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はてなキーワード: I knowとは
Nights, downward the actual curtain on the darkish. Rather busy day time people hurried towards home, along with the family unit. Daily belonging to the noisy town also proceeds towards the an old days or weeks all the tranquility. You bent LengYue has quietly hung in the shrubs, conceal behind the cloud towards relaxation daily belonging to the famous actors equally slowly awaken, start that rudiments associated with eyes, for the pulsating complete too stunning light.
I'm keen on private, to be a person at dusk the actual quiet not to mention delightful roadway for any go around. Additionally helpful to wander by themselves from this peaceful tiny most people about the roadways of skip anyone far away. While, WE need to know your location, also need to know in case you have consider me personally, however Actually, i know that right now, AS I genuinely wish to, beneficial presume a person......
If a wind power blowing into my personal heart, a center on instantly from the thoughts from films for hills. Because a vibrant moonlight on when in front of me personally, AS I view the moon has your own shadow. After the very first planet that's delightful some blasting music artist presently of the nighttime sky, WE apparently read the your wish and your ideal. In the event the moment meteor throughout from prior to me, as i similar my personal eyes, their hands collapsed for the shooting take the leading role developed a small amount, that is certainly, I allow meteor is actually my would like most people not to mention lose for you, and even inform you about, Now i am that quiet night, not a soul, great issue around far-away place of a person......
Winter weather event really black, extended, moreover very cold, AS I nevertheless wandering in this particular lengthy long occasion, for the reason that event WE surround, allow ice cold blowing wind blowing such as me, WHEN I is not aware. My center will be as if from most people glow thinkings from the terminate, getting rid of, this steamy the actual fire. The continue within boiling, the brain within rolling, the sensing stuffed, I adore floating within......
Guess what happens? So i'm scared on the dark, though adore within the night. So i'm scared on the cold, just who dropped fond of snow. I adore one, not saying you. WHEN I forget a person, though cannot explain. Since you also contain your own dream, you could have ones own goal, you could have your task, you could have much more the position and responsibilities. Well, i find it difficult to trouble you, find it difficult to supply you with difficulty, alot more cannot help you for WE distractions. Although I'm sure your own with the mind even wish to everybody, however I am able to only place you with the spirit. Silence from the heart belonging to the range to pass-up most people...
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I know how to become a super-easy Your Life?
Tips on how to live it happily for everyone
I become more comfortable with the power off
Also suffering are all spicy sloppy vision, and white security.
The emptiness of the first pain and sadness.
Can even change to ease the suffering.
If you can make your day burdened with dirty
It should be possible to throw away what we have so
I understood just how sloppy or the world?
Suffering and illness, and we insist on such things.
Cling to the things that you hear.
Taste and smell differ from person to person
What is also not helpful.
The bad stick to tea mind wavers.
A big talk and while it is alive, various things are.
You can see what a miserable so difficult.
But I go place to place with us.
Which is invisible to anyone.
I try to be bright and without force.
Because you will enjoy about You can not see the future.
What guy I'm feeling it alive.
Be difficult to live and certainly correctly.
But I'll live can even brighter to anyone.
Tips have a Bodhisattva living. There is no need to live in suffering.
I enjoy living in it becomes Buddha.
Once knowing the risk would be quite bad
Reasonable fear of living is help.
It is misread
Throw away your heart you are, It's not to say.
Do not forget your dreams and fantasies, and compassion,
Once nirvana But even where it is located.
Life is no need to change anything, just the perception of change.
If you have plenty in mind, anyone become a Buddha.
Remember the wisdom of this melt. But few words.
Make sense I know that I'm fine without thinking.
It would be nice suffering becomes smaller.
You all suffering admits even lie no more bullshit, I like that.
Let the past may be a prelude to forget all.
But just want to remember it.
Look tweeting If you're so inclined,
It's just good chanting in the mind
You see, open your ears listen well
"You'll cast, the bad idea is disappears, the soul is silenced, all things in here, it's beyond everything. "
"At that enlightenment will come true. All will be fulfilled in this mantra. "
Do all the way, the dream all the way, and read all the way, the injury all the way, the youth of this shore, I eyebrow XinWei cu, listening to the wind tells the years of the past; Go all the way, appreciate all the way, listen to all the way, drunk all the way, time of the other side, you gently walk, bring me for my whole life the oath. Smile, as a jade, just like the cold winter la month of a warming Yang; Words, amiable and gentle, like stroke and a wisp of spring breeze; The heart, clear as bright, filled with tolerance and forthright.
In the boundless huge crowd, you I meet by chance, and then silence who know each other, as world all the fate, we own the roaming in, repeated a story of others. Looking at today's you and me, read the yesterday's he and she, original all is so similar to the ends of the earth, the same scene, every moment thousands of deduction. The different stage, the same script, different actors, the same lines, perhaps, that is what the world had said the world of mortals.
Life, seems to be a little spring and fall streams, no waves without wind, go light, so of the day, that you and I, is I have dreamed of. But he is always thinking of, perhaps our stories will be something different, always feel, I want life probably shouldn't so, always think, and the story you and I should deducing other wonderful. Perhaps this is the so-called is not satisfied with it.
Not content with me, occasionally also play a song in life all much ado about nothing. The occasional upset, the occasional sentimentality, occasionally sad sorrow bosom, such me, sometimes not even willing to tolerance, but you will always smiled and said it doesn't matter. A that's ok, covers the you to my tolerance. Thank you, thank you willing to listen to me, thank you willing to understand me, thank you for your concern and care of understanding.
Along the way, just behind the one season blossom has collected, have already in the years flows through place vanished, lift. Magging issues.it, those flowers, then no longer in those days Ming yan; Walk off, those figure, also do not know when from my life disappear; For a around, those familiar with smile, and those who agreed upon oath, and has set up a file in the baptism of the mood swept away. Looking back, QiFengChuYu also only you have been, from beginning to end with reckless abandon.
I know, you are always on, maybe not at nearby, but has lived in my heart. You are in my heart, so, I count the mirror in flower, and cicadas in the eyes of the tender you smile and looked at on the water, and know that you SiQi born rich, and son ChengYue vow.
You know, more than any other, I in the character of the much a slightly thin cool. Those who love, I do not say, and not understand; Those good, I don't talk, and not unknown; Those who warm, those carefully, I pretended that I don't know, but one can see in the eye, and talks to heart. I'm not good at expressing, doesn't mean I don't have felt in the heart, on the contrary, a warm action, a concern of look in the eyes, a warm words, of all things, I kept away, and put it in my heart.
Since always, all don't understand you in my life to a role play, from that year to now, you and I walked all the way from strangers, to close right now, our story is in what the beat is a? Perhaps the story is finalizing a play, also or two hearts were there, but I thank you have in this warm attitude in my MingTu.
Thank you for the lonely in my time took me by the hand, and thank you for making me again believe a fairy tale of aestheticism, thank you for your face my unreasonable never give up, thank you for your tender feelings with the whole life the warmth of my I thin cool, thank you to accompany me along the way. To you, please make I say thank you, thank you let me in such years can also ease dream, let me be able to a insignificant posture face a window to listen.
The dream flowers, quietly away, and in a hurry fell, some people, quietly, and silently walk, that time, like water flowing silence, from refused to make a little I stopped, and our story? Our story will end in where? Tomorrow's you I is near at hand, or the apart?
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For a long time, I am in a dark box.
According to someone's comment I heard outside of the box, a tiny bottle containing deadly poison is located in this box. Although the bottle is completely sealed, a hammer is positioned in the vicinity of the bottle. And they said the hammer would fall down at a certain time.
When is "the certain time"? I don't know. In this very moment? Or distant future? Possibly, it already has come (I don't want to think about it). No one can affect the hammer. As an independent event, it will fall down with probability 50%. The probability is exactly 50%. Possibly, the bottle may be broken, or may not. About myself, dead, or, alive.
I must say, how terrible the situation is.
It is impossible for me to avoid having a furious indignation. My life, the most important issue for me, is completely away from me, and is solely dependent on the simple figure, FIFTY PERCENT! Too much terrible.
Additionally, and I think it is completely unreasonable, I am shackled in many ways to keep the probability at exactly 50%.
Visual perception. The box is completely shielded from any light. It's for avoiding me from finding and destroying the bottle and apparatus. Complete darkness. I am in the total darkness. Thus, now I can’t see even the outline of myself. Possibly it sounds strange, the darkness makes me have a doubt about the existence of my body itself.
Acoustic perception. Maybe, from the reason I mentioned above, a perfect sound insulation is used. I can’t hear even the voice of my own. I don't know the mechanism. In the first place, as I can’t see anything, how can I investigate it? So, this is only a speculation, possibly, my drum membranes were damaged before enclosure in this box, or, some special material is used for the wall of the box.
Anyway, in a dark box too much good at shielding light and sound, my visual and acoustic perception is dead just as the term indicates.
As if further confirmation are needed, a huge fatigue weighing heavily upon me is another shackle for me. It seems that they gave me some kind of muscle relaxant to avoid me from struggling. As I can’t change from the same posture, my tactile perception is almost paralyzed.
No light. No sound. Smell and taste are unreliable. Tactile perception is in malfunction. I am like a puppet. All the five senses are out of control of mine. Too much cruel. Perfect shackles. I wish if they had given a sleeping medicine. I feel I am in agony without any external injury. My life, my existence itself, is completely ignored. Such a humiliation keeps my sanity. Only such a humiliation can.
The right to control the life and death of myself is completely deprived. I hate such situation. The core determinant of the continuity of my life is completely dependent upon, solely upon, a pure probability. Completely away from anyone's will. I hate it, again, I hate it!
Why do I have to be enclosed in such a box? In such a ridiculous box, why do I have to be in fear of life and death with such perfect shackles?
I am lonely. Am I feeling empty and flat? Difficult to avoid sobbing? No. My loneliness is much deeper. I am in a sea of void. I am alone. Completely alone. As an orphan, I was thrown into this endless darkness. I am quivering in the absolute zero.
There is no perspective in this box. Only the darkness is here. I can’t feel the bottle and the hammer. I can’t feel the wall, the bottom, and the ceiling neither. They should be there. But all the five senses of mine are deprived. I feel like there is nothing. While those things have some meanings.
Speaking honestly, I am not so sure I am in a box. I am sure that what I am exists. I am thinking. I am fantasizing. It is the evidence showing the uniqueness of mine, which is called the ego or the consciousness or the mind, is solid. But, is the uniqueness is truly enclosed in the box? Is it possible that it is floating in another space? I can’t eliminate such doubts.
Possibly, what I am here is floating in the end of the universe, or is lying down at the bottom of the Mariana Trench. Or going down from a vent of the Kilauea volcano, maybe.
I don't have any method to know how the box (enclosing me) is. All the senses of mine are dead. It is impossible for me to determine whether here is inside of a box or not.
In addition to that, I am not so sure that I am truly alive. I don't have any way to confirm such a simple thing. Possibly, the 50% probability has already passed beyond me. Maybe I am already dead. I am still alive, maybe. Injected with muscle relaxant, shallow breathes, weak heartbeats. Or, cessation of all of them, simply leaving meat bolus.
I am deprived of any capability of controlling my own body. Who can say that my mind resides in the body continuing vital activities? The five senses have been poisoned with the total darkness. They can’t function as sensory organs. I don't have any chance to know the truth. Possibly, any supposition is fabricated by myself. The situation surrounding me and the uniqueness of myself are components of programmed role-play, possibly.
About the existence of mine, I can’t determine the behavior. I hate to admit it, but I am in the middle of fluctuation.
I wish someone could find me. I wish someone could open the box and observe how I am, and determine what I am. There is not enough power inside me to do so. All I can do is to continue to quiver in the loneliness.
If I were the Almighty, I could say "Let there be light". I know it is impossible. But I can‘t help feeling how nice it would be if I could say so.
My own free will! It could fix every fluctuation surrounding myself!
At the same time, longing produces shadow. If the box is opened, I will be found and observed. As a result, what I am will be determined. To tell the truth, I can’t look away from the fact I am anxious about being determined.
Although I am unable to determine whether I am alive or dead by myself, I am afraid of the death. I am afraid that I am determined as a dead. I can’t accept. Still I can’t feel, I can’t imagine the death as a specific phenomenon. Probably, that is why I am afraid of death.
No, it should not be restricted to me. King of virtue. Deadly murderer. Regular folks. All the same. Maybe, the elder people or patients of bad disease could have some imagination sufficiently close to the true death. But, even so, it is impossible to know the specific experience of death.
In the end, death is the final destination with overwhelming significance. The time and the consciousness have an absolute irreversibility. Death also has the absoluteness which can’t be changed. Even if it is a ritual pass point or an outstanding impressive event.
Myself, the mind of mine here is, will be vanished at the moment at which how I am is determined. If they deprive the lukewarm water, in which I can’t feel the temperature, it is impossible for me to avoid exposing myself to the air.
I am afraid of such an irreversible change. It is not limited to the determination of death. Also I am so anxious that I am determined being alive.
The current existence of myself is like a tiny, tiny illusion standing on an endless point. Not larger than that. Not smaller than that. Not longer than that. Not shorter than that. No expansion. No shrinkage. Standing upon a unique single point. It is mathematically correct. I am something like a ghost staying upon such a point, having confusion about identity of myself.
The point exists at every position on a plane of coordinates, at the same time, not existing at a certain position. If a certain event occurs, on that moment, it will converge me to a single point among all the space-times, in which the event has occurred, as if having me step off a bus. Without any concern. Even if the point and I have been a one. The illusion, which has stayed in such a point, has possibilities of being real and being vanished like a mist, to an equal degree.
Now, I am existing in every time-space, I have every nature. At the same time, I am suffering from the loneliness that I am away from every nature. I wish someone can find me. At the same time, I am so anxious that where I will be, and that how I will be at that moment.
I have been released from the law of cause and effect. I am undetermined ever, for ever.
- [ ] I don't feel angry and hate.
- [ ] I still cry, worry and sad. That is ok. Life is not that simple to anybody
- [ ] What I really want is for you to be happy.
- [ ] I still want to disappear sometimes because I can't imagine I can be happy without you. You changed my life definition of happiness.
- [ ] this line needs to be considered
- [ ] But I always could not do it. There are too many people around me to do that.
- [ ] this line is not good.
- [ ] So I'm very lucky that I got a lot of friends and words that I need at the moment I need. I was thinking in a different way sometimes. But now I can see I am very lucky.
- [ ] You changed me a lot. There's a lot of things i know in my mind. You gave me a chance to make that happen.
日付は 2008 年 4月になってる。
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すげー聞き取りにくいのでヒアリングの練習してみたw === 向こうのカウンターで強盗開始 === M: OK. Scared? F: No-no? M: OK M: (何か指示したっぽい？ここは正直さっぱり判らなかった) === 神の名の下に反撃開始 === F: You know what? <- 意を決して説得開始（以後の頻度から口癖かね） F: I know you can do whatever you want with me. F: But we can talk with yourabout the Jesus like I. あなたの状況について神を前に話しませんか ＃ Jesus and I でいいのか？ M: A what? えっ ＃他にどう訳せというのか・・・ F: The Jesus like I. Before you leave. M: ...God bless you for that. ・・・あなたは良い人だ ＃「えっえっー」と訳したい気持ちで一杯です === 男、言い訳モードに突入 === F: I'm Christan and... M: So am I and I have to say I hate doing this. F: I know. M: I do. I-I, OK, I'm embarassed for doing this. But I have no choice. 俺だってキリスト教徒・・・だけどどうにもならないんだ（涙 ＃つかどんだけアメリカでは宗教は重たいんですか === 女、主導権を握る。この時点でもう男は撃てない === F: Ah...I'm the one charge. ...and...never havn't haven't looking before. ＃「ここは私が責任者（なので話ができるし）、別の方法を ＃ 一緒に考えない？」と提案始めたが割り込みもあり尻切れトンボに F: You know what? You wonk(?)? ＃これわからん F: You have beatiful life(?). You don't need to... 他にも道はあるわ！人生を大切にして！ ＃と訳しては見たものの、聞き取れる言葉からだと意味が出せない M: How about making a quarter. 頼むよ ＃ 「慈悲のカケラもない==no quarter」の応用と思われる === そして説得の王道へ === F: You know, you don't need to get difficulty(?)...find a way better for you ...for everyone out there. あなたがこんなに苦しむ必要ないはずよ！もっと良い方法を 見つけましょう・・・ね？ F: I'm not blaming you or not judging you...don't know what you're going through, but all of us are going through a hard time right now... ...very hard time right now. あなたのせいとかそういうんじゃないの。 何があったのかは判らないけど、大変な時期なのよ。みんな本当に苦しいの。 M: XXXXX police(?) are pleased to do anything to anybody up in the street. Never had time like this before. あいつら何でもやっていいと思ってるんだ・・・こんなのは始めてだよ・・・ ＃ついに心を許し愚痴る男。しかし事情不明なのでなんのことかわからない === 驚愕の事実発覚と怒涛の進行 === F: You know what. I can try to help you. Try to find a job. I have lot of friend in charge. 仕事とか、見つけられると思うの。たくさん知り合いがいるの。 M: I have a job. いや仕事はあるんだ F: You do? Then why you're doing this? ＃「な、なんだってー」と翻訳したい気持ちで(ry M: Because I might be depicted if I don't come up with $300. ＃んーとわからん。明日までに$300ないと裁判沙汰とか収監されるとかかなー？ === リア充の口撃がぐさぐさ === F: You mean you don't have any friend that could borrow you? M: I'm sorry for doing this to you. F: You don't have any friend that could borrow you the money? えー、金を借りれる友人がいないのは小学生までだよねーキャハハー ＃・・・なんて酷いことは言ってません。言ってませんが、 ＃この時点で発砲する奴はいるはず === しかし切羽詰った男も最後の説得を試みる === M: I spent last 3 days trying to do that. M: Look, I know that you have to call the police. I know that you have to do what you have to do. M: I'm not really good at these stuff.... M: There's no money in the store?... Can you show me... わかってる、わかってるんだ・・・もう３日も走り回ったんだ・・・ でもお願いだから！ === 新たな驚愕。そして男の後悔 === F: That all we have. We only keep these for change. ごめんなさい・・・おつり分しかないの・・・ M: You own the store? ここ、あなたのお店？ F: No. M: You don't own the store. あなたの店じゃないんだね（ほっ）＃（じゃあお金だけは・・・） F: I'm the manager. I'm, the one who take care of anything. Anything that happens. 店長なの。店のことは全て私が ＃「全て」が伏線だとは男は予想だにせず M: Then it wouldn't be hurting you. I'm sorry. I have to take it with that. I'm sorry. 会社の金なのなら・・・すまない、貰っていくよ・・・ F: They will ...charge me for it. でも私が・・・払うの・・・ M: They will charge you for it...!? ＊驚愕＊ あなたが・・・！？ ＃「な、なんだってー 」。男、迷惑をかけた反省の念で心が一杯に ＃ つか雇われ店長にこれは酷くないか。They vs Us で男女一体となった瞬間 F: I'm the one responsible. Nobody comes here. I'm the one to deposit the money. I'm the one to order. ＃先の「全て」の伏線がここで回収完了。無限責任社員・・・ === 反省、そして撤退 === M: I don't...I didn't mean to do that to you. I'm sorry. そ、そんなつもりじゃなかった。すまない。申し訳ない・・・。 M: I understand you still have to call the police. け、警察呼ばなきゃいけないのも判ってるから。 ＃相手が優しすぎて通報しなかったらまずい立場になることを ＃考えて、気を遣ってわざわざフォロー。これはなかなかできない。 F: You know... you don't need to do that. M: I'm sorry, I'm sorry. God bless you. F: You know Jesus! He can help you! He can change your life! M: God bless you. F: Jesus helps you! He can change your life! 「こんな・・・こんなことしなくてもよかったのに！」 「すまない。本当にすまない」 「キリストに縋りなさい！助けてくれるから！変えてくれるから！」 「ありがとう、ありがとう」 「助けてくれるから！変えてくれるから！」 F: Go back to church! F: Find a job! Get real friend from church! F: Talk to a path(?) that can pray for you! ＃だめだ・・・日本語にすると現実感のない話になって訳せない
チャートで考えてみよう。
3.物質・物体語ならばそれは個数を数えられるモノか
うなぎは、可算名詞である。それは固形であり、概念ではない。うなぎは一匹二匹と数えられる。
I like eel.
と言った時、eel は不定の概念である。注意しなければならないのは、こうした個数を数えられる固形物において不定の概念とは、その性質そのものの概念ではないということだ。
eel と冠詞抜きの単数形で言った時、それは「ウナギ」という概念を意味するのではなく、「ウナギの肉」という数えられない具象物を意味する。一個二個と数えられる固形物には「抽象概念」は無いからだ。
I like eels.
と複数形を用いなければならない。
I like the eel.
とも言うじゃないかとの意見もあろう。もちろん、そういう言い方もする。
the にはふたつの意味合いがある。この「ふたつの意味合いがある」ということがこの定冠詞を日本人が理解する上で話をややこしくしている。
第一に意味を限定すること。
第二に全体を提示すること。
The mother loves her children. 母親というものは子供を愛するものだ。
ここで示されているのは、「母親」という性格への確信である。特定の母親ではない。母親ならば必ずそうだという全体に対する確信である。
There is a mother who loves her children. 子供たちを愛している母親がいます。
不定冠詞で示される「母親」はたまたまそういう母親がいるということだ。
I know a mother. The mother(She) loves her children. 私はある母親を知っている。その母親は子供たちを愛している。
この場合の mother につく the は全体ではなく特定の母親を指している。
「母親と言うもの」と「その母親」という意味が異なる単語が、同じ the mother という形をとる。日本人が定冠詞につまずく最大の理由が多分これだ。
Mothers love their children. 母親ってのは子供を愛するもんだよ。
全体を示す the mother を複数形にすることで、口語っぽい表現になると同時に猶予が生じる。まあなかには例外はあるかもしれんけどね、という猶予である。
これに対して、抽象語や不可算名詞、一個二個と数えられない具象物の場合は、もっと話が簡単になる（一般的な意識とは逆ですね）。
不定の場合は原形、特定したい場合は定冠詞をつければいいだけだからだ。
これで構わない。ラーメンは一個二個と数えられるものではないので、原形で抽象概念性をあらかじめ帯びている。
I like the ramen. だと味噌ラーメンなのか、来々軒のラーメンなのか、何か特定したラーメンだということになる。
これはどちらも成立する文で、しかも意味は同じながらニュアンスが違う。最初の文は、マイノリティという性質を示している。後ろの文はマイノリティという集合の中に一人だと言っている。
They are minority.
They are minorities.
複数形になると意味の違いははっきりとする。前の文は彼らはマイノリティであると言っている。後ろの文では、それらは（性質の異なった）複数のマイノリティ集団であると言っている。
最初の文では、ゲイが何人かいて、「この人たちはマイノリティですよ」と言っている場面が思い浮かぶ。
I finally understood something. A cliche, but something that is important to me.
I've seen nine counselors and four psychiatrists since I was eighteen. I've been sexually and verbally abused by my family, had eating problems, both anorexia and bulimia, and have also been abused by two of the therapists. I'm also a returnee, as the Japanese label me, so I've been bullied at school, and never really felt like I fit in anywhere, including my family. Yes, I had a whole lot of problems.
I always though about killing myself, and it was a ritual to think about whether to die and how to live at the top of a building on my birthday night. The air was always cold and clear, and stars just seem so near. Up there, rationality just seemed to blur, and wrong or right became so dull with all the pain. As a person who believes Christ, or perhaps in any other religion, suicide is a sin, but it literally felt like living in hell.
Nevertheless, now I finally understand. It was the sense of isolation and hunger of being accepted, that had been eating me after all. It's such a cliche, but I guess it's true. It irritates me because not one of the therapists were capable of handling a bilingual, abused and wounded person, and I myself never realized how much trouble I had when the other person was only capable of handling Japanese, although I am as good as a native after living here twenty years. Some of the therapists were trained and licensed in U.S. and spoke English, but I also didn't notice the huge difference of them and myself -- I can't give an explicit example, but I guess being a returnee and a natural interpreter gives people a different sense. Now, I clearly see the difference is not ignorable. And, it's almost unbelievable that it took me so long to come to this point.
I hate myself. I hate myself for not realizing all these years, for all the money I spent on therapy, for being abused, for being abused again by a therapist, for not being able to communicate my feelings and for even ignoring my own senses just to be accepted by my therapists themselves.
Perhaps being bilingual to me is much more troublesome than others say. Hopefully I can now be more comfortable by accepting that I'm like a gypsy. I've always been an outlaw, anyway. And I hope I can be able to connect with people and have real relationships. All the things I wanted from a therapist are the same things I wanted from normal other human beings. I know there are things that need to be covered by professionals, but now that I realize even professionals can't help, and I can't be really accepted by any professional, as long the relationship is kept "professional."
I hope I can sometime make a real relationship, accept and be accepted, by another person, maybe another gypsy.
人の話を聞けない人間に語学で一流になるのは無理だ、というのは感じているけど
なんか Twitter でとある分野の専門家で 2 follower しかいない人を follow して、とりあえず日本人が日本語で書いてることが TL に出てもつまらんだろうから「こいつ何奴」と見られたときのためにばああっと
with intellectual honesty I meant Redlichkeit of Max Weber. All Japanese humanities scholar know about Weber brothers. I'm noticed your doubt on XXs' intellectual honesty. Philosophers often distort others' thought, I know. Recently I've tweeted about AA's aa-tency between x-ly Y's, stupid speculations on b-arity and c-ality for early nantalogist YY's "Nantara" is translated to Japanese in 19XX by Nanashi Gonbe. I've read it. I mainly tweet in Japanese and not good at English like German for after-WW2 Americans, so I recommend not follow me. I'm an nantara-phile in Japan. Almost everything I know about nantaology is learned from Grate Scholar's "Book".
（いいかげんな訳：日本人の学問好きです。なんたら学については誰それの著書でしか知りません。日本語でつぶやいてますし英語も苦手なんでフォローしないほうがいいです。あ、誰それ先生の本は日本語で何年に訳されてて私はそれを読みました。最近つぶやいたのは誰それの何とか性についてとかそういうことです。あなたが言ってた誰それの知的誠実性、あ知的誠実ってのは日本の人文系研究者なら誰でも知ってるマックスウェーバーがどうたらこうたら‥）
みたいなことをつぶやいてすっかり疲れ果てた。
こんなことを書いても一層なんだこいつわと思われるだけで、へたすりゃそのままSPAMMER扱いかもしれん。どうすれば不快な思いをさせずに「私を無視してください」と伝えられるようになるのか。
日本語でも私はこんな調子でどこでも相手にされないのだ。
自分が悪いのはわかっているが寂しい。相手にしてほしいわけではない、と伝えるのにこれほど正しい方法もないはずなんだが。
追記：http://anond.hatelabo.jp/20090622210654 の増田です。自分にはなにもかも決定的に欠落しているのだと思います。
追記：ご指摘通りレトリックが多すぎるので削ってみます。
追記の追記：卑屈さの原因はリアルでアカデミアの知人がいないことにありそうで、ここからは言い訳になるのでこれでやめにします。ありがとうございます。
There is no one can understand me truly
I do not go out and i will keep silence
Everyone is mania in general
You don't have time to sleep
For to know others
It's more complex than how i used to thought
But already i know
The start is living life to the end
Everyone is mania in general
You don't have time to sleep
For to know others
I can't reach well
Is this another next anxiety?
A disruption and blinder
There is nowhere to go
はてサの主力メンバーのタグ一覧を浚って、うまくネタにまとめようと思ったんだけど、
こんだけ悪意によどんだネガタグの一覧を前にすると、正直ふつうの神経なら参っちゃうみたい。
3,000くらいから1/10までしぼりこんだところで心が折れますた。
http://mudainodqnment.blog35.fc2.com/blog-entry-734.html
の１さんに痛く感動したので、今日からちょっとずつ英訳することにした。
めんどいので訳すのは１さんの発言だけ。
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【天国から】外資系企業に勤めてたけど今日クビになった【地獄へ】
1 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]： 2009/02/17(火) 21:54:58.27 ID:q0csBVmX0
これからどうすっぺ
What I'm going to do from now on?
Pがお送りします[]： 2009/02/17(火) 21:56:42.10 ID:hSi8C8C1O
知らない
＞＞2
叱咤激励ですね、分かります
I know you are encouraging me.
5 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[sage]：2009/02/17(火) 21:58:16.69 ID:g2vs+B3F0
上しっちゃうと下で働きづらいよねｗｗｗｗご愁傷さまですｗｗｗｗ
＞＞5
But if it's a normal company, I can leave the office before midnight. So I'm excited already.
Goodbye, a super black slave life.
7 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:13:12.36 ID:q0csBVmX0
こりゃこのままＤＡＴ落ちか
8 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:17:01.13 ID:xyfBFmXQ0
クビになった理由は何？
＞＞8
Thank you for the reply. I'm glad you care about me.
1．景気
1. the economy
2. fight against my boss for a job
3. I refused a sexual harassment from my other boss. And I got power halassment in revenge.
自分に正直にやった結果だから後悔はしていない。
I was honest to myself. So, I'm not regretting.
9 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:18:22.50 ID:PGalirxsO
＞＞1
はいはい、働いたことないニート乙
＞＞9
これからしばらく夢のニート生活だぜ
I'm living a neet life for a while which I was dreamed of.
10 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:19:35.39 ID:ehhTyz9h0
貯金はおいくらまんえん？
＞＞10
うまい棒をおなかいっぱい食べれるくらいはあるよっ
I can eat umai-bou as much as I want with my savings.
18 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]：2009/02/17(火) 22:26:52.73 ID:ehhTyz9h0
じゃあいいじゃん
おれ2000円くらいだし
＞＞18
うまい棒200本買える。まだまだ死なない
I can buy 200 umai-bous. I don't die for some time.
12 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]：2009/02/17(火) 22:23:44.98 ID:KiOrQ6vmO
自分で【】付けるのってどういう気分？
＞＞12
注目してもらいたいみじめな気分
I want attention and I feel misery.
13 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[sage]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:23:57.40 ID:mA5MWVa4P
女かよｗｗｗｗｗｗざまぁｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗ
＞＞13
I guess the day I become a machine for producing a baby will be far away.
14 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:24:42.21 ID:HappM1obO
大丈夫だ
俺なんて大学全オチだ
＞＞14
ｍｊｓｋ 頑張ってね。
Are you serious? hang on.
University is a fun. So, you should never give up and study.
16 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]：2009/02/17(火) 22:25:02.54 ID:oWiHeEoG0
＞＞16
証券会社です
It's broker-dealer.
17 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:25:12.81 ID:xyfBFmXQ0
せくはらって、女性？
＞＞17
そのもようです
looks like so.
19 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]：2009/02/17(火) 22:27:02.60 ID:m8pazNsgO
がーくぅーれぇーきぃー
＞＞19
お利口ちゃんに囲まれた生活は息苦しかったぜ
I've had a hard time surrounded by smart people.
20 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:27:10.37 ID:/Mwh+N470
年収どのくらいだった？
＞＞20
2006年度は3000万くらい。2007年度は2500万くらい。2008年度はたぶん1200万くらい。
About 30 million yen in 2006, about 25 million yen in 2007, probably about 12 million yen in 2008.
肉食いてえ
23 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[sage]：2009/02/17(火) 22:28:47.33 ID:mA5MWVa4P
大学どこよ？気になる
＞＞23
都内の大学
It's a university in Tokyo.
24 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:29:30.96 ID:ehhTyz9h0
あっ!!!どんなセクハラか聞かなくちゃ
＞＞24
反応してくれて嬉しいが、大したこと無い話なんだぜ
I'm glad you responsed. But It's no big deal.
26 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:33:04.21 ID:ehhTyz9h0
ペット飼いませんか？
料理できますけど
＞＞26
当方家事が趣味につき、間に合っております。でも気持ちは嬉しい
「きみはペット」は割と好きでした
I like doing housework. So, it's ok. But I appreciate your feelings.
I liked "you are a pet'.
27 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[sage]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:35:04.47 ID:ishbEQDnO
人生詰みそうなのでスペインのサグラダファミリアに行こうと思ってる俺と結婚しませんか？
＞＞27
結婚は別として、サグラダファミリアは見に行きたい
Other than marriage, I want to go see Sagrada Familia.
世の中の男性は相手の年収を気にすると言うが、vipperは気にしないようだ。嬉しい。
あっ、クビになったからか
It is said that men care about the partner's salary. But it looks like vippers don't care. I'm happy. Oops, I get it. It's because I'm fired.
29 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]：2009/02/17(火) 22:35:38.67 ID:HvwXBcqMO
これからどんな職種受けるの？
＞＞29
資生堂とかいいな。
商社か事業会社の経営企画部とか財務部かな。公務員もいいかも。
半年くらいニートやる覚悟でゆっくり考えます。とりあえず今週末から旅行に行く
It could be business planning department or financial department in trading company or operating company. Civil servant might be good.
I'm ready to be a neet for a half year. For now, I'm going on a trip next week.
みんなレスくれてありがとう・・・目にごみが。゜（ノД｀）゜。
Thanks a lot everyone for replies... something in the eyes...
32 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]：2009/02/17(火) 22:41:42.49 ID:vMtaTtuD0
まぁそこまで年収あっちゃぁ、普通の男性は近寄ることすら躊躇うだろうね
＞＞32
でもそれを言い訳にして仕事ばっかしてた気もするから自業自得だってことくらいは分かってるんだぜ
I felt sad whenever I go to a mixer with my friends of university.
But I feel I was working so hard using that as an excuse. So, I know I deserve it.
33 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[sage]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:41:49.90 ID:mA5MWVa4P
都内の大学ってどのレベルくらいだ？どれくらいのレベルなら有名な外資に行けるんだ？教えてくれ
＞＞33
おいらのいた職種だと、早慶なら可能性ある。ICUとか上智だとかなり厳しい。
In case of a job type which I was in, there is a possibility if it's Waseda or Keio university. if it's ICU or sophia university, it's so hard.
And foreign students, graduates of overseas university, foreign residential experience, connections, those matter a little.
34 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:42:11.32 ID:oWiHeEoG0
もうあんまりそういう時代じゃないよな
男だろうが女だろうが相手の年収は高いにこしたことはないし
だからけっｋ
＞＞34
＞男だろうが女だろうが相手の年収は高いにこしたことはないし
そうだよな。普通はそう思う
でも本心では、失職したら一緒にラーメン屋の屋台でも引けばいいじゃないかって、言って欲しいんだぜ
I agree. Most of people think so.
But at heart, I want to be said "If I lose a job, we can pull a stall for noodle".
I'm used to living a poor life because my family is a farm family.
36 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]：2009/02/17(火) 22:45:58.62 ID:iMNviUYMO
TVで証券マン解雇されて、高級マンションであと100年は生活余裕っていってた
＞＞1も余裕だろ
＞＞36
まあ家賃だけならあと20年くらいは暮らせるけど、まだ20代なんで色々経験したいよ。。。
一足先にニートに突入した元同僚見てると、精神的に結構つらそうだし
I have rent for about 20 years. but I'm still 20's so I want to experience a variety of things.
I saw my old colleague who became a neet before me. it looked hard mentally.
37 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[sage]： 2009/02/17(火) 22:46:02.65 ID:ishbEQDnO
＞＞37
もう経済力無いってばｗ
メル・ギブソンの「パッション」見てからエルサレムの協会行くといいよ
you better see 'Passion' of Mel Gibson, then you go to Jerusalem's Church
39 ：以下、名無しにかわりましてVIPがお送りします[]：2009/02/17(火) 22:50:04.61 ID:6KkdBV6i0
損失補填でも何でもして売っていたあの頃
＞＞39
そっちの部門じゃなかった
でもま、外部の人からしたらどっちも一緒だよな
But I understand there is no difference from people outside.
おつかれさまです。まず一箇所、訳抜けのところ。
Title: re #5
Name: B
I get where you're coming from because I'm tired of utopian solutions from dreamers in Europe.
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ということでは。
#5の「ドンキホーテ」のコメントの人（Fed Upさん）は、この記事のコメントではCityのところに「バルセロナ」と書いていますが、おそらく別の記事のコメント欄で「米国出身」ということを書いているのではないかと思います。なおかつ、このコメントの投稿者のBさんは、Fed Upさんと過去にやり取りしたことがあるのでは、と。（ハアレツはコメントのページからコメント投稿者の過去のコメントを確認する術がないようなので、推測することしかできませんが。）
同じコメントから：
I know we're not used to having media acknowledge our citizens as people, so we get defensive, but I give Mr. Murakami the benefit of the doubt.
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確かに、メディアがぼくらを人間としてみなすことにぼくらは慣れていないから、どうしても防御的になるけど、村上さんに対して性急な判断は控えたい。
このdefensiveは「何かあると攻撃されていると思って過剰に身構える」といった意味でしょう。
（ところでここの「性急な判断は控えたい」って、いい訳ですね！）
もう少し下の方：
From his speech I feel he's criticizing the entire system that has our neighbors trying to destroy us in the first place and the world legitimizing it and the common acceptance of boycotting Israel because it's the in thing to do.
ぼくらのご近所さんがイスラエルを破壊しようとしている事、世界がそれを正当化しようとしている事、イスラエルボイコットの考えが一般化する事を強制するシステム全体を非難しているようにぼくには思えた。
ややこしい文ですね、これ。
he's criticizing
the entire system that has our neighbors trying to destroy us in the first place
and the world legitimizing it
and the common acceptance of boycotting Israel because it's the in thing to do.
という構造ではないでしょうか。したがって、
彼の講演からは、まず（←in the first place）、ぼくらのご近所さんがイスラエルを破壊しようとするのを許している（←ちょっと訳語が変。that has our neighbous のhasが《使役》）システム全体を非難し、それを正当化している世界を非難し、流行しているから（←the in thing）という理由でイスラエルをボイコットすることが一般に受け入れられていることを非難しているように、ぼくには思えた。
※「訳語」はちゃんと検討していませんのであしからずご了承ください。
あるいは、
he's criticizing
the entire system that has our neighbors trying to destroy us in the first place
and (the entire system that has) the world legitimizing it
and the common acceptance of boycotting Israel because it's the in thing to do.
という構造かもしれません。この場合、
彼の講演からは、まず、ぼくらのご近所さんがイスラエルを破壊しようとするのを許し、また世界にそれを正当化させているシステム全体を非難し、また、流行しているからという理由でイスラエルをボイコットすることが一般に受け入れられていることを非難しているように、ぼくには思えた。
http://anond.hatelabo.jp/20090218005155
村上春樹：「常に卵の側に」( http://www.haaretz.com/hasen/spages/1064909.html ）でハアレツに寄せられたコメントの一部です。
http://www.haaretz.com/hasen/objects/pages/ResponseDetails.jhtml?resNo=4542207&itemno=1064909&cont=2
Title: To Mr. Murakami: a few words of reply from an egg
Name: A Philosopher
City: State:
First, let me welcome you to the region. Second, I would like to disagree with you about your description of literature as a skilful lie. A lie must, by definition, involve malice, deception, whereas literature is about imagination: there is no malice about that. Unfortunately, much of what you hear lately on international TV about Israel are indeed lies, not even fiction. You say that Israel is the wall and the Palestinians are the eggs, just because we have Tanks. You tend to forget that the Palestinians are part of more than one billion Muslims in the world, many of whom would like to get rid of Israel if they just could. You also forget that if the situation were reversed and the Palestinians were instead in possession of tanks, there wouldn`t be any eggs left in the middle-east. The wall we build is exactly to protect us, as eggs, from the wolf lurking outside. And If the terrorists didn`t use their own eggs as shield, they wouldn`t break either. All the best to you.
題：村上さんに卵からいくつかの回答
まずは、中東までご苦労さまでした。で、技巧に富んだ嘘として文学を称された件については賛成できません。嘘とはその定義によれば、悪意やごまかしを含んでいるのに対し、文学は想像力に関するものであり、悪意はありません。不幸にもイスラエルに関してあなたが国際報道で目にしたことはまったくの嘘であり、創作でさえありません。イスラエルは壁でパレスチナは卵だとおっしゃられますが、たまたま戦車が私たちにあっただけです。お忘れのようですがパレスチナは10億以上の人口を抱えるイスラム世界の一部です。その多くがもし可能ならイスラエルを消滅させたいと願っています。逆の立場で考えればパレスチナ人が戦車を持ったら中東から卵は消え去る事も思い出して下さい。外をうろつく狼から身を守るためだけに私たちは壁を作ったのです。テロリストが自分のところの卵を人間の盾に仕立てなければ、割れることもなかったでしょう。
http://www.haaretz.com/hasen/objects/pages/ResponseDetails.jhtml?itemno=1064909&resNo=4543094
Title: Like Quixote tilting at windmills
City: Barcelona State:
I don`t doubt that this fellow`s books may be addictive, but I do doubt the value of getting hooked on stories that are all, apparently, based on a false ontology of the world being clearly divided into "walls" and "eggs." As talkback #1 points out, even tank-drivers have their fragility, and to deny their humanity by summarily labeling them "walls," and considering them to be part of some chimerical menace called "the system," is to paint a thin veneer of chivalry over a rotten base of moral recklessness.
What`s been going on in Sderot over the last several years? Have Gazans, driven to desperation by the evil system-monster, been left with no option but to toss their eggs against the walls that surround them? Is it evil for people on the receiving end to retreat unto bomb-shelters (aka "walls") against which these eggs can`t help but break?
Mr. Murakami, walls don`t break eggs unless there is someone throwing those eggs.
題：まるでドンキホーテ
彼の本がやみつきになるのは私も否定しないが、与太話、明らかに間違った本体論、つまり「壁」と「卵」とに世界を分類するというのは何の意味もない。1番目のコメントが指摘するように戦車の兵士だって（卵のように）壊れやすい。あっさり彼らを「壁」とひとくくりして、「システム」という名のでっちあげた脅威にしたてるなんて、わけわからん理由で廃屋に挑む騎士のようなもんだ。スデロット（Sderot）でここ何年もなにが起きている？ガザの連中は悪のシステムモンスターのせいでやけっぱちのやけくそで自分とこの卵をぐるりと囲む壁に投げつけたというのだろうか？シェルターに追いつめられた（これも「壁」だよね、卵は仕方なしに投げつけられて壊れる）人々が邪悪だって？村上さん、誰かが卵を投げなければ壁は卵を壊さないんだよ。
http://www.haaretz.com/hasen/objects/pages/ResponseDetails.jhtml?itemno=1064909&resNo=4543134
City: Amsterdam State:
bit folish to say that the only option is that the hurt civilians are the eggs and the israeli tank and bombs are the wall. Never thought that the israel people are the eggs in a small basket called eretz jisrael which is surrounded by a rather large muslim wall?
No fiction here mr , just hard facts.
Kind regards from the Netherlands
題：壁と卵
負傷した人々が卵でイスラエルの戦車や爆弾が壁だとしか言えないなんてちょっとまぬけだね。もっと大きいムスリムの壁に包囲されたイスラエルの地（eretz jisrael）という小さなかごにいる人たちが卵だって考えなかったのかね？フィクションじゃないよ、ちゃんとした事実だ。
http://www.haaretz.com/hasen/objects/pages/ResponseDetails.jhtml?itemno=1064909&resNo=4543210
Title: re #5
Name: B
I get where you`re coming from because I`m tired of utopian solutions from dreamers in Europe.
But I believe Murakami is a guy who also understands the tank driver and our kids in Sderot. I know we`re not used to having media acknowledge our citizens as people, so we get defensive, but I give Mr. Murakami the benefit of the doubt.
From his speech I feel he`s criticizing the entire system that has our neighbors trying to destroy us in the first place and the world legitimizing it and the common acceptance of boycotting Israel because it`s the in thing to do. This guy is acknowledging our fight to overcome this as individuals and as societies.
This guy is deeper than our critics from Europe, and this guy is a novelist, not a critic.
In Norwegian Wood he painted a really accurate picture of some self-righteous university organizations, quite similar to many of our critics. All I`m saying is before dismissing him or arguing, see that he`s not picking fights or sides.. besides us eggs
ヨーロッパの連中が言うユートピア的解決にはもう飽き飽きしちゃうよね。
村上は戦車の兵士やスデロットの子供たちも理解していると思う。メディアはぼくらを人間あつかいしないから、防戦一方だけど。でも村上さんに対して性急な判断は控えたい。ぼくらのご近所さんがイスラエルを破壊しようとしている事、世界がそれを正当化しようとしている事、イスラエルボイコットの考えが一般化する事を強制するシステム全体を非難しているようにぼくには思えた。こいつは僕らの戦いが個人として、社会として克服されるって事を知ってる。
ヨーロッパの評論家よりずっとわかってるし、彼は小説家であって評論家じゃない。
ノルウェイの森に出てくる独善的な学生運動家は評論家連中みたいで、きっちり描かれている。彼のことをくさす前に、論争を挑んだり一方の側につくつもりがないのを理解しないと。
合計ランキングTOP200から、日本のアニメ、ゲーム関連のキャラを抜き出してみた（俺の解る範囲で）
N Character Games
22 Son Goku (Dragon Ball) 26274
44 Pikachu 18225
49 Naruto Uzumaki 16761
137 Doraemon 9125
139 Monkey D Luffy 9066
147 Haruhi Suzumiya (The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya) 8762
149 Sonic The Hedgehog 8730
167 Ichigo Kurosaki (Bleach) 8253
168 Solid Snake 8224
171 Link (The Legend of Zelda) 8017
172 Light Yagami (Death Note) 8009
192 L. Lawliet (Death Note) 7447
合計ランク内では13/200と割と少ない。
ここ7日のTOP200からの抽出
N Character Games
6 Haruhi Suzumiya (The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya) 4012
8 Son Goku (Dragon Ball) 3939
14 Yuki Nagato (The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya) 3162
16 Hatsune Miku (Vocaloid) 3130
21 Pikachu 2844
30 Konata Izumi (Lucky Star) 2375
32 Reimu Hakurei (Touhou) 2341
37 Monkey D Luffy 2092
38 Rei Ayanami (Neon Genesis Evangelion) 2086
39 Marisa Kirisame (Touhou) 2076
42 Naruto Uzumaki 2049
43 Kagami Hiiragi (Lucky Star) 2048
44 Lelouch Lamperouge (Code Geass) 2037
49 Shana ( Shakugan no Shana ) 1908
50 Saber (Fate/Stay Night) 1907
54 Suigintou (rozen maiden) 1868
58 Suiseiseki (Rozen Maiden) 1784
61 Sakata Gintoki (Gintama) 1741
62 Sakuya Izayoi (Touhou) 1717
66 Louise Françoise le Blanc de la Vallière 1695
76 Nanoha Takamachi (Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha) 1543
79 Aisaka Taiga (Toradora!) 1497
80 Light Yagami (Death Note) 1496
83 Cirno (Touhou) 1478
84 Horo (Spice And Wolf) 1461
85 Sakura Kinomoto (Card Captors Sakura) 1459
86 Conan Edogawa (Detective Conan) 1454
87 Asuka Langley Soryu (Neon Genesis Evangelion) 1453
89 Fate Testarossa (Nanoha) 1449
91 Shinnosuke Nohara 1433
93 L. Lawliet (Death Note) 1420
100 Rena Ryuugu (Higurashi no Naku Koro ni) 1351
101 Ranka Lee (Macross Frontier) 1344
102 Edward Elric (Fullmetal Alchemist) 1337
103 Remilia Scarlet (Touhou) 1319
105 Jotaro Kujo (JoJo's Bizarre Adventure) 1315
109 Solid Snake 1289
110 C.C. (Code Geass) 1289
112 Cloud Strife (Final Fantasy VII) 1277
113 Yukari Yakumo (Touhou) 1273
116 Sheryl Nome (Macross Frontier) 1237
117 Flandre Scarlet (Touhou Project) 1230
119 Ichigo Kurosaki (Bleach) 1216
122 Tsukasa Hiiragi (Lucky Star) 1208
123 Nagi (Kannagi) 1203
124 Yuno (Hidamari Sketch) 1201
125 Patchouli Knowledge (Touhou) 1200
131 Mikuru Asahina 1128
133 Aya Shameimaru (Touhou) 1121
137 Youmu Konpaku (Touhou) 1106
139 Shinku (Rozen Maiden) 1090
142 Alice Margatroid (Touhou Project) 1076
144 Motoko Kusanagi (Ghost in the Shell) 1060
146 Yuyuko Saigyouji (Touhou) 1057
150 Furukawa Nagisa (CLANNAD) 1047
151 Abe Takakazu 1046
163 Hibari Kyoya (Reborn!) 980
168 Yotsuba 969
170 Chihaya Kisaragi (THE IDOLM@STER) 961
171 Setsuna F. Seiei (Gundam 00) 961
173 Kenshin Himura (Rurouni Kenshin) 955
174 Hanamichi Sakuragi 954
175 Kirby 953
177 Tomoyo Sakagami (Clannad) 944
178 Tohsaka Rin (Fate / Stay Night) 940
181 Nozomu Itoshiki (Sayonara Zetsubou-sensei) 935
188 Kyon (Haruhi Suzumiya) 904
190 Dio Brando (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure) 904
191 Link (The Legend of Zelda) 895
192 Roronoa Zoro (One Piece) 893
194 Kaiji Itou (Kaiji) 876
196 Sanae Kochiya (Touhou) 869
199 Kyou Fujibayashi (Clannad) 862
76/200にまで増えてました。
yeah, i know it. don't be eccentric. it's simple.
do like everybody else (except for NERDS).
everyone should be normal.
we need diversity WITHIN THE AUTHORIZED DOMAIN.
yes, we are THE PEOPLE.
When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in anyway.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I've never done before.
She screams when I'm away She's been gone before I worry all the time Why worry anymore? Now I go away Now I know today
I picked out your star Turned night into day A simple whisper from your voice And then I fade away You wished for love You pushed me away Your love for me was everything I need
The air I breathe
She, now she's all alone Her eyes they drown in tears Their love was meant to last But she is blind with fear Now I go away Now I know today
I picked out your star Turned night into day A simple whisper from your voice And I fade away You wished for love You pushed me away Your love for me was everything I need The air I breathe
Leave me be Now I'm free Love reflecting everything You want space I need you to help me see this through
There she goesThere she goes
I picked out your starTurned night into dayA simple whisper from your voiceAnd then I fade awayYou wished for loveYou pushed me awayYour love for me was everything I needThe air I breathe
I picked out your starTurned night into dayA simple whisper from your voiceAnd then I fade awayYou wished for loveYou pushed me awayYou're everything to me
The pebbles you’ve arranged
In the sand they’re strange
They speak to me like constellations as we lie here
And that you never seem to be in short supply of
Oooh…so baby let’s get it on
Drinking wine and killing time sitting in the summer sun
You know, I wanted you so long
So why’d you have to drop that bomb on me
You said we been friends too long
Were long enough to bloom
The flowers on the summer dress you wore in spring
The way we laughed as one
And then you dropped the bomb
That I know you too long for us to have a thing
REPEAT CHORUS (2X)
Could it be this, the starfish in your eyes
Tell our silent wings, you fly away on
Were long enough to bloom
The flowers on that sunbeam dress you wore in spring
We laughed as one, why’d you drop that bomb on me
REPEAT CHORUS
Could it be this…
The honeysuckle guess you seem to show me
Could it be this…
For seven days in june I wasn’t lonely
Could it be this…
You never gave me time to say I love you
Could it be this…
I know you don’t believe me, but it’s so true
Don’t walk away from me girl
I read the stories in your eyes
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses
ならず者さん いい加減気付けよ
You've been out ridin' fences,
ずいぶん長い事、塀の見回りだね
for so long - now.
手強い奴だよ
I know that you've got your reasons.
色々わけは、あるんだろうけど
These things that are pleasin'you
お前が、好きでやっていることが、
自分の首しめることもあるんだよ
Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy
ダイアのクイーンをひくのはやめな
She'll beat you if she's able.
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet
Now it seems to me, some fine things
オレが見た限り、いいカードが
Have been laid upon your table.
君のテーブルにだって、のっかってたんだよ
But you only want the ones
なのに、いつだって君は
高望み
Desperado,
ならず者さん
Ohhhh you aint getting no younger.
人間、歳はとっていくしかないんだよ
Your pain and your hunger,
その痛みや、満たされない心を抱いて
They're driving you home.
たどり着くのが自分の居場所
そして、自由、そう自由って奴
Well that's just some people talking.
良く人は口にするけれど
Your prison is walking through this world all alone.
独りこの世界を生きて行くってことが、君の牢屋なのさ
Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
冬になれば足だって冷たいだろ
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine.
空から雪も降らないが、太陽も輝かない
It's hard to tell the night time from the day.
夜だか昼だかもよくわからない
And you're losing all your highs and lows
良い思いも、悪い思いもわからなくなる
aint it funny how the feeling goes
変な気分だろ 感情が消えて行くって
away...
Desperado,
ならず者さん
Why don't you come to your senses?
いい加減気付けよ
Come down from your fences, open the gate.
塀から下りて、心のゲートを開けな。
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you.
雨が降っているかもしれないけど。上には、ちゃんと虹が出てるぜ
You better let somebody love you.
誰かに愛されようとしな
（愛されるように）
You better let somebody love you...ohhh..hooo
愛されるように，してみろよ
before it's too..oooo.. late.
手遅れになる前に
And love is not the easy thing
The only baggage you can bring...
And love is not the easy thing...
The only baggage you can bring
Is all that you can't leave behind
And if the darkness is to keep us apart
And if the daylight feels like it's a long way off
And if your glass heart should crack
And for a second you turn back
Oh no, be strong
Walk on, walk on
What you got, they can't steal it
No they can't even feel it
Walk on, walk on
Stay safe tonight...
You're packing a suitcase for a place none of us has been
A place that has to be believed to be seen
You could have flown away
A singing bird in an open cage
Who will only fly, only fly for freedom
Walk on, walk on
What you got they can't deny it
Can't sell it or buy it
Walk on, walk on
Stay safe tonight
And I know it aches
And your heart it breaks
Walk on, walk on
Home...hard to know what it is if you never had one
Home...I can't say where it is but I know I'm going home
That's where the heart is
I know it aches
How your heart it breaks
Walk on, walk on
Leave it behind
You've got to leave it behind
All that you fashion
All that you build
All that you break
All that you measure
All that you steal
All that you sense
All that you speak
All you dress up
