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2021-07-24

オリンピックゲーム音楽ドラクエ と NieR な時点でなにも良くない

早速、海外ニュースになってる

At tonight’s opener, the organizers used the music of Koichi Sugiyama, a notoriously homophobic and ultranationalist Japanese composer—despite warnings that it might go over very badly.

(今夜の開会式では、主催者からの警告にもかかわらず、ホモフォビアで超国粋主義者作曲家として知られる すぎやまこういち氏 の音楽が使われた。) 

 

He’s denied the Nanjing Massacre by Japanese troops in the late 1930s. He has stated that the Korean women who were working as sexual slaves to the Japanese empire were actually happy-go-lucky prostitutes. He’s a misogynist who does not believe in the equality of the sexes, and a homophobe who doesn’t believe children should be taught about homosexuality or that LGBTQ people should receive government support as “they don’t produce children.”

(彼は1930年代後半の日本軍による南京大虐殺否定している。日帝性奴隷として働いていた朝鮮人女性は、実は幸せ売春婦だったと発言している。彼は男女の平等を信じないミソジニストであり、同性愛について子供たちに教えるべきではない・LGBTQの人々は "子供を生まない "ので政府支援を受けるべきだとはないと考える、ホモフォビアである。)

 

The Tokyo 2020 Olympics were supposed to be a showcase of all that’s good about Japan. But through carelessness, greed, and incompetence, it keeps showing that Japan is run by an ossified elite who lack an understanding of basic human rights, tolerance, and common sense.”

(2020年東京オリンピックは、日本の良いところをすべて見せてくれるはずだった。しかし、不注意、強欲、無能によって、日本基本的人権や寛容さ、常識理解していない骨抜きのエリートによって運営されていることを示し続けている。)

 

[The Daily Beast] A Notoriously Hateful Japanese Composer’s Music Just Opened the Tokyo Olympics

https://www.thedailybeast.com/music-of-koichi-sugiyama-the-notoriously-hateful-japanese-composer-opens-tokyo-olympics-in-latest-gaffe?source=articles&via=rss

 

ドラクエ海外知名度が低過ぎて今は無名の人がぽつりぽつり呟く程度で済んでる

海外フォーラムでなんか言ってるのも今のところ日本人っぽいのしかいない

 

あと全体のクオリティが低過ぎなのも救いの要素

なにせ、worst って入れると "worst olympics" 、"worst ceremony"、"worst olympics ceremony" って

オリンピック関連のサジェストが出てくるレベルから

 

FOXは割とばっさりいってる

 

This looks like the rehearsal! Hard to watch !

(これはリハーサルのようですね!見てて辛いです!)

 

[FOX SPORTS] ‘Like attending a funeral’: Fans slamworst ever’ Opening Ceremony

https://www.foxsports.com.au/tokyo-olympics-2021/tokyo-2020-olympics-opening-ceremony-reaction-covid19-coronavirus-news-social-media/news-story/bbc05cf5d1e5ac930bb839a9104891fd

 

 

But in another – especially considering the controversy behind the Games and the toll they are taking on Japan and the world – this lackluster ceremony is a huge letdown. What's the point of all the risk, all the testing and quarantining and masks, if this is the best emotion and spectacle we can muster?

(しかし、大会の背景にある論争や、大会日本世界に与えている影響を考えると、このつまらない式典は大きな失望です。これが私たちが集めることができる最高の感情光景(スペクタル)であるならば、すべてのリスク、すべてのテスト隔離マスクに何の意味があるのでしょうか?)

 

[USA TODAY] Review: The Tokyo Olympics opening ceremony was more of a whimper than a bang

http://www.usatoday.com/story/entertainment/tv/2021/07/23/olympics-opening-ceremony-review-2021-whimper-not-bang-tokyo/8067253002/

  

でも低温のまま(誰も興味がない状態のまま)どこかの団体が抗議を入れると思うよ。すぎやん起用に

 

NieR も倫理的に十分ヤバいけど NieR は誰も触れないのかもな

▼ NieR

 → NieR はドラッグ オン ドラグーン シリーズ世界を共有している悪趣味な厨二ゲーム

 

 

 

日本コンテンツ業界倫理観が終わりすぎ

 

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2021-03-03

スターデューバレー ・エクスパンディッドの良さ

今となっては本家牧場物語より牧場物語してるんじゃないか?という悲しい話まである海外インディーゲームスターデューバレー

ドット絵グラフィックの温かみ、いい感じのレベルデザイン、やることの多さ、自由度の高さ、継続的アップデート……と、非常に魅力が多く、俺は3データ合わせて200時間くらい遊んでいる。

そして、海外インディーゲームの例に漏れず、スターデューバレーにもmodコミュニティがあるです。Steam公式サポートされてるわけじゃないから、ちょっと導入なんかはめんどくさいんだけど、とはいえちゃんとそれ用のソフトなんかもあって、頑張れば俺みたいなズブの素人でも扱えてしまう。

 

で、個人的にはハズせないModがあるんですよ!

その名もStardew Valley Expanded

エクスパンド、拡張というワードチョイスから推し量れるが、このmodは「原作雰囲気尊重しつつ、要素を増やす」っていうのをコンセプトにしている。

This mod features 26 new locations, 160 new character events, 12 new NPCs, a new village, 800 location messages, reimagined maps and festivals (all maps), a huge remastered farm map, a new world map reflecting all changes, and many miscellaneous additions

曰く、

・26の新たな場所

・160の新たなキャラクターイベント

12人の新キャラクター

・新たな村(これは未実装)

・800のロケーションメッセージ(フィールド上の一点を調べると短いメッセージが出るやつ)

・作り直されたマップ祭り

リマスターされたでかい牧場マップ

・それらを反映した地図

・その他細かい追加多数

地形はかなり変化するし、キャラクターも増えるし、イベントも増えるし、なんなら魔改造と呼んでもいいくらいのデカい変化をもたらすわりに、プレイ感覚がそう変わらないのは、原作リスペクト故なんだよな。

製作者によるMod解説がいい感じなので一部引用する。スターデューバレーをひと通り褒めたあと、こんなことが書いてある。

But the problem with memories is that we'll never experience that world for the first time again.

しかし、初回に味わったあの世界をまた体験することができないっていうのが、記憶の悪いところです。

I aim to give you, the player, that sense of adventure and unknown once more. Through this mod, I want to immerse you in the world ConcernedApe created.

僕はあなたプレイヤーに、あの冒険と未知の感覚をもう一度与えたいと思っています。このMODを通じて、ConcernedAoe(原作者)がつくった世界に浸ってほしいんです。

完全に"愛"なんですよね。

実際かなり愛を感じる。

キャラにも全然違和感ねえし、正直どこが原作でどこがmodなのかわからなくなってくる感じすらある!

そんで、エクスパンディッドのもうひとつスゴいところは、原作以上のペースで更新されていること!

年に2回くらいはデカアップデートがあり、細かいアップデートは長くて2ヶ月に1回くらいはある。すげえ精力的なんですよね。

 

さあエクスパンディッドの魅力を具体的に語るぞ!と思ったが、本質的原作と融合・癒着してるから全然語れねえな。原作の良さをそのまま伸ばす感じなんすよ、マジで

ただ、併せて使うとこれもいいですよってMODも紹介されてて、それらもまたすげーいいんですよ。

緯度の概念を導入して、夜をより暗くできるDynamic Night Time個人的にはかなり好きで、もうコレなしには戻れない。季節によって日が暮れる時間が変わるんだけど、それが月割りじゃないんです。毎日ちょっとずつ日が短くなって、また長くなって…っていうのを体験できるんですよ!

春の間は鉱山を6時くらいに出てもまだ多少明るかったのに、冬になると6時に出た日にゃあもう真っ暗、ああこの季節感よ!

夜を暗くできるのも実にいい。コンフィグで四段階暗さを変えられるんだけど、もう黙って一番暗い4ですよ。チョー暗くなんの。夜に外で作業するのはかなり難しいってレベルになる。気持ち良すぎる。

季節感って点ではSeasonal Villager Outfitsも相当いい。

原作だとどの季節でもみんな基本的にずっと同じ服なんだけど、これを入れると四季と天気に合わせて違う服装になってくれる!

地味なんだけど、こういうのが大事なんですよお!夏は涼しげな軽装、冬はモコモコ着込んでいる!それがいいよ、それが人間らしさってやつですよ。

季節感なんだよな要は。

季節感なんですよ。俺は牧場系のゲーム季節感を求めてるんだと思う。冬の朝の薄暗さ、夏の夕方の長さ、秋に日が短くなり始めた時の焦燥感、春の気楽さ!

全部味わえるんだよな。

これエクスパンディッドの話じゃねえな。

でもとにかく、良いんですよ。

スターデューバレー エクスパンディッドと、その推奨併用MODを入れたスターデューバレーメチャクチャ良いんですよ。

本家の1.5アップデートも取り込んだらしいし、いままた最初からやってんだけど、4週目なのに充分楽しいもんな。エクスパンドされたって話のJojaマートルートに、4周目にして初めて挑んでみようと思います

スターデューバレー 本当に名作 ありがとうConcernedApe!!!!!

2020-08-27

町山氏とネオぐら氏のアレ (追記あり)

まず最初に、町山氏のTweet(https://twitter.com/TomoMachi/status/1298612025535340545)はかなり微妙引用元の要約にしてはあまり乱暴真実を100、嘘っぱちを0とするなら、甘めに見ても23くらい(個人の感想です)。現時点で得られる情報に基づくならね。

ちなみにネオぐら氏の一連のTweet(https://twitter.com/neogratche/status/1298882337430675458)は73くらい(個人の感想です)。

町山氏のTweetを見たとき衝動的にブクマらなくて良かったわ。後で調べようって気持ち大事よね。せっかくなので少し話してみようと思うわ。

要約:

・Jacob Blake氏への射撃時の状況は、情報錯綜しており正確なところはまだわからない。

・(たぶん)右翼系の人たちが武装と集合を呼びかけたのは事実。建前上は"守るため"らしいが攻撃暴力示唆する発言有り。Infowarsのくそったれがこれを紹介して拡散した。

17歳少年カイル・リッテンハウスライフル担いでケノーシャへ。そして3人を殺傷(正当防衛と主張するのは厳しい)。(町山氏の言うように)BLMへの攻撃扇動した事実はない。むしろ"扇動された"側の人間である可能性の方が高い。


Jacob氏は喧嘩仲裁してた? (追記あり)

そういう情報もあれば、ネオぐら氏の言ってるような情報もあるわ。もっと時間を!まだ情報が足りないわ。

"女性同士のケンカ仲裁"はBenjamin Crump弁護士報道陣に述べたものね。(ttps://www.cbsnews.com/news/jacob-blake-kenosha-shooting-wisconsin-police-black-man-protesters-gather/)

動画撮影していたRaysean White氏の証言によるとJacob氏が到着した際に女性6~7人(2人としているサイトもあり)が口論していたらしいわ。ただしJacob氏は特にしかけたりはしなかったそう。(ttps://abc7ny.com/2nd-day-of-unrest-after-jacob-blake-shooting-in-wisconsin/6387592/)

一方、ネオぐら氏の言うとおり、DV訴訟を受けているという情報もあり。また逮捕令状(第三級性的暴行不法侵入DVに関連する紊乱行為に対し)が発行されていたらしいけど、これが今回の射撃と関連しているのかは不明よ。

ちなみに、他に調べた範囲で見つけた情報は:

運転席にナイフがあったっぽい。(Jacob氏がそれを持ったか、持ってたとして射撃[至近距離で胴体に7発]が妥当かは別として。)

警官は一度テイザー銃を使っているらしい。

ってことくらいね

Kenosha GuardとSTAND UP KENOSHA、そしてInfowars

以下のサイトで詳しく調べられてるわ。

https://medium.com/dfrlab/armed-militias-mobilize-on-social-media-hours-before-deadly-kenosha-shooting-1ee5925a035f

要約するなら

① Kenosha Guard(ケノーシャ自警団)が暴動から街を守るため武装して集まれーとFacebookで号令をかける。「今夜、武器を持ち市を邪悪悪漢どもから守ろう。やつらは今夜街を燃やすつもりだ!」

② Kenosha Guardの号令から間を置かず、"STAND UP KENOSHA!!!! TONIGHT WE COME TOGETHER"(立ち上がれケノーシャ!!!!今夜共に行こう)というFacebookグループ作成される。

③ Infowarsがこれを紹介。フォロワー外まで情報拡散

④ ケノーシャに武装した人々が登場。

カイル・リッテンハウス容疑者銃撃事件を起こす。容疑者とKenosha Guardらの関係不明(少なくともフォロー等はしていない)。ただインタビューで「守りに来た」と語っているので、触発された可能性はある。

以上。

町山氏のTweetはこれをオールインワンして形を整え、スパイスを足した感じね。ちょっと編集しすぎじゃないかしら。

カイル容疑者トランプ支持者で警察ファンボーイBlue lives matterの支持者だけど、アレックスジョーンズのくそったれの関係者ではないし、Kenosha Guardらのメンバーでも(たぶん)ない。たぶん呼びかけもしてない。

なのでまあ、町山氏はTweetの訂正なりした方がいいんじゃないかしら。

この件に関しては町山氏よりネオぐら氏の方がずっと真実に近いわね。

ただネオぐら氏のように建前を丸っと受け入れるのもちょっと微妙と思っちゃうのだけれど。

Kenosha Guardらの建前は"守護りに来た"だけど、メンバーフォロワーが「大量の銃とパイプ爆弾あるぜ」「やつらを撃ち殺せ」「やつらに地獄をくれてやる」等々の発言をしてるのでね。右翼過激派方面まで拡散した部分もあるし。

正当防衛

ネオぐら@neogratche

ちなみに、この少年カイル・リッテンハウス氏が発砲した瞬間の動画YouTubeに沢山アップされてるので、どういう状況での銃撃だったか自分の目で確認する事が出来る。実際に見てみると、襲い掛かってくる暴徒から必死に逃げているのが分かる。

ネオぐら@neogratche

頭に何かを投げつけられたり、スケートボードで殴られたり、持ってるライフルを奪われそうになる等、極めて危機的な状況であり、この中での銃の使用正当防衛が成立する可能性は十分にある。実際YouTube活動する弁護士のRobert Gruler氏は成立すると自身動画証言してる

射殺時の動画は2種類あるの。たぶんネオぐら氏が言ってるのは2番目のやつじゃないかしら?

① 1人目射殺→https://twitter.com/AnonOpsSE/status/1298627537980010504

② 2人目射殺+3人目負傷→https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5V-wS-4adh8

二つ目動画で彼が追跡されている理由は彼が人を撃ったから。‘He shot someone! He shot someone!’

なので二つ目動画で撃たれてる人たちは「襲い掛かってくる暴徒」ではなく「1人撃ち殺して逃走中犯人を捕まえようとする人々」なのね。

こっちに関して正当防衛を主張するのは、ちょぉっと厳しい気がするわ。

ただし、一つながりの動画じゃないので、私の勘違いで本当は②の方が先という可能性もあるわ。実際そう言っているTweetもあったはず。そうだったら伏してお詫び申し上げるとともに以上は撤回するわ。

一応、目撃者証言も加味してるんだけども↓。

“And then this guy with this huge gun runs by us in the middle of the street and people are yelling, ‘He shot someone! He shot someone!’ And everyone is trying to fight the guy, chasing him, and then he started shooting again.”

「その後、この大きな銃を持った男は道の真ん中を走り、人々は『彼が誰かを撃った!彼が誰かを撃った!』と叫びました。そして皆がその男を追いかけ捕まえようとしたとき、彼はまた撃ち始めました」



1人目に関しては情報ほとんどなくて「(射殺された)男は銃を持っていた/先に撃った/酷い挑発をしていた」みたいな話はあったけど、それを裏付け証拠みたいなのは無かったのよね。銃を持つ相手に追いかけられていたなら、正当防衛は成立しそうだけども……。ま、情報待ちよね。

私が調べた範囲ではこんなもんかしら。役に立ったならうれしいわ。

2020-08-12

The Soka Gakkai is a cult group and a criminal and an anti-American terrorist organization.

I would like to write about what I know and understand about the Soka Gakkai because the D.C. Times published an article titled "China's Manipulation of Japan, NPOs and Soka Gakkai Act as Pipeline = U.S. Think Tank Report".

China's Manipulation Against Japan, NPOs and Soka Gakkai Play Pipes = U.S. Think Tank Report (Epoch Times)
https://www.epochtimes.jp/p/2020/08/60384.html

First of all, as a premise, the Soka Gakkai is a cult.

This is because there is a definition of a religious cult, and the reality of the Soka Gakkai falls under that definition in many ways.

You can read more about the definition of a religious cult and mind control in the book "Combating Cult Mind Control: The #1 Best-selling Guide to Protection, Rescue, and Recovery from Destructive Cults ".

FCombating Cult Mind Control: The #1 Best-selling Guide to Protection, Rescue, and Recovery from Destructive Cults
https://www.amazon.com/Combating-Cult-Mind-Control-Best-selling/dp/0967068827

The Soka Gakkai is also a collection of criminals, sick people and poor people.

In fact, the Soka Gakkai is similar to the mafia gangs in Italy and Mexico, and it has reigned as the largest criminal and anti-society organization in Japan in the name of a religious organization.

Many of its members have been brainwashed and are unable to recognize and judge themselves as normal human beings.

In the 1950s and 1980s, Soka Gakkai members were forcibly recruited to join the Soka Gakkai, and nowadays, it is estimated that about 10% of the Japanese people are members of the Gakkai (Soka Gakkai members).

In particular, the Soka Gakkai has infiltrated civil servants, specifically the police force, the fire department, and the Self-Defense Forces, and it has been revealed that 20 to 30% of the Metropolitan Police Department's employees are members of the Soka Gakkai.

There is always a certain percentage of Soka Gakkai members in elementary, middle, and high school classes, and in corporate workplaces, and therefore it is taboo to criticize the Soka Gakkai in those communities.

This is because the Gakkai members in each community monitor the words and actions of their community members in the same way as the mainland communists who have infiltrated Hong Kong, and if someone speaks out against the Soka Gakkai, they will target that person and initiate a campaign of sabotage.

The sabotage is similar to the CPC's repressive actions against human rights activists in Hong Kong, including obstructing, harassing, and following them around, an act that has been described as mass stalking.

For example, in Japan, if you make a placating statement in a school class or at work that the Soka Gakkai is a cult religious group because it meets the definition of a cult group, members of the Gakkai in the community get madly angry (depending on the degree of mind control they are receiving) or bite off their anger to deny the statement.

Then they label the person who made such a statement as "anti", and they also share information about the antis with other members of the Soka Gakkai, and begin to perceive them as "beings to be punished by Buddha", to be targets of surveillance and group attacks.

In reality, however, the definition of a religious cult was not defined for the Soka Gakkai but for dangerous religious groups such as Aum Shinrikyo and People's Temple, which were intended to prevent ordinary people from being harmed by them.

The Soka Gakkai falls under the definition of a cult because the Soka Gakkai has cult-like tendencies.

When Soka Gakkai members are pointed out to the Soka Gakkai, instead of thinking "Let's fix what's wrong with my religious group," they think of suppressing their critics (anti) and silencing them, which is a pattern of thinking and behavior of a fanatic of a religious cult, and the sarin gas attack (terrorism). I feel that the followers of Aum Shinrikyo at the time when it was founded must have had a similar pattern of thinking and behavior.

Believers in cult groups are unconsciously mind-controlled and brainwashed, so they don't think that they should change their way of thinking and behavior when criticism is pointed out to them. In this respect, their attitude is similar to that of the Chinese Communist Party towards the demands of human rights activists in Hong Kong, i.e., the fanatics of cult groups such as the Soka Gakkai are not normal human beings.

By the way, there is an organization called JCP in Japan, which is also anti-American and illegal in the United States.

It is well known that some anti-American organizations cooperate with each other in order to undermine this country by signing a pact called "Soko Kyodo Agreement" and facilitating agents of anti-Japanese and anti-American groups.

It is obvious that the JCP is an anti-American terrorist organization in nature and that the JCP is a cult-like organization when it signs an agreement with a religious cult.

From another point of view, the Soka Gakkai, to its followers, appears to be a huge organization that carries out fraudulent and criminal activities such as Ponzi schemes and network businesses. It also has elements of a black business, and believers who join the Soka Gakkai are becoming materially and mentally exhausted.

The following blog, run by Mr. Sinifié, exposes the reality of the Soka Gakkai. It contains the testimonies and experiences of many current and former Soka Gakkai members and ex-members who have left the Gakkai.

What is the Soka Gakkai - Seeking Dialogue - To Quietly Leave the Soka Gakkai
https://signifie.wordpress.com/

It is clear that this reality of the Soka Gakkai is far removed from the original role of religion, which is to provide individuals with peace of mind and spiritual support.

As the saying goes, "like begets friend," it is only natural for the Soka Gakkai to try to maintain a good relationship with the CPC.

However, many Chinese who have worked in Japan seem to dislike the Soka Gakkai and return to their countries.

Although the Soka Gakkai employs a different strategy than Aum Shinrikyo and has infiltrated many organizations such as corporations, police, fire departments, the Self-Defense Forces, and local government officials, the Soka Gakkai members who have infiltrated the Kasumigaseki bureaucracy and the Self-Defense Forces are considered dangerous to the U.S. because they are inherently dangerous.

Because they are essentially anti-American and may act as agents to cooperate with the CPC.

Postscript (May 25, 2021)

There are some findings that are common knowledge among intellectuals in the U.S. and Europe but have not been made known to the Japanese people in Japan because the media and bureaucrats have stopped them.

One of them is that the Soka Gakkai headquarters has been sending donations from Gakkai members to Noriega (former general, now imprisoned) in Panama for large-scale tax evasion and money laundering.

Noriega received a large amount of money from Daisaku Ikeda of the Soka Gakkai and invested it in his own drug business, spreading drugs on an international level.

Daisaku Ikeda of the Soka Gakkai has been investing and managing the donations collected from Gakkai members in Noriega's drug business as well as tax evasion and money laundering. At the same time, the Soka Gakkai and Daisaku Ikeda invested the donations they received from Gakkai members in Noriega's drug business as a means of tax evasion and money laundering, and returned the profits to the domestic market to help the Soka Gakkai executives line their pockets and build Soka Gakkai facilities and Soka University.

The fact that Daisaku Ikeda raised Noriega's profile in the Seikyo Shimbun during the same period must be undeniable to those Gakkai members who have subscribed to the Seikyo Shimbun.

In particular, there are many Gakkai members at the level of police organizations, the Metropolitan Police Department and prefectures, who have been causing social problems and covering up crimes committed by Gakkai members in Japan.

Well, if they are in a state of unconscious brainwashing and mind control, they may not believe the contents, and may assume a pattern of behavior such as getting angry, grumpy, or attacking the writer.

In other words, one can expect a lot of denial of facts like the followers of Aum Shinrikyo, which is easy to expect, but this (the issue of Soka Gakkai and drug business, tax evasion, and money laundering) is a fact that was revealed because Noriega was arrested and imprisoned for spreading drugs in the US. This is a fact that is well known as common knowledge in the U.S. and Europe.

The fact that the Soka Gakkai is a criminal organization is very difficult to deny.

2020-06-13

anond:20200613100647

言いたいことは分かるが、少し比較が雑。今アメリカで起こっていることと同じ筋が通るためには少なくとも、

福澤諭吉中国人韓国人迫害差別する一部の現代日本人の象徴になっている

2この像が創設者としての福澤諭吉を讃えるための文脈で建てられたのではなく、迫害差別目的とする日本人後ろ盾をもとに近年になって建てられた

(BLM運動の中でなぎ倒されているアメリカ中に存在する銅像(Confederate Statuesといった、奴隷解放運動に反対し活躍した南部諸州の軍人奴隷商人等)はJim Crow Laws黒人公共施設利用の禁止制限した南部諸州の法律)やキング牧師らが活躍した公民権運動の勃興と共に1900年代!に建てられている。銅像になった人物を単純に讃えようと言う文脈歴史的重要性といったものを加味して建てられているとは決して言えない(そもそも奴隷制を維持すべく北部戦争して負けた南部権力者を讃えようと言うのもそもそもおかしな話だが)。ソース

"The most recent comprehensive study of Confederate statues and monuments across the country... shows huge spikes in construction twice during the 20th century: in the early 1900s, and then again in the 1950s and 60s. Both were times of extreme civil rights tension. In the early 1900s, states were enacting Jim Crow laws to disenfranchise black Americans. In the middle part of the century, the civil rights movement pushed back against that segregation."

https://www.npr.org/2017/08/20/544266880/confederate-statues-were-built-to-further-a-white-supremacist-future

これもおすすめ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5b_-TZwQ0I

2020-03-27

楽園こちら側」の「事実に誠意を」をほぼdeepLで翻訳してみた その2

その1https://anond.hatelabo.jp/20200327214055

12 Dr. Hiroshi Nishiura is one of the few professionals of mathematical models of infectious diseases in Japan, and it is well known that his ability is outstanding. However, many people don't understand mathematical models themselves (I must confess that I can't say that I understand all of the findings because I'm not a professional of mathematical models either), so his findings and comments are easily deified. Because the contents of the mathematical model are a complete black box to many people, it makes it seem like the oracle is coming out like a shrine's oracle. Much of Japan's infection control policy relies on the Nishiura theory. So there is nothing wrong with that, but one of the problems in Japan is that there is no plan B in case plan A goes bust. Dr. Nishiura is an excellent scholar. It is not God. Hence the need to have that Plan B with the possibility of making a mistake. I am greatly concerned that bureaucrats and politicians who are prone to infallibilism will mistake science for an oracle. It is only when falsifiability is assured that science can continue to be scientific.

感想おみくじ神託が同じoracleだったので変な文章になったが直していない。

13 数理モデル演繹法活用産物である演繹法帰納法アブダクションで補完するのが、学問の基本であり、臨床医学常識である演繹法的にどんなに正しく見えても実はそれは違っていた、ということはこの業界ではよくあることなのだ。ヘーゲルマルクスのような巨大な知性でも演繹法オンリーでは間違うのである

Mathematical models are the product of deductive methods. The deductive method is complemented by the inductive or abduction method, which is the basis of scholarship and the common sense of clinical medicine. It's a common occurrence in this industry that no matter how deducibly correct it may seem, it's actually not true. Even a huge intellect like Hegel or Marx can make a mistake by deduction alone.

感想:「蓋を開けてみれば」を「実はそれは」に変更した。

14 モデルを使うな、といっているのでは決してない。ぼく自身モデルを用いて論文を書く。しかし、モデル無謬ではなく、そこには前提である仮定があり、仮定はしばしば間違っている。グラム染色活用するとは、グラム染色にできないこと、分からないことを知悉していることであり、グラム染色万能論者にグラム染色は使えない。同じことだ。英国でも数理モデル活用されているが、だからこそ英国人はその結語には非常に懐疑的で、常に反論異論が起きている。健全科学的な態度である

 I'm not saying don't use the model at all. I myself write a paper using a model. However, the model is not infallible, there are assumptions that are assumptions, and the assumptions are often wrong. Making use of Gram's stain means having full knowledge of what Gram's stain cannot do and does not understand, and Gram's stain cannot be used by Gram's stain universalists. It's the same thing. Mathematical models are also utilized in the UK, which is why Brits are very sceptical of their conclusions, and there are always counter-arguments and objections. It is a sound and scientific attitude.

感想:「前提たる仮定」がうまく訳せていなかったので「前提である仮定」にしたが、assumptions that are assumptionsになってしまった。

英国人は」がないと主語がIになってしまったので追加した。しかBritsじゃ意味違うよ。もっと正しく訳してくれない?

15 Japan's "now" is a well-controlled state of infection, which is much better than Wuhan at its worst, or Italy, Spain, France, England, or New York at the present time. The problem is that it doesn't guarantee that it will "always work".

感想特にない。便利だなあ。

16 懸念されるのは東京だ。感染報告が増えたことだけが問題なのではない。クラスター形成できない、トレースできない感染者が増えているのが問題である。そして、その陽性患者数に比べて検査数がずっと少ない。47人の感染者を捕捉するために100人未満(陽性者の検査日が不明だが、おそらくこのへんだろう)しか検査していないのは少なすぎる。

It is Tokyo that is of concern. The increase in reports of infection is not the only problem. The problem is that more and more infected people are unable to form clusters and cannot be traced. And the number of tests is much lower than that number of positive cases; it's too little that they only tested less than 100 people (the date of testing for the positives is unknown, but it's probably around here) to capture 47 infected people.

Again, it's not necessary to figure out all the infected people. However, it is troubling that the flow of infection, movement and clusters are out of sight. Therefore, the threshold for testing must be lowered in Tokyo. The threshold for testing varies with the circumstances. That's what I explained with the Korean example. Sticking to the Ministry of Health, Labour and Welfare's "standards" will lead to a misunderstanding of the phenomenon itself. Already in the Kansai region, infected people have been found with taste and smell abnormalities, and clusters have been detected from there. I would like to make more use of the athletic sensibilities of these clinicians. I'm not sure "where" in Tokyo is the barrier to lowering the number of inspections, but that barrier needs to be removed immediately.

感想:「捕捉するのに」を「捕捉するために」に変更した。多分これでいいと思う。思いたい。

アスチュートathleticになっているのはどう反応したらいいかからない。

17 This conceptual diagram that everyone is looking at - lowering the peak of the infection and shifting it to the side. This is all a product of deduction, and I don't know if it's really true. As mentioned above, the UK estimates already suggest that this is not enough. It is possible that the damage that was shifted to the side could simply be "extra-long damage".

感想特に言うことはない。便利だなあ。

18  そして、ここが肝心なのだが、ピークを下げるという理念が、「ピークを下げなければいけない」という観念になり、「ピークは下がっているはずだ」という確信になり、「ピークは起きていないんだ」という自己暗示に転じてはいけないということだ。プランAに固執する日本あるあるの失敗のパターンで、ダイヤモンドプリンセスでは「二次感染が起きてはいけない」が「起きているはずがない」に転じてノーガード下船を許してしまった。「ピークが起きてはいけない」が「ピークなんて見たくない」にならないように現実を見据える必要がある。たとえ、それが我々の見たくない不都合な真実であったとしても。

And this is the key point: the idea of lowering the peak should not become the notion that the peak must be lowered, or the belief that the peak must be lowered, or the self-implication that the peak is not happening. In a pattern of Japanese failure to stick to Plan A, Diamond Princess allowed no-guard disembarkation by changing "secondary infection should not occur" to "it can't have happened". We need to keep our eyes on reality so that "peak shouldn't happen" doesn't become "I don't want to see a peak. Even if it is an inconvenient truth that we don't want to see.

感想:mustが違う文脈で二回出てきている。よくわかるように変更したいものだ。

カギカッコがないとうまく訳せなかったので追加しているが、なぜかカッコ閉じるがいくつか抜けている。この箇所以外にも抜けがある。

19 Repeatedly. It's common knowledge in this industry that deductive methods are complemented by inductive methods. Nevertheless, PCR is often false-negative and has little power to determine the status of infection. That's why "testing everything" is so wrong. However, a serum test measuring immunoglobulin IgM and IgG would provide a more accurate picture of the "status of infection in the population. This, however, is not infallible. It is difficult to use for individual cases because it misses early infection, which is why it misses early HIV infection.Whether antibody testing is useful in individual cases remains to be tested, but it is well suited for epidemiological studies on a population basis. Roughly speaking, we can confirm whether the "infection is rampant" in Tokyo right now, or whether it's just an unfounded fear.

前例としては、ロンドンの血清検査で09年パンデミックインフルエンザが従来予測10倍起きていたことが血清検査でわかっている。抗体検査アウトブレイクのあとで事後的に行うことが多いが、慢性的パンデミックになりつつあるCOVID-19については、「今」こそが検証ポイントといって良い。

As a precedent, serology tests in London showed that the 2009 pandemic flu was 10 times more likely than previously predicted. Antibody testing is often performed after an outbreak, but now is a good time to examine COVID-19, which is becoming a chronic pandemic.

感想:「前例はあって」を「前例としては」に変えた。「前例はある。なおかつロンドンで〜10倍起きていた」になってしまたからだ。

20 英国さらアグレッシブだ。家庭で抗体検査を行い、「感染である」とわかればそれを自宅での自己隔離根拠に使おうというのだ。ロックダウンが起きている中で、検査陰性は「自己隔離不要」を意味しないため、その戦略に欠陥はある。が、考え方としては「感染全体を抑え込みたい」というもので、検討価値はあると思う。

The UK is even more aggressive. The idea is to test for antibodies at home, and if they are found to be infected, they will use it as a basis for self-isolation at home. That strategy is flawed because with the lockdown in place, a negative test does not mean "no self-sequestration". However, the idea is that we want to control the infection as a whole, and I think it is worth considering.

感想:「戦略に穴はある」を「戦略に欠陥はある」に変えた。

21 東京でどのくらいの感染が起きているか帰納法確認必要であり、有用だ。その結果がどうなるかは預言者ではないぼくには分からない。が、どんな結果が出てきても、それを受け入れ、場合によっては自説を変えて、プランBに移行することにも躊躇しない態度が科学者には必要だ。科学者は、首尾一貫していないことにかけて、首尾一貫していなければならないのだ。形式においては首尾一貫していなくても、プリンシプルプロフェッショナリズムにおいて一貫しなければならないのだ。事実に誠意を。 

Inductive legal confirmation of how many infections are occurring in Tokyo is necessary and useful. I'm not a prophet, so I don't know what the outcome will be.However, no matter what the outcome, scientists need to accept it and not hesitate to change their thesis and move on to Plan B in some cases. Scientists have to be coherent in their inconsistencies.They may not be coherent in form, but they must be coherent in principles and professionalism. Good faith in the facts. 

感想:首尾一貫という言葉を使いすぎて文章をアホっぽくしてしまったが他にいい方法が思いつかない。朝三暮四理解してくれなかった。「自説を曲げ」は「自説を変えて」に変更した。

文章はもう少し整形できると思うがとりあえずこれで。

岩田健太郎先生とDeepLに敬意を。

2020-02-14

翻訳コロナウィルスから家族を守る方法

日本で誰も話題にしてないから、どうか拡散してくれ。

俺は知ってしまったので、この情報を知る前の自分に戻れない。

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コロナウイルスから家族を守る方法

私は中国人です。中国インターネットからコロナウイルスに関する情報収集しています。ここで、新しいコロナウイルスからあなた保護することができるいくつかの手段を共有します。それはあなたの命を救うかもしれません。多くの外国人は、新しいコロナウイルスは単なるインフルエンザ一種だと考えていることを知っていますしかし、それは真実ではありません。死亡率はインフルエンザよりもはるかに高いです。 HuBei州以外での死亡率は低いです。なぜなら、私たちウイルス拡散遮断するために極端かつ強力な手段を講じているからです。感染人口が急速に増加すると、地元医療システムは短時間故障します。病院は、呼吸困難のある発熱患者でいっぱいになり、医療資源の不足は大きな犠牲者を出します。これが現在武漢で起こっていることです。中国は数千人の医師武漢派遣し、たった1週間で2つの新しい病院建設し、多くの検疫センターを準備しました。しかし、まだ十分ではありません。

まず、個人的機器は非常に重要です。 n95マスク現在中国で長い間売り切れています中国には最大の手術用マスク製造業があることに留意してください。どんなに高価であっても、できるだけ多く購入してください。

n95メディカルマスクを購入できない場合は、n95産業マスク使用できますヨーロッパにいる場合は、FFP2 / FFP3マスクを購入してください。これらは同じフィルタリングレベルを持っていますn95マスクバルブが付いている場合でも、それはあなた保護できますが、感染している場合は他の人を保護できません。

使い捨てマスク理論的には1回しか使用できないため、ご家族のために産業マスク/防毒マスクを準備する必要があります。それは冗談ではありません。中国では、防毒マスクさえ売り切れました。 3M HF-52マスク3M 6500および7500シリーズマスクお勧めします。呼吸器用に十分なn95フィルターを購入することを忘れないでください。 p100フィルターも優れていますn95マスクが完全に売り切れた後、家族のために4つのマスクを購入しました。

一般的な手術用マスクまたは医療マスク重要です。コロナウイルス100%防ぐことはできませんが、リスクを大幅に減らすことができます。できるだけ多く購入してください。中国では、多くの地方自治体が、医療マスクなしで公衆送信使用することは違法であると発表しています。綿マスクは役に立たないので、購入しないでください。

アイプロテクターは、目を通して感染するのを防ぐのに役立ちます。新しいコロナウイルスが眼と空気接触を介して広がる可能性があるという強力な証拠がありますあなたがそれらを買うことができないならば、水泳用グラスは同じ仕事をすることができますさらに良い)。

マスク不足に直面する可能性があることを考慮して、75%アルコール消毒剤とUV消毒ランプは、マスク再利用するために消毒できますあなた家族のために十分なアルコール消毒剤とUVランプを準備してください。

汚れた手で目をこすらないでください。食べたり飲んだりする前に、携帯用手指消毒剤で手をきれいにしてください。

新しいコロナウイルスあなたの街で発生し、他の病気治療するために病院に行かなければならないときは、n95マスク、アイプロテクター手袋を忘れずに着用してください。多くの患者医師中国病院感染しています。彼らは一般的医療マスクを着用しましたが、100%効果的ではありません。

あなたの街でコロナウイルスが発生する前に、燃料車を用意してください。彼らはそれが制御下にあると言うとき政府を信頼しないでください。事態悪化し、封鎖される前にあなた都市脱出します(米国政府都市を封鎖できるかどうかはわかりません)。武漢を逃れた人々は今幸運です。政府を信じて武漢滞在した人々は災害に直面しています。多くの家族感染しています最初に一人の人が発熱呼吸困難になり、それから家族全員が一人ずつ感染します。病院には患者が多く、毎日数百人の患者が亡くなっています看護師医師精神的に故障します。それは悪夢です。

薬物に関しては、医師たちがまだ試みているので、私は誰も推薦できません。レムデシビル効果的だと思いますが、まだ実験中であり、市場から購入することはできません。彼らは武漢病院でレムデシビルテストしており、10日後に結果が出ることを願っていますしかし、多くの中国医師によって有効であることが証明された薬物があり、長い間マラリア対処するために使用されてきました。ヒドロキシクロロキンです。 OTCではないため、処方箋なしでは購入できません。医師に尋ねる前に薬を使用しないでください。

ニューヨーク日本香港などの混雑した都市アパートに住んでいる場合は、新しいコロナウイルスエレベーター内に広がる可能性があることに注意してください。コロナウイルス下水道にも広がる可能性があり、2003年に混雑したアパートSARSが発生したとき香港で非常に有名な問題によって証明されました。 。

発熱がある場合は、1日に何度も体温を測定してください。患者は低熱しかありません。一部の患者割合はまだありません

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翻訳

【How to protect your family from the new coronavirus

I'm a Chinese. I have been gathering information about the coronavirus from the Chinese internet. Here I share some measures that can protect you from the new coronavirus. It may save your life. I know that many foreigners think the new coronavirus is just some kind of flu. However, it's not the truth. The death rate is much higher than the flu. The death rate outside of HuBei province is low because we have taken extreme and strong measures to cut off the virus spreading. When the infected population rises rapidly, the local medical system will breakdown in a short time. The hospitals will be full of fever patients who have breathing difficulties, and the shortage of medical resources will cause huge casualties. This is what happening in WuHan now. China has sent thousands of doctors to Wuhan and built two new hospitals in just one week, and prepared many quarantine centers. BUT it's still not enough now.

First, personal equipment is extremely important. The n95 masks have been sold out for a long time in China now. Keep in mind that China has the largest surgical mask manufacturing industry. Please buy them as many as possible now, no matter how expensive.

If you can't buy the n95 medical masks, the n95 industry masks can also do the job. If you are in Europe, please buy the FFP2/FFP3 masks, they have the same filtering level. If the n95 masks have a valve, it can still protect you but it can't protect others if you are infected.

The one-time masks can be used only one time theoretically, therefore you need to prepare industry respirators/gas masks for your family. It's not a joke. In China, even the gas masks have been sold out. I recommend the 3M HF-52 respirator, the 3M 6500 and 7500 series respirators. Remember to buy enough n95 filters for your respirators. The p100 filters are also good. I bought four respirators for my family after the n95 masks are completely sold out.

The common surgical masks or medical masks are also important. They can't prevent the coronavirus 100% but they can highly reduce the risks. Please buy them as many as possible. In China, many local governments have announced that it's illegal to use public transmission without a medical mask. The cotton masks are useless, don't buy them.

The eye protectors can help you to prevent being infected through the eye. We have strong evidence that the new coronavirus can spread through the eye-air contact. If you can't buy them, the swimming glass can do the same job (even better).

Considering that you may face masks shortage, the 75% alcohol disinfectant and UV disinfection lamp can disinfect masks for reusing them. Prepare enough alcohol disinfectant and a UV lamp for your family.

Don't use dirty hands to rub your eyes. Clean your hand with a portable hand sanitizer before eating and drinking.

When the new coronavirus outbreaks in your city and you have to go to the hospital to treat other diseases, please remember to wear n95 masks, eye protectors and gloves. Many patients and doctors are infected in Chinese hospitals. They weared the common medical masks but they are not 100% effective.

Before the coronavirus outbreak in your city, please prepare a fueled car. Don't trust the government when they say it's under control. Escape your city before things become too bad and lockdown (I don't know if the US government can lockdown a city). The people who escaped WuHan are lucky now. Those people who believed the government and stayed in WuHan is facing a disaster. Many families are infected. First one person has a fever and breathing difficulty, then all the family members are infected one by one. The hospitals are full of patients and hundreds of patients die every day. Nurses and doctors mentally breakdown. It's a nightmare.

When it comes to drugs, I can't recommend anyone since the doctors are still trying. I believe the Remdesivir is effective however it's still in the experiment and you can't buy them from the market. They have tested Remdesivir in WuHan hospital and hopefully the result will come out in 10 days. However, there is one drug that has been proved effective by many Chinese doctors and it has been used for dealing with malaria for a long time. It's Hydroxychloroquine. It's not OTC, therefore, you can't buy it without a prescription. Don't use any drugs before asking your doctor.

If you are living in an apartment in a crowded city like New York, Japan, and Hong Kong, please remember that the new coronavirus can spread in the elevator. The coronavirus can also spread through the sewer and it has been proved by a very famous issue in Hong Kong when SARS outbreaks in a crowded apartment in 2003. Seal your drains in the toilet if anyone has been infected in your apartment and please avoid using elevators.

When you have a fever, please measure the body temperature many times a day. The patients may only have low fever. Some patients (the percentage is still not sure) will have breathing difficulty in about one week. When you feel it's diffcult to breath, please report to your doctor as soon as possible.

2019-11-09

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すすきので命を懸けて遊んでます。昔のやんちゃ生活のたたりで左目はお飾り、脳出血後遺症で色んなとこに麻痺有りで、一番困ってるのが喉とか舌とかの麻痺、大したことなくても、大したことある。おまけに車に轢かれて右足まで折っちゃってダメダメなんだけど、人様の何倍も遊び倒したから、良いかなぁ~~とか、思ってるプレ還暦爺ぃだよ。

海外女性が太ももを見せながら街を歩く事は、「誰か私を買って!」と言って歩くのと同義」←世界中から「そんなことないです」 - Togetter

https://togetter.com/li/1250184

オタク

2018-02-15

トラックボールケンジントン(の一番安いやつ)からelecomhugeに替えて数日

だいぶ慣れてきた

あと今後は音声入力を導入していきたい

関係ないけどみんな音声でネットに色々書くようになったらネットまったりしていくんじゃないか

2017-12-21

ただの攻略サイト攻略wikiと呼ぶな問題

攻略wikiっぽくない「自称攻略wiki」を見かけるようになった - シロクマの屑籠

http://p-shirokuma.hatenadiary.com/entry/20171221/1513820193


最近据え置きゲーをやっておらず、スマホゲーとブラウザゲーばかりの増田です。

ウィキペディアwikiと略すな、は十分周知されているとは思いますが、wiki的な編集過程でない普通の

攻略サイト攻略wikiと呼ぶな、というのは言われてみるに確かにそうね。

wikiとは何か。

多くのウィキ共通する特徴を以下に掲げる。
ネットワーク上のどこからでも、いつでも誰でも文書を書き換えることができる。
・文書の書き換えに最低限必要なツールウェブブラウザのみである
ウィキ特有の文書マークアップHTMLなどと比べて簡潔なので覚えやすい。
・同じウィキ内の文書間にリンクが張りやすくなっており、個々の文書が高度に連携した文書群を作成しやすい。
・大抵は、変更の事前許可を必要とせず、ウィキのあるサーバ接続できる人に開かれている。実際、ユーザアカウントの登録を必要としていないところも多い。

と言われているんやで

[要出展]


攻略wiki3分

現在の「攻略wiki」は3種類に分類される。

1.本来wiki要素で作成されている攻略wiki

2.従来の出版社ゲーム攻略サイトwikiを名乗っている系

3.特に増えている新興ゲーム攻略サイトwikiを名乗っている系

それぞれについて少し語る。


1.本来攻略wiki

攻略wiki以前はゲーム攻略ってどうやっていただろうか。

個人マニアが立ち上げた攻略サイト。新声社や電波新聞社といったプレイヤーもいた攻略本界隈。

友達の兄ちゃんに嘘テク教えられたり、実際は小数点以下の確率で盗める。

こんなゲームにマジになってどうすんの。


企業のネットが星を覆い、電子や光が駆け巡っても、個人攻略できるレベルを超えたボリュームゲーム

アフィリエイターが食い尽くすほど情報化されていない近過去

一人で無理ならみんなで情報を持ち寄ろう、ネット匿名で平等で集合知でウィンウィン。

同好の士があつまり不特定多数が記事更新をする攻略wiki

2chのゲームスレテンプレに貼られているのがこういう攻略wiki


そういう純真ネット民もやがては気付く。

wikiに貼ってある広告のアフィってwiki開設者に入ってるんじゃね?

真偽は定かではないが、ゲーム攻略wikiは儲かる、他サイトデータコピペして作成し、ライバルの方には

デタラメ煽りを書き込んだりして評判を落とす。トップ攻略地位をもぎ取ればウハウハ、という手法

2chまとめ増田で読んだ記憶がある。

世はまさに大嫌儲時代、モンキーDアフィの五武海はちまjinやらおんハム速ニュー速VIPが追放されたり

2ch政府の内紛分裂があったり。

そんな嵐が過ぎて見回してみれば、1型攻略wikiは凋落して、3型の全盛期。

ゲーム単体の攻略も大変だが、リリースされるゲームの数も膨大。

人気ゲーム攻略ニーズは多く、PVが増えれば金も集まる。

世はまさにガチャゴールドラッシュ、だけど一攫千金でゲーム開発するより、シャベルジーンズテンプレ

儲ける方が固い商売だよね。


2.WARNING!! A HUGE BATTLESHIP KADOKAWA IS APPROACHING FAST

そうボスカドカワなんだ。たつきは帰ってこないんだ。君も人生と向き合うときなんだ。

ゲーム攻略Wikiまとめ - ファミ通.com

https://www.famitsu.com/wiki/

これが、アレでしょうね。出版社系の。攻略wikiの。なれそめ?初出?元凶?根源?大丈夫

Wikiサイトっぽい外見してますライター執筆記事やファミ通企画攻略動画へのリンク盛り盛り。

一般人ツイッター連携掲示板とかコメント欄には書けるけど記事編集は無理そう?

基本的ライターに書かせているであろう攻略サイトwikiと呼ぶのは、SEO有利・プレイヤー

親しみを持たれるからではないかと思う。が、外注ライターの個別記事をいちいち社内で検収して

からアップロードといっただるいスタイルを取らずに実際にwiki形式で登録ライターが直接編集

しています、ってことかもしれない。

ファミ通WikiはGzbrainが運営。カドカワ傘下で浜村編集長会社です。


で、出版社系言いますけども1.でちょっと触れたようなかつて攻略本出してた系の出版社死に体で。

お家騒動で分裂した電撃MWも、富士見書房ファミ通文庫オタク系は軒並みカドカワの軍門に降り、

時々絶妙インタビュー記事などを載せる電ファミニコゲーマードワンゴ運営。

電撃も、ファミ通も、ニコニコも、闘会議もカドカワなんだ。

電ファミWiki

https://wiki.denfaminicogamer.jp

これwikiシステムの貸し出しやってますよ。って形式ですね。


あとは出版社ゲーム関係出してるってなるとVジャンプとかスクエニとかですかね。

本屋行ってもあとはアプリシリアルコード載ってるような奴と、晋遊舎三才ブックスのようなのと

wikiを紙に落としこんだ素性のわからない出版社の完全攻略本くらいしかない。

というかね、FF7あたりから10年くらいの、攻略本が売れ行きランキングに載ってきてしまうほどの時代、

アレが攻略本バブルだったんですよ。攻略本の対象ゲームバンバン売れてたわけですよ。

CDがカラオケBOXブームとかもあってめちゃくちゃ売れてたのと概ね同じ。経済バブルの残り香的な。

攻略本バブルが無ければエルムドアだって


3.攻略は再び名人の時代へ

古の昔、連射こそがすべてであり、鋼の定規と16連射支配する、高橋名人の時代があった。

実際にはハドソン社員高橋名人ゲーム自体もそれほど上手いわけではないらしいが。

そのハドソン出身の山本大介が作った(※)パズドラがヒットしたけれども、アプリ内には外部の

攻略サイトへのリンクがあったんですよ。ファミ通Appbank

これね、パズドラが初めてじゃないとは思うんですけどね、衝撃でした。増田には。


※全くの余談。ゲームは1日1時間という標語ハドソン由来でパズドラでもランダムTIPSで表示される。

ほならね、ペアレンタルロックで1時間制限させてみろって話でね。

ゲームを作ったのは誰か論争、これ法隆寺は誰が建てた、みたいな話になるので難しい。

パズドラ山本Pが手動して作ったが、あのドロップが吸い付く操作性・移動に伴うクリック感ある音と

コンボエフェクトの快感、を実装したコアプログラマーアプリリリース後に抜けてしまい穴を埋めるのに

2年位かかっていたのではないかと増田増田は勝手に思うのです。なんでかつうと、パズル操作盤面内へ

の改修がその間ほとんど行われず、イラストステータス変えたモンスターの追加だけで2年間過ぎて

いったから。間を持たせるためにイベントとか生放送で盛り上げてごまかすぞ、ってニコニコみたいな話。

いや、それでガチャ回るんだから美味しい話だし、ゲーム的にも余計なことしないでくれて平和で良かった

と今は思うけれども。その間に、W、チャレンジ、3DS版、アーケードなどパズドラアプリの再発明で繰り返し

修行してようやく操作に違和感もたせないレベルで盤面システム(十字消し・立て追い打ち・雲・帯・

ルーレットなど)いじれるようになったのかなと。3マッチパズルだけど何か納得いかない消え方(ワロス消し)

についても修正されたのその後なんだよね。

コアプログラマーが重要ってのは拡散ミリアサの終了事由のインタビュー記事を参照されたし。

指導的地位といえばパズドラエグゼクティブPであるガンホー森下社長、わしが作ったと言っておりパズドラ

こうして産まれたとのマンガでもそう描かれている。消費者庁コラボhttps://anond.hatelabo.jp/20170719231854

での謝罪責任者名は森下、それ移行の山本Pの対外的露出自粛も、作った男の主導権争い的な面もあるのでは

ないかとはゲスの勘ぐりですね。極み極み。

閑話休題


攻略リンクの話に戻ると、ファミ通はわかる、みんな大好きマックスむらいAppbankは何もんだ?

iPhoneケース販売とかアプリ紹介とかやってるんだって、へえ。

アプリリリース当時はAppストアの規制もぬるく、ダウンロードランキングの売買アプリ(他のゲームインストール

するとゲーム通貨発行)とか、シリアルコードとかセーフだったんで、単純に攻略データ誘導すると便利だね、

以上の素敵なサムシングの期待があったのかな。

Appbankwiki僭称せずに攻略記事を書いてるようです。

後にパズドラアンケートでは、攻略の際の参考にするサイトとしてどういうところを利用しているかの問に

ファミ通アプバンの他に、appmedia、gamewith、game8などが選択肢に上がっていた記憶がある。

こいつらwiki名乗ってますぜ旦那ァ!

こういう攻略サイト系、幅広くゲーム攻略してまして、運営は会社組織でやってまして、攻略ライター募集してまして、

ライターには石購入補助金も出まして、何それガキの小遣いじゃないか。

ゲームアプリは随時更新され日々攻略必要、またリリースされる数も半端じゃない。

どれがヒットするかわからないからツバつけておかないと後発では攻略覇権取れない。

きららファンタジアだってぐだぐだから離陸したFGOのように羽ばたくかもしれない。

からwiki形式で小遣いライターに委託するよ。

あるゲームでは充実した攻略情報が載っているサイトでも、他のゲームではテンプレ作って終わりだったりするのは

ライターの層の厚さの違いによるものなんだろうねえ。

そして栄枯盛衰、他サイトにどうしても勝てそうもないとなれば撤退やむ無し。


【FGO攻略wikiからのお知らせ】
2017年8月25日を持ちまして、FGO攻略wiki更新を停止いたしました。短い期間でしたが、これまでのご利用ありがとうございました。

https://game8.jp/fate-go/144602


これね、一つの攻略サイトは適当でも複数横断して集計すればまともな結果でるんじゃね、と星4鯖配布の時に調べてて

みつけた。ニトクリスもらいました。

https://anond.hatelabo.jp/20170921034548

ああ、終わりってこういう風に来るのか、って微妙気持ちになったね。


さらに話題転換。

Appbankといえばユーチューバーマックスむらいユーチューブの前はニコ生ガンホー公式放送でのメインプレイヤー

もやっていました。彼はそこそこ上手い程度ですがAppbankからユーチューバーとしてコスケとかが出てきたようです。

ヒカキンヒカキンゲームズやってますし、先述の攻略サイト運営会社の中にもユーチューブAbemaTVタレント事業

手がけてる会社もあり、サイバーエージェントやらGMOと取引あるところもあり、界隈ですなあ。

時代は上手いプレイヤー個人ゲームプレイ動画の攻略に移っていこうとしてるのかなあ。

プロスポーツとしてのeゲーム業界団体統合?して来年から本格始動みたいですしどうなるんでしょうね。


金の話とか

情熱あるゲーマー有志がボランティア攻略してどうこう、っていう集合知の善性は容易に横から収奪されて熱量が失われる。

上手い個人はプロゲーマーとか、ユーチューバーとしてマネタイズできる。

ゲーム上級者の増田があったけれども我々凡人は商業の攻略wiki見て満足すればいいんじゃないか。


攻略本出版社ライターに金出して作って、プレイヤーが金払って買った。

攻略サイトは運営がライターに石援助して、プレイヤーPVで金を稼ぐ。

「そこに何の違いもありゃしねえだろーが。」「違うのだ!」

どこに線をひけばいいかわかる人いる?それ、はあちゅうに教えてあげてね。

増田としては資本がどうであれ有用なデータがあるサイトが検索上位に来てくれればいい。

WELQのように信頼できない情報や、はてなキーワードの未作成ページにランディングすると

いちいちnaoyaは嫌いだけど、と前置きつけながら告訴したくもなる。


嫌儲問題とか村上隆の金の話https://anond.hatelabo.jp/20170925233933とかしようと思ったけど時間がなくなった。クエスト回さねば。

この辺で筆を置きます。短い期間でしたが、これまでのご愛読ありがとうございました。

2016-12-14

vimコンパイルするならccacheの使用はやめましょう

ccacheを使ってコンパイルすると大量にエラー出るのでやめましょう。

makeに-f付けて並列コンパイルするだけでいいんです。

1core celeronメモリ1GBの10年前の化石スペックノートパソコンでもね、何も並列化せずにコンパイルすればvim hugeも7〜10分以内に終わります

vim tinyだと2分ぐらい

vim normalだと4〜5分ぐらい

今すぐccacheの使用をやめなさい

2016-03-31

http://anond.hatelabo.jp/20160331111659

テスト

うーん、英語オンリーだと書き込みが反映されないっぽい。

日本語と混ぜれば行けるのか? → いけた

The best way to learn English is just to study. The most important factors which you get matured in English are how long and how deep you studied.

The way of studying is not so important. You must choose the way what you feel most comfortable to study, because you can keep studying much more with such things.

I think the grammar have huge importance for second language learners. Grammar is the key to correctly communicate each other.

And if you are Japanese, you have to practice pronunciation and intonation carefully. Sound structure of Japanese language is too poor. You never distinguish English's fertile sound representations without strict learning.

2016-03-29

The monitoring program used by customs agencies, called Global Shield

Hydrogen peroxide and acetone are used to make triacetone triperoxide, or TATP, a powerful explosive with the consistency of granulated sugar used by operatives in their attacks against Paris and Brussels. The bombers who killed 52 in London in 2005 used it, and al Qaeda operative Richard Reid stuffed it in his shoes in a failed attempt to bring down an airliner flying from the U.K. to the U.S. in 2001.

Ehud Keinan, an Israeli chemist and one of the world’s leading authorities on TATP, said the explosive can be made with minimal technical skill and household equipment. “You can start in the evening, and in the morning it will be ready,” Mr. Keinan said.

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Belgium Rues Missed Terror Signs

The EU’s regulatory system, among the strictest in the world, depends on businesses reporting suspicious transactions of hydrogen peroxide, acetone and a number of other chemicals to the police. Businesses are urged to look for a number of red flags, such as if the customer’s use for the chemical is unclear or the purchase is made using large amounts of cash. The rules also ban consumers from owning seven potentially dangerous chemical solutions, including hydrogen peroxide solution, in concentrations higher than 12%.

But the fact that the chemicals have so many commercial applications—from disinfecting pools to removing nail polish—makes identifying suspicious transactions challenging. Authorities and experts say the huge quantity of legitimate trade of such widely-used chemicals means finding suspicious transactions is effectively like picking a needle out of a haystack.

It’s a very difficult area because there are thousands of legitimate uses for these substances,” said Peter Newport, chief executive of the Chemical Business Association, which represents U.K. chemical distributors.

Some officials have also expressed worries that not all of the 28 EU governments have swiftly implemented the regulations, failing, for example, to create a contact point in law enforcement that would investigate suspicious transactions.

It remains unclear how the Islamic State operatives obtained the chemicals. An official with the Belgian Association of Chemical Distributors wasn’t aware of any suspicious transactions reported to the police in recent months. A Belgian police spokesman declined to comment.

It’s a very difficult area because there are thousands of legitimate uses for these substances.’

—Peter Newport, chief executive of the Chemical Business Association

The monitoring program used by customs agencies, called Global Shield, was sought by U.S. authorities seeking to stop the flow of bomb-making chemicals into Afghanistan, where insurgents used them to build bombs that were killing U.S. troops. These chemicals were mainly ammonium-nitrate fertilizer or potassium chlorate shipped from China for use in Pakistan’s match industry and then smuggled across the border.

Now shipments of these chemicals crisscrossing the globe are monitored through a system maintained at the World Customs Organization in Brussels. Customs agencies are supposed to warn each other about suspicious shipments, using some of the same criteria identified in the European regulations.

TATP poses a particularly serious threat to aviation, says Mr. Keinan. The chemical isn’t detectable, he says, by the machines installed at many airports, which are able to uncover more common, nitrogen-based explosives such as TNT. Dogs can also be trained to detect the material.

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2012-01-05

Types of digital cameras

Digital cameras are made in a wide range of sizes, prices and capabilities. The majority are camera phones, operated as a mobile application through the cellphone menu. Professional photographers and many amateurs use larger, more expensive digital single-lens reflex cameras (DSLR) for their greater versatility. Between these extremes lie digital compact cameras and bridge digital cameras that "bridge" the gap between amateur and professional cameras. Specialized cameras including multispectral imaging equipment and astrographs continue to serve the scientific, military, medical and other special purposes for which digital photography was invented.

[edit]Compact digital cameras

Subcompact with lens assembly retracted

Compact cameras are designed to be tiny and portable and are particularly suitable for casual and "snapshot" uses. Hence, they are also called point-and-shoot cameras. The smallest, generally less than 20 mm thick, are described as subcompacts or "ultra-compacts" and some are nearly credit card size.[2]

Most, apart from ruggedized or water-resistant models, incorporate a retractable lens assembly allowing a thin camera to have a moderately long focal length and thus fully exploit an image sensor larger than that on a camera phone, and a mechanized lens cap to cover the lens when retracted. The retracted and capped lens is protected from keys, coins and other hard objects, thus making it a thin, pocketable package. Subcompacts commonly have one lug and a short wrist strap which aids extraction from a pocket, while thicker compacts may have two lugs for attaching a neck strap.

Compact cameras are usually designed to be easy to use, sacrificing advanced features and picture quality for compactness and simplicity; images can usually only be stored using lossy compression (JPEG). Most have a built-in flash usually of low power, sufficient for nearby subjects. Live preview is almost always used to frame the photo. Most have limited motion picture capability. Compacts often have macro capability and zoom lenses but the zoom range is usually less than for bridge and DSLR cameras. Generally a contrast-detect autofocus system, using the image data from the live preview feed of the main imager, focuses the lens.

Typically, these cameras incorporate a nearly silent leaf shutter into their lenses.

For lower cost and smaller size, these cameras typically use image sensors with a diagonal of approximately 6 mm, corresponding to a crop factor around 6. This gives them weaker low-light performance, greater depth of field, generally closer focusing ability, and smaller components than cameras using larger sensors.

Starting in 2011, some compact digital cameras can take 3D still photos. These 3D compact stereo cameras can capture 3D panoramic photos for play back on a 3D TV.[3] Some of these are rugged and waterproof, and some have GPS, compass, barometer and altimeter. [4]

[edit]Bridge cameras

Sony DSC-H2

Main article: Bridge camera

Bridge are higher-end digital cameras that physically and ergonomically resemble DSLRs and share with them some advanced features, but share with compacts the use of a fixed lens and a small sensor. Like compacts, most use live preview to frame the image. Their autofocus uses the same contrast-detect mechanism, but many bridge cameras have a manual focus mode, in some cases using a separate focus ring, for greater control. They originally "bridged" the gap between affordable point-and-shoot cameras and the then unaffordable earlier digital SLRs.

Due to the combination of big physical size but a small sensor, many of these cameras have very highly specified lenses with large zoom range and fast aperture, partially compensating for the inability to change lenses. On some, the lens qualifies as superzoom. To compensate for the lesser sensitivity of their small sensors, these cameras almost always include an image stabilization system to enable longer handheld exposures.

These cameras are sometimes marketed as and confused with digital SLR cameras since the appearance is similar. Bridge cameras lack the reflex viewing system of DSLRs, are usually fitted with fixed (non-interchangeable) lenses (although some have a lens thread to attach accessory wide-angle or telephoto converters), and can usually take movies with sound. The scene is composed by viewing either the liquid crystal display or the electronic viewfinder (EVF). Most have a longer shutter lag than a true dSLR, but they are capable of good image quality (with sufficient light) while being more compact and lighter than DSLRs. High-end models of this type have comparable resolutions to low and mid-range DSLRs. Many of these cameras can store images in a Raw image format, or processed and JPEG compressed, or both. The majority have a built-in flash similar to those found in DSLRs.

In bright sun, the quality difference between a good compact camera and a digital SLR is minimal but bridgecams are more portable, cost less and have a similar zoom ability to dSLR. Thus a Bridge camera may better suit outdoor daytime activities, except when seeking professional-quality photos.[5]

In low light conditions and/or at ISO equivalents above 800, most bridge cameras (or megazooms) lack in image quality when compared to even entry level DSLRs. However, they do have one major advantage: their much larger depth of field due to the small sensor as compared to a DSLR, allowing larger apertures with shorter exposure times.

A 3D Photo Mode was introduced in 2011, whereby the camera automatically takes a second image from a slightly different perspective and provides a standard .MPO file for stereo display. [6]

[edit]Mirrorless interchangeable-lens camera

Main article: Mirrorless interchangeable-lens camera

In late 2008, a new type of camera emerged, combining the larger sensors and interchangeable lenses of DSLRs with the live-preview viewing system of compact cameras, either through an electronic viewfinder or on the rear LCD. These are simpler and more compact than DSLRs due to the removal of the mirror box, and typically emulate the handling and ergonomics of either DSLRs or compacts. The system is used by Micro Four Thirds, borrowing components from the Four Thirds DSLR system.

[edit]Digital single lens reflex cameras

Cutaway of an Olympus E-30 DSLR

Main article: Digital single-lens reflex camera

Digital single-lens reflex cameras (DSLRs) are digital cameras based on film single-lens reflex cameras (SLRs). They take their name from their unique viewing system, in which a mirror reflects light from the lens through a separate optical viewfinder. At the moment of exposure the mirror flips out of the way, making a distinctive "clack" sound and allowing light to fall on the imager.

Since no light reaches the imager during framing, autofocus is accomplished using specialized sensors in the mirror box itself. Most 21st century DSLRs also have a "live view" mode that emulates the live preview system of compact cameras, when selected.

These cameras have much larger sensors than the other types, typically 18 mm to 36 mm on the diagonal (crop factor 2, 1.6, or 1). This gives them superior low-light performance, less depth of field at a given aperture, and a larger size.

They make use of interchangeable lenses; each major DSLR manufacturer also sells a line of lenses specifically intended to be used on their cameras. This allows the user to select a lens designed for the application at hand: wide-angle, telephoto, low-light, etc. So each lens does not require its own shutter, DSLRs use a focal-plane shutter in front of the imager, behind the mirror.

[edit]Digital rangefinders

Main article: Rangefinder camera#Digital rangefinder

A rangefinder is a user-operated optical mechanism to measure subject distance once widely used on film cameras. Most digital cameras measure subject distance automatically using electro-optical techniques, but it is not customary to say that they have a rangefinder.

[edit]Line-scan camera systems

A line-scan camera is a camera device containing a line-scan image sensor chip, and a focusing mechanism. These cameras are almost solely used in industrial settings to capture an image of a constant stream of moving material. Unlike video cameras, line-scan cameras use a single row of pixel sensors, instead of a matrix of them. Data coming from the line-scan camera has a frequency, where the camera scans a line, waits, and repeats. The data coming from the line-scan camera is commonly processed by a computer, to collect the one-dimensional line data and to create a two-dimensional image. The collected two-dimensional image data is then processed by image-processing methods for industrial purposes.

Further information: Rotating line camera

[edit]Integration

Many devices include digital cameras built into or integrated into them. For example, mobile phones often include digital cameras; those that do are known as camera phones. Other small electronic devices (especially those used for communication) such as PDAs, laptops and BlackBerry devices often contain an integral digital camera, and most 21st century camcorders can also make still pictures.

Due to the limited storage capacity and general emphasis on convenience rather than image quality, almost all these integrated or converged devices store images in the lossy but compact JPEG file format.

Mobile phones incorporating digital cameras were introduced in Japan in 2001 by J-Phone. In 2003 camera phones outsold stand-alone digital cameras, and in 2006 they outsold all film-based cameras and digital cameras combined. These camera phones reached a billion devices sold in only five years, and by 2007 more than half of the installed base of all mobile phones were camera phones. Sales of separate cameras peaked in 2008. [7]

Integrated cameras tend to be at the very lowest end of the scale of digital cameras in technical specifications, such as resolution, optical quality, and ability to use accessories. With rapid development, however, the gap between mainstream compact digital cameras and camera phones is closing, and high-end camera phones are competitive with low-end stand-alone digital cameras of the same generation.

[edit]Waterproof

A Canon WP-1 waterproof 35 mm film camera

Waterproof digital cameras are digital cameras that can make pictures underwater. Waterproof housings have long been made but they cost almost as the cameras. Many waterproof digital cameras are shockproof and resistant to low temperatures; one of them is Canon PowerShot D10, one of the first underwater digital cameras.

These cameras become very popular during the holiday season, because many people want to save the best moments from their holidays at the seaside. Waterproof watches and mobile phones were produced earlier. Most makers of digital cameras also produce waterproof ones and every year they launch at least one new model, for example Sony, Olympus, Canon, Fuji.

Healthways Mako Shark, an early waterproof camera,[8] was launched in 1958 and cost around 25 dollars. It was a huge camera and pictures were black and white.

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2011-12-16

Along the way, thank you

Do all the way, the dream all the way, and read all the way, the injury all the way, the youth of this shore, I eyebrow XinWei cu, listening to the wind tells the years of the past; Go all the way, appreciate all the way, listen to all the way, drunk all the way, time of the other side, you gently walk, bring me for my whole life the oath. Smile, as a jade, just like the cold winter la month of a warming Yang; Words, amiable and gentle, like stroke and a wisp of spring breeze; The heart, clear as bright, filled with tolerance and forthright.

In the boundless huge crowd, you I meet by chance, and then silence who know each other, as world all the fate, we own the roaming in, repeated a story of others. Looking at today's you and me, read the yesterday's he and she, original all is so similar to the ends of the earth, the same scene, every moment thousands of deduction. The different stage, the same script, different actors, the same lines, perhaps, that is what the world had said the world of mortals.

Life, seems to be a little spring and fall streams, no waves without wind, go light, so of the day, that you and I, is I have dreamed of. But he is always thinking of, perhaps our stories will be something different, always feel, I want life probably shouldn't so, always think, and the story you and I should deducing other wonderful. Perhaps this is the so-called is not satisfied with it.

Not content with me, occasionally also play a song in life all much ado about nothing. The occasional upset, the occasional sentimentality, occasionally sad sorrow bosom, such me, sometimes not even willing to tolerance, but you will always smiled and said it doesn't matter. A that's ok, covers the you to my tolerance. Thank you, thank you willing to listen to me, thank you willing to understand me, thank you for your concern and care of understanding.

Along the way, just behind the one season blossom has collected, have already in the years flows through place vanished, lift. Magging issues.it, those flowers, then no longer in those days Ming yan; Walk off, those figure, also do not know when from my life disappear; For a around, those familiar with smile, and those who agreed upon oath, and has set up a file in the baptism of the mood swept away. Looking back, QiFengChuYu also only you have been, from beginning to end with reckless abandon.

I know, you are always on, maybe not at nearby, but has lived in my heart. You are in my heart, so, I count the mirror in flower, and cicadas in the eyes of the tender you smile and looked at on the water, and know that you SiQi born rich, and son ChengYue vow.

You know, more than any other, I in the character of the much a slightly thin cool. Those who love, I do not say, and not understand; Those good, I don't talk, and not unknown; Those who warm, those carefully, I pretended that I don't know, but one can see in the eye, and talks to heart. I'm not good at expressing, doesn't mean I don't have felt in the heart, on the contrary, a warm action, a concern of look in the eyes, a warm words, of all things, I kept away, and put it in my heart.

Since always, all don't understand you in my life to a role play, from that year to now, you and I walked all the way from strangers, to close right now, our story is in what the beat is a? Perhaps the story is finalizing a play, also or two hearts were there, but I thank you have in this warm attitude in my MingTu.

Thank you for the lonely in my time took me by the hand, and thank you for making me again believe a fairy tale of aestheticism, thank you for your face my unreasonable never give up, thank you for your tender feelings with the whole life the warmth of my I thin cool, thank you to accompany me along the way. To you, please make I say thank you, thank you let me in such years can also ease dream, let me be able to a insignificant posture face a window to listen.

The dream flowers, quietly away, and in a hurry fell, some people, quietly, and silently walk, that time, like water flowing silence, from refused to make a little I stopped, and our story? Our story will end in where? Tomorrow's you I is near at hand, or the apart?

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2011-09-08

Feeling of the cat

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For a long time, I am in a dark box.


According to someone's comment I heard outside of the box, a tiny bottle containing deadly poison is located in this box. Although the bottle is completely sealed, a hammer is positioned in the vicinity of the bottle. And they said the hammer would fall down at a certain time.


When is "the certain time"? I don't know. In this very moment? Or distant future? Possibly, it already has come (I don't want to think about it). No one can affect the hammer. As an independent event, it will fall down with probability 50%. The probability is exactly 50%. Possibly, the bottle may be broken, or may not. About myself, dead, or, alive.


I must say, how terrible the situation is.


It is impossible for me to avoid having a furious indignation. My life, the most important issue for me, is completely away from me, and is solely dependent on the simple figure, FIFTY PERCENT! Too much terrible.


Additionally, and I think it is completely unreasonable, I am shackled in many ways to keep the probability at exactly 50%.


Visual perception. The box is completely shielded from any light. It's for avoiding me from finding and destroying the bottle and apparatus. Complete darkness. I am in the total darkness. Thus, now I can’t see even the outline of myself. Possibly it sounds strange, the darkness makes me have a doubt about the existence of my body itself.


Acoustic perception. Maybe, from the reason I mentioned above, a perfect sound insulation is used. I can’t hear even the voice of my own. I don't know the mechanism. In the first place, as I can’t see anything, how can I investigate it? So, this is only a speculation, possibly, my drum membranes were damaged before enclosure in this box, or, some special material is used for the wall of the box.


Anyway, in a dark box too much good at shielding light and sound, my visual and acoustic perception is dead just as the term indicates.


As if further confirmation are needed, a huge fatigue weighing heavily upon me is another shackle for me. It seems that they gave me some kind of muscle relaxant to avoid me from struggling. As I can’t change from the same posture, my tactile perception is almost paralyzed.


No light. No sound. Smell and taste are unreliable. Tactile perception is in malfunction. I am like a puppet. All the five senses are out of control of mine. Too much cruel. Perfect shackles. I wish if they had given a sleeping medicine. I feel I am in agony without any external injury. My life, my existence itself, is completely ignored. Such a humiliation keeps my sanity. Only such a humiliation can.


The right to control the life and death of myself is completely deprived. I hate such situation. The core determinant of the continuity of my life is completely dependent upon, solely upon, a pure probability. Completely away from anyone's will. I hate it, again, I hate it!


Why do I have to be enclosed in such a box? In such a ridiculous box, why do I have to be in fear of life and death with such perfect shackles?


Unreasonable. Cruel.


I am lonely. Am I feeling empty and flat? Difficult to avoid sobbing? No. My loneliness is much deeper. I am in a sea of void. I am alone. Completely alone. As an orphan, I was thrown into this endless darkness. I am quivering in the absolute zero.


There is no perspective in this box. Only the darkness is here. I can’t feel the bottle and the hammer. I can’t feel the wall, the bottom, and the ceiling neither. They should be there. But all the five senses of mine are deprived. I feel like there is nothing. While those things have some meanings.


Speaking honestly, I am not so sure I am in a box. I am sure that what I am exists. I am thinking. I am fantasizing. It is the evidence showing the uniqueness of mine, which is called the ego or the consciousness or the mind, is solid. But, is the uniqueness is truly enclosed in the box? Is it possible that it is floating in another space? I can’t eliminate such doubts.


Possibly, what I am here is floating in the end of the universe, or is lying down at the bottom of the Mariana Trench. Or going down from a vent of the Kilauea volcano, maybe.


I don't have any method to know how the box (enclosing me) is. All the senses of mine are dead. It is impossible for me to determine whether here is inside of a box or not.


In addition to that, I am not so sure that I am truly alive. I don't have any way to confirm such a simple thing. Possibly, the 50% probability has already passed beyond me. Maybe I am already dead. I am still alive, maybe. Injected with muscle relaxant, shallow breathes, weak heartbeats. Or, cessation of all of them, simply leaving meat bolus.


I am deprived of any capability of controlling my own body. Who can say that my mind resides in the body continuing vital activities? The five senses have been poisoned with the total darkness. They can’t function as sensory organs. I don't have any chance to know the truth. Possibly, any supposition is fabricated by myself. The situation surrounding me and the uniqueness of myself are components of programmed role-play, possibly.


About the existence of mine, I can’t determine the behavior. I hate to admit it, but I am in the middle of fluctuation.


I wish someone could find me. I wish someone could open the box and observe how I am, and determine what I am. There is not enough power inside me to do so. All I can do is to continue to quiver in the loneliness.


If I were the Almighty, I could say "Let there be light". I know it is impossible. But I can‘t help feeling how nice it would be if I could say so.


My own free will! It could fix every fluctuation surrounding myself!


At the same time, longing produces shadow. If the box is opened, I will be found and observed. As a result, what I am will be determined. To tell the truth, I can’t look away from the fact I am anxious about being determined.


Although I am unable to determine whether I am alive or dead by myself, I am afraid of the death. I am afraid that I am determined as a dead. I can’t accept. Still I can’t feel, I can’t imagine the death as a specific phenomenon. Probably, that is why I am afraid of death.


No, it should not be restricted to me. King of virtue. Deadly murderer. Regular folks. All the same. Maybe, the elder people or patients of bad disease could have some imagination sufficiently close to the true death. But, even so, it is impossible to know the specific experience of death.


In the end, death is the final destination with overwhelming significance. The time and the consciousness have an absolute irreversibility. Death also has the absoluteness which can’t be changed. Even if it is a ritual pass point or an outstanding impressive event.


Myself, the mind of mine here is, will be vanished at the moment at which how I am is determined. If they deprive the lukewarm water, in which I can’t feel the temperature, it is impossible for me to avoid exposing myself to the air.


I am afraid of such an irreversible change. It is not limited to the determination of death. Also I am so anxious that I am determined being alive.


The current existence of myself is like a tiny, tiny illusion standing on an endless point. Not larger than that. Not smaller than that. Not longer than that. Not shorter than that. No expansion. No shrinkage. Standing upon a unique single point. It is mathematically correct. I am something like a ghost staying upon such a point, having confusion about identity of myself.


The point exists at every position on a plane of coordinates, at the same time, not existing at a certain position. If a certain event occurs, on that moment, it will converge me to a single point among all the space-times, in which the event has occurred, as if having me step off a bus. Without any concern. Even if the point and I have been a one. The illusion, which has stayed in such a point, has possibilities of being real and being vanished like a mist, to an equal degree.


Now, I am existing in every time-space, I have every nature. At the same time, I am suffering from the loneliness that I am away from every nature. I wish someone can find me. At the same time, I am so anxious that where I will be, and that how I will be at that moment.


I have been released from the law of cause and effect. I am undetermined ever, for ever.

2010-10-04

HUGEが挙げる「色男になるための17ヶ条」 って誰が書いたの?

HUGEが挙げる「色男になるための17ヶ条」を抜粋-->女の素直な意見

この記事は多分100%ネタ。でも突っ込まずにはいられない。

・実はピアノが弾ける --> ナルシスト疑惑

・片手にフォークスプーンを持ってサーブすることができる --> 練習時を想像します。

・素肌にセーターを着てもチクチクしない ---> 男は、そんなこと気にするの?誰も想像だにしないよ?

・どの店に行っても迷わずオーダーできる ---> 低いハードル

花の名前を99種類以上知っている --> そんなことより安い花一輪くれたらうれしい。

・酒を割って飲まない --> 好みの問題。

・ボウズにしても男前 --> これはそう。

・いつでもどこでも誰とでもヤレる --> ヤりたいだけ。

・本なんか読まない -->「勉強しない」中学生レベルと一緒。

・寝るときはパンイチ、もしくは全裸 --> ひとりで裸さみしくない?

・支払いはカードではなく、現金。もしくはツケ ---> 今時ツケって!!

・実は料理が得意 --> 高感度UP

 

・目だけで女を口説ける --> と思っているだけの自信家。

・女が嫉妬する相棒がいる --> 本当にモテる男は自慢にしない。

・顔じゃなく、声がいい --> で、具体的に誰?

・身体に傷がある ---> 傷?なんで?転ぶの?

・外出時はほとんど手ぶら --> そんなこと、気にしなくていいと思うよ。

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2009-11-30

バイリンガルの頭ん中:ダニエルピンクネタ

日本語英語へのTransition

目的

バイリンガルの頭の中(あくまで想像)を文章にて表現

序盤:日本語脳→終盤:英語

・英文に抵抗のある人に対する新しい英語教材の提案、実験

日本語読んでたはずなのに、いつの間にか英語読んでた!」というのが理想

TEDから文章だけでも内容が伝わるダニエルピンクプレゼンを引っ張って来たのですが、実験的にやるにしては少し内容が堅く、マテリアル選択を誤った気がしなくもありませんw

ダニエルピンク 「やる気に関する驚きの科学

http://www.ted.com/talks/lang/jpn/dan_pink_on_motivation.html

めちゃ長いですが、LanguageがTransformする過程を味わって頂ければと思います。

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最初に告白させてください。20年ほど前にしたあることを私は後悔しています。あまり自慢できないようなことをしてしまいました。誰にも知られたくないと思うようなことです。それでも明かさなければならないと感じています(ざわざわ)。1980年代の後半に私は若気の至りからロースクールlaw schoolに行ったのです(笑)。

In America, 法律専門職学位です。まずuniversityを出て、それからlaw schoolへ行きます。law schoolで私はあまり成績が芳しくありませんでした。控えめに言ってもあまり良くなく、上位90パーセント以内という成績で卒業graduateしました(笑)。どうもlaw関係の仕事はしたことがありません。やらせてallowed toもらえなかったというべきかも (笑)。

But today, betterではないことだとは思いつつ、wifeの忠告にも反しながら、このlegal skillsを再び引っ張り出すことにしました。今日はstoryはtellしません。主張caseを立証します。合理的で証拠evidenceに基づいた法廷におけるような論証で、how we run our businessesを再考してみたいと思います。

陪審員juryの皆さん, take a look at this。This is called 「ロウソクの問題」。ご存じの方もいるかもしれません。1945年にKarl Dunckerという心理学者psychologistがこの実験experimentを考案し、様々な行動scienceのexperimentで用いました。ご説明しましょう。私が実験者だとします。私はあなた方を部屋に入れてcandle画鋲thumbtackとマッチmatchesを渡します。そしてこう言います。「テーブルtableに蝋waxがたれないようにcandleを壁wallに取り付けattachしてください。」Now what would you do?

Many peopleはthumbtackでcandleをwallに留めようとします。でもうまくいきません。あそこで手真似をしている人がいましたが、matchの火でcandleを溶かしてwallにくっつけるというideaを思いつく人もいます。いいideaですがうまくいきません。After five or 10 minutes, most peopleは解決法を見つけます。このようにすればいいのです。Keyになるのは「機能的固着functional fixedness」を乗り越えるovercomeするということです。最初、あのboxを見て、単なる画鋲の入れ物だと思うでしょうが、それは別な使い方をすることもできます。candleの台platformになるのです。これがcandle problemです。

次にSam Glucksbergというscientistが、このcandle problemを使って行ったexperimentをご紹介します。彼は現在Princeton Universityにいます。この実験でthe power of incentivesがわかります。彼は参加者participantsを集めてこう言いました。「this problemをどれくらい早く解けるsolveできるか時計で計ります。」そしてone groupにはthis sort of problemを解くのに一般にどれくらい時間がかかるのかaverage時間を知りたいのだと言います。もう1つのgroupには報酬rewardsを提示します。「上位25percentの人には5dollarsお渡しします。fastestになった人は20dollarsです。」Now this is several years ago物価上昇inflation考慮に入れればa few minutes of workでもらえるmoneyとしては悪くありません。十分なmotivatorになります。

このグループはどれくらい早く問題を解けたのでしょう?答えはon average, 3分半余計に時間がかかりました。Three and a half minutes longer。そんなのおかしいですよね?I'm an American。I believe in 自由市場。そんな風になるわけがありません(笑)。If you want people to perform better, 報酬を出せばいい。Bonuses, commissions, あるいは何であれ、incentiveを与えるのです。That's how business works。しかしここでは結果が違いました。Thinkingが鋭くなり、creativityが加速されるようにと、incentiveを用意したのに、結果はoppositeになりました。思考は鈍く、creativityは阻害されたのです。

この実験experimentがinterestingなのは、それが例外aberrationではないということです。この結果は何度も何度もfor nearly 40 years 再現replicateされてきたのです。この成功報酬的な動機付けmotivators―If Then式に「これをしたらこれが貰える」というやり方は、in some circumstancesでは機能します。しかし多くのtasksではうまくいかず、時には害harmにすらなります。これはsocial scienceにおける最も確固robustとした発見findingsの1つです。そして最も無視ignoreされている発見でもあります。

私はthe last couple of years, human motivation科学に注目してきました。特に外的動機付けextrinsic motivatorsと内的動機付けintrinsic motivatorsのdynamicsについてです。大きな違いがあります。If you look at これ、scienceが解明したこととbusinessで行われていることにmismatchがあるのがわかります。business operating system、つまりビジネスの背後にある前提assumptionsや手順においては、how we motivate people、どう人を割り当てるかという問題は、もっぱらextrinsic motivators(アメとムチ)にたよっています。That's actually fine for many kinds of 20th century tasks。But for 21st century tasks, 機械的mechanisticなご褒美と罰reward-and-punishmentというapproachは機能せず、うまくいかないか、害harmになるのです。Let me show you what I mean。

Glucksbergはこれと似たanother experimentもしました。このように若干違ったslightly differentな形で問題を提示したのです。Tableにwaxがたれないようにcandleを壁にattachしてください。条件は同じ。あなたたちは平均時間を計ります。あなたたちにはincentiveを与えます。What happened this time?今回はincentivizedグループの方が断然勝ちました。Why?箱に画鋲が入っていなかったから。it's pretty easy isn't it?(「サルでもわかる」ロウソクの問題) (笑)

If-then rewards work really well for those sorts of tasks。Simpleなルールとclearな答えがある場合です。Rewardsというのはfocusを狭めmindを集中させるものです。That's why報酬が機能する場合が多い。だからこのような狭い視野で目の前にあるゴールをまっすぐ見ていればよい場合にはthey work really well。But for the real candle problem, そのような見方をしているわけにはいきません。The solutionが目の前に転がってはいないからです。周りを見回す必要があります。Rewardはfocusを狭め、私たちの可能性possibilityを限定restrictしてしまうのです。

Let me tell you why this is so important。In western Europe, in many parts of Asia, in North America, in Australia, white collarの仕事にはthis kind of workは少なく、このような種類の仕事が増えています。That routine, rule-based, left brain work, certain kinds of accounting, certain kinds of financial analysis, certain kinds of computer programingは 簡単にアウトソースできます。簡単にautomateできます。Softwareのほうが早くできます。世界中Low-cost providersがいます。だから重要になるのはthe more right-brained creative, conceptual kinds of abilitiesです。

Your own workを考えてみてください。Youが直面faceしている問題は、あるいはweがここで議論しているようなproblemsは、こちらのkindでしょうか?A clear set of rules, and a single solutionがあるような?そうではないでしょう。ルールあいまいで、答えはそもそも存在するとしての話ですが、驚くようなsurprisingものであり、けっして自明obviousではありません。Everybody in this room is dealing with their own version of the candle problem。And for candle problems of any kind, in any field, if-then rewardsは機能しないのです。企業の多くはそうしていますが。

Now, これにはcrazyになりそうです。どういうことかというと、これはfeelingではありません。私は法律家lawyerです。Feelingsなんて信じません。This is not a 哲学philosophy。I'm an American。Philosophyなんて信じません(笑)。This is a fact。私が住んでいるWashington D.C.でよく使われる言い方をするとtrue factです(笑)。(拍手)Let me give you an example of what I mean。Evidenceの品を提示します。Iはstoryをtellしているのではありません。I'm making a 立証。

Ladies and gentlemen of the 陪審員, 証拠を提示します: Dan Ariely, one of the great economists of our time, Heは3人の仲間とともにsome MIT studentsを対象に実験studyを行いました。These MIT studentsにたくさんのgamesを与えます。Creativity, and 運動能力motor skills, and concentrationが要求されるようなゲームです。そして成績に対するthree levels of rewardsを用意しました。Small reward, medium reward, large reward。Okay?非常にいい成績なら全額、いい成績なら半分の報酬がもらえます。What happened?「As long as the task involved only mechanical skill、bonusesは期待通りに機能し、報酬が大きいほどパフォーマンスが良くなった。 しかし、cognitive skillが多少とも要求されるタスクになると、larger rewardはより低い成績をもたらした。」

Then they said,「cultural biasがあるのかもしれない。Indiaのマドゥライで試してみよう。」In Madurai, Standard of livingが低いので、North Americaではたいしたことのないrewardが 大きな意味を持ちます。実験の条件はSameです。A bunch of games, three levels of rewards. What happens? medium level of rewardsを提示された人たちは small rewardsの人たちと成績が変わりませんでした。But this time, people offered the highest rewards, they did the worst of all。「In eight of the nine tasks we examined across 3回の実験, よりhigherインセンティブがworse成績という結果となった。」

これはおなじみの感覚的なsocialistの陰謀conspiracyなのでしょうか?No. Theyはeconomists from MIT, from Carnegie Mellon, from the University of Chicagoです。And do you know who sponsored this research? FRBです。これはまさにAmerican experienceなのです。

Let's go across the pond to the London School of Economics。11人のNobel 受賞者 in economicsを輩出しています。Great経済頭脳がここで学んでいます。George Soros, and Friedrich Hayek, and Mick Jagger(笑)。Last month, just last month, economists at LSE looked at 51 studies of 成果主義 plans, inside of companies。彼らの結論は「We find that 金銭的なインセンティブ can result in a negative impact on 全体的なパフォーマンス.」ということでした。

There is a 食い違い between what 科学 knows and what ビジネス does. And what worries me, as この潰れた経済の瓦礫の中に立って, is that あまりに多くの組織 are making their decisions, their policies about 人や才能, based on assumptions that are 時代遅れ, 検証されていない, and rooted more in 神話 than in 科学. this 経済の窮地からget out ofと思うなら 21st century的な答えのないtasksで high performanceを出そうと思うのなら、wrong thingsを これ以上続けるのはやめるべきです. To 誘惑 people with a sweeter carrot, or 脅す them with a 鋭いムチ. まったく新しいアプローチが必要なのです.

And the いいニュース about all of this is that scientistsが新しいapproachを示してくれているということです. It's an approach built much more around 内的な motivation. Around the desire to do things because they matter, because we 好き it, because they're 面白い, because they are 何か重要なことの一部. And to my mind, that new operating system for our businesses revolves around three elements: 自主性、成長、目的. 自主性, the 欲求 to 方向 our own lives. 成長, the desire to get better and better at 何か大切なこと. 目的, the 切望 to do what we do in the service of 大きな何か than ourselves. これらがour businessesのentirely new operating systemの要素なのです.

I want to talk today only about 自主性. In the 20th 世紀, we came up with this idea of マネジメント. Management did not 自然に生じた. Management is like -- it's not a 木. It's a テレビ. Okay? Somebody 発明した it. And it doesn't mean it's going to work 永久に. Management is great. 服従を望むなら, Traditional notions of management are ふさわしい. しかし参加を望むなら, 自主性 works better.

Let me give you some 例 of some kind of 過激なnotions of 自主性. What this means -- あまり多くはありませんが 、非常に面白いことが起きています. Because what it means is paying people 適切に and 公正に, 間違いなく. Getting お金の問題 off the table. And then giving people 大きな自主性. Let me give you 具体的な例.

How many of you ご存じ of the 会社 Atlassian? 半分もいない感じですね(笑). Atlassian is an オーストラリアソフトウェア会社. And they do すごくクールなこと. A few times a year they tell their エンジニア, "これから24時間何をやってもいい, as long as it's not part of your regular job. Work on 好きなことを何でも" So that エンジニア use this time to come up with a cool 継ぎ接ぎ for code, come up with an エレガントなハック. Then they 何を作ったのか見せる to their teammates, to the rest of the company, in 雑然とした全員参加の会合 at the end of the day. And then, オーストラリアですから, everybody has a ビール.

They call them 「FedExの日」. Why? Because you 何かを一晩で送り届けなければならない. It's 素敵. It's not bad. It's a huge 商標権 侵害. But it's pretty clever. (Laughter) That one day of 集中的な自主活動 has produced 多数の software 修正 that might never have existed.

And it's worked so well that Atlassian has taken it to 次のレベル with 20 Percent Time. Googleがやっていることで有名ですね.Where エンジニア can work, spend 20 percent of their time working on anything they want. They have 自主性 over their time, their task, their team, their 技術. Okay? Radical amounts of 自主性, And at Google, as many of you know, 新製品の半分近く in a typical year are 生まれています during that 20 Percent Time. Things like Gmail, Orkut, Google News.

Let me give you an even more 過激な example of it. Something called 「完全結果志向職場環境」. The ROWE(Results Only Work Environment). Created by two American コンサルタント, in place at about a dozen companies around 北アメリカ. In a ROWE people don't have スケジュール. They show up 好きなときに. They don't have to be in the office 特定の時間に, or any time. They just have to 仕事を成し遂げる. How they do it, when they do it, where they do it, is totally up to them. ミーティング in these kinds of environments are オプショナル.

What happens? ほとんどの場合, productivity goes up, 雇用期間 goes up, 社員満足度 goes up, 離職率 goes down. 自主性Autonomy, 成長mastery and 目的purpose, These are the 構成要素 of a new way of doing things. Now some of you might look at this and say, "Hmm, 結構だけど、it's 夢物語." And I say, "Nope. I have 証拠."

The mid 1990s, Microsoft started an 百科事典encyclopedia called Encarta. They had deployed all the right インセンティブ. All the right incentives. They paid プロ to write and edit 何千という記事. たっぷり報酬をもらっている managers oversaw the whole thing to make sure it came in on budget and on time. 何年か後に another encyclopedia got started. 別なモデル, right? Do it for 楽しみ. No one gets paid a cent, or a Euro or a Yen. Do it because you 好き to do it.

ほんの10年前に, if you had gone to an 経済学者, anywhere, And said, "Hey, I've got 百科事典を作る2つのモデル. 対決したら, who would win?" 10 years ago you could not have found a single まともな経済学者 anywhere on planet Earth, who would have predicted the Wikipediaモデル.

This is the 大きな battle between these two approaches. This is モチベーションにおけるアリ vs フレージャー戦. Right? This is 伝説マニラ決戦. Alright? 内的な motivators versus 外的な motivators. Autonomy, mastery and purpose, versus アメとムチcarrot and sticks. And who wins? Intrinsic motivation, autonomy, mastery and purposeが ノックアウト勝利します.まとめましょう.

There is a 食い違い between what science knows and what business does. And here is what science knows. One: Those 20th century rewards, those motivators we think are a 当然 part of business, do work, but only in a surprisingly narrow band of circumstances. Two: Those if-then rewards often 損なう creativity. Three: The 秘訣 to high performance isn't rewards and punishments, but that 見えない intrinsic drive. The drive to do things 自分自身のため. The drive to do things それが重要なことだから.

And here's the best part. Here's the best part. We already know this. The science confirms what we know in our hearts. So, if we repair this mismatch between what science knows and what business does, If we bring our motivation, notions of motivation into the 21st century, if we get past this lazy, dangerous, ideology of carrots and sticks, we can strengthen our businesses, we can solve a lot of those candle problems, and maybe, maybe, maybe we can change the world. I rest my 立証。

2009-11-25

Being a gypsy

I finally understood something. A cliche, but something that is important to me.

I've seen nine counselors and four psychiatrists since I was eighteen. I've been sexually and verbally abused by my family, had eating problems, both anorexia and bulimia, and have also been abused by two of the therapists. I'm also a returnee, as the Japanese label me, so I've been bullied at school, and never really felt like I fit in anywhere, including my family. Yes, I had a whole lot of problems.

I always though about killing myself, and it was a ritual to think about whether to die and how to live at the top of a building on my birthday night. The air was always cold and clear, and stars just seem so near. Up there, rationality just seemed to blur, and wrong or right became so dull with all the pain. As a person who believes Christ, or perhaps in any other religion, suicide is a sin, but it literally felt like living in hell.

Nevertheless, now I finally understand. It was the sense of isolation and hunger of being accepted, that had been eating me after all. It's such a cliche, but I guess it's true. It irritates me because not one of the therapists were capable of handling a bilingual, abused and wounded person, and I myself never realized how much trouble I had when the other person was only capable of handling Japanese, although I am as good as a native after living here twenty years. Some of the therapists were trained and licensed in U.S. and spoke English, but I also didn't notice the huge difference of them and myself -- I can't give an explicit example, but I guess being a returnee and a natural interpreter gives people a different sense. Now, I clearly see the difference is not ignorable. And, it's almost unbelievable that it took me so long to come to this point.

I hate myself. I hate myself for not realizing all these years, for all the money I spent on therapy, for being abused, for being abused again by a therapist, for not being able to communicate my feelings and for even ignoring my own senses just to be accepted by my therapists themselves.

Perhaps being bilingual to me is much more troublesome than others say. Hopefully I can now be more comfortable by accepting that I'm like a gypsy. I've always been an outlaw, anyway. And I hope I can be able to connect with people and have real relationships. All the things I wanted from a therapist are the same things I wanted from normal other human beings. I know there are things that need to be covered by professionals, but now that I realize even professionals can't help, and I can't be really accepted by any professional, as long the relationship is kept "professional."

I hope I can sometime make a real relationship, accept and be accepted, by another person, maybe another gypsy.

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