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2024-01-19

アニソンなんて他からパクって単語だけ変えればいいだけだよな

Vガンダムの傑作ポガティソングWINNERS FOREVERが元は仮面ライダーのRIDERS FOREVERだったことを君は知っているか

マクロス7の最終決戦ソングTRY AGAINが歌バサラ所属バンドが作ったFLY AWAYセルフカバーだったことを君は知っているか

知る必要もないだろう?

そうだ。

知る必要もないままに、この世界には数多くの大成功カバーアニソン誕生しているのだ。

アニソンなんてカバーでいいんだ。

だって単語さえそれっぽければいいんだから

2024-01-13

anond:20240113163132

このようにソロモンの心が転じて、イスラエルの神、主を離れたため、主は彼を怒られた

The Lord became angry with Solomon because his heart had turned away from the Lord, the God of Israel

2023-12-03

anond:20231201223536

If you want to say the reason in one word, it's because of the opposition supporters' "beating org"

LDP supporters curse as pigs who support butchers and spread them to the world.

Of course, but there's no way you can make fun of the voters and win the election.

No, it's okay if you can win w Please try to win that way

But more than anything, you guys should know that you can't win in that way.

Do you actually bet? If you ask me, everyone will run away.

Still, opposition supporters are sick, so they can't quit.

Because it's worth living to mount and throw stones at enemies.

That's how you guys will throw away your one and only life.

It's pathetic.

2023-11-26

[]ホーム終戦名古屋勝利現役引退DF小野寺は後半44分に出場し、有終の美を飾る。

明治安田生命J1オレオレFC3-1名古屋>◇第37節◇25日◇ロイスタ

 オレオレFCホーム終戦名古屋グランパスに3ー1で勝利し、勝ち点を54に伸ばした。前半12分にFW森永のゴールで先制すると、24分にもMF鈴木潤のゴールで追加点。直後に1点を返されたが、後半27分には再び鈴木潤ダメ押しの追加点を決めた。今季限りでの現役引退を発表しているDF小野寺は後半44分に出場し、有終の美を飾った。

 【写真】後半27分、鈴木潤ダメ押しの追加点を決める。

 ホーム終戦を有終の美で飾った。過去リーグ戦僅か1勝しか挙げられなかった天敵・名古屋相手に3発快勝。5月アウェイ戦に敗れ、悔しさから珍しく感情を露わにした鈴木潤も2発とチームを牽引し、リベンジを果たした。最終戦セレモニー鈴木潤は「今日ホーム終戦小野寺さんやロイブルファミリアの前で負けるわけにはいかなかった。皆様のおかげで勝つことが出来ました」と胸を張った。

 現役引退を発表している小野寺も後半44分に出場した。ロスタイムを含め僅か7分だけだったが、笑顔を見せながらスピードを生かしたプレー披露した。引退セレモニーで「埼玉からここに来て13年間、様々な方々に出会い指導して頂き、ここまでやってきました。素晴らしいサッカー人生でした」と涙を浮かべながら、話した。

 J1昇格以降、毎年残留争いの常連だったチームを上位に引き上げた野河田彰信監督は「今シーズン、声出し応援が解禁され、改めてサポーターの声援が選手のすごい力になったのは間違いありません。苦しい時も支えて頂き、感謝申し上げます」とあいさつ。最終戦天皇杯決勝に向けて「あと2試合、全て勝って締めくくりたいと思います」と力強く誓った。

 最終戦アウェイガンバ大阪と対戦する。勝てば、浦和広島の結果次第で逆転でのACL進出が決まる。鈴木潤は「あと1試合天皇杯含めると2試合あります。全て勝ち、最高のシーズンにしたいと思いますので、応援宜しくお願い致します」と誓った。

○…オレオレFCの2024シーズンユニフォーム試合前に発表された。

 来季ホームユニフォームロイヤルブルーゴールドを、アウェイユニフォームスノーホワイトとネイビーブルー3rdユニフォームは青と白をイメージGKユニフォームは初めてオレンジ採用する。発売日は後日発表される。

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2023-11-20

I was cheated on during the homecoming birth

Suddenly, when I looked at my husband's schedule book on the desk, there was a picture of my child s tuck in it, and when I thought about it, there was something like a woman's name written on each mon th's page. So when I looked closely, I carefully wrote down the age and physical compatibility of the woman I m et on the page of the week, and I understood everything. Maybe it's been going on last year or a long time ago. I'm going to report to my friend that my child was born! There was also a note on the day of the drinking party that I sent out. I see. Now my heart feels numb and I don't feel like doing this right away, but what should I do in the fut ure? Ask right now, pretend you don't know yet, or leave it for the rest of your life. Or I'm not sure whether to treat him coldly thinking like this, or whether to be very kind and try t o create a sense of guilt. At home, he was a good dad who was active in housework and childcare due to his child's passions. I was glad that I was able to give birth to this child, but I feel like an idiot. I'm sorry and sorry that the girls my husband met were involved in the play of married people. Maybe he's hiding that he has a married child. I want to cut off only my lower body and throw it away.

2023-10-20

Refuting the “Israeli” Claims Regarding Evading their responsibility for the Massacre of the Gaza Baptist Hospital

Today, the “Israeli” Occupation Entity is trying to evade their responsibility for the crime of bombarding the “Baptist” Arab National Hospital in Gaza City, which the Israeli” Occupation Forces (IOF) committed on the evening of Tuesday, 17 October 2023. This heinous crime was committed against innocent Palestinian civilians while taking the hospital as a shelter from the flames of the “Israeli” brutal aggression, which left nowhere safe in the besieged enclave. It is necessary to affirm that, the Baptist Hospital belongs to the Anglican Episcopal Church in Jerusalem, and was built before the occupation of Palestine.

It is obvious that the “Israeli” enemy has been spreading lies since the very beginning of his destructive war on our people, when he with no single evidence claimed that the Palestinian resistance killed children, cut off heads and raped women. In continuation of this series of lies, they tried to evade their crime, attributing it to one of the resistance factions. Accordingly, we present some of the conclusive evidence to prove the “Israeli” Occupation Entity responsible for this heinous crime:

1) It is no secret that the IOF, several days ago, threatened several hospitals in the Gaza Strip, contacting each hospital separately and requesting their evacuation and holding the hospitals directors responsible for the consequences of neglecting the threats. In fact, there are dozens of clear statements from the IOF spokespersons in this regard.

2) Since the beginning of the ongoing aggression, the “Israeli” army has ignored the principle of distinguishing between civilian and military targets. Thus, the bombardment has systematically targeted emergency services, ambulances, civil defense facilities, schools, mosques, and churches.

3) The IOF contacted the directors of 21 hospitals in the Gaza Strip, especially those are located in the Gaza and the North of Gaza governorates, most notably: (Al-Awda, the Indonesian, Kamal Adwan, the Kuwaiti, Al-Quds, and Al-Mamadani), asking them to evacuate immediately, given that the hospitals are located within the geographical scope of “Israeli” military operations. In this regard, the official spokespersons for the IOF plus a number of hospital directors conducted interviews live on Al Jazeera, revealing the premeditated intention of the IOF to target hospitals in the Gaza Strip.

4) On 14 October, 2023, at 20:30, the IOF fired two shells towards the Baptist Hospital, and the next morning they called the hospital director, Dr. Maher الصفحة 2 من 3

Ayyad, saying to him: “We warned you last evening with two shells, so why have you not evacuated the hospital until this moment?!” Following that call, The hospital director contacted the bishop of the Evangelical Church in Britain and informed him of the incident, who in turn contacted international organizations before sending the hospital a message reassuring them that they could remain in the hospital. Yet with no warning, the IOF airstrikes returned, on Tuesday evening, to carry out the massacre against the hospital and the shelter-seekers of the displaced innocent Palestinian civilians.

5) Immediately after the massacre, the IOF spokesperson quickly published a statement on his page on the “X” and “Telegram” platforms at 21:17, which stated, “We had warned the evacuation of the Baptist Hospital and five other hospitals so that the Hamas terrorist organization would not take as a safe haven”. That statement is a clear claim of this massacre, and it is documented with a “screenshot” image attached to his page on Telegram, but he quickly deleted the post after seeing the massive scale of the massacre for the large number of victims, and the angry responses of the Arab, regional and international communities. Later on, he disavowed it, publish another

statement denying that he had issued the first statement.

6) Before and during the event, the resistance factions did not fire any missiles at the occupied territories, the “Israeli” sirens did not activate, and the Iron Dome missiles were not launched. Moreover, dozens of reconnaissance drones do not leave the sky of the Gaza Strip (365 km2 ), photographing and monitoring every inch around the clock. If the massacre was due to the resistance’s missiles, as the “Israeli” Occupation Entity falsely claim, why would not they show one picture their claims?!

7) The “Israeli” Occupation Entity claimed that this massacre was caused by a missile launched by the Islamic Jihad. However, we would wonder how they could identify and distinguish between the missiles of the resistance factions immediately after they were launched?!

8) The IOF military system documents and records all their operations by day, hour, minute and second, and in all previous times their media outlets came out to announce or deny much less severe massacres than this massacre, so what made them wait more than 4 hours before declaring their irresponsibility other than weaving scenarios of falsification, lies and deception?!

9) It is obviously known that the resistance’s missiles are somewhat “primitive” and do not have the destructive power that kills hundreds at one time. And throughout the history of previous confrontations and the current confrontation, no resistance missile has caused a tenth of this number of “Israeli” deaths.

10) The only video scene documenting the moment of the explosion reveals that the mass of flame and the sound of the explosion are identical to other “Israeli” bombs throughout the days of the ongoing aggression, which with no doubt proves that the “Israeli” origin of the missile.

الصفحة 3 من 3

The deliberate attack on hospitals is a war crime, stipulated in Article (8, 2, b, 9) of the Statute of the International Criminal Court. Accordingly, Hamas officially calls on the Prosecutor of the International Criminal Court to open an investigation into this crime, which falls within the framework of a genocidal war, in accordance with the provisions of Article 6 of the Basic Law. These bloody acts are also based on the policy of denial pursued by the “Israeli” Occupation Entity, as they deny the existence of the Palestinian people.

There is no doubt that impunity fuels crime, and investigating crimes is a way to protect people. Furthermore, if a legal and judicial response is necessary, it is above all that the response to this crime must be humanitarian and global. Such actions must shock the conscience of the world, or else there would no longer be a reliable international community if the “Israeli” Occupation government free to decide to bomb hospitals!

In conclusion, we are facing a genocidal massacre committed by IOF against children, women, and the elderly. The “Israeli” Occupation Entity is the only responsible for the crime, no matter how much they try to weave lies and fabrications to get away with it, as they always do.

The Islamic Resistance Movement

HAMAS-Palestine

Wednesday, 18 October 2023

本日ハマスpdf形式でテレグラムにアップしたやつの全文

ガザ・バプテスト病院虐殺責任回避に関するイスラエルの主張に反論する」

って題名

2023-09-30

anond:20230930140115

Youtubeに搭載されている自動翻訳機能

結構前に使った時は意味不明文章になっている事が多くてあまり使えるものじゃ無かったが

今使ってみると逃げろを走れと訳すなどややニュアンスが違う部分もあるけど全体としては日本語としてそれほど不自然ではなく

ニュース自動翻訳などではその内容が割りと分かるくらいのレベルにまでなってて驚いた

バベルの塔の完成は近いのかも知れない

Automatic translation function installed on Youtube

When I used it quite a while ago, the sentences were often incomprehensible, so it wasn't very useful.

When I try to use it now, there are some parts where the nuances are slightly different, such as when I translate "run away" as "run," but overall it's not that unnatural as a Japanese word.

I was surprised that the automatic translation of news has reached a level where I can easily understand the content.

The Tower of Babel may be nearing completion.

Youtube自動翻訳機能を搭載

かなり前に使ったとき文章意味不明なことが多くてあまり役に立ちませんでした。

今使ってみると、「runaway」を「逃げる」と訳すなど、若干ニュアンスが異なる部分もありますが、全体的には日本語としてはそれほど不自然ではありません。

ニュース自動翻訳が内容を容易に理解できるレベルに達していることに驚きました。

バベルの塔も完成に近づいているのかもしれない。

2023-09-21

anond:20230920174155

瞬発力で乗り切るのが得意ならそれでいい

恥ずかしがらず よけいなプライド throw away

2023-09-19

please don't put your life in the hand of rockroll band they gonna throw it all away~♪

2023-09-06

HUMMING BIRD福山芳樹が参加してるバンド)のFLY AWAYマクロス7TRY AGAIN元ネタ)が「戦い続ける空に 夢失う瞳」だったと知った時

熱気バサラジョン・レノン文脈を受け継いでることが俺の中で確定した。

マクロス7戦争なんてくだらないから歌を聞け」

マクロス戦争手段として歌を聞かせよう」

マクロス7はそれまでのマクロスと異色の作品だったわけだが、それはまさにこの一点に尽きるのだということが完全に線で繋がった。

音楽の力」を信じる人間達の物語なのか。

戦争武器としての音楽」ではなく、「音楽の敵としての戦争」を描いていたのがマクロス7

なるほど。

なるほど。

エウレーカした。

俺はこれまで熱気バサラ精神を「物語の中の強烈な味付けのキャラクター」として捉えていた。

そうじゃない。

ジョン・レノンが見た夢を受け継いでる音楽家たちがマクロス7時代にまだ生き残っていて、それと同じミームからまれキャラクター熱気バサラだったのか。

メガネの形を見ればレノンがコンセプトにあるのは明らかなんだが、それが冗談なのか本気なのか俺には分からなかった。

それを本気でやってる人間熱気バサラとして歌っていたなら、間違いなく本気だったということだな。

魂で確信する瞬間とは面白いものだな。

今までの半信半疑無意味まやかしだったとしか思えなくなる。

俺は何を迷っていたんだろうな。

答えは明白だったという気しか今はしない。

2023-09-05

anond:20230905063312

周囲の人々の心理的安全性をオモンパカる意味もあるメイク

スキンケアさえもせず周囲のSAN値を削る清潔感捨てた男性

Please don't take my sunshine away ~~♬

2023-08-19

[]絶望3部作

浜崎あゆみ2000年に3か月連続リリースした、

vogue

Far away

SEASONS

の3シングルを指す


11月アルバム発売してもう半年後にアルバムを出せと会社に言われた。

浜崎あゆみは(口調とかからバカじゃないのとか言われていた。

カリスマ浜崎あゆみとして(ファンマスメディア会社から)求められるものが重すぎた←これが絶望

失踪した。

アルバムは断念し「浜崎あゆみからプライベートの)あゆへの曲を書いた。

過去現在未来と。未来SEASONSシングル3枚セット。PVは一つ。

絶望に瀕した状態とそこから救い出すための曲だから絶望3部作」と言う。

この絶望というのはバブル期に何でもできたのに国が傾いて何にもできなくなった挫折、それを受け継いだ若者世代にも重ねている(当時の批評

https://detail.chiebukuro.yahoo.co.jp/qa/question_detail/q1139634766

2023-08-02

英訳 about the #Berbenheimer issue

anond:20230801140703

DeepLで勝手英訳をしてみた。

勝手にごめん。元増田が嫌であれば消す。

Various things that really need to be said about the #Berbenheimer issue

 

In a discussion about the case, someone raised an objection to "someone who was not a party to the incident, who was not from Nagasaki, and who was not from Hiroshima, complaining about it. Seeing that opinion made me aware of my position, so I will say what I must say.

 

I was born in Nagasaki and am a third-generation A-bomb survivor.

I say this because I grew up hearing the stories of the A-bomb damage directly from those who suffered from the atomic bombings.

 

I feel that it is unacceptable for someone like me to speak about the A-bomb damage.

However, there are few A-bomb survivors left, so I will speak up.

 

In Nagasaki, children grow up hearing stories about the atomic bombing. We were made to sit in the gymnasium of an elementary school in the middle of summer, where there was not even an air conditioner or a fan, and for nearly an hour we were made to listen to stories about the atomic bombing. It was hard for me anyway.

 

I think it was even more painful for the elderly people who told the stories. But I don't think an elementary school kid could have imagined that. I, too, have forgotten most of the stories I was told. I can only remember one or two at most.

 

Another thing is that at this time of year, pictures of the victims of the atomic bombing are pasted up in the hallways.

In other parts of the country, these are grotesque images that would cause a fuss from the parents who are always nagging about them.

Recently, even the A-bomb museum has become more gentle in its exhibits, and most of the radical and horrifying exhibits that would have traumatized visitors have been removed.

I don't know how elementary schools now teach about the A-bomb damage. But when I was in elementary school, there were photos on display.

 

There was one photo that I just couldn't face as an elementary school student. It was a picture of Taniguchi Sumiteru(谷口稜曄). If you search for it, you can find it. It is a shocking picture, but I would still like you to see it.

I couldn't pass through the hallway where the photo was displayed, so I always took the long way around to another floor to avoid seeing the photo.

My grandfather was under the bomb and went to the burnt ruins of the bomb to look for his sister. I can understand now that he couldn't turn away or go another way.

There would have been a mountain of people still alive and moaning in the ruins of the burnt ruins. There would have been many more who would have died out in agony.

My grandfather walked for miles and miles, towing a rear wheelchair, through the narrow streets of rubble-strewn Nagasaki in search of his sister.

My grandfather was not a child then. But of course there were elementary school children who did the same thing he did. I am not speculating that there were. There were. I heard the story from him, and I still remember it.

A young brother and sister found their father's corpse in the ruins of the fire and burned it themselves. They didn't have enough wood to burn him alive, and when they saw his brain spilling out, they ran away, and that was the last time they ever saw him again.

 

I can never forget that story I heard when I was a kid, and even now it's painful and painful, my hands are shaking and I'm crying.

 

I keep wondering how that old man who ran away from his father's brain was able to expose to the public the unimaginably horrible trauma, the scar that will never heal, even after all these years.

 

Now I think I understand a little.

 

Why I can't help but talk about my grandfather and the old man now, even as I remember my own trauma.

Because this level of suffering is nothing compared to their words being forgotten.

It's nothing compared to the tremendous suffering that once existed that will be forgotten, like my hands shaking, my heart palpitating, my nose running with vertigo, and so on.

 

So maybe it's the same thing.

 

My grandfather, who went through an unimaginable hell, lived to see his grandchildren born, and met his sister's death in the ruins of the fire.

 

In other words, my grandfather was one of the happiest people in the ruins of the fire.

 

My grandfather and that old man were, after all, just people wading in the depths of hell.

 

I think that the suffering that even people who had experienced unimaginable pain could not imagine was lying like pebbles on the ground in Nagasaki 78 years ago, and no one paid any attention to it.

 

Their suffering, which I can't even imagine, is nothing compared to the countless, unimaginable suffering they witnessed, which they pretend never happened.

 

Memories fade inexorably with each passing human mouth. The memories that those people could never allow to be forgotten are almost forgotten.

 

The tremendous suffering of 78 years ago is mostly gone, never to be recounted.

 

Those who suffered the most from the atomic bombing died rotting in the ruins of the fire without being able to tell anyone about it.

 

Many of those who saw it with their own eyes kept their mouths shut and took it with them to their graves. Most of those who spoke a few words are still in their graves.

 

Compared to the words of the old men, my own words are so light. I would rather keep my mouth shut than speak in such light words.

 

But still, someone has to take over. I realize that even my words, which are so light, are only the top of the voices that are left in this world to carry on the story of the atomic bombing.

 

I know how it feels to think that I am the only one. Still, I hope that you will not shut your mouth. I know that I have closed my mouth because I thought I shouldn't talk about it, and that is the result.

 

Sometimes I almost choose to stop imagining the unimaginable suffering and live my life consuming other people's suffering for fun.

I am writing this while I still have some imagination of the suffering of the old people whose voices, faces, and even words I can no longer recall.

2023-08-01

anond:20230801140703

すまん。勝手翻訳した。拡散はどうするかな。redditかに投稿するのがいいのか?

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I have seen some posts asking if they should talk about "the case" even though they were not involved in it and were not born in Nagasaki or Hiroshima, and I am a bit aware of it, so I have to say what I have to say. I say this because I was born in Nagasaki, am a third generation atomic bomb survivor, and grew up hearing the stories of those who experienced the atomic bombing firsthand. I know it's a little bit too much for me, but I'm going to say this because there are very few survivors left.

In Nagasaki, children grow up hearing stories about the atomic bombing. They were stuffed into sushi for nearly an hour in the gymnasium of an elementary school in the middle of summer, with no air conditioner or fan, and told stories about the atomic bombing. That was a hard time for me. I think it must have been even harder for the old people who told the stories, but there was no way an elementary school kid could imagine such a thing, and I had forgotten most of the stories I had been told for a long time. I have forgotten most of the stories I was told. I can only remember one or two at most. There is one more hard thing. Every year around this time, a row of grotesque images that would drive the PTA crazy in other areas are prominently displayed in the hallways. These days, I hear that the atomic bomb museum has been bleached out and many of the radical and horrifying exhibits that traumatized visitors have been taken down. I don't know if they are still there, but they were there when I was in elementary school.

There was one photo that I just couldn't face when I was in elementary school. It is a picture of Sumiteru Taniguchi. If you search for it, you can find it. It is a shocking picture, but I would like you to take a look at it. I couldn't pass through the hallway where the photo was posted, so I always took the long way around to another floor of the school building to avoid seeing the photo.

Now I'm thinking that my grandfather, who headed into the burnt ruins to look for his sister, couldn't have turned away or taken a different path. There would have been a mountain of people still alive and moaning, not just pictures, and a mountain more who would have given up at the end of their suffering. He walked for miles and miles, towing his handcart through the narrow streets of rubble-strewn Nagasaki in search of his sister. My grandfather was not a child at the time, but of course there were children who did similar things. Not that there wouldn't have been. There were. I heard the story from him, and I still remember it. A young brother and sister found their father's body in the ruins of a fire and they burned it. They didn't have enough wood to burn his body, and when they saw the raw brain that spilled out, they ran away and that was the last time they ever saw him anymore.

I can never forget the story I heard when I was a kid, and even now it is painful and painful, my hands are shaking and I am crying. I keep wondering how the old man who escaped from that father's brain could have been able to unravel the most horrible trauma imaginable and expose it to the public with scars that will never heal.

Now I think I can understand a little.

The reason I can't help but talk about my grandfather and that old man, even if I have to rehash my own trauma, is that this level of suffering is nothing compared to the fact that their words will be forgotten. My hands shaking, my heart palpitating and dizzy, my nose running with tears, it's nothing compared to the tremendous suffering that was once there and will be forgotten.

So maybe it's the same thing.

My grandfather, who went through an unimaginable hell, lived to see his grandchildren born, and met his sister's death in the ruins of the fire. In other words, my grandfather was one of the happiest people in the ruins of the fire. My grandfather and that old man were, after all, just people wading in the depths of hell. I think that the suffering that even people who had experienced unimaginable pain could not imagine was lying like pebbles in Nagasaki 78 years ago, and no one paid any attention to it. Their suffering, which I can't even imagine, is nothing compared to the countless, tremendous suffering they witnessed, which they pretend never happened.

Memories fade inexorably every time people talk about them. The memories that those people could not allow to be forgotten are now largely forgotten; the tremendous suffering of 78 years ago is mostly gone, never to be recounted again. Those who suffered the most from the atomic bombing died rotting in the ruins of the fire, unable to tell anyone about it. Many of those who saw it with their own eyes kept their mouths shut and took it with them to their graves. Most of those who spoke a few words are now under the grave.

Compared to the words of the old men, my own words are so light. I would rather keep my mouth shut than speak in such light words. But still, someone has to take over. I realize that even my words, which are so light, are only the top of the voices that are left in this world to carry on the story of the atomic bombing. I know how it feels to wonder if someone like myself is allowed to speak about this. Still, I hope that you will not shut your mouth. This is the result of our silence.

Sometimes I almost choose to stop imagining the unimaginable suffering and live my life consuming other people's suffering for the fun of it. I am writing this while I still have some imagination of the suffering of the old people whose voices, faces, and even words I can no longer recall.

Translator's note: The original post in Japanese is a response to a post by a Japanese contributor who wondered if he was qualified to speak out on the subject of the A-bomb when he was not from Hiroshima and Nagasaki, but still spoke out about Barbie and the A-bomb. I translated it here because I think it deserves to be read by the world.

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I must talk about various things regarding the Barbie incident.

I saw a post about it from someone who is neither directly involved nor from Nagasaki or Hiroshima, and it made me realize that there are things I must say.

I was born in Nagasaki and grew up listening to stories from the survivors, being a third-generation survivor myself. Most survivors are no longer with us, so I feel compelled to speak up.

In Nagasaki, kids grow up hearing about the atomic bomb. We were packed like sushi in a gymnasium without air conditioning or even fans during the scorching summer, and we listened to stories about the bomb. It was incredibly tough for me.

I imagine it was even harder for the elderly who spoke about their experiences. As a child, I couldn't fully comprehend their pain, and now, I can hardly remember most of the stories I heard. I can only recall one or two.

Every year during this time, gruesome images that would make PTA elsewhere go crazy were displayed in the hallways. I heard that many of the horrifying exhibits that used to traumatize visitors at the Atomic Bomb Museum have been removed, and the museum has been considerably sanitized. I'm not sure about the current situation, but that's how it was when I was there.

There was one photograph that I could never bear to look at as a child – a picture of Tadashi Taniguchi. You can find it if you search, but it's a shocking image with a viewer discretion warning. Still, I want people to see it.

I couldn't walk down the hallway where that photo was displayed, and I always took a different route, avoiding it so I wouldn't have to see it.

Now, I think of my grandpa who went to the ruins to search for my sister. He couldn't look away or take a different path. The pain must have been unimaginable.

Besides photographs, there were many living people moaning in pain back then, and there must have been even more who succumbed to suffering.

My grandpa walked for miles, pulling a handcart through the debris-laden streets of Nagasaki, searching for my sister.

Even though my grandpa was not a child, I'm sure there were elementary school kids who did similar things. I don't just think they might have been there; they were there. I heard the stories from the people themselves, and I still remember them.

I can't forget the stories I heard as a child, such as the young siblings finding their father's burnt corpse in the ruins and cremating him. They didn't have enough firewood, and their father ended up half-burnt. They ran away after seeing the brain tissue oozing out, and that became their final farewell.

I can never forget those stories I heard as a child, and even now, they still bring pain and suffering, making my hands tremble and tears flow.

I wonder how my grandpa, who ran away from that father's brain tissue, could expose his unimaginable trauma and everlasting scars to the world.

Now, I feel like I understand a little.

Even someone like me, who experienced such unimaginable trauma, has gone through pain that I can't even imagine being compared to being discarded, forgotten, and ignored. Compared to what those people experienced, my suffering means nothing.

My trembling hands and the palpitations and dizziness I experienced are nothing compared to the tremendous pain that many others went through.

Memories fade irreversibly every time they pass through people's lips. The memories that I couldn't bear to be forgotten are almost forgotten now.

The unimaginable pain that existed 78 years ago has mostly disappeared, and we can no longer pass it on.

The people who suffered the most from the atomic bomb perished in the ruins, rotting away without being able to convey it to anyone.

Even those who saw it with their own eyes mostly took the memories with them to their graves. Most of them are now under the tombstones.

Compared to the words of the elderly, my words seem so light. I think that speaking with such light words would be better than keeping silent, as silence has led to this result.

I feel like I might occasionally choose to stop imagining the unimaginable pain and consume the suffering of others in an amusing way to live on.

Before I forget the pain and suffering of those elderly people, whose faces and voices I can no longer recall, I will leave this here.

2023-06-04

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音楽ロケットマンよく聞いてるなぁ

dance music

fly away

このあたりすき

最近なぜかSpotifyで聞けなくなってんのよなアルバム

ロケショープラスやってんのにさ

2023-05-06

ワールドワイドダジャレ

アルミ缶の上にあるミカン

Tangerine on top of aluminum can

ミカンが消えてしまった

ふとんが吹っ飛んだ

The futon blew away.

フットンダが吹っ飛んでしまった

コーディネートはこーでねーと

Coordination should be like this.

→こーでねーとをちゃんと訳してくれるDeepL優秀

難しいな……

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