制御する）ことが「できない」。
しかもなぜ「できない」のか、理由を説明することができない。
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第4回 これってうつ病？それともなまけ？ | Think IT
http://thinkit.co.jp/article/108/4
"従来、うつ病になりやすい人は、仕事熱心、秩序を愛し配慮的できちょうめんな人と考えられていました。従来型のうつ病は、まじめで会社に忠実な中高年が発症し、罪悪感が強いのが特徴的です。"
"しかし、最近増加している若い世代のうつ病は、自己愛的で、社会のルールをストレスと感じ、仕事熱心ではない傾向を持つタイプで、現代型うつ病やディスチミア親和型うつ病などといわれています。もともとやる気に乏しく、熱心に何かに取り組んで認められた経験のない人が多いのも特徴です。友人とはうまくいくが、仕事のノルマや上司との関係など厳しい社会生活で簡単に壁にぶつかり、うつ状態に陥ってしまいます。 "
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ここまで言われると腹が立つ。そんな気軽にうつになったりしない。
これまでは"憂鬱""焦り""不安""希死年慮"とそれに伴う"睡眠障害""動悸"などだったが、
最近はそういった症状が鳴りをひそめ、代わりに"怠け"が台頭してきた。
急速に"怠け"が増え始めたのは2011年6月から。7月が現在のピークだが、9月はそのピークを超える見込み。
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岡野憲一郎のブログ：気弱な精神科医 Ken Okano. A Blog of an insecure psychiatrist: うつ病再考 （2） 怠け病は本当にないのか？
http://kenokano.blogspot.com/2011/02/2.html
"まず「欝ではなく怠けだ」という人たちはある典型的なプロフィールを持つことが多い。それは「仕事に関しては意欲がわかず、職場に行こうとしても様々な精神的、身体的症状のためにそれが出来ないが、趣味やそのほかの自分が興味の持てることに関しては積極的である」というものである。これでは確かに「うつ病」という診断を下すことには違和感が生じるのも無理はない。しかしこのプロフィールはすでに「健常人」と異なるところがある。それは「症状」の存在だ。普通私たちは意欲のわかないことは、ただそれをしないだけである。特に「症状」など起きない。たとえば確定申告のための書類を書くのが面倒くさい時、私たちは単純にそれを先送りするだけだ。その書類を書こうといざ机に向かうたびに、頭痛や吐き気やゆううつな気分になるということは普通起きない。しかしそのままにしておくと経済的、社会的な制裁があることを知っている。すると確定申告を我慢して行うか、あるいは制裁を甘んじて受けるかの二者択一となる。（中略）そこでもしA君を「こら、遊んでばかりいずに、働け！」と怒鳴りつけたとする。ここで二つの可能性がある。ひとつは重い腰を上げてハローワークにいくか、仕事を探そうとすると「症状」に襲われてしまい、それが出来ないか、である。後者の場合はA君は病院にいき、その症状に応じて診断を受けることになる。このA君の特徴をひとことで言い表すならば「なすべきことを強いられると、症状が出てしまう人」ということになる。でも、である。これって立派に病気なのだ。少なくともこれまでの精神医としての経験からすれば、そうなるのである。症状はあたかも意図的に作り出されているようだが、「気を取り直せ」とか「しっかりしろ」とか「たるんでる」とか「気のせいだ」とか「怠けだ」といっても、それはどこかに消えてなくなるわけではない。症状がそこにあって、ある程度は目に見えて、以上のような声賭けや恫喝をもってしても決して消えることがないとき、私たちはそれを病気、と呼ぶのである。"
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これを病気とされて薬が増えたり休養を勧められたりしてたら、
いつまで経ってもこれから先に進めやしない。
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岡野憲一郎のブログ：気弱な精神科医 Ken Okano. A Blog of an insecure psychiatrist: うつ病再考 その（7） かくしてうつは誤解される
http://kenokano.blogspot.com/2011/02/7.html
"原因のきっかけへの取り違えは、実は患者の家族にも、そしてここが重要なのだが、患者自身にも起きる。心のうつの原則を一番信じているのは、実は患者自身である。"
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半分合ってる。
"これはうつだと断定してくれる"ことを期待する自分と"うつじゃない"と抵抗する自分がいる。
ここでも矛盾とそれに伴う葛藤が生じている。
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岡野憲一郎のブログ：気弱な精神科医 Ken Okano. A Blog of an insecure psychiatrist: うつ病再考 その（11）結論
http://kenokano.blogspot.com/2011/02/11.html
"私は「結構昔もこんな人が社会のどこかに隠れていたんだろう。」という議論が好きだ。とにかく昔はいろいろなことがイーカゲンだった。"
"私は「最近の社会人は未熟だ」から「怠け方、甘え型のうつが広がった」と考えるよりは少しすっきりする。というのも「近頃の若い者は・・・」という議論は昔からいつの時代もあったのだ。それほど若い者が難題にもわたって未熟になっていたら、おそらく現代人は江戸時代や奈良時代、縄文時代の人間よりよほど未熟でだらしなく、甘ったれと言うことになるだろう。"
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まったく結論になっていないけれど、この結論が一番救われる気がする。
たぶん昔から私みたいなのはいて、今はただそれがうつとして扱われるようになったということ。
ひきこもってないだけまだマシ。
問題だと思って悩んでいるだけまだマシ。
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【0406】休職して遊びまわっている部下は擬態うつ病でしょうか
http://kokoro.squares.net/psyqa0406.html
"この方はうつ病ではないと思います。ご指摘の通り、擬態うつ病でしょう。そう考える理由が、遊びに関しては十分以上のエネルギーを注いでいるということにあるのも、ご指摘の通りです。"
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そういう意味では、自分は今の生活の全てを仕事に振り向けようとしている。
平日帰宅後はできる限り早めの就寝をして中途覚醒分の睡眠時間を取り戻すようにしている。
土曜日は各病院を回り、日曜日は一日のんびりするようにしている。
と書くと、擬態うつをごまかそうとしている心のあらわれなんだろうか。
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http://kokoro.squares.net/psyqa0200.html
"具体的な対応の仕方は微妙な点も多く、個々のケースによって変わってくるのはもちろんですが、原則としては、その職場での許容範囲を設定し、それを本人に明確に伝え、許容範囲を超えた場合には厳しい態度で接するべきであると私は考えています。
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これを自分からお願いする、というのはおかしいか。どれだけマゾなんだ、自分。
でも、叱ってくれる上司を求めているのかもしれない。
父性を求めているのか。立派なメンヘラだなぁ。
たぶん結局答えはない。
問題だと思っているなら、それを解決する方向に一歩でも半歩でもいいから自分を進めること。
Call me taxi と同じで、通じるか通じないかと言われれば、相手も人間だから、通じるけど
正しいかどうか？とは別だろ？
合ってるか間違ってるか、わからないから、話さないより、間違っていても話すほうが重要だとは思うが・・・
どうでもいいけど、長いよ。
Please help me.
It is some credit card trouble.
It is not inbalid in your site. I think it is not true. It is active.
で、良くないか？自分の英語がうまくないというなら、無理に長く話そうとすると、失敗するから、短く話して、あとは相手に聞いてもらったほうがうまくいくと思われ。
1. ビジネスを立ち上げる日を設定する。BeckyとSheilaの場合は、5月に会社をその年の9月に設立すると決めた。最初は「どんなにか大変だろう」と思ったのだが、それほどでもないことに気づいたが、日付にはこだわった。信念を持って計画を達成しよう。
2. 自分たちに完璧を求めないこと。努力するのはよいことだけど、顧客のための自分のドアを開く方法を見つけた方がよい。
3. テスト期間中に収益をあげよう。ビジネスを立ち上げ、ビジネスを始めるときには、すでに顧客からのフィードバック、何を売るのか、何に優れているのか、何が収益が高いのか、自分が何がしたいのか、ということが土台になっているように。
4. 狭いターゲットに絞ろう。これは非常に難しいことだ。なぜなら、人間の傾向として、巨大な市場の後についていって成長するほうが簡単だと、考えがちだからだ。小さな市場にサービスを提供するという信念は、最もよいチャンスに注力することや、とてもよい製品やソリューションを作るときに役立つはずだ。そうすれば顧客はクチコミによってそれを広め売上がついてくるだろう。
5. 顧客の課題を解決するために自分たちのツールを売り込むことよりも、顧客の課題自体に集中しよう。この心構えは、ビジネスプランを練ったり、製品を顧客のニーズに合わせることに役立つはずだ。これは、異なる製品やサービスがビジネスを成長させるためのソリューションになるかもしれないということを気づかせるかもしれない。
http://d.hatena.ne.jp/momoco-f/20100507/1273163950
5 Secrets from a Profitable Start-Up business
A year ago, Becky McCray and Sheila Scarborough were entrepreneurs with their own businesses who attended the SOBCon conference and decided to partner to start a business. By September 2009, they had launched Tourism Currents to teach tourism professionals how to use social media. In their first month, they generated a profit. Today, they came back to SOBCon and shared the secrets of their success, with the caveat ? these are not rules, the path has not been perfect, but it worked for them, so it could work for you too:
1.Set a deadline to launch your business. They decided in May that they would launch in September, and stuck to the deadline even as they learned their initial expectations of “How hard could it be?” were inaccurate. Push forward and…
2.Don’t expect perfection of yourself. It is good to strive for this, but is better to find a way to open your doors to customers so you can…
3.Generate revenue while you test. Launch and iterate on your business based on feedback from your customers, what sells, what you’re good at, what is profitable, what you want to do.
4.Solve for a narrow target. This is very difficult because our natural tendency is to think it is easier to grow by going after a big market. Trust that solving for a narrow market helps you focus on the best opportunities and will help you create great products and solutions that your customers help you sell through word of mouth.
5.Focus on your customer’s problems rather than the tools you’re selling to solve them. Having this mindset allows you to evolve both your business plan and products to meet their needs. This allows you to see that a different tool (your product or service), rather than a better one, might be the solution that helps you grow your business.
http://blog.quickbooksonline.com/2010/05/01/5-secrets-from-a-profitable-start-up-business/
『ザ・コーヴ』狂想曲 海外メディア・関係者・監督を直撃！（後編）
http://www.cyzo.com/2010/03/post_4071.html
の一部を英訳したよ★！
あとは頼んだぜ！
^^^^^^^^^^^^
== What was the production intention of the movie?
I wanted to change the world.
It's not just a movie to pay $10 and have fun.
Both dolphins and Japanese will be happy with this.
== You don't eat dolphins. But how about other creatures like fish ?
There was a time I did not eat them.
But, without meat my body lack energy.
So, I now eat some.
== Don't you need to eat fish and animal to gain energy ?
I mainly eat small and short living fish like sardine.
It's in the bottom of the food chain.
Long living fish contains liquid silver.
== I am not asking about the liquid silver problem. I am asking about the need to eat animal and fish, and the food culture.
Ideally speaking, I would like to be a vegetarian.
But I do not have that strong will.
(snip.)
== You say that killing dolphins are cruel. Don't you eat cows and pigs ?
In '86, I went to the slaughterhouse, and after that I could not eat cows and pigs.
I do not ask my wife and kids to stop eating them, and I do not ask Japanese to stop eating them too.
== Does that mean that you stopped eating not because it is cruel, but it makes you feel sick ?
I am a vegetarian. I do not eat animals that walk.
(snip.)
== In your movie, you keep telling that the Japanese government hides information about liquid silver. But the Health, Labour and Welfare Ministry of Japan has the data about 60 types of fish out into the open.
It also saids that it could have influence to expectant mother.
It was repored by the news, and was much discussed.
But I do not trust that numerical value.
In our research, the numbers are much higher.
== I am not talking about the numbers. I am asking about the description, hiding, that you are repeatedly using in your film.
The government releases the data, but on the net, people will not see it, and the numbers are not correct.
(snip.)
== You entered into a restricted area for filming. And you also did a secret filming while you talked with the police. Don't you have a law-abiding spirit ?
If I secretly film the savagery in Auschwitz, will I be blamed ?
== I am not talking about Auschwitz. I am talking about Ohtacho.
I think it's in the same range.
Many people must know this.
(snip.)
Original Story : The Cove madness (Written in japanese)
http://news020.blog13.fc2.com/blog-entry-339.html
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Wonder why he didn't go to Europe for filming.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LU640t7VjK8
Canada's Seal Slaughter
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2dYNLwtRkc
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B001MBUGLY/
日本版が8/6に出るけど・・・
★☆☆☆☆ Not a More Cardio Wii Fit, Rather a Disaster of a Product, July 16, 2009
The concept is fantastic but the wiimote/sensor interaction is too finicky. It made the workout too frustrating. Specifically:
- If the way you hold the wiimote/nunchuck is off even slightly, the exercise stops and waits for you. You have to guess what it's waiting for.
- There reps are not timed to the music and there's no consistency to the timing. Instead of getting into the flow of the reps, it waits for you before it does the next rep. There's too much "thinking" time between reps making it hard to get a good flow to your workout.
- When doing reps, it's normal to anticipate the next rep, but this game does not allow for that. You finish a rep, the program goes back to the top of its do loop and then it does the next rep. It's very choppy - there's no smooth rhythm to the reps.
- If you move even a little faster than the "follow me" droid it stops completely (like its giving up), puts a note on the screen and waits for you to go back to the top of the rep.
- The instruction videos take FOREVER to demonstrate a simple exercise. Between that and the delay between reps, there's lots of down time.
Overall, I found it very frustrating because every time my workout started to flow, something interrupted it. I've had the Wii for over a year, and play with it daily so I don't think it's a learning curve issue.
評価の悪かった批評ぐらい訳してみようかな・・・
