- [ ] I don't feel angry and hate.
- [ ] I still cry, worry and sad. That is ok. Life is not that simple to anybody
- [ ] What I really want is for you to be happy.
- [ ] I still want to disappear sometimes because I can't imagine I can be happy without you. You changed my life definition of happiness.
- [ ] this line needs to be considered
- [ ] But I always could not do it. There are too many people around me to do that.
- [ ] this line is not good.
- [ ] So I'm very lucky that I got a lot of friends and words that I need at the moment I need. I was thinking in a different way sometimes. But now I can see I am very lucky.
- [ ] You changed me a lot. There's a lot of things i know in my mind. You gave me a chance to make that happen.
日付は 2008 年 4月になってる。