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男は金を稼ぎさえすれば育児しなくていいと思ってる女も居るよ。
なんか大変なんだな、通常時と違うんだな、異常事態なんだな妻も子供も。っていうか赤ちゃんて2時間おきに授乳しないと死ぬ(ざっくり)し、寝返りさせないと死ぬ(ざっくり)んだよな。っていう程度の理解があればいいじゃん。母子手帳を熟読する程度の、家族への思いやりと父親としての責任感があれば育児しなくてもいいじゃん。あと金。
妻が病気の時に気遣うとか、さらなる異常事態への対応は育児中じゃなくても普通に求められるっていうか人間関係破綻しないか？出来ないと。なので、出来てるものとして。
最悪、家事手伝いをスポットで雇える程度の金があればいいじゃん。
愛情とかそういうものが全くなくて打算のみで動いている女、として考えても
夫がやっていた育児を全部自分一人でやらなければならない上に夫が稼いでた金もなくなって女にとっちゃ損しかない
再婚したって所詮相手にとっちゃ連れ子だから再婚相手にその子の養育費出させるわけにもいかないし世話やらせたりも出来ないし
子供と夫の間で板挟みになってどう考えてもめんどくさいだけ
その辺全て補えるような超金持ちと結婚出来るなら別だけど、そんな男捕まえられるような女だったらそもそも初婚の段階でもっと良い条件の金持ち捕まえてるよなあ
子連れ再婚な時点で不利になって初婚より条件下がるのが当たり前なわけだし
ChatGPTに、今日の出来事でも何でもいいので日本語で言いたいことを先に書いて、その後に自力で何も見ずに英文を書いて、自然な英語に添削してくださいって書いて回答してもらうことを繰り返している。
ゴリゴリに添削されてめっちゃ恥ずかしいけど、いかに自分の英語が不自然か分かる。一応Google翻訳とかDeepL通して確認してるけど、さすがに英語表現で嘘は言わないよね？言わないよな？
ひとりの人間を身長や年収の数値だけ見てスワイプひとつで拒絶することになんの罪悪感も感じない連中だし
Prologue
The sun sank behind the horizon as the last vestiges of light bathed the Japanese countryside in a warm, golden glow. Yasuke, a tall, muscular African man with skin as dark as midnight, knelt in the courtyard of Nobunaga's castle, tending to his duties. Though he had traveled a long and treacherous path to reach this moment, his journey had just begun.
Chapter 1: A World Away
In a small village on the Mozambique coast, a young Yasuke lived an ordinary life, unaware of the extraordinary destiny that awaited him. Captured by slave traders and torn from his homeland, he endured a grueling voyage across the Indian Ocean, finally arriving in the bustling port of Goa, India.
It was there that Yasuke's fate took an unexpected turn when he was purchased by Jesuit missionaries. In their service, he learned about Christianity, new languages, and the ways of the Western world.
Chapter 2: The Land of the Rising Sun
As a loyal servant to the missionaries, Yasuke accompanied them on their journey to Japan, a land of mystique and intrigue. The beauty of the land, the complexity of its customs, and the elegance of its people captivated him. As the first African to set foot in Japan, he attracted attention and curiosity from all those who encountered him.
Chapter 3: The Encounter
In Kyoto, the capital of feudal Japan, Yasuke's life changed forever when he met Oda Nobunaga, one of the most powerful and influential daimyos of the time. Nobunaga was captivated by the African's physical prowess, intelligence, and unique background. Seeing potential in Yasuke, Nobunaga decided to take him into his service as a samurai.
Chapter 4: The Path of the Warrior
Yasuke's transformation from a slave to a samurai was fraught with challenges. He had to adapt to the rigorous training, strict code of honor, and the intricacies of Japanese society. Despite these obstacles, Yasuke's strength, resilience, and determination allowed him to excel, earning the respect of his fellow samurai and the trust of Nobunaga.
Chapter 5: The Unfolding War
As Nobunaga sought to unify Japan under his rule, Yasuke fought by his side in numerous battles. The African samurai's legend grew with each victory, as did his bond with Nobunaga. Together, they faced both triumph and tragedy, navigating the treacherous landscape of alliances and betrayals that defined the era.
Chapter 6: The Turning Tide
Yasuke's reputation as a skilled and loyal samurai grew, as did his bond with Lord Nobunaga. The warlord respected Yasuke's dedication and resilience, a stark contrast to the treachery and self-serving ambitions that plagued many samurai of the era.
Word of Yasuke's prowess reached other daimyos, and whispers of the formidable black samurai began to spread across the provinces. The year was 1579, and the Oda clan had just emerged victorious in the Battle of Tedorigawa. Yasuke had fought valiantly, his towering presence and unmatched strength striking fear into the hearts of his enemies.
As the Oda clan continued to expand its territories, Yasuke's friendship with Nobunaga deepened, and he became a trusted advisor. He learned more about Japanese culture, studied the language, and embraced the customs of his new home.
In the shadows, however, the tides of change were brewing. Mitsuhide Akechi, once a loyal ally, had grown disillusioned with Nobunaga's rule. The resentment smoldered within him, fueled by a series of perceived slights and political maneuverings. Mitsuhide's ambition and desire for power began to cloud his judgment.
Yasuke had sensed the shift in Mitsuhide's demeanor and grew increasingly wary of the samurai lord. However, loyalty to Nobunaga prevented him from openly voicing his concerns. He instead focused on his duties, ever vigilant and ready to protect his lord at a moment's notice.
One fateful evening, the air was heavy with the scent of cherry blossoms, as the Oda clan gathered to celebrate their recent victories. Laughter and the clinking of sake cups filled the air. Unbeknownst to the revelers, Mitsuhide Akechi's treacherous plan was already in motion.
As the sun rose, the first cries of battle rang out. Mitsuhide's forces had launched a surprise attack on Nobunaga's residence at the Honno-ji Temple. The chaos was overwhelming, as friend turned against friend, and the air filled with the acrid smell of smoke and blood.
Yasuke fought his way to Nobunaga's side, his sword cutting through the traitorous samurai with brutal efficiency. The two men made their final stand together, back-to-back, against the relentless onslaught.
In the end, however, they were outnumbered. As Nobunaga fell, mortally wounded, Yasuke continued to fight, but he too was eventually captured. Mitsuhide Akechi, in a twisted display of respect, spared Yasuke's life, acknowledging the loyalty and prowess of the black samurai. Yasuke was sent to the Jesuit missionaries, his future uncertain.
Yasuke's journey had been a remarkable one, from a slave in a foreign land to a trusted advisor and samurai. Despite his extraordinary circumstances, he remained true to himself and his values. His story of strength, resilience, and loyalty would be remembered and honored for generations to come.
Epilogue:
As the sun set on another day in Japan, the whisper of the wind carried the tale of the black samurai, Yasuke, across the land. It would weave its way through the ages, inspiring countless others to rise above adversity and carve their own paths through the storms of life.
一緒に過ごしてくだらないことを喋っているのは楽しいのに、じっと見つめられたりすると一気に気持ち悪くなる
付き合ってる相手と触れ合いたいみたいな感覚が本当にわからない
この人と家族になったらたのしいだろうなとかは感じるのに、スキンシップとか性行為とかの必要性が理解できない
蛙化現象みたいな感じなのかとも思うけど、別に一緒にいるのは苦じゃないんだよな
でも一般的にはわたしの方が異常で、今まで付き合った人には理解してもらえたことない
好きな人だからやってみたら変わるかもしれないと思って性行為まで及んだこともあるけど、ただただ苦痛だった
これってなんなんだろう
理解してもらえなくて苦しい
